#zena shepard

[kenshi-vakarian7]

Profile Reconstruction Complete

(Also somewhat introducing my newest, and definitely my last, Shepard on the bottom left row, Jason Shepard)

[kenshi-vakarian7]

About the Character

Thank you for the tag @starsandskies

I’ll tag @alyssalenko @vorchagirl @rpgwarrior4824 @ripley95things and anyone who sees this.  Also, feel free to re-tag me. :)

I’ve done this already for the following;

Kira Ryder & Adam Shepard Luke Ryder & Marc Shepard Aleera Ryder & Amy Shepard

---

― your muse’s name:

Zena Lauren Shepard

― two headcanons you have for your muse:

She speaks three languages; Greek, French (both spoken in her home - her mother is from Greece and her father is from France), and English (learned from school).  Since joining the Alliance, she speaks mostly English, but will speak Greek or French whenever the opportunity rises.

Zena discovered that she had biotics during the attack on Mindoir (and it was why she survived in the first place).  The Alliance learned about this and offered to send her to Arcturus to train her and help with getting used to them.  Initially, she accepted because she was grateful for their help and would eventually enlist, but later figured out that she was a scared teenager who just lost her whole family (including watching her little brother die in front of her eyes) and didn’t know what else to do.  She wasn’t alone, however, as a few of her friends who survived the attack went on to Arcturus with her for their respective talents (including one friend, Lani Reed, who trained to be a pilot and eventually went on to join the Andromeda Initiative).

― three things that your muse likes doing in their free time:

Indulging in silly extranet videos, building model ships, and playing the piano (though she hasn’t touched the instrument in a very long time).

― seven people your muse loves/likes:

Kaidan, her parents, her brother, Garrus, Zaeed, Anderson, and Ashley.

Honorable Mentions: The remaining Normandy crew.

― a phobia your muse has:

Being alone.

― your muse’s name:

Richard ‘Rick’ Harlow Ryder

― two headcanons you have for your muse:

As an aspiring archeologist, one of the things Rick looked forward to in Andromeda was discovering artifacts.  When Avela asked him to find old angaran artifacts while out exploring Heleus, Rick was thrilled to accept the job.  It would end up being one of his favorite things about being a Pathfinder.

Of all my Shepard and Ryders, Rick is the tallest, standing at 6′3′‘ (or 190.5 cm).

― three things that your muse likes doing in their free time:

Anything to do with archeology, kayaking, and playing the guitar.

― seven people your muse loves/likes:

Peebee, his sister Aleera, Jaal, Reyes, Gil, and Avela.

Honorable Mentions: The remaining Tempest crew.

― a phobia your muse has:

Clowns.

[kenshi-vakarian7]

Study: Fears

I was tagged by @naromoreau Thank you.

I’ll tag @natsora and @sad--ghost--kid no obligation of course :)

Rules: Bold whatever your MC is afraid of.

I’ve done this already with the following;

Adam Shepard & Kira Ryder Marc Shepard & Luke Ryder Amy Shepard & Aleera Ryder

—

Zena Shepard

the dark ~ fire ~ open water ~ deep water ~ being alone ~ crowded spaces ~ confined spaces ~ change ~ failure ~ war ~ loss of control ~ powerlessness~ prison ~ blood ~ drowning ~ suffocation ~ public speaking ~ natural animals ~ the supernatural ~ heights ~ death ~ dying ~ intimacy ~ rejection ~ abandonment ~ loss ~ the unknown ~ the future ~ not being good enough ~ scary stories ~ speaking to new people ~ poverty ~ loud noises ~ being touched ~ forgetting ~ being forgotten ~ hospitals

Rick Ryder

the dark ~ fire ~ open water ~ deep water ~ being alone ~ crowded spaces ~ confined spaces ~ change ~ failure ~ war ~ loss of control ~ powerlessness~ prison ~ blood ~ drowning ~ suffocation ~ public speaking ~ natural animals ~ the supernatural ~ heights ~ death ~ dying ~ intimacy ~ rejection ~ abandonment ~ loss ~ the unknown ~ the future ~ not being good enough ~ scary stories ~ speaking to new people ~ poverty ~ loud noises ~ being touched ~ forgetting ~ being forgotten ~ hospitals

[kenshi-vakarian7]

Leather & Lace ‘19 - Fic 11 of 14

Event hosted by @alyssalenko @vorchagirl and @starsandskies

“The Orchard”

Prompt - Escape/Shore Leave/Vacation

In the aftermath of Sovereign's attack on the Citadel, Admiral Hackett ordered two weeks' shore leave for every crew member of the Normandy.  It was the kind of rest time everyone deserved after a long journey.

