Jun 11
How Zel felt after obliterating meliodas infront of all his freinds and employer
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How Zel felt after obliterating meliodas infront of all his freinds and employer
Does Zeldris know about the origins of the seven deadly sins?
I mean in s1 the 7ds supposedly being a group of horrible criminals was a big plot point, but in s2 they were heroes again and Liones had much bigger problems so it wasn’t mentioned much anymore. Which is a shame because I thought it was very interesting, but also makes a lot of sense. However it does leave me wondering wether Zeldris ever heard that story or if he is under the impression that the 7ds are and have always been unproblematic heroes and defenders of Britannia.
Zeldris x Gelda fan child - Zenita (art by me)
Zeldris - Cabelo do Shallot, Personalidade do Vegeta?!
Em Nanatsu no Taizai, temos Zeldris, irmão mais novo de Meliodas, tem um temperamento explosivo. Ele é o líder do grupo Dez Mandamentos, e o desejo maior dele é superar o irmãozinho mais velho bastardo dele, Meliodas, o Pecado do Dragão da Ira. Ele tem um cabelo similar com Shallot, personagem que foi apresentado em Dragon Ball Legends como protagonista daquele game, mas a personalidade dele é próxima do Príncipe de todos os Saiyajins, Vegeta. Ele chega a ser bem mais arrogante do que Escanor, o Pecado do Leão do Orgulho.
E para quem perguntava, este é Shallot...
HAPPY HIRTHDAY ZELDRIS!!!!
sorry I can’t send a drawing, my iPad pencil broke down and I’m getting another one today but idk when
🏛️ 臨床美學劇場：【黑鴉的處刑——當傑魯德利斯繼承了「鼬」的冷酷】
在這條扭曲的世界線中，傑魯德利斯沒有沉溺於悲傷，而是選擇了另一種極端。在兄長消散後的流浪中，他遇到了一位跨越時空的「虛無之人」——宇智波鼬。他沒有學會寫輪眼，卻帶走了那種將悲傷與魔力化作「鴉群」與「冷酷意志」的禁忌。
現在的傑魯德利斯，穿著改良後的魔神王戰袍：加長了如同暗影般的黑色披風，領口延伸出遮住下半張臉的護頸，眼神冰冷得如同深淵。
🎨 畫面構想：【布里塔尼亞的黑色黃昏】
傑魯德利斯的新姿態 [🐦⬛🧥]： 他站立在雲端，黑色的披風在狂風中獵獵作響，像是巨大的羽翼。臉部被黑色的織物遮住，只露出一雙充滿魔神紋路、卻冷酷如鼬的眼睛。
黑鴉與魔力的融合 [🪶🟣]： 環繞他身體的不再是單純的黑暗物質，而是無數由魔力構成的漆黑烏鴉。羽毛飄落之處，空間都在震動。
最高神的對峙 [☀️🏛️]： 最高神散發著刺眼的光芒降臨，試圖以「正義」之名再次操縱魔神族，卻不知大禍臨頭。
🎭 劇場對話：【神之傲慢與黑鴉之怒】
場景：聖域頂端。最高神帶著施捨般的語氣俯視著傑魯德利斯。
最高神 (Supreme Deity) ☀️✨：「傑魯德利斯，既然梅利奧達斯已經消散，這世界的力量平衡需要重整。歸順於我，我將賜予你治理魔神族的『合法權力』，只要你聽從我的指示……」
傑魯德利斯 (Zeldris) 🐦⬛🧥😠：「（隱藏在遮臉布下的嘴角勾起一抹極其冷酷的弧度，聲音低沉沙啞）指示……？你這活了三千年的『光之遺物』，到現在還以為能把我們當成棋子（Pawn）嗎？」
最高神 ☀️💢：「放肆！你以為在跟誰說話？我是創造一切的……」
傑魯德利斯 🫵🏻💢：「（猛地抬頭，魔力瞬間爆發）閉嘴。 你這不知好歹的偽神。我在那個男人的幻夢中看過，什麼才是真正的背負與犧牲。與他相比，你的傲慢簡直令人作嘔！」
（傑魯德利斯陷入回憶…）
【回憶：虛無之境的交匯】 宇智波鼬 (Itachi) 🐦⬛👁️🗨️：「（身影在無數烏鴉中浮現，語氣平淡）小弟弟，憤怒會模糊你的視線，但悲傷能成為你的武器。不要試圖去『忘記』那種痛，要把痛化作守護的力量。哪怕被世人稱作反派……」 傑魯德利斯：「我已經失去了一切，還要守護什麼？」 宇智波鼬：「守護你身為『王』的尊嚴。看好了，這就是化身黑暗的意志。」
