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keepin’ it short & sweet: this is a brand new, manga / headcanon-based roleplay blog for bnha’s togata mirio! super excited to get things going, so like or reblog this post and i’ll check you out!
“ Am I – am I gonna die here? ”
shit we’ve said in dnd starters | accepting! | @hairhorns
“H–huh?”It’s the last thing he expects from someone so BOLD. He and his co-intern are like night and day, and Tamaki is sure they have nothing in common whatsoever. So the question catches him off-guard.
Although, maybe it’s just that every question does.
Either way, Suneater’s shoulders jump a solid 6 inches as he turns in horror to the question’s source, eyes shut tight.
“…Die?”
He’s fairly certain he had this exact question during his first internship as a provisional hero. After all, to someone unaccustomed, the training can be rigorous and the missions can be terrifying. He has to bite his tongue; almost answers with a simple ‘yes.’
But that’s not true is it? He pulls his hood down over his eyes so it’s a little easier to answer honestly. Tamaki exists in a near-eternal state of WWMD. It’s no different here. He bares his chattering teeth in an attempt at a smile.
I am here. … or something.
“ you won’t die.… you passed the licensing test, right? This isn’t nearly as bad… “
No good. His smile wavers. It’s uncomfortable. He fumbles with the pockets on his vest for something soothing but considering his power, it’s unconventional. Attempt number two.
“B-beef? I have some just in case but you can have a bit if you need it…” He relinquishes the snack into Red Riot’s open palms. It’s gone in an instant; which means its Suneater’s responsibility to cover the silence while his Kouhai chews. He only has so much motivational sayings in his repertoire, however, so in WWMD fashion, Suneater keeps it simple.
“You’ve got this, Red Riot. And even if you don’t, I’m here to back you up.”
He holds out his hand, high-five ready apart from one detail; a single, bonus snack from his special, secret pocket. A small chocolate, still wrapped.
“We’re a team after all...”
Shit we’ve said in DND - Starter meme
“oh I’m super thirsty”
“hey, our friends here, and hes super thirsty”
“any uh other pants you wanna try while we’re here?”
“You’re pantsless. What you gonna do?”
“I would love to have eating with you.”
“we’re running a business!”
“SCHWINGO? I like that!”
“happy pride month, everybody”
“tell me everything!”
“are you feeling left or you feeling right?”
“well, this is… my livelihood, so no”
“i have no money, but i’d like 25 of your hottest and coldest drinks”
“twenty five of your hottest and coldest turkey legs, and also i have no money”
“my eyes are up here!”
“theres still some slurmping left on the carpet if you want some ;) ”
“Teamwork makes the dream work - Obama 2012”
“He’s not a 9-year-old right now, but he will be soon!”
“fish… fish happened”
“So his name is Knuttsach Jones.”
“Your friend is probably bald somewhere in here.”
“You’re feeling great, you’re feeling beautiful, you’re feeling sexy”
“… Who put you in the cabinet, man?”
“I’m not feelin so hot right now dude but, the… silky sound of your voice makes me wanna do whatever you want”
“i know you cant see this door in front of you. but if it was there, would you wanna go through it?”
“Keep a nice hold of your teeth.”
“I gotta… I gotta turn into a horse.”
“Am I – am I gonna die here?”
“Tuck me in your pocket so I can be close to your heart.“
“We could be neighbors if you didn’t put that fucking mountain range between us”
“you seem like someone that might have allergies”
“Is he T-posing?”
“What a mad banquet of bone fracture…”
“what’s going on? why am i in like a bad porno all the time?”
“i had one glass of pool water. maybe two.”
“You’re a big man, tiny baby feet aside.“
“you’re balding"
“You’re balding me.”
“Oh no. My exposition."
“Call me Dirt. I’m dirt kin.”
“They’re no bad vibes spiders and you’re bringing bad vibes.”
“ His handshake was the sexiest handshake.”
"What do you want? I have "die” coffee, “death” beans, “pee your pants” coffee.“
”-well I was gonna say ‘feel free to disagree’, but ok.“
Hello everyone! This is a brand new masterlist blog for the anime / manga - Boku no hero academia / My Hero Academia! This’ll be a place for roleplayers and also a resource blog of sorts for prompts / art / and promos as well. With the old - new heroes and villains soaring in numbers - I’d like to keep the amount of roleplayers updated daily and will being doing the best I can to do so.
