Hiii, I’m cherwi! I am self taught tarot reader who accidentally fell into tumblr…and now I live here (jk). I’m into all things spiritual—tarot, astrology, numerology, lithomancy. I mainly channel through clairsentience, but I am working on strengthening my other clairs too.
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🔔 ✨ Note: this is a timeless reading; close your eyes, take a deep breath, & focus on one to two piles that you feel most drawn to—remember don’t over think & just use your intuition. . .
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🎄Happy Holidays everyone! We actually hit 200 followers a while back, and I never got the chance to properly say thank you—so THANK YOU! 💛 I’m so grateful for all the love and support on my PACs it really means a lot. I hope you all get some good rest before the new year. See you in 2026! ✨
🎄 pile one
cards pulled: The Hierophant, 4 of Wands Rx., Knight of Pentacles, King of Cups, 4 of Swords, Death
⭐️ possible astrology placements (sun/rising/moon): Aries, Capricorn, Cancer, Libra
❄️ channeled song: Rudolph The Red Nosed Reindeer —Gene Autry
I had to redo this pile so many times because I felt like I wasn’t doing the reading right. You might be a perfectionist or an over thinker at heart, and honestly, the universe is just nudging you to a break. The main message this season for you is to relax and feel a sense of ease. There’s too many tabs running open in your mind, and you might have been pushing too hard at work or at school. Now, you need to allow yourself to be present and grateful for the current moment. Right now, you might be rushing to get things done, but taking a step back will help you recharge. During this holiday season, the sense of union and unity with your friends and family is really important, so be sure to enjoy those connections even in small ways.
The gift that is coming to you is a sense of peace and rest. You might not have had much downtime to focus inward on yourself, but this pause will allow you to take care of yourself so you’re ready for the next year. You might even be hibernating like a bear after the holiday and spend most time alone or with only a close circle of friends and family. This time is really about recuperation and self-care—so indulge yourself.
After Christmas expect steady movement and transformation through self discipline. You will be transforming how you approach the new year and might even set up new routines or schedules to follow. I see this as a chance for you to transform yourself and leave certain habits or ways of thinking behind. There will also be a shift in energy where you feel more stable and energized. Projects or personal goals will move forward steadily, but only with intention and purpose.
🎄 pile two
cards pulled: The High Priestess, Ace of Pentacles, 9 of Pentacles, The Fool, King of Swords, The Hermit
⭐️ possible astrology placements (sun/rising/moon): Libra, Gemini, Aquarius, Leo
❄️ channeled song: Christmas (Baby Please Come Home) —Mariah Carey
Wow! I really loved the energy of this pile. I can tell this pile is manifesting big things for the next year. The core message this season for my pile two’s is to trust your inner wisdom and abilities. You really are capable of creating or accomplishing whatever you set your mind to. And, you have the power to make them happen, so don’t be too doubtful yourself. If you feel called to create and tap into your creative spirit—creating art, dancing, diying, even tidying up or organizing for the next year—do it! These activities will not only clear the energy of the past year, but it will bring you closer to your inner self.
The gift that is coming is emotional fulfillment. You might have felt like you lack the ability, power, or resources, or perhaps you overlooked past opportunities offered. But, I see a change in that coming this Christmas. This year could highlight material independence. You will gain the confidence internally to see and act to achieve your goals.
What is forming after this holiday season is a leap of faith and wisdom. Some in this pile, are ready for a fresh new start and may want to start their own business or further their education. In addition, I do see some of applying to new jobs and internships over the next year. Either way, the process will unfold in a way that is aligned with your goals so be intentional with what you want from the next year.
🎄 pile three
cards pulled: The Star, Ace of Cups, Knight of Cups, 7 of Cups, The Empress, Death
⭐️ possible astrology placements (sun/rising/moon): Gemini, Cancer, Aries, Capricorn
❄️ channeled song: Santa Baby —Eartha Kitt
This pile has healed or is in the process of healing some sort of heartbreak or friendship breakup. The main message this season for you is hope and emotional healing. There may have been a feeling of being drained or overly stretched too thin, and this season is meant to encourage you to find joy and sense of adventure to connect with your inner child. You’re meant to connect with the things you loved whether that is dancing, hanging out with friends, or exploring new hobbies.
The gift that is coming to you is the opportunity to pursue a new romantic or platonic relationship or creative personal endeavors. There may even be some secret admirers in the mix. Your goal is to stay mentally sharp and decisive in determining what path is best to take as there is a risk to falling to past mistakes.
After this season creation and transformation are forming. This could mean a change in how you present yourself to others, or a glow up either mentally or physically like a change in hairstyle, wardrobe, or just acting more confidently into your own energy. As the Star and Empress represent nurturing yourself and embracing abundance while (Death) letting go of what no longer serves you emotionally.
🎄 pile four
cards pulled: 5 of Swords, 9 of Cups, The Hanged Man, The Star, 4 of Pentacles, 4 of Wands
⭐️ possible astrology placements (sun/rising/moon): Leo, Sagittarius, Virgo, Taurus
❄️ channeled song: Christmas Tree Farm —Taylor Swift
My pile four’s are moving away from what no longer serves them, or what others expected of them. This could involve moving away from some friendships, a career change, degree change, or a new direction entirely.
The gift that is coming for you is a new identity and new way approaching life. You are turning down expectations and saying no to things that don’t align with your values. There’s an emphasis on securing your own finances and your own happiness without being distracted by outside pressures. This isn’t about being selfish, but about establishing healthy boundaries. You are shifting perspectives on certain people in your life and allowing that insight to guide you. I don’t see this pile creating unnecessary conflict or cutting people out rashly, but just being really aware of the people around them.
What is forming after this holiday is truly beautiful. There is a sense of hope, happiness, unity with yourself. In the next year, you’ll be focused on chasing your dreams while building the life you truly want. I do see some in this pile building their own home or creating a foundation for the future.
🎄 pile five
cards pulled: 3 of Swords, The Tower, 2 of Swords Rx., Ace of Cups, King of Wands, 6 of Wands
⭐️ possible astrology placements (sun/rising/moon): Pisces, Virgo, Scorpio, Sagittarius
❄️ channeled song: It’s the Most Wonderful Time of the Year —Andy Williams
It seems this pile has gone through a lot recently or in the past months that has left you feeling less festive. I do want to say, though, that I am very proud of you. Similar to pile three, you have been through a lot—this could have been a loss of loved one, a breakup, or a job loss, something that really left you feeling helpless. I do feel there may have been many setbacks this year, things you wanted to accomplish this year, but couldn’t.
I want to reassure you that the coming holiday and new year will be better for you. The gift incoming for you is clarity, confidence, and healing. You will move with less confusion and more peace. Ace of Cups suggests emotional renewal and new connections or opportunities for love and friendship.
After the holidays, you might feel light and a sense of community around. You may feel a weight lifted, but remember don’t isolate yourself. There are many people around you ready to support you even if you don’t fully realize it. I also see next year for some of you to gain recognition for your hard work or fulfilling a final project. Next year will be a time to deepen your connections and be fully authentic to yourself.
🎄 pile six
cards pulled: Ace of Wands, 3 of Swords Rx., Ace of Cups, Death, Ace of Swords, Queen of Wands
⭐️ possible astrology placements (sun/rising/moon): Gemini, Aquarius, Taurus, Scorpio
❄️ channeled song: It’s Beginning to Look a Lot like Christmas —Michael Bublé
With this pile, there is a sense of healing and renewal. There may have been stagnation before, but now that energy has shifted into excitement and spark for a new adventure. The core message of this season is to enjoy yourself and get out there. Spend time with friends and family and try things you wouldn’t normally do. It’s about stepping out of your comfort zone and growing.
For what is forming during Christmas, there is a sense of nostalgia and healing. You are letting go of the past version of yourself while also wondering, “When is it my time?” You may be tired of endless daydreaming or boredom, wondering what’s next. The lesson is not to rush, but to allow yourself to feel and release the past so that a new chapter can open. Some of you may have just graduated or moved recently, as bringing a sense of wanting to reinvent yourself.
What is forming after the holidays is clarity and certainty about how you want to live your life and what you want to pursue. You are moving fast, but with confidence. You may also find that after the holidays, you become more in touch with your softer, feminine side, or there may be a new potential romantic interest may enter your life.