Lieutenant Kaidan Alenko knew he wanted to visit his parents.  The harvest season was coming up, so his parents would be heading up to the family orchard to prepare.  It was the perfect time to head back to Earth... and the perfect time to introduce his parents to Commander Zena Shepard – the woman he recently fell in love with.

Shepard was reluctant at first.  She initially planned to go to her new apartment in Intai'sei for her shore leave, plus she didn't want to bother anyone.  Kaidan wouldn't hear of it.  Not only was he certain that his family would love her, but he wasn't about to let her spend her two weeks off on a scorching hot planet with nothing to view from her apartment as far as the eyes could see.  He then told her about the orchard and the more they talked about it, the more it convinced her to consider it.  It only took a few hours for him to finally get her to agree to go.

They made it to the orchard two days before his parents planned to arrive.  That gave them some alone time until then.  On the first day, they rested for a bit after a long travel from the Citadel before Kaidan got the idea to go on a nice picnic within the orchard field for their lunch.  He made them both steak sandwiches, some homemade coleslaw salad, and packed some bottled water to put in the basket.

Kaidan led her to a particular spot he loved since he was a kid – far from the house but still deep within the orchard to feel like he was in another world.  Neither them said a word throughout the walk, but that was okay.  Kaidan was content with watching Shepard admire the orchard with wonder.

Kaidan always thought Shepard was beautiful, but today she looked absolutely radiant.  She had surprised him a few minutes ago after getting dressed for their little lunch date.  On this day, she chose to wear a sundress, a pleasant surprise since he was very used to her wearing Alliance-issued clothing and armor.  The v-neck dress had short sleeves and fell to her knees.  It was also decorated with little white daisies and the background color matching her violet eyes.  The dress showed off her toned arms and legs – including the hand-sized patch of scars on her right calf, scars she received on Akuze - and she initially wore white sandals with the outfit.  Upon stepping into the orchard, she opted to take off her sandals and walk along barefooted.  Her honey blonde hair was loose from its usual ponytail and cascaded around her shoulders.  The temptation to run his fingers along her hair was strong, but he held back for the time being.

When they arrived at the spot for their lunch, Kaidan began to set things up.  He placed the blanket down before sitting on top of it.  He looked up and saw Shepard admiring the tree they were going to sitting under together.  Her eyes still filled with wonder, one hand reached up for one of the apples hanging off the branch, carefully cupping it in her hand as though testing its weight.  Her hand then moved along the branch before gently touching one of the many bright green leaves that adorned the tree in between two fingers.

He could watch her like this forever if he could.

“How do you like it here so far?” Kaidan asked her.

A smile came over Shepard's face and her eyes seemed to glitter with happiness.  “I love it.  Seeing all this... it makes me feel a little nostalgic.”

Kaidan was about to ask what she meant by that, but then he remembered... she grew up on a farm in Mindoir.  They've talked about it a little bit before, but it was a subject that Kaidan tried not to ask too much about.  Although he undoubtedly loved Shepard, they were still trying to get to know more about each other.  He wasn't certain yet how much Shepard was willing to talk about the colony she once called home.  After the batarians raided Mindoir thirteen years ago when Shepard was a teenager, there was a chance that some memories might be too painful to recall.

“Did you help raise an orchard, too?” Kaidan ended up asking her.

“Oh no,” Shepard replied as she admired another apple on the tree.  “A neighbor of mine had one and I helped out on occasion, but my family grew rooted vegetables – carrots, potatoes, onions, beets, you name it.  It was hard work, but for the most part, it paid off.”

The next question came out before he could even think about it.  “Have you thought about starting up a farm again after you retire?”  He nearly smacked his own head for asking such a question because who knew whether or not the idea might bring back some painful memories.  Foot to mouth, Alenko.

However, the question didn't seem to bother Shepard as she pursed her lips in thought.  She then shrugged before answering, “I'm not sure.  Honestly, I haven't thought that far into the future, especially with a military career, you know?”

“Yeah, that's true...” Kaidan sighed, knowing she was right.

“Heeey, don't frown like that, Alenko,” Shepard said as she walked over to the blanket before she kneeled down next to him.  “We're on shore leave, remember?  We agreed on happy thoughts and fun times for the next two weeks.”