Please reblog this with your character(s) name(s), association ( hero / villain / undetermined / citizen ), and whether you’re status ( active / semi / hiatus) so you’ll be placed in the masterlist! ( I deeply apologize if you’ve done this numerous times but I’ll try to update everyday! )
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Aizawa sensei had finally taken Eri for the rest of the day, promising Mirio that he would see her first thing at breakfast tomorrow morning. No doubt he has sensed Togata’s hesitance, and of course after making his own attempted promise to Eri that he would come see her as soon as he could. It wasn’t hard to understand the protectiveness and responsibility Mirio felt towards Eri. Even as he watched them walk away, Mirio began to think of ways to make Eri smile again tomorrow.
He walks away after awhile, and goes to the one person he knows can keep his thoughts away from all the chaos that’s been happening.
“Tamaki!” Mirio calls out the moment he sees him, smile wide and sincere upon seeing his friend. “Let’s go get ice cream!”
Of course, he always knew that Mirio would make a good father—or brother or whatever he considered his relationship to Eri-chan. It’s so like him, after all, to brighten all the lives he touches; to spread smiles even if he has no reason to himself. And as a result, Tamaki has been sure to do what he does best; make himself scarce. It’s always come naturally.
The result, unfortunately, is him slinking around the festival like a particularly cowardly shadow. He enjoys it, though; the silence is nice albeit lonely.
But naturally, no matter where Tamaki finds to hide, there is always light peeking through the cracks. And this overwhelming brightness has become so FAMILIAR; calming. Despite the crowds and the brightness, some of his tension dissipates under that familiarity. Tamaki turns, and he smiles; unafraid.
“...Ice cream?—” he starts; tempted but oh so rude. Fortunately, it’s been long enough that he can laugh it off; quietly, so only one person can here. --“I mean Mirio. That sounds good. Just be sure not to have too much…”
It’s a joke, sure. (he’s been practicing) But equally is a nagging pit of concern that weighs him down. His friend remains a peerless hero; one that can and WILL return. And although domesticity suits him, Tamaki knows that something else does too.
HERO NAME: SUNSTRIKER!
QUIRK: ONE FOR ALL!
( written by erika! )
@plusocha | deserved an apology | sc
Every hero has their weakness. They’ve told them that from day one. It just so happens, however, that Tamaki has several extras. Weakness number 47, (according to his count), is his flakiness; fear or nervousness always gets the better of him when he acts for himself. And that’s why it’s taken him this long.
Uraraka in class 1-A; Sunstriker had either ignored or hadn’t received the daily, unsigned, apology notes he’s left in her shoe locker since his mistake. But no; it’s come to this, and Tamaki waits outside of 1-A, turned pointedly away from the door.
He almost misses it when Sunstriker comes out; almost gives up because, of course, a HERO like her is surrounded by friends. But anxiety and panic are separated by a single step; and Tamaki stumbles over.
“Ahh--!!”
Eloquent, as always, but he never expected this to go well. It never does.
“I’m sorry!!!”
Direct. To the point. That’s weakness number 59 but he’s working on it. His heart feels like it’s going to burst, he’s so sweaty and suddenly his uniform has become uncomfortably restrictive but the only safe place here. He slumps further into his blazer; turns back towards the wall rather than face the girl as he confesses.
“I— said that we planned our names together—the hero ones…. “
Truthfully, enough people had asked since Sunstriker took the forefront that they really just began assuming. And when Tamaki, tongue-tied, shied away in response, they assumed what they wanted to hear. Regrettable. Embarrassing. So UNFORGIVABLY rude to imply something about the fledgling hero taking after him in some sense of the word. Inexcusable. But all the same, Tamaki bows his apology as low and genuine as they come.
“By the time I realized, it was too late ! I should have corrected them but….” She can fill in the rest and she’ll probably have to because Tamaki has to bite his lip just to keep it from quivering.
@rcgispira | deserves some support | sc
How Nejire enters into the beauty pageant is beyond him. Being around people is one thing but being on stage is an entirely distinct form of torture, in his opinion. Still, there’s something in his stomach that stirs differently than usual; almost light and pleasant instead of the typical overwhelming weight. And maybe that’s what carries him backstage before the contest, (even if he’s unsure what to expect). Just in case (or maybe for his own comfort) Tamaki approaches the dressing area with one hand over his eyes. The only problem, is that seeing where he is going becomes an impossibility. An acceptable sacrifice. Fortunately, his appearances like this are not unknown to the other members of class 3, at the very least; and eventually, supposedly, someone gets Nejire’s attention on his behalf. It’s only when he hears her approach that some of the tension in his shoulders relaxes.
