i don't jack off. i don't cum. last time i came in someone, she started fucking dissolving. i don't wanna risk it, man. i cant risk it. last time i jerked off it shot out at such high pressure that it went straight through not only my walls, but then my neighbors walls, and then it pieced right through her skull while she was bathing. completely melted her. didn't leave a trace of her body. i can't play this fucking game, man. FUCKING LOOK AT ME. my testicles are obscenely swollen, getting in the way of my daily life. you think i don't want to cum? just let it all out? you think i'm not disturbed by the sound of my nut-skin fucking creaking from the pressure within? it hurts so bad. i'm afraid to even kill myself. you know it eats through bone? i don't know how i havent been harmed by it yet. innards turned to soup. maybe it's by some miracle, or maybe my time's running out. i feel like i'm due to explode any day. it hurts so bad. you're the only one who knows about the murders. you're the only one i've told. i don't remember their names. i'm sure you could-- AGH- look up my neighbors name.. or something... but the girl i came in.... AUGH- she was a stranger... GHK -not a chance for her... i- i think it's happening. fuck. 'uh- you gotta get out of here, man. just, run. RUN. fast as your legs can carry you. you're my best friend... i don't want you to see me when i f-finally... burst