Hearing her say the words he told her a few days ago put a smile on his face.  Kaidan finally gave in to temptation and reached a hand out to brush his fingers along her soft hair.  “Yes, we did,” Kaidan replied.

Shepard moved to straddle his hips, her hands resting over his shoulders, before she leaned her head down to claim his lips with her own.  Kaidan returned the kiss eagerly, and his arm wrapped around her waist and pulled her close to him.  In that moment, nothing else mattered to them but each other.

When the kiss ended, Shepard moved her hands to cup his face with one thumb brushing along his bottom lip, her violet eyes staring into his amber ones.  “Thank you, Kaidan.”

He tilted his head a little at those words.  “For what?” he asked.

“For getting me to come out here with you.  To Earth... to where you grew up.”  She gave him a warm smile that managed to reach her eyes.  “I can't remember the last time I felt this much at peace.”

In response, Kaidan pulled her closer until they embraced.  Shepard rested her head next to his as her arms encircled his shoulders.  For a few moments, they stayed like this; sitting within the orchard, holding each other close, and with nothing but the subtle sounds of nature surrounding them.  It truly was peaceful.

“I'm glad you're here, too,” Kaidan replied.  “And I just know that my parents will love you once they meet you.”

“I hope so,” Shepard replied.  Noting how unsure she sounded, Kaidan pulled her in closer to him with one hand brushing through her hand.  Take a long, deep breath, he realized that he, too, hadn't felt this much at peace in quite some time.

Someday, he began to promise himself. We'll have everyday like this for the rest of our lives.

[kenshi-vakarian7]

Fairy Tale Aesthetics: Brothers Grimm Version

I was tagged by @alyssalenko Thank you. :)

I’ll tag @ripley95things and anyone else who sees this.

I’ve done this already for the following;

Adam Shepard & Kira Ryder Marc Shepard & Luke Ryder Amy Shepard & Aleera Ryder

---

Zena Shepard

SNOW WHITE.

jade trinket boxes.  taste of iron.  fingertips on a mirror.  yellow and green with envy. long handled hunting knives.  sewing by the window.  combs laced with pearls and poison.  an apple white one side and red the other.  white doves.  frosted glass.

THE MAIDEN WITHOUT HANDS.

a blunt axe.  a ring of chalk.  tear-stained cheeks.  sweet pears.  hands tied behind back.  shallow rivers.  aching feet, walking for days.  flowing gown. liquid silver.  wax seals.  blinding lights.

THE THREE LITTLE GNOMES IN THE FOREST.

lukewarm bath water. sapphire butterflies.  tiny milk snakes.  baskets of strawberries.  fat toads.  sparkling snow.  fur cloaks.  raw gemstones.  kettles made of copper.  red wine.  a tiny cottage in the middle of nowhere.

BLUE BEARD.

a tiny key made of gold.  pools of blood.  stains that won’t rub away.  galloping hooves.  treasures from far away lands.  dragging by the hair.  dark and damp cellars.  marble walls.  shivering with fear.  screaming at the top of your lungs.

THE SIX SWANS.

sitting side-saddle.  daughter of a witch.  nettles.  white feathers.  refusing to smile.  needles and threads.  a castle in the forest.  sound of beating wings.  birthmarks.  climbing trees.  balls of yarn.  silver crowns.

LITTLE RED CAP.

wildflowers.  rich-tasting cake.  wicker baskets.  the path rarely trod.  sharp teeth. curtains drawn.  a dying fireplace.  grey pelts.  red velvet.  handmade quilts.  sunlight peeking through branches.  opening corks with a satisfying pop.  looking someone directly in the eye.

Rick Ryder

SNOW WHITE.

jade trinket boxes.  taste of iron.  fingertips on a mirror.  yellow and green with envy. long handled hunting knives.  sewing by the window.  combs laced with pearls and poison.  an apple white one side and red the other.  white doves.  frosted glass.

THE MAIDEN WITHOUT HANDS.

a blunt axe.  a ring of chalk.  tear-stained cheeks.  sweet pears.  hands tied behind back.  shallow rivers.  aching feet, walking for days.  flowing gown. liquid silver.  wax seals.  blinding lights.

THE THREE LITTLE GNOMES IN THE FOREST.

lukewarm bath water. sapphire butterflies.  tiny milk snakes.  baskets of strawberries.  fat toads.  sparkling snow.  fur cloaks.  raw gemstones.  kettles made of copper.  red wine.  a tiny cottage in the middle of nowhere.