“Can I….?” He starts, testing his makeshift blindfold by making the slightest crack between his fingers.
Once he sees Nejire fully dressed and not furious at his intrusion, he slowly lowers his arm. His gaze follows it down to stare at his shoes. Something about seeing her like this brings that feeling back; not in her uniform or her hero outfit, Tamaki has to remind himself that his friend is still the same person. He takes a long breath, and lifts his chin enough that he’s (almost) actually looking at her. He wrings his fingers together, staring between the rest of the participants and the one he wants to win; the one he came to support. “I was wondering if you need help---? I guess you could just do it yourself, though... Unless you’re already ready…” The run on sentence gets softer as it goes; as Tamaki loses confidence and wonders why he even came in the first place. It ends in a barely audible whisper and with Tamaki questioning everything he’s ever done since birth.
@aqucdyne | is pretty popular | sc
“H---”
He starts. It’s not a good one but it’s a step forward. At the very least, Tamaki has taken the LEAP; has turned around in his chair now that class has ended to catch the girl’s attention beside him. (...Or was that a baby-step?)
Well, caterpillar or butterfly, he’s managed, at least, to catch her attention even if now he’s at a considerable loss for words.
“H----” He starts again; now with the added bonus of an apologetic shrug. He supposes that with internships once again on the horizon, Tamaki is more timid than is typical. He’s never been good at asking for HELP.
As people stand to leave, his nerves take over. She can’t LEAVE; not when he’s worked himself up to talking to her. It would take at least a couple more days for him to ask her again. So, anxious, his hand juts out to grab the edge of her desk.
Gods just help him now.
“ Hey…” They’ve always said that third time's the charm but as someone who usually gives up before that point, Tamaki can’t confirm. After that initial greeting he’s IN IT now; has roped himself in to talking and now he can’t hide. This doesn’t stop him from trying, of course, and he glances down at his hands for a solid 30 silent seconds. The experience only reminds him that Nariko always knows what to say. Unlike some people.
“We’re going to have first-years interning with us... “
He shakes his head, she knows that. The breaths he takes are only somewhat frantic.
“What do I say when we… meet them?” He shudders as he asks; wishes, even that he had the GUTS to ask what he really wants; not advice but a LIST; a cheat-sheet of ‘how are you’s and ‘the weather is nice’s but rather than asking for more, Tamaki simply revels in his small success.
@implosiveexplosive | has a fan | sc
The culture festival is absolutely and undeniably the worst time of the school year (although, UA consistently manages to exceed Tamaki’s expectations for the uncomfortable.) But between the boisterous crowds and the flashy events, the ‘spirit-building’ event has Tamaki’s at an all-time-low.
Still, some awful obligation has them watching the first-year events all the same; watching the future shine with all they hold. And it’s only after 1-A’s dance party that Tamaki steals himself away; his GREAT ESCAPE a mere 20 feet away to the food vendors. It’s the beefbowl stall to which his head-down brave adventure leads him. And he supposes it’s good enough considering how picked-over the event is already.
“Interested in our MEAT???????”
Asks the vendor; a business course student Tamaki has shied away from before. He turtles his chin into his collar and mutters into the fabric something akin to. ‘ I haven’t decided yet’
But the stall just has enough meat on the grill for one last beefbowl, and the line behind him remains unrelenting and impossible to ignore. It’s the person behind him that has the most stifling presence of all; and Tamaki is 3 seconds away from disappearing into the crowd and resigning himself to never eating again. He recognizes him, of course, one quick glance is enough for him to be sure that Katsuki Bakugou is very close and very impatient. How horrible. What’s worse is that since they’ve met, Tamaki’s fear of speaking to the boy is on par with his horror of ignoring him. His friends would know what to do. But he doesn’t.
Two steps; each impossible for him when he was younger.
“I’ll take the-------”
First, he flips his attention between Bakugou and the single, remaining meal one last time. It would be AWFUL to order nothing; to have held up the line for no reason at all; it would be awful to have to wait for more food. The whole thing is terrible. Terrifying. He steals a final glance; cringing, at Bakugou but can’t quite look him in the eye before guiltily rifling through his wallet.
