#zara rambles

[what-aboutno]

Enjoy my c!Owen Mii

[dragonflauz]

SO many fics to reread and SO little time

[the-little-ewok]

An update about my fic writing.

So to any of you that still follow me for my fic writing please know I've decided to give up writing and posting.

The truth is that interaction here has now become so low that it really isn't worth the time and effort it takes to write, edit and post. I write for me, I post it for you guys but at the end of the day when I get absolutely no interaction other than people hitting the like button and moving on, it makes me feel bad about myself. My thoughts are always that clearly it wasn't good enough otherwise people would say they enjoyed it, or it made them feel something, or anything. I, like most writers here, pour our heart, soul and our free time into fic writing, and it's sad to scream into the void and honestly just makes me feel bad about myself. I just can't sit around feeling like I'm not good enough anymore.

I have very little free time on my hands and I love writing, it's a huge outlet for me, but posting here is just not worth the sad it brings me now.

To those of you that have outstanding requests with me I can only apologise and offer to pass your requests to some of the best fanfic authors I know who will do them justice.

My Tumblr will stay open, my master list will stay posted, I just will no longer be adding to it.

Thank you to all of you who have supported and interacted with my writing this far.

[hennawar]

jesper’s wink jesper’s coin toss jesper shooting his gun the way it all lined up with the music

[theaspers]

i am. constantly in the mood to shower lucifer in the sweetest of praises. i want to call him love and cup his cheeks and watch him melt under my touch. see him flicker between preening at the compliments but also being absolutely flustered because he doesn’t know how to react to them.

[baltha-zara]

I’ll never forget the day I woke up to swatstikas covering my local community center

I’ll never forget the time where my local holocaust memorial was shattered twice in one summer.

I’ll never forget the swatstika in my school gym, the drawings of Jews burning in an oven in the school bathrooms, the cruel holocaust jokes thrown at me daily.

I’ll never forget what it’s like being the jewish kid in class, at work, and in life.

And I’ll never forget the day the Nazis marched in MY state.

But you know what else I’ll never forget?

I’ll never forget how many people showed up to protest them. I’ll never forget that when the “alt right” came for MY city Boston stood together and made it clear that they weren’t accepted there, that our love will always outnumber their hate.

Keep defying their hate with your love, because we are stronger united than they will ever be.

[what-aboutno]

Wriochiluc yuri

[what-aboutno]

Does anyone else read C!Owen as 'clown' on accident sometimes