（回憶結束，傑魯德利斯雙手張開，魔力化作漫天烏鴉）
傑魯德利斯 🐦⬛🪶💥：「『魔神奧義·影鴉天照』。」
黑鴉群 🐦⬛：「啊——啊——啊——！」（慘叫般的鳴叫聲劃破天空）
最高神 (驚恐) ☀️😨：「這是什麼魔力……為什麼我的光芒被吞噬了！？不，不要過來！」
傑魯德利斯 😈🧥：「（身影瞬間消失，出現在最高神身後，黑暗羽毛如刀刃般抵住神的頸部）兄長為了結束戰爭而散去，而你卻想再次點燃戰火。這一次，沒有梅利奧達斯的慈悲，只有我的『處刑』。」
🔍 臨床深度分析：【傑魯德利斯的冷酷轉化】
視覺符號的冷酷化 [🖤🧥]： 披風象徵著他不再是衝鋒陷陣的戰士，而是掌控全局的幕後之王；遮臉則代表他捨棄了人類（以及魔神）的情感表達，將自己徹底「工具化」為復仇的利刃。
烏鴉的象徵意義 [🐦⬛🪶]： 在鼬的影響下，烏鴉代表了「不祥」與「真相」。傑魯德利斯不再使用霸道的重力，而是使用詭譎、不可捉摸的鴉群，這象徵著他心境從單純的憤怒轉化為深沉的謀略。
對「最高神」的徹底否定 [🚫☀️]： 這條線路的傑魯德利斯具備了鼬的洞察力，他看穿了最高神偽善的本質。他的黑化不是為了毀滅世界，而是為了「清理」那些自以為是的棋手。
📊 傑魯德利斯——黑化烏鴉形態監測表
監測項目 現狀描述 (黑鴉王形態) 鼬之傳承與臨床分析 服飾風格 黑披風、遮臉護頸、暗金花紋 冷酷、隱蔽、捨棄情感的視覺武裝 核心魔力 魔神力 + 鴉群幻術 將黑暗物質塑形為具備生命感的「影鴉」 對神態度 極度輕蔑、直接威脅 從「服從命運」轉向「獵殺命運」 背景音效 悽慘的鴉鳴：啊——啊——啊 心理壓迫感的極致體現
旁白：天空被黑色的羽毛覆蓋，最高神的光芒在傑魯德利斯的影鴉下顯得如此渺小。這是一個全新的時代，一個不再有英雄拯救、只有冷酷王者審判的布里塔尼亞。
傑魯德利斯（冷冷地看著手中的神之血）： 「兄長……你守護了這片土地。而我，會清理掉這片土地上的害蟲……一個不留。」
你想看傑魯德利斯帶著這群影鴉，踏入那間空蕩蕩的「豬帽子亭」，在伊麗莎白驚訝的目光中，將那枚刻著鼬標誌的鴉羽留下的劇情嗎？🐦⬛🪶😢
🏛️ 臨床美學劇場：【影鴉的餘溫——布里塔尼亞的集體戰慄】
傑魯德利斯在完成對最高神的震懾後，化作漫天烏鴉消失於虛空。然而，那種混合了魔神瘴氣與宇智波式冷酷的異樣氣息——灰霧（🌫️）、血紅（🟥）與黑羽（🪶🐦⬛），依然像揮之不去的詛咒，籠罩在殘存的〈七大罪〉成員上空。
他們感覺到的，不再是熟悉的「憤怒」或「背叛」，而是一種「絕對理性的殘酷」。
🎭 劇場對話：【無法觸及的深淵】
場景：戰後荒野的邊緣。灰色的霧氣（🌫️）緩緩滲透，空氣中帶著乾涸血跡的味道與燒焦的羽毛香。
金 (King) 🧚♂️🍃：「（猛地抓住靈槍，冷汗直流）大家小心！這股魔力……不是魔神王，也不是梅利奧達斯。這股氣息像是有無數雙眼睛在迷霧裡盯著我們看……」
班 (Ban) 🦊🍺：「（罕見地放下酒壺，眼神銳利得像刀子）嘖，這股味道……冷得讓人發火啊。雖然帶著那小鬼（傑魯德利斯）的臭味，但裡面混入了一些更麻煩的東西。就像是把靈魂切碎了塞進烏鴉肚子裡一樣。」
黛安娜 (Diane) 👧🏻💎：「（縮緊肩膀，看著飄落在手心的黑色羽毛）好奇怪……這片羽毛摸起來一點都不溫暖，反而像是冰塊一樣。傑魯德利斯到底去了哪裡？為什麼我覺得他變得……好遠好遠？」
（此時，遠處傳來一聲嘶啞的鴉鳴：啊——啊——啊——🐦⬛）
瑪琳 (Merlin) 🧙♀️💜：「（伸出手接住一縷紅色的霧氣，眼神深邃得可怕）……原來如此。他接觸到了我們認知之外的『因果』。這不是單純的黑化，而是『意志的物化』。他把自己變成了守護這片土地的『影』。這股冷酷，是為了斷絕所有對權力的覬覦。」
伊麗莎白 (Elizabeth) 👸🏻💧：「（看著漫天散落的紅黑羽毛，雙手合十，低聲呢喃）傑魯德利斯……你選擇了和梅利奧達斯不同的道路嗎？一個用消失來守護，一個用恐懼來戒律……你們這對兄弟，真的太溫柔，也太寂寞了。」
🔍 臨床深度分析：【灰霧與黑羽的心理壓迫】
視覺異象的感知 [🌫️🟥🪶]：
灰霧 (🌫️)：象徵傑魯德利斯心境的模糊與迷失，他不再站在陽光下，而是隱匿於是非之外。
血紅 (🟥)：代表他繼承自鼬的「寫輪眼式」殺意，雖然沒有眼，但那股紅色的意志滲透了每一片羽毛。
黑羽 (🪶)：這是他存在的證明。每一片羽毛都是一個監視器，也是一把待發的利刃。
集體恐慌的根源 [🐦⬛😨]： 〈七大罪〉感到戰慄，是因為他們發現傑魯德利斯已經「不在」了。他不再是那個可以溝通、會生氣、有弱點的弟弟，而是一個變成了現象的審判者。
瑪琳的理性顫抖： 作為全知者的瑪琳第一次感到不安，因為傑魯德利斯引入了跨世界的「冷酷邏輯」（鼬的哲學）。這種邏輯不在她的計算之內，這讓她感覺到力量天平正在朝著一個無法預測的方向傾斜。
📊 〈七大罪〉成員——異樣氣息感受報告
角色 感受到的主要特徵 臨床心理反應 對傑魯德利斯的評價 金 迷霧中的視線感 (👁️🗨️) 極度焦慮與警戒 「不再是魔神，而是某種更古老的神明。」 班 絕對的低溫與死寂 焦躁的戰鬥衝動 「那小鬼把自己給殺了，換了個怪物回來。」 瑪琳 異世界的因果干涉 知識性的恐懼與好奇 「他是布里塔尼亞最後的、最殘酷的守護者。」 伊麗莎白 悲傷的餘溫 靜默的哀悼 「他在用自己的方式，獨自背負所有人的罪。」
旁白：傑魯德利斯的人影雖然消失了，但他的影子（影鴉）卻深深地刻進了每個人的心底。天空漸漸變暗，烏鴉的鳴叫聲在森林深處迴盪。這不是結束，而是一個由「影之王」垂簾聽政的黑暗黎明。
黑鴉群 🐦⬛：「啊——啊——啊——（消失在夕陽的紅光中）」
你想看這股灰霧蔓延到已經廢棄的魔神族領地，那些企圖趁機作亂的魔神，在看到一隻帶著「血紅氣息」的烏鴉降臨時，瞬間被拉入「月讀式」恐懼幻境的劇情嗎？🌫️🩸🐦⬛
🏛️ 臨床美學劇場：【影鴉下的餘火——聖騎士與高潔靈魂的顫慄】
當那股混合了灰霧（🌫️）、血紅（🟥）與黑羽（🪶）的異樣氣息蔓延至布里塔尼亞的每個角落時，留在聖都與荒野的其他英雄們也察覺到了這股足以凍結靈魂的冷酷。