“---- b-beef bowl?” That wasn’t so hard, except that it may have been the hardest things he’s ever done.
Waiting is even worse because now Bakugou is at the front of the line and there is nothing left of the BEST dish. Of course, he could settle for something else but---
Second. He opens his mouth, turns; decidedly, to face his kouhai; turns away, 180 degrees, then whirls around again and swallows.
“---drums... “ a great start but at least it was a coherent word. “ it looked like you were having a lot of FUN. Your class is lucky you all get along-- so well…”
He trails off… suddenly aware that the vendor hasn’t taken Bakugou’s order simply because he’s been talking. Tamaki shamefully looks away; into the crowd; and blinks a few times either from the brightness or because this massive failure makes him tear up a little.
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Mao watches her fellow sufferer try the door with a mixture of dread and sympathy. Were she less panicked, perhaps she would have laughed at his obvious observation about the state of said door, but alas there are more pressing things on her mind than his soft-spoken statement. Such as the fact that they are trapped up here, now. Up here, where students technically aren’t even allowed – this was bound to become all sorts of trouble. Oh dear …
Anxiety is an ugly knot in her gut region, mind stumbling into overdrive with all the ways this situation can ( and likely will ) end badly. While she’s not too worried about the so-called ‘threat’ – it’s relatively obvious from up here that the cause are the reporters trying to get onto school grounds, and that’s little more than a nuisance – , there’s more than enough to fret about beyond that. Being stuck here means being unable to show up for the inevitable emergency roll call, which in turn could create a panic or at least additional trouble for their teachers and the police. Both her and her company can expect nasty repercussions for not attending the call as well as spending time in an off-limits area, not to mention the school will be sure to properly lock this door in the future and take away their break time reprieve.
She really, really doesn’t like this at all.
While Mao is busy drowning in her predictions for the outcome of this mess, nervous eyes flickering from left to right ( isn’t there a fire escape ladder here somewhere? anything? not that climbing down from this crazy height feels like a good idea, but … ) , her antsy upperclassman begins digging around in his lunch. The sight strikes Mao as odd enough to shift her attention to him, eyebrows raised in mild confusion. What is he doing …?
“ Your lunch— is there anything left ? ”
Dumbfounded and rather out of her depth, it takes Mao a moment to find it within her to answer. Confusion paints itself across for once unobscured features, and with rather jerky movements she turns toward her abandoned lunchbox, gloved hands reaching for the plastic container. “Uh– y-yes? Why?”
Aren’t there more important things to worry about right now than filling their stomachs? Her face spells out her doubt as she tentatively holds the box out to him – she doesn’t mind sharing her chicken and rice, but right now really isn’t the time for something like this, is it?
Her answer is a solution indeed, but his own shyness remains an insurmountable problem. Each tentative step towards his kouhai is a marathon; one run with weighted ankles that REFUSE to go easily. But although timid; Amajiki has grown and fostered a STUBBORN will. And in this situation; in the face of the terrifying danger of social interaction; his will is manifest; and it’s indomitable. He forces himself, and his feet, to move forwards one step at a time.
It’s the final step that is the easiest because what he’s about to do is the most comfortable; the most familiar. He’s never had much of a talent for eating but he’s had to grow one for utility’s sake. Out of a gloved hand, he lifts the small container with the remnants of her lunch still inside. His fingers curl back, at first, reluctant to get too close. He bites his cheek; a harsh reminder in a harsher world; and forces himself forward.
“I—can get us down if I eat some of it… maybe… It’s how my quirk works.,,”
He has to wander back to his own lunch to grab his chopsticks; using hers is several steps farther than he’s willing (an moreover, able) to go. He’s not all too eager to explain how, why, or what they’ll have to do to escape the roof on a weak set of chicken wings. But joining UA has been an onslaught of things he hasn’t been able to handle, so one more proves as unsurprising as it is overwhelming
He takes a few bites, picking around the rice to get only the essentials; it tastes like ash in his mouth. He can never really enjoy food when he’s nervous. Amajiki very rarely enjoys food.
As quickly as his pulse is racing and as badly as he wants to, some things can’t be rushed. A few feathers will do no good whatsoever. So rather desperately, he checks the time on his phone; finds a balance on the screen.
