暗探偵

you can't save anyone. ind. shuichi saihara written by anri. [ 1.10.18 ]

[tanteitive]

okay nice so... i’ve finally gotten shuichi set up on my multimuse, triggertruth !! feel free to go follow me over theeeere

[tanteitive]

ainorps.

where could he be? mirumo would often leave kaede behind to go and play with his friends back in the muglox realm, or pick up a fight with yashichi. it was not rare for the fairy to go missing. what was odd was the fact that they had agreed to bake a chocolate cake together…or rather, kaede would bake a cake for yuuki-kun while mirumo watched and ate up any leftovers. mirumo could do many things, but never pass up the opportunity of chocolate.

“mirumo? where could he have gone?” she muttered to herself, walking around outside of the grocery shop. “miiirumooo..?”

as the girl searched, trying to see if the tiny muglox was still somewhere around, she heard someone addressing her. a young boy, not much older than her. he heard her calling for mirumo. while she had been subtle, she still still spoke out loud.

“oh,” having nothing to hide at the moment, kaede just shook her head. “i was just, um, waiting for someone.”

“by the grocery store?” the words slipped out before he had a chance to think about them. something about that seemed a bit off. she already had her groceries in her hand, so who could she possibly have been waiting for? a parent with a car, perhaps? but if that was the case, she wouldn’t have been whispering as if she’d lost them. she simply would have waited patiently.

either way, he’d been a bit forward. a light blush appearing on his cheeks, he stammered out an apology. “a-ah, sorry, that was rude of me. i... i was just a little concerned. you seemed like you were looking for someone you’d lost, and i find it hard to believe you’d call out to someone you were waiting for. is there a reason you’d lie...?” another startled sound, a realization that he’d overstepped his boundaries yet again. “a-ah! s-sorry, i... i r-really am just worried!”

[tanteitive]

i need to fuckin made a dr multimuse. like a Real Multimuse. one blog... with lots of muses... instead of all of these blogs it’s killing me inside fam

[criis-chan]

sup

[tanteitive]

parvamagum.

     why does he look away like that? himiko doesn’t QUITE understand what she has said to cause him to be flustered – she didn’t think she had said anything weird really. but it isn’t as though she is willing to expend a whole lot of energy to in regards to understanding what’s going on in his head. heaven knows she has enough trouble figuring what is going on inside her own head half the time. drawn by an invisible cloak of exhaustion – everything is so HARD.

             “ nyeh-hehehe! then it only makes sense that you would be curious! “

   such a boisterous response – pumped with the energy she doesn’t have. a grin has overcome her features for a moment, only to fade a few moments later, slipping away slowly.

                       “ you’re… actually the first one besides tenko… “

himiko’s always been a mystery to him. her emotions are kept under such a thick veil of exhaustion that he’s certain they’re a mystery to her as well. the simple act of being a mystery to one’s own self is definitely something that appeals to shuichi. it’s something he can relate to, on some level. who is he? what motivates him? this killing game has only exacerbated the desire to know the answers to those questions.

right now, it’s kaede. but once he fulfils his promise to her... what then?

but when the mage laughs, shuichi allows that to fall from his mind, focusing instead on her response. “that’s surprising to me. you’re definitely an interesting person, himiko.” a pause. “a-ah, um... that’s not to say that i’m... hitting on you or anything. i’m just curious, a-as a friend.”

[dangan-saishuu-kin]

v3 Rain Headers for the Rainy Weather!

I made the saihara and ouma one first (seeing as they’re a bit matchy and the design is a bit different) originally for amino but then since it’s rain season now, I wanted to make one for the others too. The renders used are from @photoshopronpa ^w^

Free to use, no need for credit! 

- saishuu

[tanteitive]

crystallinehearted.

“Don’t worry about it - it probably was kinda weird of me just popping out like that.” She needed to get better with actually making conversation, especially starting one as a normal personwould.

“Anyways, shuichi, right?” She could play being a foreigner if he wasn’t comfortable with her saying his first name, as it wasn’t entirely wrong. She hadn’t been back in the country long, and man people could be so picky. “Any reason you chose the sunstone over this one? Just curious.” She said, looking at the stone in her hand.

ah... so she was that kind of person. the kind of person that assumed familiarity much too quickly. that sort of thing always made the detective uncomfortable, making him feel obligated to return that same degree of familiarity. in actuality, he was far from being a trusting person, always feeling as if there were a wall between him and the rest of the world.

even so, he was far too nonconfrontational to actually correct her. “a-ah, um... s-sure, if you want.” her next question made him flush, somehow even worse than her calling him by given name. how was he supposed to answer this without sounding like a total geek? “u-um... well, i recognized the, ah, colour...” he tried feebly, “and i thought it was probably sunstone.”

[hopestudents]

                                   H O P E   O R   D E S P A I R ?

                                                                  rules. / muses.

[photoshopronpa]

V3 Graffart Transparents - Wave 1!

[hopestudents]

                                   H O P E   O R   D E S P A I R ?

                                                                  rules. / muses.

[tanteitive]

sprxngkiller.

It blew a lot of things out of the water. The concept of everything being false about her– Her suffering, anything else.. The way those bastards at Dangan Ronpa messed with her mind made her absolutely sick to her stomach. She tensed at the thought, before glancing aside. No, Shuichi didn’t need to hear that. He’s lost enough in this game.

They all sort of did, in a weird way.

“Yeah.”

Soft, was her voice, her lips turned to a frown as she glanced away from Shuichi. What was even real? Was their friendship even– No, Maki. Now was the time to trust in them. Trust in Shuichi, at the very least. She brushed her hair back, before she remarked a bit sternly.