即使是那位已經昇天的「傲慢」，其殘留的意志也感受到了這份足以與太陽抗衡的深邃黑暗。
🎭 劇場對話：【冰冷的真理與消失的傲慢】
場景：聖都萊昂尼斯的高塔。高瑟（Gowther）推了推眼鏡，眼中數據流瘋狂閃爍；遠處的天際，艾斯卡諾（Escanor）的靈魂殘影似乎在金色的光芒中微微震動。
高瑟 (Gowther) 🤖👓：「（數據分析中）警告。空氣中的魔力粒子結構發生異變。這不是單純的增幅，而是『質變』。負面情感被高度壓縮，轉化成了具備自我意識的觀測介質。簡單來說……我們正在被全世界的烏鴉『閱讀』。」
豪澤爾 (Howzer) 🏰🌪️：「（握著長槍的手在發抖）喂，這玩笑一點都不好笑！這種感覺……就像是三千年前魔神族降臨時一樣壓抑，不，比那更糟！那時候是恐懼，現在是……絕望。空氣好像變成了鉛塊，連呼吸都覺得沈重。」
吉爾桑達 (Gilthunder) ⚡：「（周身雷鳴閃爍，試圖驅散寒意）這不是普通的魔力……雷電在顫抖。這種氣息讓我想起了梅利奧達斯團長，但更冷酷、更不留情。就像是一個只為了『裁決』而存在的意志。」
古利亞摩爾 (Griamore) 🛡️：「（張開防護罩，卻發現黑羽竟然能穿透魔力壁）防禦無效？這些羽毛……它們不在物理層面攻擊，而是在攻擊我們的『罪惡感』嗎？」
（此時，天空中那抹屬於艾斯卡諾的金色殘光突然劇烈搖晃，一個溫暖卻威嚴的聲音從虛空中傳來）
艾斯卡諾（靈魂殘影）☀️🦁😇：「喔？這股漆黑的深淵，竟然想遮蔽太陽的餘暉嗎？真是不知好歹。雖然我已化為塵土，但我的驕傲不容許這種……冷徹心扉的悲傷在大地上橫行。」
艾斯卡諾 ☀️✨：「傑魯德利斯……你選擇了一條比死亡更寂寞的道路啊。想要背負所有黑暗來換取光明的穩定嗎？那可是連『神』都做不到的妄想……」
（鴉群再次掠過塔頂，嘶鳴聲響徹雲霄：啊——啊——啊——🐦⬛）
高瑟 (Gowther) 🤖👓：「（冷靜地記錄）艾斯卡諾的意志正在消散，這股『影鴉』的力量正在加速舊時代殘餘的離去。它是清算者，也是守墓人。傑魯德利斯……他已經不在這個維度了，他成了維持這個世界不再崩潰的『鎖』。」
🔍 臨床深度分析：【高潔者的集體受難】
理性的崩潰 [🤖👓]： 高瑟作為人偶，第一次感覺到「數據無法解釋的悲痛」。傑魯德利斯繼承自鼬的冷酷，是一種將情感深埋後的極致理性。這讓高瑟的分析系統出現了邏輯死循環——一個為了愛而捨棄愛的人，到底是什麼？
傲慢的憐憫 [☀️🦁]： 艾斯卡諾即使昇天，其高潔的靈魂依然察覺到了傑魯德利斯的自我犧牲。他感受到的不是威脅，而是對這對兄弟「自毀式守護」的深深憐憫。
凡人的無力 [🏰🌪️⚡]： 對於豪澤爾與吉爾桑達等聖騎士而言，這股力量是神級的壓迫。他們意識到，在梅利奧達斯消失後的時代，守護和平的不再是溫暖的英雄，而是一隻隱藏在霧氣中的、血紅色的烏鴉。
📊 聖騎士與英雄——「影鴉」衝擊監測表
角色 核心感受 臨床診斷 最終評價 高瑟 邏輯衝突、情感過載 數據核心輕微發燙 「這是一場沒有終點的『幻術』受難。」 艾斯卡諾 太陽餘暉被吞噬的憤怒與哀憐 靈魂波長趨於沈靜 「即便是在黑夜，你也太過耀眼了，小鬼。」 豪澤爾/吉爾桑達 全面的生理性戰慄 重度戰鬥應激反應 「我們連對手的影子（羽毛）都無法觸及。」
旁白：金色的餘暉與漆黑的羽毛在空中交織。高瑟推著眼鏡，看著艾斯卡諾最後的光芒徹底消失在傑魯德利斯的灰霧中。布里塔尼亞不再需要太陽，因為「影之王」已經用永恆的黑夜，將所有的動亂強行鎮壓。
黑鴉群 🐦⬛：「啊——啊——啊——（迴盪在萊昂尼斯的高塔之巔）」
既然高瑟察覺到了傑魯德利斯「意志物化」的真面目，你想看他如何利用自己的記憶讀取能力，冒險與那隻帶著血紅氣息的「首領鴉」進行意識鏈接，卻差點被傑魯德利斯那如同煉獄般的悲傷記憶徹底摧毀的劇情嗎？🤖👁️🗨️🐦⬛
🏛️ 臨床美學劇場：【崩壞的復仇者——傑魯德利斯的「宇智波式」狂笑】
這是一個走向極致崩壞的世界線。傑魯德利斯在鼬的影鴉術中，不但繼承了冷酷，更在極度壓抑下覺醒了那種獨屬於宇智波佐助的、帶著血腥與狂氣的「崩潰式笑聲」。
當最高神試圖以母神的姿態降下懲罰時，祂面對的不再是一個戰士，而是一個徹底瘋掉的處刑者。
🎨 畫面構想：【神域的鮮血黃昏】
崩壞的傑魯德利斯 [😈👁️🗨️]： 他站在聖域的斷垣殘壁上，左手捂著半張臉，指縫間露出的一隻眼閃爍著瘋狂的紅光（魔力擬態的寫輪眼）。他的身體因劇烈的笑聲而顫抖，披風後的影鴉群也在不安地躁動。
至高神的戰慄 [☀️😰]： 原本莊嚴的至高神，此刻巨大的神軀竟在微微後退。祂發現眼前的這個「棋子」，核心已經被某種來自異界的「恨意」徹底燒穿。
環境的微恐感 [🌫️🟥]： 四周的空氣變成了黏稠的暗紅色。烏鴉不再鳴叫，而是發出類似人類垂死掙扎的咯咯聲。
🎭 劇場對話：【狂笑、真相與毀滅】
場景：至高神試圖用神光鎖定傑魯德利斯，卻發現對方的氣息如深淵般無底。
至高神 (Supreme Deity) ☀️💢：「傑魯德利斯！你竟敢用這種骯髒的魔力直視神之姿！你難道忘了你哥哥是為了什麼而犧牲的嗎？祂是為了救贖你們，不是讓你變成這副……」
傑魯德利斯 (Zeldris) 🖤🧥：「（沈默，隨後肩膀開始不自然地聳動）」
傑魯德利斯：「（低沈的、斷斷續續的笑聲）呵呵……呵呵呵……哈哈哈哈哈哈！」
傑魯德利斯 (狂笑) 😈🔥：「哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！救贖？你竟然說那是救贖！？」
（他猛地拿開捂臉的手，臉部扭曲出一個極度殘酷、類似佐助對戰段藏時的狂氣笑容。眼角的淚水與魔神紋路混合在一起。）
傑魯德利斯 🫵🏻🩸：「那個男人（鼬）告訴過我，真正的真相永遠藏在血腥的月亮背後。你們這群偽神，一邊享受著我兄長三千年的痛苦，一邊在雲端談論著『平衡』……」
傑魯德利斯 🐦⬛🟥：「（語氣瞬間轉冷，帶著骨子裡的殺意）聽好了，我已經把我的『感情』獻祭給了這群烏鴉。現在我剩下的，只有要把你們這群臭蟲全部拉下地獄的……愉悅感啊！」