𖤓 Note: close your eyes, take a deep breath, & focus on the pile that you feel most drawn to—only take what resonates & leave the rest.
This is an intuitive reading—no cards were used, only guidance from energy.
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There is this profound sense of peace and tranquility that you provide to your future spouse’s soul. They feel completely at home with your presence. The energy between your souls is very tender and loving. It feels really heartwarming like camping by a cackling fire or a soft breeze brushing past your cheek.
There's a nostalgic quality as your soul allows all parts of them to feel protected and seen. Endless amount of trust and softness. It’s like they can let out a sigh and relax their shoulders when you're near. It’s the feeling of being married to your best friend and future spouse. For their soul is deeply comforted by yours.
Their soul likely recognizes you as their soul family; you could have shared past lives where you two were family, friends, or close confidants. There’s mutual understanding and balance like two puzzle pieces just fitting. The connection flows smoothly like water on a riverbank. It’s very grounding. Your soul melts their usual defenses.
Family could be very important and tied to your souls this lifetime, as I feel the energy of legacy where two souls come together to build a family. It’s very simple the way your souls interact with each other. It's a mutual and everlasting bond. It’s as if you were both cut from the same cloth and sewn together—two souls in perfect alignment.
🍂 Songs Channeled: “Amore Mio Aiutami”—Piero Piccioni // “So This Is Love” (Orchestral)—Never Land Orchestra
There is this wildfire chemistry between both of your souls. It’s a bit private to peek into, I feel like I’m intruding on something. Unlike pile one, it feels abrupt, I can feel this fire coming from my chest. This is a magnetic and karmic connection that feels meant to be.
It’s destiny for you to be in each other’s lives again and again in different forms. For some of you, it feels like coming home from a long journey, it’s exhilarating and different. It feels like a mentor and student dynamic that evolves each lifetime, where your souls learn and teach each other new lessons, new perspectives with major soul transformation. You both might rile a sense of spiritual awakenings in each other.
I feel a bit rushed where I have a lot to say yet there are no words coming out. It feels a bit heavy, like two souls carrying past wounds and unfinished business from the past.
You keep learning from each other to become stronger to handle the weight of this connection. You both are ambitious and creative souls who are constantly aiming higher. Reaching for higher education, higher status, seems to be your soul's frequency together, you both think what’s next? What will we achieve in the next lifetime?
It’s this fire and drive that keeps your souls circling back to each other one life time after the other. It’s a bond that demands power and resilience.
🍂 Songs Channeled: “L’amore dice ciao”—Armando Travajoli // “The World We Knew (Over and Over)”—Living Strings Plus Trumpet
There is this feeling of guidance and eternal love between you two. You’ve come together in this lifetime to be each other’s guides and mirrors of kindness and stability. There’s this sense of carrying one another’s burdens and balancing each other. Your souls connect with a sense of deep familiarity and something else I cannot explain. But, it feels very unique and true to only your bond.
They feel your soul as something rare and cherished, almost as if you’ve been family before. What binds your souls together is generosity. Both of you are givers at heart, and though your souls come from different places, you’ve built a home together. I am imagining baby squirrels snuggling together in their nest laying on top of each other crammed, but at peace.
Your souls are on the same frequency. To others, the connection may look mismatched and different, but what holds you together is undeniable. Your values and mission are aligned especially in your shared pull towards helping and giving to others.
Their soul feels free yet at home. You help them see new perspectives and experience life to the fullest not with rose colored glasses—with realness. There is friction and conflict they feel, but it isn’t a flaw—just a part of both your soul’s growth. With you, they find themselves becoming a better soul partner because of your guidance and love.
The Energy Signature of Your FS in Dream Realm | pick-a-card ☁️
how does your future spouse feel in the dream realm? how do they look ? how do they act ? and, why do they visit ?
(hello, for this reading i am using a self-made oracle method involving letter + number divination. each pull is random, but often confirms letter or initials of names, dates, places, or energetic signs tied to the person or their counterpart. if these happen to resonate with you that is confirmation, and if doesn’t, do not worry as this is a general pac.
—enjoy the reading!)
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**Note: close your eyes, take a deep breath, & focus on the pile or two that you feel most drawn to. only take what resonates & leave what doesn’t :)) **
🪡 Pile I. > 🎐Pile II. > 🫧 Pile III.
౨ৎ Pile I.
⟡ cards pulled: Eight of Swords, Seven of Pentacles (rx), Knight of Wands, Seven of Cups (rx), Four of Cups (rx)
𓍯 How They Feel in the Dream World 𓂃
Your future spouse is in their own world, living, dealing with life itself. Their energy is distant, but potent. In dreams, it feels like navigating a damp, dark forest with heavy mist and smoke only lit by the moonlight. They are like a memory you can’t remember nor shake. Because of how swords and cups interact in this spread you feel everything. Their touches are light, almost invisible like someone trying to touch you through a curtain. It's chilling. Melancholic. The type of touch to make goosebumps with the heat of their energy. They are in their own mental confinement jail—their doubts, fears, and past barricading them. A part of them wants to connect, but their mind stops them. The dream with your spouse can feel like a fever dream rather than a reunion because of the lack of grounding energy. The dream is a liminal space between reality and astral.
𓍯 How They Look or Appear in Dreams 𓂃
In the dream world, your future spouse is an impatient person—one who doesn’t know when to step forward or wait. For them, it's a balancing act, a push and pull. When they appear, there’s a haze of wanting and not wanting. Because of this dynamic they might hold off on meeting you in the dream realm. This can be an interesting connection to bounce off of, because of the hot and cold energy that causes their appearance to be fragments and blurry. In dreams, their appearance will be flashes of their hair or eyes or hands. They are very much like the wind, they creep into your dreams one day, then next, they disappear.
𓍯 How They Act in the Dreams 𓂃
Your future spouse acts impulsive, but very direct. They act with blunt confidence and straightforward precision. The Seven of Cups (rx) is just them showing up in full force, they melt illusions and filters down the drain. With the way they show up, you will notice their actions are larger than words. For some of you, your future spouse will have a naturally commanding voice or strong masculine presence in dreams.
𓍯 Why They Visit You 𓂃
When your spouse comes to visit you, it's an intense one. They come quickly before the ego can rationalize. They float into your dreams intentionally to wake you. Not in a romantic way, but in a way that makes you question. Think. Your future spouse mirrors your inner knowing. Your High Priestess.
♥ Extra Confirmation: life path/birthday/date: 7, 4, 8, 3, 9 · initials/letters: M, O, R, A, S, T, P, N, W = from self-made oracle & intuitive pull, 888, 444, foggy forest saw during channeling
౨ৎ Pile II.
⟡ cards pulled: Eight of Pentacles, Ace of Wands (rx), Knight of Pentacles (rx), King of Wands, Two of Pentacles, & Seven of Pentacles
𓍯 How They Feel in the Dream World 𓂃
Your spouse’s energy is earthy. They feel as earthy as walking through sand as the waves ripple along the shore. A certain image I got in my head trying to describe their energy—it's an artisan working day and night perfecting his craft. This imagery might resonate with some of you, but if it doesn’t, just understand that your future spouse’s energy is hardworking, but also self reliant and focused. In the dream, their presence is mostly about physical senses—touch, smell, and hearing. Their touch is rough. A hand on your shoulder. A firm hug. Their scent will be like redwoods, grounded yet fresh. An intuitive nudge I have, is that they could have some earth placements (Capricorn, Virgo, Taurus) in their big three with the amount of pentacles in this spread.
𓍯 How They Look or Appear in Dreams 𓂃
Your future spouse doesn’t come into your dreams suddenly. It’s a constant build up, like construction of a house. With Ace of Wands (rx), there is this delayed spark when it comes to finally connecting with them in the dream realm. It’s a journey. At first, there will be a little clue—a sudden smell or touch. You might have multiple dreams before you can grasp them fully. But, when you do finally connect, their presence is how they feel. It's a balanced connection, a scale evenly weighted.
𓍯 How They Act in the Dreams 𓂃
Your future spouse is steady. Intentional. But, they have an edge and the drive to achieve what they want. That ambition might not be all fast and impulsive, but it’s the authority and structure about them. They might struggle with starting something or committing to an idea, but when they get to it, they achieve it no matter how long it takes. They charge forward and keep an even pace.