“It takes a little time, though… So if you have something better--- this plan isn’t GOOD. It might be better to give up, anyway. We’re running out of time as it is…”
The more he digests, the more he backpedals; and Amajiki most certainly develops a tummy-ache to match his spinning head. He backpedals, too, literally; towards the edge of the roof and peers over at the gathering students. They’ll start counting them, soon. He kneels down to face the wall; just for a second; regains one fraction of a semblance of his composure.
At last, and maybe futility, he manifests his wings; small, rushed, and ugly things but one that will (possibly) not send them falling to their deaths. If it does, at least it will be better than showing up late to the rest of his class. Honestly, it may be better to just stay here, let them find him, rather than join the rest of the school. And maybe if he were ALONE, he would. But the terrifying thing about this school is that people RELY ON HIM.
“I should be able to get up both down… But you’d have to—”
He can’t finish the idea; hopes she gets it anyway and slowly turns his head to face her, visibly cringing.
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“If you want me to understand what you’re saying you’re going to have to move from the wall.” Aizawa wasn’t going to strain himself by playing a guessing game to figure out what the other was saying.
It’s only when the Aizawa-sensei mentions it that Tamaki realizes he’s spoken, out of habit to the far-less-horrifying wall than to the actual target of his stand. Reluctantly, he complies; backs up from the corner of Aizawa’s class room one small step. But it’s one giant leap for him. Even if he hasn’t turned around; he hopes one step closer is enough.
“ I don’t think I’m right.... the right person to go with Nejire and Mirio to talk to your class about internships... “
Met with silence, he turns around; eyes shut but it’s a start for him and for his plea.
“ they’re enough as it is-- so i think it would be better if I just stayed in my classes instead...”
BASTILLE “ VS. ” LYRIC STARTERS
FALL INTO YOUR ARMS
❝ you don’t listen to me anymore. ❞ ❝ your voice is a weapon, and we’ll do with it what we can. ❞ ❝ i’ll fall into your arms again. ❞
BITE DOWN
❝ you don’t have to look any further. ❞ ❝ i’ve been waiting here for you for a time. ❞ ❝ you’re missing what is right before your eyes. ❞ ❝ no one’s gonna stick the pieces together for you. ❞ ❝ you’ve got your claws buried deep. ❞ ❝ you better sink your teeth before i disappear. ❞ ❝ i’m trying to keep my composure. ❞ ❝ you’ve been looking me over. ❞ ❝ i’m tired of waving my arms in the back of the line. ❞ ❝ there are only so many times that i can come running. ❞ ❝ and there are only so many times that i can come running for you. ❞
BAD NEWS
❝ what do you say? ❞ ❝ air knocked out of my lungs, your cue to stay. ❞ ❝ yeah, that’s your cue to stay. ❞ ❝ don’t turn your back on me. ❞ ❝ don’t bury your head deep just cause you don’t know what to say. ❞ ❝ it’s true that it kicks you in the teeth when you are least expecting. ❞ ❝ oh it beats you black and blue before you see it coming. ❞ ❝ bad news like a sucker punch threw me away. ❞ ❝ people fill the streets like nothing has changed. ❞ ❝ they don’t look the same. ❞ ❝ maybe i just want some words of distraction. ❞ ❝ i feel like i’m being consumed. ❞ ❝ maybe i’m expecting the perfect reaction to pull me back. ❞
THE DRIVER
❝ shout out from the bottom of my lungs. ❞ ❝ this thing. it’s a family affair. ❞ ❝ it’s drawing out my weakness. ❞ ❝ there was a time when a moment like this wouldn’t ever cross my mind. ❞ ❝ the sun will rise with my name on your lips. ❞ ❝ ‘cause everything will change tonight. ❞ ❝ i want to be back on the ground where my feet touch my shadow. ❞ ❝ i want to dig my heels in the dirt, feel it break between all my toes. ❞ ❝ anything to stop floating ‘round. ❞ ❝ take breath and push the anger down. ❞ ❝ try to remember calmness. ❞ ❝ what’s the gravity upon your face? ❞ ❝ so i’m the one who’s bleeding. ❞ ❝ real men. always thinking with y/our fists. ❞ ❝ my turn to be the victim. ❞
AXE TO GRIND