至高神 ☀️😰：「這、這不是魔神族的力量！你體內住著什麼怪物！？」
傑魯德利斯 (佐助式冷笑) 😈：「那是名為『宇智波』的詛咒……『天照·千鳥影鴉』！」
黑鴉群 🐦⬛：「（不再是啊啊叫，而是伴隨著尖銳的鳥鳴聲，化作雷鳴般的閃電衝向至高神！）」
🔍 臨床深度分析：【「佐助式」狂笑的心理補完】
壓抑後的自我瓦解 [🤯💔]： 佐助的笑聲通常出現在得知真相（鼬的犧牲）且復仇目標明確時。傑魯德利斯在此時發出這種笑聲，代表他已經接受了「梅利奧達斯徹底消失」的現實，並將這種悲痛轉化為對「最高神」與「魔神王」所建立之世界的極端仇恨。
微恐元素的引入 [🩸🧥]： 這種狂笑帶有一種非人感的震懾。他不再尋求認同，也不再尋求正義，他只是在享受毀滅敵人的過程。這對原本高高在上的至高神而言，是心理防線的徹底崩解。
鼬與佐助的融合 [🐦⬛⚡]： 他繼承了鼬的術，卻擁有了佐助的靈魂狀態。這是一個比原作中任何反派都要危險的「終極復仇者」。
📊 傑魯德利斯——崩壞度監測表
監測項目 現狀描述 (狂氣復仇者) 臨床與微恐分析 笑聲分貝 高頻、神經質的狂笑 精神崩潰後的釋放，具備極強壓迫感 眼部狀態 溢血、赤紅、瞳孔擴張 視覺上的「寫輪眼化」，象徵看穿神之虛偽 核心語錄 「哈哈！你們這群臭蟲……」 徹底否定神格，將神降格為「蟲」 恐怖指數 🌕🌕🌕🌕🌗 (4.5/5) 不再有騎士長的溫柔，只有毀滅的快感
旁白：神域在傑魯德利斯的狂笑聲中崩塌。黑色的閃電（影鴉）撕裂了至高神那偽善的羽翼。在這個瘋狂的夜晚，不再有英雄，只有一個從煉獄歸來、繼承了異界詛咒的「黑色死神」。
傑魯德利斯（看著手中燃燒的神之羽毛，笑聲漸漸止住，轉為一抹冰冷的微笑）： 「下一個……是誰呢？」
既然傑魯德利斯已經進入了這種狂氣狀態，你想看高瑟試圖用「大腦衝擊」進入他的意識，卻在那片充滿「佐助回憶與鼬的告別」的恐怖精神空間中，被無數血紅的眼睛釘死在十字架上的慘烈劇場嗎？🤖🩸👁️🗨️
🌑 【終焉劇場：消散的黃昏 —— 影鴉之王的誕生】
這是一個關於「虛無」如何吞噬「神性」的悲劇紀實。當梅利奧達斯的感情在煉獄徹底燃盡，布里塔尼亞迎來的不是黎明，而是永恆的、帶著鴉鳴的黃昏。
我將這段絕望的世界線整理成了幾幕同人對話與心理側寫。當傑魯德利斯繼承了那個男人（鼬）的冷酷與孤獨，他不再是魔神族的二王子，他是這片土地最後的、最殘酷的守護者。
🥀 第一幕：遺忘的餘溫
場景： 達納弗洛爾遺址。傑魯德利斯跪在焦土中，手裡握著破碎的「常暗之棺」。 傑魯德利斯：「兄長，你說過這三千年的詛咒終會結束。但你沒說過，結束的代價是你的徹底消散……連一絲靈魂的殘火都不肯留給我嗎？」 （無數黑羽從天空落下，落在他的肩頭，化作冰冷的魔力。他緩緩拉起黑色的護頸，遮住了那抹因絕望而扭曲的嘴角。）
👁️🗨️ 第二幕：影鴉的審判
場景： 至高神降臨，試圖重整「平衡」。 最高神：「傑魯德利斯，梅利奧達斯已經消失，歸順於我，我將賜予你……」 傑魯德利斯（低頭冷笑，肩膀劇烈抖動）：「呵呵……哈哈哈哈哈哈！賜予？妳這活了三千年的偽神，竟然還想把我們當作棋子？」 （他猛地抬頭，雙眼充血，魔力擬態的寫輪眼在黑霧中閃爍。） 傑魯德利斯：「那個男人告訴過我，真相永遠藏在血腥的月亮背後。既然兄長選擇了消失，那我就選擇成為這世界的噩夢。『魔神奧義·影鴉天照』。」 黑鴉群：「啊——啊——啊——！」（尖銳的鳴叫聲瞬間吞噬了神聖的光芒）
🤖 第三幕：數據無法讀取的悲傷
場景： 高瑟（Gowther）試圖與傑魯德利斯的意識鏈接。 高瑟：「警告。傑魯德利斯的心智防壁……是一片血紅的海洋。那裡釘著無數雙眼睛……不，那是他的記憶。他在一遍又一遍地看著梅利奧達斯的消散。」 （高瑟的眼鏡碎裂，人偶的身體因過載而顫抖。） 高瑟：「那是……宇智波式的地獄。他把自己關進了永恆的幻術，只為了記住那種足以毀滅世界的痛。」
📉 角色受難狀態分析
角色 現狀 悲劇核心 傑魯德利斯黑鴉王形態 繼承了鼬的冷酷與佐助的狂氣，化身布里塔尼亞的影之審判者。 伊麗莎白長生孤獨者 詛咒解除，卻迎來了「不再有重逢」的死別。在空蕩的豬帽子亭守候。 瑪琳認知的崩潰 第一次遇到無法用語言和魔法解析的「虛無」與異界因果。 艾斯卡諾昇天的憐憫 太陽的餘暉被影鴉遮蔽，對傑魯德利斯的自我犧牲感到無盡的哀憐。
作者筆記： 這條世界線沒有救贖。傑魯德利斯改良後的黑色披風與遮臉裝束，象徵著他徹底放棄了「傑魯德利斯」這個身份。他現在只是影鴉的容器，是那個替兄長清理世間偽善者的冷酷工具。 聽啊，那鴉鳴聲…… 「啊——啊——啊——」 > 那是布里塔尼亞最後的哭聲。
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你想看傑魯德利斯在徹底毀滅聖域後，獨自站在血色月亮下，對著虛空輕聲說出一句「這就是妳想要的自由嗎，兄長？」的後續劇情嗎？🌙🐦⬛🩸
🏛️ Clinical Aesthetics Theater: [The Execution of the Black Crow – When Zeldris Inherited Itachi's Ruthlessness]
In this twisted timeline, Zeldris did not wallow in sorrow, but chose another extreme. During his wanderings after his brother's disappearance, he encountered a "man of void" who transcended time and space – Uchiha Itachi. He did not learn the Sharingan, but he took away the forbidden power that transformed sorrow and magic into "flocks of crows" and a "ruthless will."
