i can’t take this anymore i’m gonna (remembers suicide jokes are bad for my mental health) kill zhao yuanzhou

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i can’t take this anymore i’m gonna (remembers suicide jokes are bad for my mental health) kill zhao yuanzhou
Zhao Yuanzhou going into the category of all time favorite characters perhaps. Sure he’s the great demon whose body is the vessel for all of malicious energy in this world but there’s no one whose goodness I trust in more. I would also forgive him for killing my family members, Xiao Zhuo Daren, you ain’t special. God, Hou Minghao cooked here.
Once again the AO3 link preview doesn't work on Tumblr. Sigh. DIY it is then
You Like It With Me
Chapter 1 - Willing to Try
Rating: Explicit Fandom: Fangs of Fortune Relationship: Zhuo Yichen/Li Lun, Minor Zhuo Yichen/Zhao Yuanzhou | Zhu Yan Tags: angst, biting, possessiveness, canon-typical suicidal ideation from Zhao Yuanzhou
Fic summary: In which Zhuo Yichen's room is ground zero for a series of emotional crises
Inspired by @acernor's fic, What You Like, as part of their Fangy Fortune Fixcsit series. This fic is set immediately after What You Like and before Sealed. Can be read as a standalone though.
Chapter 1 summary: Li Lun grapples with his burgeoning feelings for Zhuo Yichen and complicated feelings about Zhu Yan
'Because I don't want to die,' Zhuo Yichen had replied, a look of confusion on his face. As if it was the only obvious answer. For most people, perhaps it was. But Li Lun hadn't really ever bothered with most people. He'd bothered with Zhu Yan. And that isn't the obvious answer when it comes to Zhu Yan.
fire gif: mpreg blunder
well, its been a long time.
Its been so long that everything is very different.
But I am back. It is nice to be home to tumblr again. I am slowly recovering from dental surgery. After nearly 20 years of corticosteroids keeping me alive, they finally killed my teeth. They just crumbled in the end. If you add steroids, Ehlers danlos syndrome and epileptic seizures shattering them on the regular, it was a miracle that they lasted nearly 40 years. In january, it became clear it was Time. so on the 21st of feb I had full upper and lower extractions and a complete denture put in. Unfortunately, there were some significant complications. it was under twilight sedation, and I kept waking up, having breathing problems, the local anaesthetic kept wearing off. My poor dental surgeon, who is also my regular dentist had to use more anaesthetic on me than he has on any individual in his entire career. Lookin at you, EDS.... *glares*... anyway, it was nasty, and cos of the crumbling and shattering when they were being removed, it was not so much an extraction as an excavation. nearly every tooth had to be cut out in some way. there are some very fine shards working their way through the gum which is an experience. So there was a monumental amount of stitches. So recovery has been slow and painful, but each day is getting better than the previous. And it will never, ever be like those first few nights ever again, so that is something. Unfortunately my concentration was utterly blitzed during this process. The first night back I watched fangs of fortune on my laptop, purely because I found the pun amusing. It made me laugh and cheered me up. but i couldnt focus on it. its taken till this week to be able to do a significant chunk of my language work without making stupid mistakes, and was able to get out a decent sketch. I'm working on a pastel portrait that got halted by this mess, so I'm hoping I can get back into that today.
I finished a portrait just before all this happened, and I'm really proud of it. ZYZ from fangs of fortune. I was really happy with how I got the fabric and the skintone. Would absolutely adore some feedback on it. Currently working on ZZS from word of honor. Next will be ZYC from FoF, and then WKX from WOH. Im chopping and changing between them, so I don't get stuck in one, as im combining the two in a crossover. Will also eventually do Ying Long and Bing Yi.
So many adventures in Fantasycraft!
You Like It With Me
Chapter 4 - A Secret
Rating: Explicit Fandom: Fangs of Fortune Relationship: Zhuo Yichen/Li Lun, Minor Zhuo Yichen/Zhao Yuanzhou | Zhu Yan Tags: angst/comfort
Fic summary:
In which Zhuo Yichen's room is ground zero for a series of emotional crises
Inspired by @acernor's fic, What You Like, as part of their Fangy Fortune Fixcsit series. This fic is set immediately after What You Like and before the next fic in that series: Sealed. It fits in with that series canon (i.e. is not an AU or divergence unlike my previous fic in my Fangy Fortune Fixcsit spin-off series, Not Going Anywhere). However, it can be read as a standalone fic.
Chapter Four summary:
All of those concerns are furthest from Zhao Yuanzhou's mind at present, his head reeling from the events in Zhuo Yichen's rooms. He can't make sense of it. He's known Li Lun for so long. Thought he understood him better than Li Lun understood himself. He's always been able to see right through him. But now? Li Lun's motives are an enigma to him now. He knows Li Lun has to be up to something but he cannot fathom what.
If you're new to the story, you can start at Chapter One here :)
You Like It With Me
Rating: Explicit Fandom: Fangs of Fortune Relationship: Zhuo Yichen/Li Lun, Zhuo Yichen/Zhao Yuanzhou | Zhu Yan Tags: angst/comfort
Chapter 7 - I'm Glad You're Here
"Um, apologies for disturbing you, Zhuo daren. But there was a messenger here from the inn. They said your guest is overstaying his welcome and they need you to go pay his tab if he's to stay another night." "What guest? Who? What inn?" Zhuo Yichen feels like he must be mishearing things. Nothing of what the kid is saying is making even the slightest bit of sense. "They said his name was Li daren? Here." The kid passes him a piece of paper with the details including an address for the inn this supposed guest is staying. "I uh, I have to go back to my post now. Pei daren has me on notice." "Alright. Thank you, I guess?"
In the final chapter of this fic, Zhuo Yichen discovers what Li Lun's been up to since leaving his room in a hurry.
Fic summary:
In which Zhuo Yichen's room is ground zero for a series of emotional crises
Inspired by @acernor's fic, What You Like, as part of their Fangy Fortune Fixcsit series. This fic is set immediately after What You Like and before the next fic in that series: Sealed. It fits in with that series canon (i.e. is not an AU or divergence unlike my previous fic in my Fangy Fortune Fixcsit spin-off series, Not Going Anywhere). However, it can be read as a standalone fic.
If you're new to the story, you can start at Chapter One here :)