𓍯 Why They Visit You 𓂃
Your future spouse visits you to remind you of patience and balance; and that you will receive what you desire even if it feels like there’s always reconstruction happening. They come into your dreams as an energy to anchor with your guides.
♥ Extra Confirmation: birthday/life path/date: 2, 8, 7, 3 · initials/letters: A, S, T, E, Q, U, P, N, W = from self made oracle & tarot, red string/ribbon, ravens, ocean tides = two of pentacles card image showed up with crashing waves, saw 5:55 during channeling,
౨ৎ Pile III.
⟡ cards pulled: The Moon (rx), King of Wands, King of Cups (rx), Seven of Swords, Five of Pentacles (rx)
𓍯 How They Feel in the Dream World 𓂃
Your future spouse’s energy in the dream world feels unveiled. The connection is deep within the seas of the subconscious. You get intuitive messages, thoughts, dreams from them without 3D relation. Their energy bleeds into yours. A sudden thought transmits into theirs and vice versa. Not always. But, when channeled correctly at the right frequency. They feel like the cool breeze that hits your face when you hike to the top of the mountain. It’s liberating. It’s raw. They see the unseen not with their eyes, but with their spirit. You will notice they don’t feel just the skin, they see the skeleton.
𓍯 How They Look or Appear in Dreams 𓂃
Your future spouse has a sharp and distinct look about them. Their appearance is a striking one. They give that bold, commanding, visionary spirit. They will have a unique appearance in the dream—tattoos, piercings, birthmark, mole(s) or even different colored hair. They might not even appear as themself, they could wear the face of a person you know or come as an animal. Whales, stingray, sea creatures came to mind. They present themselves as this self assured leader or guide. And, when they enter your dreams, it’s with the same level of passion and determination as their appearance. It’s a rush. A mystery. A rollercoaster ride. You might not even remember the dream, but it seeps into the subconscious.
𓍯 How They Act in the Dreams 𓂃
There is conflict with how they present themselves and act. Your future spouse makes an appearance dramatically, but has a sneaky way of acting. They hide themselves and peer into the corner of your dreams. They do not interfere, and allow the flow. They like testing, watching, not knowing how to approach. They might act aloof while hiding behind a cloak of feelings unaware how to process it.
𓍯 Why They Visit You 𓂃
When your spouse comes to pay you a visit, it's in the moments where you least expect. However, the five is about change, freedom, and curiosity, but it’s also about restlessness, inconsistency, and excess. They don’t come to fix your problems, but they come in to redirect you even if it means hiding behind a veil and pulling strings in silence.
♥ Extra Confirmation: life path/birthday/date: 14, 12, 2, 5, 7, 3 · initials/letters D, E, N, A, Y, P, H, J = from self-made oracle & intuitive nudge, mountain & cool breeze channeled from meditation, saw 1:11, 10:10 while channeling reading
🌙✨ Hello loves! I am cherwi & welcome to my very first tarot pick-a-card post. Today, we’re diving deep into the vibes of your future wedding. 💍🤍
I’m here to grow and share, so respectful feedback is super welcome! Let’s keep it kind and supportive—criticism, yes; disrespect, no. 💕 🙏
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**Note: This is a collective reading, take what resonates & leave what doesn’t. Take a deep breath & close your eyes. Try to pick one pile or two that you are the most drawn to…**
Pile I > Pile II. > Pile III.
౨ৎ PILE I.
🎧 Songs: Ordinary —Alex Warren (wedding version) & Love Story —Taylor Swift
✧ Cards Pulled:
Seven of Swords, Six of Pentacles (rx)
Four of Swords (rx)
Two of Wands (rx), Eight of Pentacles, Ace of Swords (rx)
The Sun, The Hanged Man, Knight of Swords (rx)
Ten of Wands (rx)
Queen of Pentacles
The Devil (rx)
…
I got so emotional during this pile. So you, your spouse, or people at your wedding are going to be really emotional; this is such a happy and loving moment. When I was shuffling for this group the cards came out so smooth, smoother than any other pile. There might be someone saying “FINALLY.”
Because this wedding has been long awaited. Your wedding is a merge of two families, both families could have offered their support with wedding preparations or might have been so happy to witness your guys union. Your marriage, your love was rooted for, shipped even, maybe cried over.
I am envisioning a beautiful Catholic Church or chapel, cottage core greenery, lace, a white dress with a very long train, classy bun with pearls. This wedding is not a chill event. This is a wedding people have fought and prepared for. People have been praying, manifesting, crying in group chats about this love and preparing until midnight for. There may have been delays, but now it’s go-time. Everyone is buzzing with excitement.
Your spouse is absolutely floored by your beauty and appearance. The Sun shows they are glowing—maybe crying, laughing, and stunned by you. They had to surrender to loves timing and maybe there were doubts along the way but this wedding is reaffirmation of everything. They are not rushing this moment. From the moment you walk down the aisle, they want to slow time down; they want to memorize everything about this moment. Your genuine smile. Your dress. The way your eyes beam with happiness and tears.
You in this moment are finally putting the weight of planning, the pressure, the “will this happen?” fears. You feel relieved, open, and ready to receive the work you’ve done. At your wedding, you are enjoying, loving, and living in the moment. Your wedding venue is classy, timeless, luxurious in a grounded natural way. You’re near a garden estate, vineyard, or old chapel. The energy is mature, abundant, and feminine. Think lace, florals, hand tied bouquets, and maybe a family heirloom is involved.
A standout moment in your wedding could be the both of you releasing fears, insecurities, control, or karmic patterns. You guys are choosing love over fear. This wedding didn’t plan itself. There were decisions, sacrifices, late night tears. Maybe detours or years of distance. But, the Eight of Pentacles says you kept working and kept hoping. Now, you guys aren’t just speaking truth and wishing for love, your living the hell out of it. This is the kind of wedding where people will sob before the ceremony even starts. The connection is so obviously real, the love is so pure and undeniable that it softens even the most cynical guest. There’s classical music playing while petals float in the breeze, your person looking at you like your the miracle and star they wished for. This pile is for the lovers who almost gave up love, but didn’t.
౨ৎ PILE II.
🎧 Songs: Love Story —Indila, If You Love Me for Me —Barbie, We Can’t Be Friends (Orchestral)—Ariana Grande
✧ Cards Pulled:
Death, Two of Cups (rx), Three of Pentacles
Five of Wands, Nine of Swords (rx), Eight of Pentacles (rx), The Devil
The Chariot (rx), The Fool
Knight of Cups (rx), Three of Wands, Knight of Swords (rx), Judgement (sideways)
King of Pentacles, Five of Swords
Queen of Wands (rx), The Lovers
…
OKAY. This wedding is giving luxury & glam. This is the type of wedding that is going to be extravagant and beautiful. I’m envisioning destination wedding, diamonds, fireworks, candle lights and soft ocean breeze. It’s romantic and cinematic quality. It could be a instagram worthy wedding so I wouldn’t be surprised by the guests hoarding the bathroom taking mirror selfies. This could be a coastal or international destination— someplace where the wind is cool and warm and the sunset like liquid gold as you hold hands with your spouse while walking the beach.
The family might have had opinions on the relationship or some drama, but it ends in awe of your wedding. You could have a huge diamond ring or unique ring. Perhaps the style of the wedding and venue is extra. I’m seeing a lot of diamonds and lace embroidery with pearls on the dress. There could be a lot of people at the wedding—you or the groom or both could have big families or could invite a lot of people. This wedding is quite cinematic—it’s like the K-drama finale or Bollywood wedding extravaganza—there could be a bit of drama behind the scenes regarding you guys or the wedding itself. It’s like tension and passion wrapped in bow. You guys are the type of couple who has worked hard on their relationship or on the future/legacy you want to build together. It’s giving power couple that have fought through some chaos, generational patterns, have rebuilt themselves for this union. For you guys, the wedding is a new chapter that is leaving the past behind. This isn’t some love story, it was earned by both.
Your spouse could have been through some rough patches in their life or even in the relationship or could have had internal battles. They could have wanted to rush healing, but they learned that real love is takes time and is built upon not burned through.
You on the other hand are taking a leap of faith. You may have hesitated at times unsure of where this relationship was going, but you chose to surrender and trust the process or path. You’ve learned to let go of needing control and just trust your intuition or the risk that followed to get into this union.