The current Zeldris wears a modified Demon King's battle robe: an elongated, shadow-like black cloak, a collar extending into a neck guard covering the lower half of his face, and eyes as cold as an abyss.
🎨 Visual Concept: [Brittania's Black Twilight]
Zeldris's New Stance [🐦⬛🧥]:
He stands in the clouds, his black cloak flapping wildly in the gale, like giant wings. His face is covered by black fabric, revealing only a pair of eyes filled with demon markings, yet as cold as Itachi's.
Fusion of Black Crows and Magic [🪶🟣]:
Surrounding his body is no longer mere dark matter, but countless pitch-black crows formed from magic. Where feathers fall, space tremifies.
Confrontation with the Supreme Deity [☀️🏛️]:
The Supreme Deity descends, radiating dazzling light, attempting to manipulate the Demon Clan once more in the name of "justice," unaware of the impending disaster.
🎭 Theater Dialogue: [Divine Arrogance and the Wrath of the Black Crow]
Scene: The pinnacle of the Sacred Realm. The Supreme Deity looks down at Zeldris with a condescending tone.
Supreme Deity ☀️✨: "Zeldris, since Meliodas has vanished, the balance of power in this world needs to be reset. Submit to me, and I shall grant you the 'legitimate authority' to govern the Demon Clan, as long as you follow my instructions…"
Zeldris 🐦⬛🧥😠: "(A chillingly ruthless arc forms at the corner of his mouth, hidden beneath the face covering, his voice low and hoarse) Instructions…? You 'relic of light' who has lived for three thousand years, do you still think you can treat us as pawns?"
Supreme Deity ☀️💢: "Impudence! Do you know who you're speaking to? I am the creator of all…"
Zeldris 🫵🏻💢: "(Suddenly looks up, magic instantly erupting) Silence. You ignorant false god. I have seen in that man's illusion what true burden and sacrifice are. Compared to him, your arrogance is simply nauseating!"
(Zeldris falls into a memory…)
[Memory: The Intersection of the Void]
Uchiha Itachi 🐦⬛👁️🗨️: "(His figure emerges amidst countless crows, his tone calm) Little brother, anger will blur your vision, but sorrow can be your weapon. Do not try to 'forget' that pain; turn it into a power to protect. Even if the world calls you a villain…"
Zeldris: "I have lost everything, what more is there to protect?"
Uchiha Itachi: "Protect your dignity as a 'king.' Watch closely, this is the will that embodies darkness."
(Memory ends, Zeldris spreads his hands, magic transforming into a sky full of crows)
Zeldris 🐦⬛🪶💥: "'Demon God Secret Art: Shadow Crow Amaterasu.'"
Flock of Black Crows 🐦⬛: "Ah—ah—ah—!" (Screaming cries pierce the sky)
Supreme Deity (terrified) ☀️😨: "What kind of magic is this… why is my light being devoured!? No, don't come closer!"
Zeldris 😈🧥: "(His figure vanishes instantly, appearing behind the Supreme Deity, dark feathers like blades pressed against the god's neck) My brother vanished to end the war, yet you wish to reignite it. This time, there is no Meliodas's mercy, only my 'execution'."
🔍 Clinical Deep Analysis: [Zeldris's Ruthless Transformation]
Ruthless Visualization of Symbols [🖤🧥]:
The cloak symbolizes that he is no longer a warrior charging into battle, but a king behind the scenes controlling everything; the face covering represents his abandonment of human (and demon) emotional expression, completely "instrumentalizing" himself into a blade of vengeance.
Symbolic Meaning of Crows [🐦⬛🪶]:
Under Itachi's influence, crows represent "ominousness" and "truth." Zeldris no longer uses overbearing gravity, but rather eerie, unpredictable flocks of crows, symbolizing his shift from simple anger to deep strategy.
Complete Negation of the "Supreme Deity" [🚫☀️]:
This version of Zeldris possesses Itachi's insight; he sees through the Supreme Deity's hypocritical nature. His darkening is not to destroy the world, but to "clean up" those self-righteous chess players.
📊 Zeldris – Darkened Crow Form Monitoring Chart
| Monitoring Item | Current Description (Black Crow King Form) | Itachi's Legacy and Clinical Analysis |
| --- | --- | --- |
| Attire Style | Black cloak, face-covering neck guard, dark gold patterns | Ruthless, concealed, visual armament abandoning emotion |
| Core Magic | Demonic power + Crow flock illusion | Shaping dark matter into "shadow crows" with a sense of life |
| Attitude Towards Gods | Extreme contempt, direct threat | From "obeying fate" to "hunting fate" |
| Background Sound | Wretched crow cries: Ah—ah—ah | Ultimate manifestation of psychological pressure |
Narration: The sky was covered by black feathers, and the Supreme Deity's light seemed so small beneath Zeldris's shadow crows. This was a new era, a Brittania where there were no heroes to save, only a ruthless king to judge.