❝ long lost opinions, all the words you can’t redeem. ❞ ❝ don’t come round here and be a slave to old ideas. ❞ ❝ scream hallelujah if it’s a thing that helps you breathe. ❞ ❝ your iron rule has often had me on my knees. ❞ ❝ you better sharpen up ‘cause all you have is your axe to grind round here. ❞ ❝ breaking the silence like i’m bursting at the seams. ❞ ❝ so many stifled thoughts and long forgotten dreams. ❞ ❝ i can almost taste reprieve. ❞ ❝ keep on talking to yourself. ❞ ❝ ‘cause no one needs to hear the words your read. ❞ ❝ 'cause you’re gonna have to swing that axe round here. ❞
TORN APART PT. I & II
❝ i could only be myself with you around. ❞ ❝ and now there’s nothing left for me to think about. ❞ ❝ and it hurts like hell. ❞ ❝ we were born to be together, torn apart. ❞ ❝ you stepped with a heavy tread and left your mark. ❞ ❝ oh, you left your mark on me. ❞ ❝ it hurts like hell to be torn apart, to be thrown around. ❞ ❝ my yin and yang is killin’ me. ❞ ❝ gotta get back, back to the synergy. ❞ ❝ don’t forget where i been. ❞ ❝ but you’re gonna remember. ❞ ❝ buddy i, i don’t mean to kill your vibe. ❞ ❝ but if you got it, you get it, and i’ve been gettin’ this shit for a long time. ❞ ❝ happiness only brings heartache. ❞ ❝ i’m so beyond naughty. ❞ ❝ and if you don’t like it then why do you want me? ❞ ❝ don’t front if i tickle the strings on your heart. ❞ ❝ you play second fiddle to my instrumental. ❞ ❝ your critical nature departs in the middle of all of my riddles. ❞ ❝ you’ve given up trying, and now you just tear me apart. ❞
WEAPON
❝ this is a vocal confession. ❞ ❝ right now your cause is at war. ❞ ❝ right now your voice is a weapon. ❞ ❝ watch all the storms on the rise. ❞ ❝ no more falling to pressure. ❞ ❝ no more failing acceptance. ❞ ❝ throw all your hells towards the heavens. ❞ ❝ we dance with the devils and make your halos the color of sinners’ portraits. ❞ ❝ and smothering it means everything’s lovely again. ❞ ❝ nothing’s quite as it seems. ❞ ❝ society’s altered, you see. ❞ ❝ kill all your fear in your sleep. ❞ ❝ cause everything’s formed in a dream. ❞ ❝ breathe in insanity’s grip. ❞ ❝ those are words from insanity’s lips. ❞ ❝ we’re falling from sanity’s cliff. ❞ ❝ you’re watching your vanity slip. ❞ ❝ run before the evil erupts. ❞ ❝ this is volcanic feverish lust. ❞ ❝ vengeance is me speaking up. ❞ ❝ this is me speaking up. ❞ ❝ choose your words and etch them on your soul. ❞ ❝ make them heard when crowds drown out your call. ❞ ❝ leave behind your questions, silent thoughts and mentions. ❞ ❝ a wake has to be left, so never falter down. ❞ ❝ so do with it what you can. ❞
REMAINS
❝ i came here for sanctuary. ❞ ❝ to be away from the winds and the sounds of the city. ❞ ❝ i came here to get some peace. ❞ ❝ yes, way down here where the shadows are heavy. ❞ ❝ i can’t help but think of you. ❞ ❝ in these four walls, my thoughts seem to wonder. ❞ ❝ to some distant century where everyone we know is six feet under. ❞ ❝ so when all of your friends are dead and just a memory, and we’re side by side? ❞ ❝ it’s always been just you and me for all to see. ❞ ❝ when our lives are over and all that remains are our skulls and bones, let’s take it to the grave. ❞ ❝ hold me in your arms. ❞ ❝ i’ll be buried here with you. ❞ ❝ i’ll hold in these hands all that remains. ❞ ❝ i don’t want to rest in peace. ❞ ❝ we can haunt each other’s dreams. ❞ ❝ we’ll fight underneath this surf, bicker away in the darkness. ❞ ❝ we’ll find our way to result away from the lands of the living. ❞ ❝ we’ll find a common ground and fall in love all over again. ❞ ❝ all of our friends are dead and just a memory. ❞ ❝ from dusk 'til dawn, the other’s screams grow silent ❞ ❝ i know i chased a memory. ❞ ❝ but you used to taste so sweet. ❞ ❝ as you faded away, i realized it’s all over. ❞ ❝ nothing stays the same. ❞
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The door’s drawn-out creak startles Mao out of her reverie. From where she’s sat on the ledge with her bento on her lap, she has to crane her neck a little to see the newcomer, and the sight of a familiar face draws a soft sigh from exposed lips. Their eyes meet for the briefest of moments and she sheepishly lifts a gloved hand in greeting, but he’s already turning away at that point. It’s hard to tell if he even saw it.