Someone (maybe your spouse) could have had this big moment during the wedding perhaps a speech, an action that shows you are their person, their only person. There might have been a little family tension that was bubbling under or maybe some guests that were raising their eyebrows, but the King of Wheels shows security. Your spouse chose you publicly and proudly. You might have dimmed your light in the past, felt unchosen, or told your “too much.” But this union mirrors back to you, this union was meant to happen even if some things didn’t go to plan. You and your spouse could mirror each other in many ways. While I was channeling for this reading clumps of cards were coming out. That told me there are A LOT of layers to this wedding/union maybe its expectation, secrets, karma, family, or love. But, this wedding is the wedding of the century, you guys are the couple that chose each other against odds and other people’s nosy expectations and opinions.
౨ৎ PILE III.
🎧 Songs: Video Games—Lana Del Rey & My Love Mine All Mine—Mitsuki
✧ Cards Pulled:
Seven of Swords, Six of Pentacles (rx)
The Hermit, Eight of Pentacles
Three of Cups
Six of Wands (rx), The Devil (rx), Eight of Swords (rx), Three of Pentacles, Death (rx)
Ace of Wands, Five of Swords (rx), Six of Cups (rx)
Ten of Wands, King of Swords (rx), King of Pentacles, Two of Swords (rx), Strength (rx)
Page of Pentacles, Knight of Pentacles (rx)
…
Before I started this reading I had the belief that this was a super traditional pile, but there’s something interesting going on here. I was sensing traditional, but now there’s something more. It giving Hollywood classic, who eloped you know? Right off the bat, I thinking this is wedding happened in someone’s garden or someone’s house. If not that, it’s a small intimate place, like local church or chapel. The wedding reminds me of a ceremony under string lights and ivy green fences behind a family house. Or even a courthouse with matching rings and then a road trip at sunset, lol.
When it came time to shuffle for this group, the cards took forever to come out and when they did it was direct and intentional messages coming through. You guys communicate in a very mature and straightforward way, every word exchanged is intentional and honest. You guys are the type of couple that don’t say much, but your silences shared are charged—it’s telepathic. You guys are able to give each other one look across the room and the other just understands.
The wedding itself is very intentional not performative. You guys are inwardly focused nothing and no one causes you guys stress. You guys are not trying to impress anyone, it’s about the vows, the soul agreement, and your love.
Your spouse during the wedding is overtaken with joy, they are soft and glowing with the way they look at you. Their gaze at you is warm and cozy; you guys have finally found home in one another. At the wedding, there may be a small group of friends/family and they’re watching your spouse be more at peace than they’ve ever been. They have that beaming smile, starry eyes, glass of champagne, and a hand never leaving your waist.
You on the other hand feel freedom. Maybe you never felt truly seen before, but you feel happy. You likely have broken free of toxic cycles, relationships, or even self-doubt. But, now you have chosen to be with someone who wants to build something real with you. Death Rx. shows that you are still learning to let the old pain go, but this union helps hold you.
The wedding is at a unexpected location, or private. You guys chosen passion over the tradition so you guys could have eloped. Or the place could be tied to your childhood or some nostalgia. There’s something imperfect with the venue, like no one cares about looks. The wedding is real and raw. Think someone’s hair is out of place or soft rain sprinkling at unexpected times.
A stand out moment at your guys wedding could be someone breaking down emotionally, spiritually. Maybe one of you guys was unsure at first or when you guys first got together. Maybe there was fear of committing, but in that moment—maybe the vows or just a look —a wall breaks and you or they chooses the union. There might be divine masculine healing going on. One of you guys lets go of pride and the other silence. This union was a seed planted slowly with love. The journey might have not been flashy or fast, but it’s eternal and it’s been eternal. You are a couple that have been soulmates for many lifetimes, your relationship is karmic, but it’s comforting and healing. This could’ve been a relationship where one might’ve carried more baggage than the other or maybe one put more effort than the other, but in the end, you both help each other and carry the load together. Twin flame or soulmate vibes. You guys could have been arranged marriage in the past life, lol. This is a wedding that people who have gotten the chance to witness will talk about years later. It’s love that grows root not just vines—its steady, private, and eternal. It’s bittersweet and romantic in a way that most will not understand, but they don't have to because you do.
🔔 ✨ Note: this is a timeless reading; close your eyes, take a deep breath, & focus on one to two piles that you feel most drawn to—remember don’t over think & just use your intuition. . .
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🎄Happy Holidays everyone! We actually hit 200 followers a while back, and I never got the chance to properly say thank you—so THANK YOU! 💛 I’m so grateful for all the love and support on my PACs it really means a lot. I hope you all get some good rest before the new year. See you in 2026! ✨
🎄 pile one
cards pulled: The Hierophant, 4 of Wands Rx., Knight of Pentacles, King of Cups, 4 of Swords, Death
⭐️ possible astrology placements (sun/rising/moon): Aries, Capricorn, Cancer, Libra
❄️ channeled song: Rudolph The Red Nosed Reindeer —Gene Autry
I had to redo this pile so many times because I felt like I wasn’t doing the reading right. You might be a perfectionist or an over thinker at heart, and honestly, the universe is just nudging you to a break. The main message this season for you is to relax and feel a sense of ease. There’s too many tabs running open in your mind, and you might have been pushing too hard at work or at school. Now, you need to allow yourself to be present and grateful for the current moment. Right now, you might be rushing to get things done, but taking a step back will help you recharge. During this holiday season, the sense of union and unity with your friends and family is really important, so be sure to enjoy those connections even in small ways.
The gift that is coming to you is a sense of peace and rest. You might not have had much downtime to focus inward on yourself, but this pause will allow you to take care of yourself so you’re ready for the next year. You might even be hibernating like a bear after the holiday and spend most time alone or with only a close circle of friends and family. This time is really about recuperation and self-care—so indulge yourself.
After Christmas expect steady movement and transformation through self discipline. You will be transforming how you approach the new year and might even set up new routines or schedules to follow. I see this as a chance for you to transform yourself and leave certain habits or ways of thinking behind. There will also be a shift in energy where you feel more stable and energized. Projects or personal goals will move forward steadily, but only with intention and purpose.
🎄 pile two
cards pulled: The High Priestess, Ace of Pentacles, 9 of Pentacles, The Fool, King of Swords, The Hermit
⭐️ possible astrology placements (sun/rising/moon): Libra, Gemini, Aquarius, Leo
❄️ channeled song: Christmas (Baby Please Come Home) —Mariah Carey
Wow! I really loved the energy of this pile. I can tell this pile is manifesting big things for the next year. The core message this season for my pile two’s is to trust your inner wisdom and abilities. You really are capable of creating or accomplishing whatever you set your mind to. And, you have the power to make them happen, so don’t be too doubtful yourself. If you feel called to create and tap into your creative spirit—creating art, dancing, diying, even tidying up or organizing for the next year—do it! These activities will not only clear the energy of the past year, but it will bring you closer to your inner self.
The gift that is coming is emotional fulfillment. You might have felt like you lack the ability, power, or resources, or perhaps you overlooked past opportunities offered. But, I see a change in that coming this Christmas. This year could highlight material independence. You will gain the confidence internally to see and act to achieve your goals.
What is forming after this holiday season is a leap of faith and wisdom. Some in this pile, are ready for a fresh new start and may want to start their own business or further their education. In addition, I do see some of applying to new jobs and internships over the next year. Either way, the process will unfold in a way that is aligned with your goals so be intentional with what you want from the next year.
🎄 pile three
cards pulled: The Star, Ace of Cups, Knight of Cups, 7 of Cups, The Empress, Death
⭐️ possible astrology placements (sun/rising/moon): Gemini, Cancer, Aries, Capricorn
❄️ channeled song: Santa Baby —Eartha Kitt
This pile has healed or is in the process of healing some sort of heartbreak or friendship breakup. The main message this season for you is hope and emotional healing. There may have been a feeling of being drained or overly stretched too thin, and this season is meant to encourage you to find joy and sense of adventure to connect with your inner child. You’re meant to connect with the things you loved whether that is dancing, hanging out with friends, or exploring new hobbies.
The gift that is coming to you is the opportunity to pursue a new romantic or platonic relationship or creative personal endeavors. There may even be some secret admirers in the mix. Your goal is to stay mentally sharp and decisive in determining what path is best to take as there is a risk to falling to past mistakes.