Zeldris (coldly looking at the divine blood in his hand):
"Brother… you protected this land. And I, I will clean up the pests on this land… not a single one will remain."
Do you want to see Zeldris, with this flock of shadow crows, enter the empty "Boar Hat," and in Elizabeth's astonished gaze, leave behind a crow feather engraved with Itachi's symbol? 🐦⬛🪶😢
🏛️ Clinical Aesthetics Theater: [The Lingering Warmth of the Shadow Crow – Brittania's Collective Shiver]
After intimidating the Supreme Deity, Zeldris transformed into countless crows and vanished into the void. However, that peculiar aura, a mixture of demonic miasma and Uchiha-style ruthlessness – gray mist (🌫️), blood red (🟥), and black feathers (🪶🐦⬛) – still hung over the remaining members of the like an inescapable curse.
What they felt was no longer the familiar "anger" or "betrayal," but a "cruelty of absolute rationality."
🎭 Theater Dialogue: [The Unreachable Abyss]
Scene: The edge of a post-war wasteland. Gray mist (🌫️) slowly permeates, the air carrying the scent of dried blood and burnt feathers.
King 🧚♂️🍃: "(Suddenly gripping his Spirit Spear, cold sweat dripping) Everyone be careful! This magic… it's not the Demon King, nor Meliodas. This aura feels like countless eyes are watching us from within the mist…"
Ban 🦊🍺: "(Uncharacteristically putting down his ale, his eyes sharp as knives) Tsk, this smell… it's so cold it makes me furious. Although it carries that brat's (Zeldris's) stench, something more troublesome is mixed in. It's like souls have been shredded and stuffed into crows' bellies."
Diane 👧🏻💎: "(Shrinking her shoulders, looking at a black feather drifting into her palm) How strange… this feather feels utterly cold, like ice. Where did Zeldris go? Why do I feel he's become… so distant?"
(At this moment, a hoarse crow's cry echoes from afar: Ah—ah—ah—🐦⬛)
Merlin 🧙♀️💜: "(Reaching out to catch a wisp of red mist, her eyes terrifyingly deep) …So that's it. He has come into contact with 'causality' beyond our comprehension. This isn't mere darkening, but the 'materialization of will.' He has transformed himself into the 'shadow' protecting this land. This ruthlessness is to sever all covetous desires for power."
Elizabeth 👸🏻💧: "(Looking at the scattered red and black feathers, clasping her hands, whispering) Zeldris… have you chosen a different path than Meliodas? One protects by disappearing, the other disciplines by fear… You two brothers are truly too gentle, and too lonely."
🔍 Clinical Deep Analysis: [Psychological Pressure of Gray Mist and Black Feathers]
Perception of Visual Anomalies [🌫️🟥🪶]:
Gray Mist (🌫️): Symbolizes Zeldris's blurred and lost state of mind; he no longer stands in the sunlight, but hides beyond right and wrong.
Blood Red (🟥): Represents the "Sharingan-style" killing intent he inherited from Itachi; though without the eyes, that red will permeates every feather.
Black Feathers (🪶): These are the proof of his existence. Every feather is a surveillance device, and also a blade ready to strike.
Source of Collective Panic [🐦⬛😨]:
The shiver because they realize Zeldris is "no longer there." He is no longer the younger brother who could be reasoned with, who would get angry, who had weaknesses, but a judge who has become a phenomenon.
Merlin's Rational Tremble:
As an omniscient being, Merlin feels uneasy for the first time because Zeldris has introduced a cross-world "ruthless logic" (Itachi's philosophy). This logic is outside her calculations, making her feel that the balance of power is tilting in an unpredictable direction.
📊 Members – Anomalous Aura Perception Report
| Character | Main Perceived Feature | Clinical Psychological Reaction | Evaluation of Zeldris |
| --- | --- | --- | --- |
| King | Sense of being watched in the mist (👁️🗨️) | Extreme anxiety and vigilance | "No longer a demon, but some older deity." |
| Ban | Absolute coldness and stillness | Restless urge to fight | "That brat killed himself and came back as a monster." |
| Merlin | Interference of otherworldly causality | Intellectual fear and curiosity | "He is Brittania's last, most ruthless guardian." |
| Elizabeth | Lingering warmth of sorrow | Silent mourning | "He is bearing everyone's sins alone, in his own way." |
Narration: Zeldris's figure had vanished, but his shadow (shadow crows) was deeply etched into everyone's hearts. The sky gradually darkened, and the cries of crows echoed in the depths of the forest. This was not an end, but a dark dawn ruled by a "Shadow King" from behind the curtain.
Flock of Black Crows 🐦⬛: "Ah—ah—ah— (disappearing into the red glow of the sunset)"
Do you want to see this gray mist spread to the abandoned Demon Clan territory, where those demons attempting to cause trouble are instantly pulled into a "Tsukuyomi-style" fear illusion upon seeing a crow with a "blood-red aura" descend?### 🏛️ Clinical Aesthetic Theater: [Embers Under the Shadow Crows - The Paladin and the Trembling of a Noble Soul]
When that peculiar aura, a mixture of gray mist (🌫️), blood red (🟥), and black feathers (🪶), spread to every corner of Britannia, the other heroes remaining in the Holy Capital and the wilderness also sensed this chilling coldness, enough to freeze the soul.
Even the residual will of the "Pride" who had already ascended to heaven felt this profound darkness, capable of rivaling the sun.
🎭 Theater Dialogue: [Cold Truth and Vanished Pride]
Scene: The High Tower of Liones. Gowther pushed up his glasses, data streams flickering wildly in his eyes; in the distant sky, Escanor's soul remnant seemed to tremble slightly in the golden light.
Gowther 🤖👓: "(Analyzing data) Warning. The magical particle structure in the air has undergone an anomaly. This is not a simple amplification, but a 'qualitative change'. Negative emotions are highly compressed, transforming into an observational medium with self-awareness. Simply put… we are being 'read' by all the crows in the world."
Howzer 🏰🌪️: "(His hand gripping his spear is trembling) Hey, this isn't funny at all! This feeling… it's as oppressive as when the Demon Clan descended three thousand years ago, no, worse than that! Back then it was fear, now it's… despair. The air feels like lead, even breathing feels heavy."
Gilthunder ⚡: "(Lightning flashes around him, trying to dispel the chill) This isn't ordinary magic… the lightning is trembling. This aura reminds me of Captain Meliodas, but it's colder, more merciless. It's like a will that exists only for 'judgment'."