BLUE BEARD.

a tiny key made of gold.  pools of blood.  stains that won’t rub away.  galloping hooves.  treasures from far away lands.  dragging by the hair.  dark and damp cellars.  marble walls.  shivering with fear.  screaming at the top of your lungs.

THE SIX SWANS.

sitting side-saddle.  daughter of a witch.  nettles.  white feathers.  refusing to smile.  needles and threads.  a castle in the forest.  sound of beating wings.  birthmarks.  climbing trees.  balls of yarn.  silver crowns.

LITTLE RED CAP.

wildflowers.  rich-tasting cake.  wicker baskets.  the path rarely trod.  sharp teeth. curtains drawn.  a dying fireplace.  grey pelts.  red velvet.  handmade quilts.  sunlight peeking through branches.  opening corks with a satisfying pop.  looking someone directly in the eye.

[kenshi-vakarian7]

5 Favorite Couples GIF Meme

Once again, I was tagged a while back by @rpgwarrior4824 :)

I’m just going to focus on my Top 5 favorite Mass Effect couples.

1) MaleShep/Tali aka Shali

2) FemRyder/Reyes aka Freyder

3) MaleShep/Miranda aka Shiranda

4) Shepard/Kaidan aka Shenko

Or FShenko

Or MShenko

5) FemShep/Garrus aka Shakarian

[kenshi-vakarian7]

Love Type - Shepard Edition

I was tagged by @obvidalous

I’ll tag @starsandskies @alyssalenko @rpgwarrior4824 and anyone who sees this.

I thought it would be sweet, since this is about love, that I’d post pics of my Shepards with their respective love interests.

[Link to Quiz]

Adam Shepard

The Executive (ENTJ)

In love, you seek relationships that you can grow and learn from. You couldn't be with someone who wasn't your equal. For you, love should always be exciting and experimental. You don't want a relationship to get stale. Overall, you are bright, energetic, and helpful. You light up a room, and many people are drawn toward you, even romantically. However, you tend to be challenging and confrontational. You won't let a problem fester in a relationship - you address it. Best matches: INTP and ISTP

Amy Shepard

The Visionary (ENTP)

In love, you are always trying to improve and grow your relationship. You refuse to let anything get stagnant. For you, love should be a spontaneous adventure. Who knows where you're going or how you'll get there? Overall, you are magnetic, inspiring, and a charmer. You keep a relationship feeling new, even if it's been going on a while. However, you tend to get bored and want to change partners frequently. You need someone as dedicated to growth as you are. Best matches: INFJ and INTJ

Marc Shepard

The Scientist (INTJ)

In love, you tend to be very private and withdrawn - even when things are going well. You don't open up easily. For you, kissing and hugging are important in a happy relationship. They are less important when things aren't going well. Overall, you are confident, intelligent, and serious about commitment. You don't do flings or casual relationships well. However, you tend to hold back and not show your emotions. You think your actions should speak for themselves. Best matches: ENFP and ENTP

Click ‘Keep Reading’ for my other Shepards...

Zena Shepard

The Inspirer (ENFP)

In love, you are passionate and eager to develop a strong bond. You like being in a relationship. For you, love should also be playful, creative, and affectionate. You love the dating and flirting phases of love. Overall, you are perceptive and bring out the best in your partner. You are good at giving your partner what he or she needs. However, you tend to hold on to bad relationships after they've turned bad. It's hard for you to say goodbye. Best matches: INTJ and INFJ

Ty Shepard

The Duty Fulfiller (ISTJ)

In love, you are committed, loyal, and dedicated to making things work. You think relationships are important. For you, kissing is not purely physical - it's always linked with love or at least infatuation. Overall, you are honorable, a good listener, and able to take criticism well. You fight fair. However, you tend to also be stubborn and out of tune with your partner's feelings. You don't listen as well as you should. Best matches: ESFP and ESTP

Eliza Shepard

The Caregiver (ESFJ)

In love, you are very giving. You give your sweetie a lot of special attention. For you, relationships should be warm and intimate... a way to give and share love. And you give plenty. Overall, you are upbeat, kind, and affectionate. You are optimistic in relationships, even when things aren't going smoothly. However, you tend to also be a bit needy and manipulative at times. You have to get enough attention, or you'll act out. Best matches: ISFP or INFP