After this season creation and transformation are forming. This could mean a change in how you present yourself to others, or a glow up either mentally or physically like a change in hairstyle, wardrobe, or just acting more confidently into your own energy. As the Star and Empress represent nurturing yourself and embracing abundance while (Death) letting go of what no longer serves you emotionally.
🎄 pile four
cards pulled: 5 of Swords, 9 of Cups, The Hanged Man, The Star, 4 of Pentacles, 4 of Wands
⭐️ possible astrology placements (sun/rising/moon): Leo, Sagittarius, Virgo, Taurus
❄️ channeled song: Christmas Tree Farm —Taylor Swift
My pile four’s are moving away from what no longer serves them, or what others expected of them. This could involve moving away from some friendships, a career change, degree change, or a new direction entirely.
The gift that is coming for you is a new identity and new way approaching life. You are turning down expectations and saying no to things that don’t align with your values. There’s an emphasis on securing your own finances and your own happiness without being distracted by outside pressures. This isn’t about being selfish, but about establishing healthy boundaries. You are shifting perspectives on certain people in your life and allowing that insight to guide you. I don’t see this pile creating unnecessary conflict or cutting people out rashly, but just being really aware of the people around them.
What is forming after this holiday is truly beautiful. There is a sense of hope, happiness, unity with yourself. In the next year, you’ll be focused on chasing your dreams while building the life you truly want. I do see some in this pile building their own home or creating a foundation for the future.
🎄 pile five
cards pulled: 3 of Swords, The Tower, 2 of Swords Rx., Ace of Cups, King of Wands, 6 of Wands
⭐️ possible astrology placements (sun/rising/moon): Pisces, Virgo, Scorpio, Sagittarius
❄️ channeled song: It’s the Most Wonderful Time of the Year —Andy Williams
It seems this pile has gone through a lot recently or in the past months that has left you feeling less festive. I do want to say, though, that I am very proud of you. Similar to pile three, you have been through a lot—this could have been a loss of loved one, a breakup, or a job loss, something that really left you feeling helpless. I do feel there may have been many setbacks this year, things you wanted to accomplish this year, but couldn’t.
I want to reassure you that the coming holiday and new year will be better for you. The gift incoming for you is clarity, confidence, and healing. You will move with less confusion and more peace. Ace of Cups suggests emotional renewal and new connections or opportunities for love and friendship.
After the holidays, you might feel light and a sense of community around. You may feel a weight lifted, but remember don’t isolate yourself. There are many people around you ready to support you even if you don’t fully realize it. I also see next year for some of you to gain recognition for your hard work or fulfilling a final project. Next year will be a time to deepen your connections and be fully authentic to yourself.
🎄 pile six
cards pulled: Ace of Wands, 3 of Swords Rx., Ace of Cups, Death, Ace of Swords, Queen of Wands
⭐️ possible astrology placements (sun/rising/moon): Gemini, Aquarius, Taurus, Scorpio
❄️ channeled song: It’s Beginning to Look a Lot like Christmas —Michael Bublé
With this pile, there is a sense of healing and renewal. There may have been stagnation before, but now that energy has shifted into excitement and spark for a new adventure. The core message of this season is to enjoy yourself and get out there. Spend time with friends and family and try things you wouldn’t normally do. It’s about stepping out of your comfort zone and growing.
For what is forming during Christmas, there is a sense of nostalgia and healing. You are letting go of the past version of yourself while also wondering, “When is it my time?” You may be tired of endless daydreaming or boredom, wondering what’s next. The lesson is not to rush, but to allow yourself to feel and release the past so that a new chapter can open. Some of you may have just graduated or moved recently, as bringing a sense of wanting to reinvent yourself.
What is forming after the holidays is clarity and certainty about how you want to live your life and what you want to pursue. You are moving fast, but with confidence. You may also find that after the holidays, you become more in touch with your softer, feminine side, or there may be a new potential romantic interest may enter your life.
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˗ˏˋ Being a Writer Indicators ˎˊ˗
⭑.ᐟ In Natal Chart:
⟢ Virgo/ Capricorn/ Gemini/ Pisces in Big 3 (Sun/ Moon/ Rising)
⟢ Sun/ Moon/ Rising being in 3°/15°/27°
⟢ Sun/ Moon/ Mercury in 6°/ 18°
⟢ Gemini MC/ 3°, 15°, 27° over MC
⟢ Mercury 3H/ 6H/ 10H
⟢ Mercury conjunct MC Line
⟢ 10H Ruler is Mercury in 3H/ 6H/ 10H
⟢ 6H/ 10H Ruler in Gemini
⟢ 10H/ 6H Ruler in 4H (perhaps working from home, and most of writers work from their own home)
⟢ 3H/ 5H Ruler is Mercury in 6H/ 10H
⟢ Jupiter 3H + Ruler of the 3H is Mercury in the 5H/ 6H/ 10H
⟢ 3H Ruler in 10H/ 6H
⟢ 10H/ 6H Ruler is in 3°/15°/27°
⟢ Jupiter 7H/9H
⟢ Sagittarius in Big 3/Mercury
⭑.ᐟ In MC Persona Chart:
⟢ Gemini MC or 3°/15°/27° on MC line
⟢ Mercury being the ruler of the MC
⟢ 3H Ruler in the 10H/ 6H
⟢ MC Ruler conjunct Mercury
⟢ 10H Ruler in Gemini/ 3H
⟢ Mercury 3H/ 6H/ 10H
⟢ Leo Rising in this case means your name will be very famous as a writer. People will remember your pieces of writing as much as your name.
⟢ Jupiter conjunct your MC line or conjunct the ruler of your MC can mean you'll be very famous for one of your piece of writing, it will be an eternal loved novel.
˗ˏˋ By Genres Indicators ˎˊ˗
⤷ ゛Please note that those indicators can only work if you already have indicators of being a writer in your Natal Chart and MC PC. ˎˊ˗
⌞Fantasy⌝ ⌞Science Fiction⌝
Examples used: J.R.R.Tolkien, Georges R.R.Martin, J.K. Rowling, Ray Bradbury.
⭑.ᐟ In Natal Chart:
⟢ Aquarius MC or 11°/23° on MC Line
⟢ Mercury conjunct/ sextile/ trine Neptune
⟢ 9H Ruler in 3H
⟢ Pisces MC or 12°/24° on MC line
⟢ Neptune conjunct MC Line
⟢ Mercury conjunct/ sextile/ trine Uranus
⟢ MC Ruler being 0° could mean you can create a piece of writing so original or so outstanding people will compare other writings with yours (ex: Georges R.R. Martin + J.R.R. Tolkien)
⟢ 10H/ 6H Ruler in 11H
⭑.ᐟ In MC Persona Chart:
⟢ Ruler of the MC being in the 9H/ Sagittarius (telling stories about an epic world, that doesn't exist, that is "far away", telling stories that is about morals and ethics, etc.), you can also make the reader learn something about morals and ethic through your writing.
⟢ Neptune 10H/ 6H/ 3H (telling stories that is from an imaginary world, imagination rules strongly in this placement).
⟢ J.R.R.Tolkien has Gemini MC 3°, the ruler being Mercury is in Taurus, and the Lord of the Ring is a novel that takes place often in Nature.
⟢ Mars being the ruler of your MC in this case can mean you'll write a lot about wars, rulers and their disputes, blood and revolutions.
⟢ Aquarius MC/ Aquarius Mercury/ or the ruler of your MC being in Aquarius can mean you'll write about a world that doesn't exist, or the world you write about will be insanely precise despite it may not exist at all. A lot of imagination.