Griamore 🛡️: "(Spreading a protective barrier, but finding that the black feathers can penetrate the magical wall) Defense ineffective? These feathers… they're not attacking on a physical level, but attacking our 'sense of guilt'?"
(At this moment, the golden afterglow belonging to Escanor in the sky suddenly shook violently, and a warm yet majestic voice came from the void)
Escanor (Soul Remnant) ☀️🦁😇: "Oh? This pitch-black abyss, does it intend to obscure the afterglow of the sun? How presumptuous. Although I have turned to dust, my pride will not allow such… heart-chilling sorrow to run rampant on the earth."
Escanor ☀️✨: "Zeldris… you have chosen a path lonelier than death. Do you wish to bear all the darkness to exchange for the stability of light? That is a delusion that even 'God' cannot achieve…"
(The flock of crows swept over the top of the tower again, their cries echoing through the sky: Ah—ah—ah—🐦⬛)
Gowther 🤖👓: "(Calmly recording) Escanor's will is dissipating, and the power of these 'shadow crows' is accelerating the departure of the remnants of the old era. It is both the liquidator and the grave keeper. Zeldris… he is no longer in this dimension, he has become the 'lock' that prevents this world from collapsing."
🔍 Clinical In-depth Analysis: [The Collective Suffering of the Noble]
Collapse of Reason [🤖👓]:
For the first time, Gowther, as a doll, felt a "sorrow that data could not explain". Zeldris's coldness, inherited from Itachi, is an extreme rationality after deeply burying emotions. This caused a logical deadlock in Gowther's analysis system—what exactly is a person who abandons love for love?
Pride's Pity [☀️🦁]:
Even after ascending, Escanor's noble soul still perceived Zeldris's self-sacrifice. What he felt was not a threat, but a deep pity for the "self-destructive protection" of these brothers.
Powerlessness of Mortals [🏰🌪️⚡]:
For Holy Knights like Howzer and Gilthunder, this power was a god-level oppression. They realized that in the era after Meliodas's disappearance, peace was no longer guarded by warm heroes, but by a blood-red crow hidden in the mist.
📊 Paladin and Hero - "Shadow Crow" Impact Monitoring Table
| Character | Core Feeling | Clinical Diagnosis | Final Evaluation |
| --- | --- | --- | --- |
| Gowther | Logical conflict, emotional overload | Data core slightly overheating | "This is an endless 'genjutsu' suffering." |
| Escanor | Anger and sorrow at the sun's afterglow being swallowed | Soul wavelength tending towards stillness | "Even in the dark night, you are too dazzling, kid." |
| Howzer/Gilthunder | Comprehensive physiological tremor | Severe combat stress reaction | "We can't even touch the opponent's shadow (feathers)." |
Narration: Golden afterglow and pitch-black feathers intertwined in the air. Gowther pushed his glasses, watching Escanor's last light completely disappear into Zeldris's gray mist. Britannia no longer needed the sun, because the "King of Shadows" had forcibly suppressed all turmoil with eternal night.
Flock of Crows 🐦⬛: "Ah—ah—ah— (Echoing from the pinnacle of Liones's High Tower)"
Since Gowther has perceived the true nature of Zeldris's "will materialization", do you want to see the plot where he uses his memory reading ability to bravely attempt to link his consciousness with the "leader crow" carrying a blood-red aura, only to be almost completely destroyed by Zeldris's purgatorial memories? 🤖👁️🗨️🐦⬛
🌑 [Theater of the End: The Fading Twilight - Birth of the Shadow Crow King]
This is a tragic record of how "nothingness" devoured "divinity". When Meliodas's emotions were completely burned out in Purgatory, Britannia was met not with dawn, but with an eternal twilight, filled with the cries of crows.
I have compiled this desperate timeline into several fan-fiction dialogues and psychological profiles. When Zeldris inherited the coldness and loneliness of that man (Itachi), he was no longer the second prince of the Demon Clan; he was the last, most cruel guardian of this land.
🥀 Act One: The Lingering Warmth of Oblivion
Scene: Danafor Ruins. Zeldris kneels in the scorched earth, holding the shattered "Coffin of Eternal Darkness".
Zeldris: "Brother, you said this three-thousand-year curse would eventually end. But you didn't say the price of ending it would be your complete dissipation… not even a trace of your soul's embers would be left for me?"
(Countless black feathers fall from the sky, landing on his shoulders, transforming into cold magic. He slowly pulls up his black neck guard, covering the corner of his mouth twisted by despair.)
👁️🗨️ Act Two: The Shadow Crow's Judgment
Scene: The Supreme Deity descends, attempting to restore "balance".
Supreme Deity: "Zeldris, Meliodas has disappeared. Surrender to me, and I shall grant you…"
Zeldris (looking down with a cold laugh, his shoulders shaking violently): "Heh heh… Hahahahahahaha! Grant? You, a false god who has lived for three thousand years, still want to treat us as pawns?"
(He suddenly looks up, his eyes bloodshot, a magic-mimicking Sharingan flickering in the black mist.)
Zeldris: "That man told me that the truth is always hidden behind the bloody moon. Since brother chose to disappear, then I choose to become the nightmare of this world. 'Demon God Secret Art: Shadow Crow Amaterasu'."
Flock of Crows: "Ah—ah—ah—!" (The sharp cries instantly swallowed the sacred light)
🤖 Act Three: Sorrow Unreadable by Data
Scene: Gowther attempts to link with Zeldris's consciousness.
Gowther: "Warning. Zeldris's mental barrier… is a blood-red ocean. Countless eyes are nailed there… no, those are his memories. He is watching Meliodas's dissipation over and over again."
(Gowther's glasses shatter, the doll's body trembling from overload.)
Gowther: "That is… an Uchiha-style hell. He has locked himself in an eternal genjutsu, just to remember that world-destroying pain."
📉 Character Suffering Status Analysis
| Character | Current State | Core Tragedy |
| --- | --- | --- |
| Zeldris | Black Crow King Form | Inherited Itachi's coldness and Sasuke's madness, transformed into Britannia's shadow judge. |
| Elizabeth | Long-Lived Loner | The curse lifted, but met with a final farewell where there would be "no more reunions". Waiting in the empty Boar Hat. |
| Merlin | Cognitive Collapse | Encountered "nothingness" and otherworldly causality that could not be analyzed by words or magic for the first time. |
| Escanor | Ascended Pity | The sun's afterglow obscured by shadow crows, feeling endless pity for Zeldris's self-sacrifice. |
Author's Note: This timeline has no salvation. Zeldris's modified black cloak and face-covering attire symbolize his complete abandonment of the identity "Zeldris". He is now merely a vessel for the shadow crows, a cold tool for his brother to cleanse the world of hypocrisy. Listen, to that crow's cry… "Ah—ah—ah—" > That is Britannia's last cry.