Relieved that it’s just him, though, Mao wills her noisy heart to settle. She closes her eyes for a long, calm moment, breathes in deeply and then returns to her lunch.
It’s been like this for weeks now – they would cross paths on the rooftop, an unexpectedly shared refuge from the people bustling around at ground level … at least that’s what she believes he is doing up here, much the same as her if likely for different reasons. There’s a jumpiness to him that is impossible not to notice, and she would be lying if she claimed not to be curious about the why. Were she the type to pry, she would long since have tried to talk to him; however, her desire to push more of her presence onto someone else than absolutely necessary is, frankly, nonexistent, and so she’s left without even a name to go with that timid face.
Mao doesn’t mind, though. What felt awkward at first has by now turned into an odd equilibrium of undemanding coexistence, and without the pressure of forced conversation and aimless, haphazard small-talk she finds herself almost appreciating the company. Almost, but not quite – for now, remnants of her initial unease still linger in her stomach.
Still, that particular feeling isn’t enough to hold her attention for long – not today at least. Today her thoughts are with the reporters who have been crowding the front gates all morning, pestering students and teachers alike on their way to their respective classes. It was her luck that she holds not a shred of involvement with All Might; she had managed to make her way through the obnoxious masses quickly and without being bothered, but the encounter left her feeling a little unsettled regardless. She doesn’t think she’ll ever be fond of the press … or mass media in general, for that matter.
Going by the ruckus they’d been causing all morning, Mao should have expected what happened next.
A shrill noise disrupts the peace, tearing through the silence and startling Mao badly enough that she drops her chopsticks. They sail off the rooftop before she can catch them, but she hardly even notices, focused solely on the disembodied voice crackling from nearby speakers.
SECURITY LEVEL 3 HAS BEEN BREACHED. ALL STUDENTS, PLEASE EVACUATE TO THE INNER COURTYARD. MOVE IN AN ORDERLY FASHION AND REPORT TO YOUR HOMEROOM TEACHERS IMMEDIATELY. ALL OUTSIDE EXITS WILL BE LOCKED DOWN UNTIL THE ISSUE HAS BEEN SOLVED.
“What?” Mao spends a second too long trying to process the sudden announcement. Only when a loud, mechanic whirring noise emanates from the direction of the rooftop door does it fully click, and she slams her bento down beside her and scrambles off the ledge. It’s there that she pauses, with secure ground back beneath her feet, facing the distant door. There’s no point in making a mad dash towards it – she’s too far away to make it in time, and within moments the locking mechanism has closed off their only exit behind a thick metal wall that slots into place with a shocking finality.
Wide-eyed and speechless, Mao stares at the obstacle in stunned silence.
Unsettling, to say the least, is the calamity rising still from the front gates of the school. It was an ordeal this morning to find a way through the crowd of press and strangers and into the school. And were it not for running into other students doing the same thing, Amajiki surely would have turned around and hurried home. But for better or for worse, he made it inside and he made it to lunch, where now, he is certain his presence is for WORSE.
The sound rises from the gates in a muffled racket. And suddenly fearful for what their cameras may pick up, he lowers his head closer to his beef bowl; the longer strands of his hair now dipped in sauce. If this keeps up, he decides, he’ll find a new spot or maybe a new school.
But it’s an entirely different sound that makes his entire body start; sends his chopsticks flying clumsily off the rooftop. Amajiki has no time to mourn them; too busy propelling himself up and towards the door with all the speed he can muster and all the fear the memory of LAST YEAR maintains. Older, and perhaps wiser when it comes to rooftop entrapments, Amajiki has made it to the door before his underclassman is even upright.