⌞Romance⌝
Examples used: Jane Austen, Charlotte Brontë, Sarah J. Mass
⭑.ᐟ In Natal Chart:
⟢ Mercury conjunct/ sextile/ trine Venus
⟢ Mercury conjunct Venus in 10H/ 6H/ 3H
⟢ Cancer or Pisces MC or 4°/12°/16°/24°/28° on MC line
⟢ 10H Ruler in 7H
⟢ Libra/ 7°, 19° in Big 3
⟢ Pisces/ 12°, 24° in Big 3
⟢ 5H/ 7H Ruler in 10H/ 6H or conjunct MC line
⭑.ᐟ In MC Persona Chart:
⟢ Rising ruler being in Libra/ 7H
⟢ 10H Ruler being in Libra/ 7H or conjunct Venus
⟢ Venus Gemini/ 3H/ 3°,15°,27°
⟢ Planets in 5H/ 7H
⟢ 5H/ 7H in Gemini
⟢ 3H Libra
⟢ Mercury being in Libra/ 7H/ Cancer
⟢ Venus in Cancer/ 4H
⟢ Moon Gemini/ 3H or Libra/ 7H or Taurus (Romance being the center of your needs for writing, emotions as well, the readers will need to feel the emotions)
⟢ Virgo or Capricorn Rising
⟢ Venus in 5H or 7H
⟢ Sun 7H or 5H
⟢ Cancer/ Pisces/ Libra in Big 3
⌞Children Books⌝
Examples used: J.K. Rowling
⭑.ᐟ In Natal Chart:
⟢ Mercury 5H
⟢ 3H Ruler in 5H
⟢ 5H Ruler in 3H
⟢ 6H/10H Ruler in 5H (Ruler is Mercury in this case)
⟢ 5H Ruler conjunct Neptune (imagination is used with your link with Children)
⟢ Mercury 5H + 5H Ruler conjunct Neptune (same case as before, but you literally tell story for children)
⟢ 5H Ruler is Moon in 3°, 15° or 27°
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There’s a version of you that already made it the one who has weathered the storms, learned the lessons, and found peace on the other side. That version of you has seen it all: the heartbreaks, the triumphs, the nights you didn’t think you’d make it through. And from across the invisible threads of time, your future self reaches out now offering whispers of wisdom, reassurance, and truth. This isn’t a message from the stars; it’s a message from you the part of your soul that knows you’re destined to rise, no matter how heavy the moment feels right now. So take a breath, let your heart settle, and choose the pile that pulls at your spirit. The guidance you need is already within you this is simply the echo of your own light calling you home.
Pile 1
You’ve been holding so much for so long, carrying responsibilities, memories, and unspoken pain that no one else can see. It’s like walking through a storm that never ends but your future self wants you to know it does end. And when it does, the air will feel different. Lighter. Clearer. The battles you’re fighting now are not proof that you’re cursed with hardship; they’re proof that you’re still in the process of becoming the person who can hold the kind of peace you’ve always wanted. Strength isn’t about being untouched by struggle it’s about learning to rise despite it.
Right now, you might feel like you’re constantly fighting to stay afloat in work, in love, in self-belief. You’ve been pouring your energy into everything around you, often forgetting that you also deserve care, too. But this chapter isn’t about survival anymore; it’s about grounding yourself in worthiness. Your future self wants you to know that all the pain you’ve endured is slowly shaping into wisdom. Every time you picked yourself back up, even when no one saw it, you built something unbreakable within you. You’ve learned to trust your resilience and soon, you’ll realize it’s enough to carry you forward without needing to prove anything to anyone.
In the future, you’ll look back and see that the storm never broke you it cleared the path. You’ll feel stability, a sense of belonging, and the deep peace that comes from knowing you earned your way there with patience and persistence. The people who couldn’t stay, the moments that hurt to lose they weren’t detours; they were part of the refining. Keep moving. You’re almost standing on the other side of everything that once made you feel small.
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Pile 2
Your future self is proud of you not because of what you’ve accomplished, but because of how you’ve kept showing up even when the outcome wasn’t certain. You’ve been working tirelessly, building piece by piece, often wondering if any of it will lead somewhere meaningful. It will. Every small, unseen effort has been stacking up into something solid and lasting. You might not see the full picture yet, but it’s forming behind the scenes, and soon, it’ll make sense why you had to learn patience and trust in timing.
Right now, you may feel torn between wanting control and needing to surrender. You’ve done so much followed the rules, made the plans, held yourself accountable and yet, sometimes it still feels like the results don’t match the effort. But your future self knows that the timing isn’t off; it’s sacred. The foundation you’re building now will hold a life of abundance, security, and emotional stability, but only because you took the time to construct it with care instead of haste. You’re not falling behind; you’re aligning with longevity.
There will be moments in your future when you’ll smile at how much you once worried about getting it right. You’ll see that your growth wasn’t about perfection it was about consistency. The right people, opportunities, and moments will meet you halfway when you’re no longer overextending yourself to earn them. You’re learning that peace and prosperity can coexist, that success doesn’t require losing your softness. Keep nurturing what matters and release what drains you. You’re not just creating a life you’re creating a legacy of self-trust and quiet strength that will carry you for decades.
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Pile 3
Your future self remembers this version of you the one who doubts, who wonders if healing ever truly ends, who still feels echoes of old pain that resurface when life grows quiet. They remember how hard it was to hold faith when everything felt uncertain. But they want you to know: the hope you think you’ve lost never actually left. It’s been waiting, quietly, beneath the weight of your fears, ready to rise again when you finally stop fighting yourself.
You’ve been through moments that cracked you open, where loss felt permanent and joy felt far away. But those moments also taught you how to sit with yourself, how to face truth without flinching. That’s courage the kind most people never reach. The stillness you feel now, that in-between space where nothing seems to move, isn’t punishment; it’s recalibration. You’re being prepared for something that requires your heart to be open again, and that takes time. Healing has no deadline, but every day you choose to stay present in your own life, you move closer to the version of you who has already found peace.
In that future, you’ve built something beautiful from everything that once broke you. There’s love that feels steady, friendships that feel real, and a purpose that gives your days rhythm and meaning. You’ll no longer chase closure from the past you’ll create it simply by living differently. The pain won’t vanish, but it will soften into wisdom. And when you look back, you’ll see that all along, you weren’t losing pieces of yourself you were simply shedding what couldn’t stay. Your future self is proud of you for still believing, even when belief feels fragile. That faith will carry you home.
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𖤓 Note: close your eyes, take a deep breath, & focus on the pile that you feel most drawn to—only take what resonates & leave the rest.
This is an intuitive reading—no cards were used, only guidance from energy.
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There is this profound sense of peace and tranquility that you provide to your future spouse’s soul. They feel completely at home with your presence. The energy between your souls is very tender and loving. It feels really heartwarming like camping by a cackling fire or a soft breeze brushing past your cheek.
There's a nostalgic quality as your soul allows all parts of them to feel protected and seen. Endless amount of trust and softness. It’s like they can let out a sigh and relax their shoulders when you're near. It’s the feeling of being married to your best friend and future spouse. For their soul is deeply comforted by yours.
Their soul likely recognizes you as their soul family; you could have shared past lives where you two were family, friends, or close confidants. There’s mutual understanding and balance like two puzzle pieces just fitting. The connection flows smoothly like water on a riverbank. It’s very grounding. Your soul melts their usual defenses.
Family could be very important and tied to your souls this lifetime, as I feel the energy of legacy where two souls come together to build a family. It’s very simple the way your souls interact with each other. It's a mutual and everlasting bond. It’s as if you were both cut from the same cloth and sewn together—two souls in perfect alignment.
🍂 Songs Channeled: “Amore Mio Aiutami”—Piero Piccioni // “So This Is Love” (Orchestral)—Never Land Orchestra
There is this wildfire chemistry between both of your souls. It’s a bit private to peek into, I feel like I’m intruding on something. Unlike pile one, it feels abrupt, I can feel this fire coming from my chest. This is a magnetic and karmic connection that feels meant to be.
It’s destiny for you to be in each other’s lives again and again in different forms. For some of you, it feels like coming home from a long journey, it’s exhilarating and different. It feels like a mentor and student dynamic that evolves each lifetime, where your souls learn and teach each other new lessons, new perspectives with major soul transformation. You both might rile a sense of spiritual awakenings in each other.
I feel a bit rushed where I have a lot to say yet there are no words coming out. It feels a bit heavy, like two souls carrying past wounds and unfinished business from the past.
You keep learning from each other to become stronger to handle the weight of this connection. You both are ambitious and creative souls who are constantly aiming higher. Reaching for higher education, higher status, seems to be your soul's frequency together, you both think what’s next? What will we achieve in the next lifetime?
It’s this fire and drive that keeps your souls circling back to each other one life time after the other. It’s a bond that demands power and resilience.