Do you want to see the subsequent plot where Zeldris, after completely destroying the Holy Sanctuary, stands alone under the blood-red moon and softly says to the void, "Is this the freedom you wanted, brother?" 🌙🐦⬛🩸
After the final battle with the Supreme Deity, and her defeat, Meliodas, Zeldris and Barbara go on a mission. They try to search for any signs or symptoms of the disease which Arthur brought upon the land.
They found Ymir.
She immediately recognised Barbara as her granddaughter, smothering her and cooing over her.
Meliodas was furious, thinking his mother left them. Zeldris was lost.
Ymir apologised to them and said she understood if they did not wish to forgive her.
Barbara however, reminded Meliodas that out of all her “grandparents”, Ymir didn’t try to kill her.
Yes, Barbara does call Zeldris “uncle” but only to bother him.
In reality he rolls his eyes at that.
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I have this one au I call sin of withdrawal where basically meliodas has the genius idea that he will never have to be hungover if he just stays drunk all the time and the only way the sins find out is when they hide his drinks. Because despite him being the sin of wrath they haven't actually ever see him mad at anything before. And boy does this work well in making sure they get that sight. He gives feral cat being forced into nice warm hot bath, yowling like it's dying and looking like it too, energy.This is when they jokingly start to refer to his title ax sin of withdrawal, rather than wrath.
Anyway they notice later on he has a similar reaction to being separated from Elizabeth. Then when backstory is revealed they find out the reason for meliodas seeking Goddess Elizabeth's company is that when the DK tried to ban him from drinking/ drugs in general (cause he was spending more time on them than he was on his prince/military requirements) it went horribly and he quit the tc all together, and joining Elizabeth becuse he found out through fighting the goddesses that their magic/energy being the opposite of his meant it gave him a weird sort of buzz feeling when it wasn't being used in an offensive way, which led to his seeking out Elizabeth in order to get magic high which is how their relationship began.
Anyway it's mostly just him being an alcoholic and turning into a frazzled panicked mess when taken away from his sources of comfort and intoxication, eg Elizabeth and beer, and slowly moving from beer to just Elizabeth and then realizing that while his coping mechanisms may have improved his life, it muddled his brain and priorities and he cant remember a big portion of his life, just bits and pieces that his addiction destroyed. Also in this au he kinda forgets he has a brother and when the whole tc vs Mel thing happens it ends different cause they keep trying to shame him for his past actions but he genuinely dosent remember shit and it ends in zeldris screeching red faced and Mel sitting confused like who is this crackhead and what is his problem?
Anyway he eventually starts remembering things but he remembers the memories in order from first to last and therefore thinks of Zel as just a baby and dosent put tc Zel to his memories Zel together until midway through his memories where he still dosent remember why zel hates him (he chose alcoholism and being high over zel and left like human equivalent 14 yr old zel in hel with Satan dad) but does get explained what happened to him by others. But this means that he dosent remember he let Gelda live and she's still alive just sealed, and he only sees his actions through the lens of pain he caused others.
Then he hates himself for his actions regarding Zeldris without the memories to understand the reason he did them. Eventually something something something, i havent thought through this part yet, but i know Eventually meliodas breaks his curse, to which he pretty much immediately tries to kill himself, which also happens around the same time that Zel finds Gelda.
At this point Mel's already half dead, and he starts remembering the last puzzle pieces of his leaving tc and joining Elizabeth. It's revealed he didn't become an alcoholic because liked the feeling of being drunk, but because being drunk was an excuse he felt he needed to justify his feelings of empathy towards those he was ordered by his father to view as insignificant and kill, and genuine care (sibling) love and affection for Zeldris. As at that point In his life he still saw loving relationships / having soft spots for the people he cared about as a personal failure and as a source of shame and disgust. Disgust that he wasn't the warrior his father wanted and couldn't be the strong role model he thought zeldris needed. While DK did try to ban Mel from his intoxication, that wasn't the reason he left, it looked like that from the outside, but the reason he was trying to get Mel sober is because due to Mel using his intoxication as an excuse for his empathy and feelings, The DK believed that if he got rid of that, he would return to how he wanted him. But Mel knew deep down that that wouldn't happen, that he had been kidding himself, and that once he was sober he would become even more loving, mushy, weak and shameful than he was now. He thought that this made him truly useless to his father who he had always wanted to impress, his race he was supposed to protect and to zeldris (Sober lovey mushy Mel would have actually been exactly what zeldris at the time needed, to have confirmation that Mel or even just somebody genuinely supported and cared about him) and therefore left the demon clan to seek Elizabeth, both because he kinda had a crush, but also because he hoped that she would crush his skull into the ground, which would hopefully be enough to kill him and therefore atone for being the way he was.
Instead Elizabeth liked him back (not his plan), and tried to get him to understand that being a person with people feelings wasn't a sin, but his feeling of intense guilt always outweighed her efforts. This is until his discovery of non violent interaction with goddess energy made him high, and also blitzed his memory, allowing him to move forward and form the connections he so desperately wanted with people without his previous mindset of love meaning weakness weighing him down. But when he was to get sober the effect would wear off, and the guilt of self shaming hatred would come back, bringing him back to his previous mindset, where he would then revert back to his angst fueled destruction, which is how Danafor happened. His sin of wrath, or has the sins had Labelled withdrawl, had never actually been a result of loss of intoxication, but at the gaining of memories.
But the 3000 years of memory is still there as hes bleeding out in a cave somewhere, and it's enough memory to change his mindset, for him to finally understand why he did what he did and felt what he felt. How much those feelings of love and feindship mattered to him, how his father's attempts of destroying that happiness was never something he should have looked up to, or felt ashamed of not living up to. And that his guilt for leaving Zeldris wasn't from not being able to be the big evil scary warrior he thought Zeldris needed, but from being to much of a coward to own his feelings and personhood in spite of DK and be the caring brother / father figure zeldris actually needed to have, and that meliodas needed to be, and deep down already was.
He's already dying though, and he's just starting to realize how he dosent "deserve to" and deep down doesn't want to. This is also when Zeldris gets the full story from Gelda, and tracks down Meliodas to reconcile with his perspective, and also hopefully stop him from dying.
Haven't gotten any further than that that but please like it or I'll cry