He tries the handle; pulls it twice; three times harder. The whirring of the lock mechanism angrily protests and finally wins out with a boastful click. He tries it once more, softer this time; a prayer to the gods or at least to the door. Amajiki winces; turns to face the ground just in front of the girl, back to the door, then again to her. Although he doesn’t dare look at her face, her question; the first things she’s ever said to him; is indication enough that she doesn’t have an answer, either.
A terrible day for him but a great day for conversation, Amajiki is on a one-person streak of strangers he’s talked to this week.
“ It’s locked… “
His words of wisdom come out in a lost whisper; smothered by the overwhelming pressure of his nerves and the growing ringing of the alarm. There are few options for escape and fewer that won’t draw more attention to them then is acceptable. He paces the rooftop slowly, giving the girl a wide berth, and glances cautiously over the sides. The inner courtyard is slowly filling with panicked students; the briefest sight of them startles him again, makes him duck back down and rush to the other side.
He’s grown so much since the last time something like this happened; and this time there is someone else stuck with him. his solution is clumsy; terrifying, and risks drawing the wrong kind of eyes (see: any at all). But Amajiki is one-for-one and two for two is within reach. He’s shaking around his lunch box for a key beneath the rice. But of course, his beef won’t help him now; he needs something else. Two shallow breaths later he asks for it.
“ Your lunch--- is there anything left ? “
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THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING FOR HIM.
Kirishima, jovial as ever, has already hit up approximately 75% of the food stalls. The depressing thing is his iron gut is nowhere near close to calling it quits, but he stalks on, appearing agitated at how difficult it is to consume food with one hand chock-full of his most recent prize: a fresh goldfish! Hell, if the fish ain’t careful, he’ll take a bite outta her, too, if only due to ( admittedly dangerous ) muscle memory.
When did he lose his friends, anyway? … he did come with friends, yeah? Odd, though he supposes the breakage of companions could’ve easily occurred around the third ikayaki stick. Oh, and he does abruptly recall a certain classmate being hells of bummed about not winning a fish on the first try. There were a few hurtful words spat between said classmate and his new aquatic best friend, but that bitter quarrel takes a backseat on Kirishima’s philosophic resolve to have a good time.
“ Senpai? ” CODE RED! Despite all of Amajiki’s best efforts to blend in, his timidity makes him stand out at twice the rate! Thankfully he hasn’t thought of a clever enough name for the fish, so it doesn’t feel as personal and stings a bit less to shove ownership unto the nearest stranger as he’s diving into the fray.
He endeavors to use as little grip as possible when his fingertips meet Amajiki’s shoulders, taking account of how he doesn’t quite like that, and most certainly wouldn’t appreciate being startled. “ Hey, hey — Senpai, are you okay? You’re gonna get bulldozed in here, dude! C’mon, let’s get outta the way. ”
HUP! There we go! It’s with minimal effort that his upperclassman is disrespected so abhorrently, his entire body lifted a pretty inch or two off of the ground for Kirishima to shoulder them both through the crowd.
He’s SOARING; flying.
Amajiki knows his time has come as he rises above the crowd. Curious, he looks back down, for where his body is left behind. He sees nothing, be he supposes he simply did a good job blending-in. He knew it all along, he guesses; the end for himself that he has foreseen. So why, Amajiki wonders, is he disappointed that he can’t spend more time here ?
He stares blankly up at the cloudless sky; wonders, why the separation of his spirit and body is accompanied by BEEPING like a truck backing up. Fate is strange this way, he supposes. What is stranger, however, is that his out-of-body experience quickly ends and Amajiki is back on his feet, staring at the same flowing crowd from the sidelines. He’s staring, too, and his grinning kouhai. Amajiki checks behind himself first, make sure Kirishima isn’t talking to somebody else.
“ Kirishima—hi. Be careful about going into that group, okay?”
He wrings his hands; stares at them and speaks to them instead. It’s always been easier this way; especially since Kirishima always looks him in the eye if Amajiki isn’t careful. They’re still corporeal and he supposes he is too.
The situation is horribly uncomfortable. He’s never really talked to Kirishima outside of their internships and even then, Amajiki never knows what to say. He thinks of his friends, wonders what they would do to get out of this. The answer is that unfortunately, they wouldn’t. He can’t do it, can he? He takes a shuddering breath; shallow, and then another.
“ Ah—are you looking for someone? I c-can help you look. Senpai are supposed to take care of uh underclassmen, right? so let me buy you something to eat, okay ? “