🍂 Songs Channeled: “L’amore dice ciao”—Armando Travajoli // “The World We Knew (Over and Over)”—Living Strings Plus Trumpet
There is this feeling of guidance and eternal love between you two. You’ve come together in this lifetime to be each other’s guides and mirrors of kindness and stability. There’s this sense of carrying one another’s burdens and balancing each other. Your souls connect with a sense of deep familiarity and something else I cannot explain. But, it feels very unique and true to only your bond.
They feel your soul as something rare and cherished, almost as if you’ve been family before. What binds your souls together is generosity. Both of you are givers at heart, and though your souls come from different places, you’ve built a home together. I am imagining baby squirrels snuggling together in their nest laying on top of each other crammed, but at peace.
Your souls are on the same frequency. To others, the connection may look mismatched and different, but what holds you together is undeniable. Your values and mission are aligned especially in your shared pull towards helping and giving to others.
Their soul feels free yet at home. You help them see new perspectives and experience life to the fullest not with rose colored glasses—with realness. There is friction and conflict they feel, but it isn’t a flaw—just a part of both your soul’s growth. With you, they find themselves becoming a better soul partner because of your guidance and love.
✨ Pick-A-Pile Tarot Reading: The Moment Your Hard Work Begins to Shine Publicly
There comes a moment when the seeds you’ve been planting beneath the surface finally break through the soil, reaching toward the light where all can see. This reading explores the turning point when your dedication begins to be recognized by others, when your effort stops existing only in the quiet and starts shining in the open.
As you choose your pile, ask yourself:
✨ When will my work begin to flourish publicly?
✨ What will this moment look and feel like?
✨ How will others respond when they finally see what I have been building?
Take a deep breath, let your thoughts soften, and allow your intuition to guide you to the pile that calls your name. 🌸 (left to right)
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🌸 Pile One
For you, the moment your hard work begins to shine publicly arrives like a dawn after a long, quiet night. It does not happen through a sudden burst of chaos, but through a steady, undeniable unfolding that others cannot ignore. You have been tending to something with deep patience, building layer by layer even when no one was watching. The cards reveal that your public recognition begins with a single opportunity that acts like a catalyst, opening doors that had once felt firmly shut.
This moment is connected to a space where your voice, skill, or ideas reach a wider audience, perhaps through a presentation, social platform, publication, performance, or leadership role. It may happen when you least expect it, during a period when you have quietly accepted that the process takes time. The beauty of this turning point is that it carries a sense of divine timing. The universe has been aligning the right people and spaces to meet the exact version of you who is ready to shine.
When this shift happens, the response from others is warm and genuine. People who may have overlooked your efforts before suddenly see your work in a new light. There is admiration, respect, and even a bit of awe in the way your presence begins to expand. It is not about loud praise alone, but about doors opening naturally, invitations flowing in, and your energy stepping into spaces it was always meant to inhabit.
This moment also serves as a mirror for your own growth. You may feel a quiet confidence rising within you, a knowing that you earned this moment through resilience rather than luck. The spotlight does not feel overwhelming because you have been preparing for it all along. It feels like a homecoming.
The guidance here is to trust the unfolding, even if the pace feels slower than you imagined. The recognition that comes your way is built on solid ground, not fleeting attention. When it begins, allow yourself to receive it fully. Let the world witness the fruits of your dedication without shrinking back.
The energy around this pile also suggests that this moment may ripple outward, bringing connections and opportunities you did not even know were waiting. Someone influential may notice your work during this period, or a single piece of content, presentation, or event may open multiple paths. Your task is simply to keep showing up, because the light is already beginning to rise.
Your moment of public recognition is not only about others finally seeing you. It is about you stepping into the version of yourself that no longer hides your brilliance.
🌊 Pile Two
For you, the moment your hard work begins to shine publicly arrives in a way that feels sudden and electric, like a spark catching dry kindling and spreading light faster than you can fully process. You have been working diligently behind the scenes, often with a quiet intensity that others may not fully understand. What you have been building carries a depth that cannot stay hidden forever, and when it emerges, it does so with striking clarity.
This turning point is tied to a bold move, risk, or breakthrough moment. It might be submitting your work to a contest, launching a project publicly, pitching an idea, or stepping into a role that stretches your comfort zone. Whatever form it takes, it is something that requires courage. It is the moment when you stop waiting for permission and instead claim your place.
The cards show that this moment may come after a period of frustration or stagnation, when you feel like you have been giving your all but not seeing the results you hoped for. This is precisely when the energy shifts. There is a sense of fate here, as if the universe has been quietly watching your persistence and waiting for the exact moment when your leap would create the biggest ripple.
When this moment arrives, the public response is swift and expansive. It may come through viral attention, enthusiastic word of mouth, or a sudden influx of opportunities that seem to land all at once. People who never knew your name begin to speak it. Communities you have not reached before start to resonate with what you offer. There is a feeling of momentum that builds quickly, carrying you forward in ways that may feel both exhilarating and a little overwhelming.
Spirit’s message here is to be ready to step into this wave with both confidence and groundedness. You have earned this spotlight through your dedication, and the speed of its arrival is not a sign of instability. It is a reflection of how much potential has been gathering behind the scenes, waiting for this exact ignition point.
This pile carries strong energy of visibility through impact. Your work has the power to inspire, move, or shift perspectives, and once it reaches the right audience, it spreads like wildfire. It is not about forcing recognition, but about aligning with a moment that naturally amplifies what you have already built.
The guidance is to prepare yourself emotionally and practically for this surge. Tie up loose ends, set clear intentions, and make space for the opportunities that will arise. When the light hits your work, it will illuminate not just what you have created, but the strength and authenticity behind it.
This is your moment of stepping out boldly, allowing the world to meet the power that has been quietly growing inside you all along. Once you take the leap, everything begins to move.
🌿 Pile Three
For you, the moment your hard work begins to shine publicly happens through a slow and steady build that suddenly becomes undeniable. You have been laying bricks carefully, often without external validation, trusting that what you are creating has lasting value. The energy surrounding this pile feels mature, patient, and deeply rooted, like the growth of a strong tree whose branches one day surprise everyone by reaching farther than expected.
The turning point arrives when a respected figure, institution, or community acknowledges your work, giving it the push it needs to be seen by a wider audience. This may take the form of a recommendation, a collaboration, a feature, or recognition from someone whose voice carries weight. You are not chasing the spotlight here. Instead, the spotlight finds you because of the solid foundation you have built over time.
This moment is not flashy at first. It may begin with a single opportunity that leads to another, and another, until suddenly your name or work is circulating in spaces you had only dreamed of reaching. It is the kind of success that seems “overnight” to outsiders but carries the weight of years of quiet consistency.
The public response is marked by deep respect rather than fleeting hype. People notice the depth, quality, and integrity behind what you do. They sense that your success is not accidental. It feels earned. There is admiration in the way others speak about your journey, as if they are watching a story unfold that inspires them to keep working on their own paths.
Spirit’s message for you is to trust the timing of your breakthrough. You may have moments of doubt, wondering if your dedication is being seen or if the world will ever recognize your effort. But the energy here is about long-term reward, not instant gratification. Your work is meant to stand the test of time, and because of that, its unveiling follows a rhythm that ensures stability rather than fleeting attention.
When this recognition arrives, it brings with it steady opportunities, reliable support, and lasting connections. The momentum may not feel explosive, but it will feel deeply secure. Doors will open that align with your values, and your public visibility will expand in ways that match the energy you have invested.
The guidance is to stay the course and keep nurturing your craft. Do not underestimate the power of the quiet work you do behind closed doors. The roots you have planted are strong, and they will support a future where your impact grows in ways that cannot be shaken by passing trends.
Your moment of public recognition is not just about being seen. It is about being seen for exactly who you are, and for the strength of what you have built. When this moment comes, it will feel both humbling and empowering, a testament to the steady light you have carried all along.
🔥 Pile Four
For you, the moment your hard work begins to shine publicly arrives through a powerful moment of alignment between your inner purpose and the outer world. You have been carrying a vision that is bold, unique, and slightly ahead of its time. There may have been moments when you felt misunderstood, as if the world was not quite ready to receive what you were creating. But the cards show that when the timing clicks, it happens in a way that feels fated, like puzzle pieces finally locking into place.
This turning point often appears when you step fully into your authenticity, shedding any lingering fears about how others might perceive you. It may be tied to a launch, a performance, a leadership role, or a project that reflects the truest version of your work. The energy here is fiery and unapologetic. You are no longer testing the waters. You are diving in, fully visible, fully present.