Jason Shepard

The Thinker (INTP)

In love, you are honest and serious about commitment. You try to be the best partner possible. For you, closeness is something you think about and desire a lot of the time. Your sweetie also tends to be your best friend. Overall, you are pure in your affection and feelings. You don't let anyone astray, and you are honorable in your intentions. However, you tend to be suspicious and distrusting at times. You've been burned before, and it hurt! Best matches: ENTJ and ESTJ

Val Shepard

The Duty Fulfiller (ISTJ)

In love, you are committed, loyal, and dedicated to making things work. You think relationships are important. For you, kissing is not purely physical - it's always linked with love or at least infatuation. Overall, you are honorable, a good listener, and able to take criticism well. You fight fair. However, you tend to also be stubborn and out of tune with your partner's feelings. You don't listen as well as you should. Best matches: ESFP and ESTP

[kenshi-vakarian7]

Best Quality Meme - Shepard Edition

I was tagged by @starsandskies

I’ll tag @rpgwarrior4824 and anyone else who sees this.

Some of these seem to match my Shepards, but not completely.  Still, this was fun to do.

I’ll have the Ryder Edition up later.

The Quiz.

Adam Shepard

You Are Bold!

You have an incredibly bold character. You are a go-getter that won't hesitate to strike at what you want! You are also self-starting, self-reliant, and seemingly fearless. You willing—and geared to—take chances and make bold moves. You are real. You own their flaws and strengths and keep your priorities clear. You always know what you want! People around you won’t be bored, and they might be thrilled.

Amy Shepard

You Are Bold!

You have an incredibly bold character. You are a go-getter that won't hesitate to strike at what you want! You are also self-starting, self-reliant, and seemingly fearless. You willing—and geared to—take chances and make bold moves. You are real. You own their flaws and strengths and keep your priorities clear. You always know what you want! People around you won’t be bored, and they might be thrilled.

Marc Shepard

You Are Brainy!

You are known for being perfectionist, but this is just a symptom of your incredible intelligence. You have the ability to see through others and truly understand them. You are the sexy intellect in your group of peers. You have both a keen analytical mind and an efficient, direct way with words, and can make sense of anything. You not only push yourself to be the best you can be, but you also push others toward greatness. You are someone who can see the best in everyone, even when they can't.

Click ‘Keep Reading’ for my other Shepards.

Zena Shepard

You Are Loyal!

You do not like to be alone. Because of this, you make an excellent partner to others, especially for those who crave closeness at all times. You will do anything for those you love and will do anything to make a relationship work. You are often described as an artist of love. Building bridges is your lifeblood, and traditional courtship activities are your way of life: graceful words, flowers, beautiful music, greeting cards, and dining out. In short, you are often trusted by many. These are the small but powerful romantic gestures that will go a long way with you.

Ty Shepard

You Are Compassionate!

You are a natural nurturer who exudes ‘I will take care of you’ vibes. You may be very reserved and are very careful about who you let into your life, but once someone is a part of your inner circle, you will do anything to be there for them. This trait may not seem hot and steamy, but everyone desires someone to comfort them and listen to them.  People are able to pour out their woes—or heart—and you will surely respond to them wholeheartedly.

Eliza Shepard

You Are Loyal!

You do not like to be alone. Because of this, you make an excellent partner to others, especially for those who crave closeness at all times. You will do anything for those you love and will do anything to make a relationship work. You are often described as an artist of love. Building bridges is your lifeblood, and traditional courtship activities are your way of life: graceful words, flowers, beautiful music, greeting cards, and dining out. In short, you are often trusted by many. These are the small but powerful romantic gestures that will go a long way with you.

Jason Shepard

You Are Compassionate!

You are a natural nurturer who exudes ‘I will take care of you’ vibes. You may be very reserved and are very careful about who you let into your life, but once someone is a part of your inner circle, you will do anything to be there for them. This trait may not seem hot and steamy, but everyone desires someone to comfort them and listen to them.  People are able to pour out their woes—or heart—and you will surely respond to them wholeheartedly.

Val Shepard

You Are Brainy!

You are known for being perfectionist, but this is just a symptom of your incredible intelligence. You have the ability to see through others and truly understand them. You are the sexy intellect in your group of peers. You have both a keen analytical mind and an efficient, direct way with words, and can make sense of anything. You not only push yourself to be the best you can be, but you also push others toward greatness. You are someone who can see the best in everyone, even when they can't.