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Name: Huang Zitao Age: 22 Sex: Yes Location: Wherever I feel like being Occupation: Part time librarian, part time student Sexuality: Homoflexible R/S: Single Owner(s): None M!A: None Disclaimer: I'm not the real Huang Zitao, blah blah blah, this is an rp...

[taoloveshj]

*pops in*

*pops out*

[taoloveshj]

Important Shit

This is gonna be really long and rambly and I’m not gonna do much proofreading so heads up.

As time passes, I’m becoming more and more... bitter about things, mostly rp related but occasionally irl as well. Any time I come on tumblr, I feel sick, I feel jealous, I feel upset and it’s irrational, but it’s unhealthy. This has been happening for a while, but it’s been getting worse the past couple of months. 

I’ve made the decision to leave tumblr krp. I might wind up leaving krp altogether but for now, I’m just keeping to aim and even then, I don’t do much. I’m mostly there to talk to people ooc because depression has been kicking my ass really hard lately and it’s really, really difficult to write a lot of times.

There are a couple people I’ve been carrying on with on aim and I would like to continue that. It’s very lowkey, slow, and relaxed and I appreciate that. While I get sad or upset if something is dropped entirely for a while, I do hope that the person behind the other screen is doing okay. If they just tap out entirely without a word, I worry a lot, even if I didn’t know them too well. Some of you, I’ve known for a couple years now but we don’t keep in contact all that much, if ever. 

After I post this, I’m gonna be logging out. Might check in a few times but hopefully won’t. I still have my email to this account linked on my phone for now so if you send me a message, I’ll see it. 

I’m still gonna be on Tao’s aim if any of you wanna hit me up there. Most of you that hit me up there already have it though. 

I do also have a personal blog if you’d rather keep to just tumblr, if that’s easier for you. Just shoot me an ask about it cause I don’t wanna just put myself out there and get a bunch of people I don’t know. It’s why I haven’t ever explicitly had Tao’s aim out here either, yet people tend to hit me up there anyways when I don’t give it out.

I care about all y’all, probably too much for my own good honestly. Fuck I’m starting to tear up. 

Thanks for bearing with me. Gonna tag a bunch of you that I’ve interacted with over the past idek but... thank you for being here, and the interactions we had. Hope to maybe get a few messages from you guys asking to keep in contact, but if not... try and stay healthy, get some good rest and hang in there. 

@jongxin-ia @mirrorworld-junhong @hyoxxsung @zurixai @panthexon @florxn @iaehyuk @brxthxl @lusthxn @artaius-rain @anxentblood @amxngthxstxrs @abxtterending @whxzitao @wrcyter @realmxofxremembrance @twxstedfae @takahirosakaguchi @yonggukxblueblood @intertwinedxseouls @idolprince-jisang @prinacess @pxrkji @supershykawaii @daehyunnie-swaggie @goneshik @harrowing-enchantment @xmaliu @xxdreamteam @xlunarxnamjix @choisiwxn @baekhyxxn @minxsuga

I think I got all of you that I’ve ever... felt I had some sort of solid connection with in one way or another, even if a couple of you it was more of me lurking and having a bit of admiration for you.

I won’t be deactivating, I don’t do that shit, but I’ll be going now. 

Peace.

[millemii]

[lonelyhurtingsoul]

[wings-are-made-to-fly1111]

[panthexon]

Eden,

I don’t know if you got my last little note, I’m hoping you did but.. it’s spring now. Weather’s warming up and all. Maybe we could go for a walk whenever you’re back in this plane of existence. I’d like that anyways, dunno about you.

I miss you.. I miss you a lot, really. I hope you’re okay. I’ve been thinking about you lately, old times and stuff. Before I started going downhill. Maybe someday I can get back up to that mood.

I guess right now I’m hoping I’m still a friend, despite my absence. If I’ve been gone too long then… then I guess I should’ve gotten my act together sooner. It’s barely together as is.

I’m forgetting your voice… I don’t wanna forget.

Hope to see you soon maybe, or hear from you.

Tao

@taoloveshj

When Eden returned he saw the notes and sighed. How long had he been gone this time? He took a couple of days to relax after the draining mission and check in with his boyfriend before going to visit him.  “Hey. It’s been a while. How have you been?”

[taoloveshj]

"Absolute shit, shouldn't be a surprise though." He said with a half-assed smile. "You? Still protecting the space-time continuum and all that shit?"

[its-all-about-vodka]

[its-all-about-vodka]

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

To heal a wound you need to stop touching it.

Unknown (via takahirosakaguchi)

[scntrx-deactivated20191108]

Depression is such an exhausting thing to deal with, especially when you least expect it and certainly when you think you’re doing okay. I hope anyone who’s dealing with this has a good day today.

[littlesistersammy]

anonymously send the mun what you really think of them.

[fishytrolls]

im a shitty rp partner tho

sometimes i reply 19 seconds after youve replied

sometimes i reply 147 years later

[taoloveshj]

I'm a grade A hunk of man meat.

[nayagraham-blog]

OOC:

I know I’m “only” 21 but the RP world often makes me feel so incredibly old with all these 14&15 year olds and such. So…how about, reblog if you’re a roleplayer and you’re 20+.

[thesassycat]

*Seductively lays on a table* Hey bab- *Table breaks*

[unreactive]

[cha-inyeon]

tea time with shin L