Bigger Infinities @taintedlightstars - Tumblr Blog

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

ghostdog07

OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.

THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.

The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.

AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.

THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.

deathklaue

YOOOOOOO

I SAW THIS ON MY DASH THE OTHER DAY AND THOUGHT “ITS WORTH A TRY” SO I WISHED I COULD GET A 3DS

LITERALLY LIKE 4 DAYS LATER MY DAD SENT ME A PICTURE OF THE 3DS XL HE BOUGHT FOR ME WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL

IM STILL FREAKING OUT ABOUT THIS

doryishness

holy fuck, I didn’t expect this to work, I was like psh, whatever it’s just a quick reblog, but I wished my Dad would actually respond back to me AND HE FUCKING DID A FEW DAYS LATER, I GOT A FUCKING TEXT FROM MY DAD TODAY WHO HASN’T SPOKEN OR RESPONDED TO ME IN MONTHS HOLY FUCK WHAT IS THIS MAGIC IT WORKS.

victoriaringsinyourears

I WANTED TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND AND I DIDN’T THINK I’D GET DAYS OFF BUT THIS WEEKEND I’M HEADING UP THERE??? THIS IS CRAZY SHIT

lenshade

SO LIKE I JOKINGLY WISHED FOR MY OWN LEN KAGAMINE AND THEN LIKE A WEEK LATER I GOT A LEN NENDOROID??? H ELP

themixedbagofwhat

WTF OKAY SO THIS SHOT ACTUALLY WORKS BECAUSE WHEN I WISHED, I HAD WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD LIKE ME BACK AND GUESS WHAT? I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW. WHAT THE HELLLLL?????

wodkat

ok I’ve said this before but IM DOING IT AGAIN THE FIRST TIME I SAW THIS, MY WISH DID COME TRUE SO I REBLOGED AGAIN AND SAID IT IN THE TAGS BUT THEN I WISHED FOR SMTH ELSE AND IT LITERALLY LITERALLY HAPPENED LIKE A COUPLE DAYS LATER WHAT THE HELL SO NOW IM WRITING THIS HERE FOR YOU BC I DONT BELIEVE IN THIS CRAP BUT STILL IT’S AN AWFULLY BIG COINCIDENCE

openyourthird-eye

OKAY I SWEAR TO GOD THIS THING WORKS YOU HAVE TO PATIENT BC I WISHED THAT I COULD MOVE AWAY FROM MY SHITTY TOWN TO A WARM PLACE AND GUESS WHAT THIS JULY IM MOVING TO NORTH CAROLINA OKAY GUYS IM NOT MAKING THIS UP I AM SO CONFUSED ACTUALLY THIS IS GREAT BYE

upclosefromafar

🐘

taintedlightstars

Let's try this. :')

#let my wish come true>

There are these days...

...where I feel like crap.

This is one of my effortless, spontaneous blog posts which needed to be posted and shared, and well, because I just needed to release. I need to let it all out.

In my life, I tend to keep things all to myself and just explode. Explosion in a way of crying, writing... and then some. Because even if I'm dying to share it -- even to my few, close friends -- they still wouldn't get me if I tell them. I love to write, but I am nothing beyond amazing. Witty, even.

So before I even begin, just a disclaimer: I have diagnosed myself in a state of depression since high school. My inferiority complex is bipolar and my insecurities attack whenever, wherever.

***

Earlier at work I feel like I'm the worthless person in our department. Of course I am, who am I kidding?! I just proofread stuff. People in my department always tell that each and every position is very important in the structure of our work, but I don't see my self and my position worthy of staying in the department. At the end of it all, my job is still the lowest of low.

I always tweet about how I love my work and how I love my colleagues.. Yes that is true, but there are some things which cannot be compromised. It's as if all the positive energy that I have just wavered, and all of a sudden I'm in a train wreck of pessimism with a mix of depression.

It was all because of yesterday's department meeting when we talked about some of our upcoming projects, of which some will me spearheaded by the production team, but I wasn't given any job orders. I thought, "...but I can also do photography, writing in the school newsletter, edit some things and do some yearbook stuff, AND. NOT. JUST. PROOFREADING!!" I really wanted to shout that out, but I rather save my dignity instead.

And then after that, insecurities, envy, pessimism all balled up into one, strong fireball called DEPRESSION just burned me inside out. Until today. I ended up tearing up on my way back home, thinking about it.

I always feel that people don't appreciate my efforts of knowing and doing a lot of stuff. I definitely feel --and I say this with conviction -- that there's favoritism, but right now I don't know. I really don't know. I feel that I want to quit life instead, to stop feeling all the pain, the suffering, the oppression, but at the end of the day I always think about how my family will be if ever I won't be here anymore, will my friends remember me of not just the things I've done to them, but as to who I am too.

It's hard living. You thought you had life figured out but then here it is boomeranging at you one last time, giving you the middle finger and saying "IT'S NOT YET OVER! The journey is still ongoing."

I hope it is the same for me.

#feels #personal #there are these days #depression #text

go2bedjungkook

In regards to Yongguk’s artwork slipup + spinning off into an angry rant about fandom behavior:

taintedlightstars

This actually, is accurate. I really understand the initial reaction of the artist because Yongguk /stole/ and /edited/ the artwork. And somehow, I really need to blog about what I feel in the Baby fandom too? I mean, I've been really irritated with fandom these days.

#Yongguk #this issue is really getting waaaay out of hand #also the baby fandom

bewareofpineapples

Quasi black&white ( ˘ ³˘)❤

taintedlightstars

Bangtan Fave Scenes ;')

#bts #bangtan #Just One Day #dance line

#ItsBYGDay #ItsBYNDay

14.03.31 6:39 pm (SA time)

Happy birthday Bang twins, @BAP_Bangyongguk & @nsoulist!

To the person who has been committed in the music scene since the day he discovered it was his passion To the one who is not afraid to share and spread social change To the leader of BAP, who have been constantly leading his members-slash-dongsaengs-slash-brothers to continue chasing (not just following) their dreams To the BAP member who has always inspire me to do good & spread good To the sensitive one who has taken in all harsh comments from fans in regards to the music he has made To the the leader who has been supporting all the babyz towards their goals, dreams, anything in between & not judging them basing on grades alone And to the one who has been continuously anticipating our cheers for the last 2 years..

Happy birthday. To Bang Yongguk. Yongguk. Appa Bbang. Bbang Leader. Leader Bbang. Bang Beosal. Bang Cheonsa.

Thank you for living. Thank you for your existence. We wish to see more from you, and we cannot wait. :')

And to the very best hyung who has been secretly (well, I just know lol) performing underground, Happy birthday Bang Yongnam.

You both have been scarred & loved, and it will still continue, for the next 24, 24,000 years. And you will still survive. Because we babyz are always here.

Happy 24th birthday. #ItsBYGDay #ItsBYNDay

With so much love, Jamy <3

#ItsBYGDay #Bang Yongguk #BAP #this msg is filled with love #ItsBYNDay #Bang Yongnam #BYGDay #Happy birthday Bang twins #Happy birthday Bang Yongguk #Happy birthday Bang Yongnam

Undas 2013 Sunset No frills, no chills, #nofilter, just #photography. #vintique #sunset #undas2013 #nature #teamiPod4G Oh yeah, I STILL use my almost-3-year-old iPod touch 4G. :3 (at Eternal Gardens)

#teamipod4g #nature #undas2013 #photography #sunset #nofilter #vintique