“It looks like you’re struggling as much as Himiko is. But you’re hiding it, you know..?”

Himiko didn’t take the news lightly– Even after banding up and together, Maki had to question if everyone was alright. Sure, she wasn’t doing well enough either, but Shuichi was their rock. He was strong. But she knew, even with these false memories ; Being strong for too long would wear you down. It was a horrible fate to have, and.. Maki didn’t know much but.

She had a feeling Shuichi was trying to stay strong when he should be allowed to hurt.

“..You can.. talk about it, you know? It’ll be okay if you do.”

maki really was intuitive. but shuichi knew that it was his job to take care of her and himiko. he was... the only guy left. he didn’t have much of a choice. maki was so strong already, he wanted to give her a break. 

kaito’s words came back to him, as they often did. while i’m gone, you gotta support everyone. especially maki roll... she can be reckless sometimes. it was more than just being the only guy left. this... was kaito’s wish. he’d fulfilled kaede’s. but kaito’s wish... he had to be strong. he had to be someone that could take kaito’s place.

so when maki finished speaking, he smiled at her. “really, maki... i’m fine.” he wasn’t lying. he really did feel fine. finally... he had a purpose. he had a reason to be strong. he was strong for kaito, for kaede, for everyone else that had senselessly died in that killing game. he had brought team danganronpa to the ground. finally... he was someone he could be proud of.

“you talked to himiko, right? she seemed to be taking the whole thing pretty hard, so i tried to give her some space. once we’re a little more collected, i think it’s best if we go out and explore a bit. see what’s really out there.”

[bileshroom]

Ouma is down 2 clown

[smollmikey]

Friends or more? Sentence Starters

aka “sometimes i feel like i wanna make out with you is that a friend thing to do?” type of things

(send a name and a sentence)

“You’ve been pouting ever since I went out on that date, what’s up?”

“We always share blankets on the couch, I’m sure sharing the bed for the night is fine too.”

“Your lips are getting really close to mine.”

“I’m not jealous, but, like, come on, movie night is just for me and you only.”

“I dare you to kiss me.”

“No, go on the Ferris Wheel with me, not them.”

“You can share my jacket with me, since you’re shivering.”

“Why is your hand on my ass?”

“Cuddle with me.”

“I just kissed your forehead, chill.”

“Shit, how’d you make me blush like this?”

“Are you trying to turn me on?”

“Let’s hang out, but I’ll pay for everything, and we can go to this fancy restaurant– No, not a date.”

“Okay, I guess this is a date, actually.”

“Stop with the tongue thing, it’s strangely attractive.”

“I keep telling them we’re not dating, but they keep telling me friends don’t normally make out when drunk.”

“I don’t want to be friends with benefits, but I do want something more, I just can’t figure out what.”

“When did you get so beautiful?”

“If you’re going to dress like that, I’m not going to let you out of my sight.”

“Their pick-up line wasn’t as good as any of mine, I’m just saying.”

“No, I don’t know how I got a boner, It just kind of happened! It’s because of how you were eating that ice cream, I bet!”

“I’m holding your hand because the movie is scary, alright?  It’s a… Terrifying… Rom-com… ….. .”

“Why’d you let go of me?”

“I accidentally called you my girlfriend/boyfriend today.”

“I kissed you because we were drunk.”

“I kissed you because I didn’t know what else to do.”

“Could you not talk to him/her, please?  I think they’re trying to date you.”

“I wish we could stay like this forever…”

“I had this dream where we were dating.”

“I had this dream where you kissed me, and I kind of want to try it now.”

“Why do you always call me when I’m on a date?”

“No, I can’t hang out, I’m on a date and you know that.” 

“Okay, maybe I am a bit jealous.”

“Just remember, he/she’s not the one who taught you how to kiss.”

“It’s weird how we’ve been friends for so long, but never went through that ‘crushing’ phase.”

“Maybe I want to kiss you because it’s cold and about to be cuddle season.”

“I say this a lot, but, look, they’re not good enough for you.”

“You’re always wrapping your arms around me in lines.”

“I was listening to that love song, and you came to mind.  Weird, right?”

“You know this voucher only works for couples, right?”

“Are you implying that you want to kiss me?”

“Why are you looking at me like that?”

“You’re blushing so hard, all I did was say “I love you” in French.”

“I could get used to waking up next to you, actually.”

“Right… Well… I’m not sure how we ended up kissing like that…”

“I’m personally offended that you didn’t get me to be your fake date.”

“We would make a pretty good couple.”

“The date didn’t go well.  Yeah, she/he didn’t like how I kept mentioning all of our adventures.”

“How come I always end up calling you when I can’t fall asleep?”

“Sometimes i feel like i wanna make out with you is that a friend thing to do?”

[servantsuggestion]

Send me 🌼 for your muse to find mine suffering from the Hanahaki Disease.

 The Hanahaki Disease is an illness born from one-sided love, where the patient throws up and coughs up flower petals when they suffer from one-sided love. The infection can be removed through surgery, but the feelings disappear along with the petals.

[tanteitive]

🌙  @ainorps

the detective rarely makes eye contact with others. it’s generally not something he likes to do, not since the incident, not since he was heralded the boy detective, a genius, a prodigy. saihara briefly stumbles over his words. despite being older than the girl, he still has some degree of trouble articulating.

“e-excuse me,” and his voice is quiet, somewhat nervous, but carrying a note of tranquillity and poise. “i couldn’t help but, ah, overhear that you’d lost something? would you... like any help finding it?”

[tanteitive]

oh my god that’s right i need to change my icons for pride... hold up uno momento lemme go do that, like... everywhere

[laser-lance]