When this moment arrives, the reaction from others is intense and undeniable. It is the kind of attention that feels like a spotlight swinging toward you all at once. People notice the confidence radiating from you and are drawn in by your clarity of vision. Opportunities emerge quickly, often from unexpected places. There may be collaborations, invitations, or recognition from communities you had not even considered.
Spirit shows that this moment does not happen by accident. It comes after a period of deep inner work, where you have refined your craft, faced doubts, and learned to trust your own instincts. The external recognition mirrors the strength and certainty that has been building within you. It is less about changing yourself to fit a mold, and more about stepping so fully into your truth that the world cannot help but notice.
The public response carries both admiration and excitement. Your presence feels magnetic, as if you are finally standing in the exact place you were meant to occupy. This is the moment when your name, work, or vision starts circulating widely, not because you chased validation, but because you became a clear signal of your own brilliance.
The guidance here is to embrace the spotlight without shrinking, to allow yourself to receive the attention and opportunities that flow toward you. This moment is not a fluke. It is a reflection of your courage to keep going when recognition felt distant. By stepping forward with authenticity and fire, you invite the world to meet you where you truly are.
Your success arrives like a spark that catches and spreads, lighting the way not just for yourself, but for others who will see your courage and feel inspired to rise.
✨✨✨
No effort is wasted. Even in the quiet, your dedication has been building momentum beneath the surface. Each pile reveals a different rhythm of recognition, but all lead to the same truth: your light is meant to be seen. Trust the timing, keep tending to your craft, and know that the world will meet your brilliance when the moment is right.
The Energy Signature of Your FS in Dream Realm | pick-a-card ☁️
how does your future spouse feel in the dream realm? how do they look ? how do they act ? and, why do they visit ?
(hello, for this reading i am using a self-made oracle method involving letter + number divination. each pull is random, but often confirms letter or initials of names, dates, places, or energetic signs tied to the person or their counterpart. if these happen to resonate with you that is confirmation, and if doesn’t, do not worry as this is a general pac.
—enjoy the reading!)
જ⁀➴ masterlist. ✶⋆.˚
**Note: close your eyes, take a deep breath, & focus on the pile or two that you feel most drawn to. only take what resonates & leave what doesn’t :)) **
🪡 Pile I. > 🎐Pile II. > 🫧 Pile III.
౨ৎ Pile I.
⟡ cards pulled: Eight of Swords, Seven of Pentacles (rx), Knight of Wands, Seven of Cups (rx), Four of Cups (rx)
𓍯 How They Feel in the Dream World 𓂃
Your future spouse is in their own world, living, dealing with life itself. Their energy is distant, but potent. In dreams, it feels like navigating a damp, dark forest with heavy mist and smoke only lit by the moonlight. They are like a memory you can’t remember nor shake. Because of how swords and cups interact in this spread you feel everything. Their touches are light, almost invisible like someone trying to touch you through a curtain. It's chilling. Melancholic. The type of touch to make goosebumps with the heat of their energy. They are in their own mental confinement jail—their doubts, fears, and past barricading them. A part of them wants to connect, but their mind stops them. The dream with your spouse can feel like a fever dream rather than a reunion because of the lack of grounding energy. The dream is a liminal space between reality and astral.
𓍯 How They Look or Appear in Dreams 𓂃
In the dream world, your future spouse is an impatient person—one who doesn’t know when to step forward or wait. For them, it's a balancing act, a push and pull. When they appear, there’s a haze of wanting and not wanting. Because of this dynamic they might hold off on meeting you in the dream realm. This can be an interesting connection to bounce off of, because of the hot and cold energy that causes their appearance to be fragments and blurry. In dreams, their appearance will be flashes of their hair or eyes or hands. They are very much like the wind, they creep into your dreams one day, then next, they disappear.
𓍯 How They Act in the Dreams 𓂃
Your future spouse acts impulsive, but very direct. They act with blunt confidence and straightforward precision. The Seven of Cups (rx) is just them showing up in full force, they melt illusions and filters down the drain. With the way they show up, you will notice their actions are larger than words. For some of you, your future spouse will have a naturally commanding voice or strong masculine presence in dreams.
𓍯 Why They Visit You 𓂃
When your spouse comes to visit you, it's an intense one. They come quickly before the ego can rationalize. They float into your dreams intentionally to wake you. Not in a romantic way, but in a way that makes you question. Think. Your future spouse mirrors your inner knowing. Your High Priestess.
♥ Extra Confirmation: life path/birthday/date: 7, 4, 8, 3, 9 · initials/letters: M, O, R, A, S, T, P, N, W = from self-made oracle & intuitive pull, 888, 444, foggy forest saw during channeling
౨ৎ Pile II.
⟡ cards pulled: Eight of Pentacles, Ace of Wands (rx), Knight of Pentacles (rx), King of Wands, Two of Pentacles, & Seven of Pentacles
𓍯 How They Feel in the Dream World 𓂃
Your spouse’s energy is earthy. They feel as earthy as walking through sand as the waves ripple along the shore. A certain image I got in my head trying to describe their energy—it's an artisan working day and night perfecting his craft. This imagery might resonate with some of you, but if it doesn’t, just understand that your future spouse’s energy is hardworking, but also self reliant and focused. In the dream, their presence is mostly about physical senses—touch, smell, and hearing. Their touch is rough. A hand on your shoulder. A firm hug. Their scent will be like redwoods, grounded yet fresh. An intuitive nudge I have, is that they could have some earth placements (Capricorn, Virgo, Taurus) in their big three with the amount of pentacles in this spread.
𓍯 How They Look or Appear in Dreams 𓂃
Your future spouse doesn’t come into your dreams suddenly. It’s a constant build up, like construction of a house. With Ace of Wands (rx), there is this delayed spark when it comes to finally connecting with them in the dream realm. It’s a journey. At first, there will be a little clue—a sudden smell or touch. You might have multiple dreams before you can grasp them fully. But, when you do finally connect, their presence is how they feel. It's a balanced connection, a scale evenly weighted.
𓍯 How They Act in the Dreams 𓂃
Your future spouse is steady. Intentional. But, they have an edge and the drive to achieve what they want. That ambition might not be all fast and impulsive, but it’s the authority and structure about them. They might struggle with starting something or committing to an idea, but when they get to it, they achieve it no matter how long it takes. They charge forward and keep an even pace.
𓍯 Why They Visit You 𓂃
Your future spouse visits you to remind you of patience and balance; and that you will receive what you desire even if it feels like there’s always reconstruction happening. They come into your dreams as an energy to anchor with your guides.
♥ Extra Confirmation: birthday/life path/date: 2, 8, 7, 3 · initials/letters: A, S, T, E, Q, U, P, N, W = from self made oracle & tarot, red string/ribbon, ravens, ocean tides = two of pentacles card image showed up with crashing waves, saw 5:55 during channeling,
౨ৎ Pile III.
⟡ cards pulled: The Moon (rx), King of Wands, King of Cups (rx), Seven of Swords, Five of Pentacles (rx)
𓍯 How They Feel in the Dream World 𓂃
Your future spouse’s energy in the dream world feels unveiled. The connection is deep within the seas of the subconscious. You get intuitive messages, thoughts, dreams from them without 3D relation. Their energy bleeds into yours. A sudden thought transmits into theirs and vice versa. Not always. But, when channeled correctly at the right frequency. They feel like the cool breeze that hits your face when you hike to the top of the mountain. It’s liberating. It’s raw. They see the unseen not with their eyes, but with their spirit. You will notice they don’t feel just the skin, they see the skeleton.
𓍯 How They Look or Appear in Dreams 𓂃
Your future spouse has a sharp and distinct look about them. Their appearance is a striking one. They give that bold, commanding, visionary spirit. They will have a unique appearance in the dream—tattoos, piercings, birthmark, mole(s) or even different colored hair. They might not even appear as themself, they could wear the face of a person you know or come as an animal. Whales, stingray, sea creatures came to mind. They present themselves as this self assured leader or guide. And, when they enter your dreams, it’s with the same level of passion and determination as their appearance. It’s a rush. A mystery. A rollercoaster ride. You might not even remember the dream, but it seeps into the subconscious.
𓍯 How They Act in the Dreams 𓂃
There is conflict with how they present themselves and act. Your future spouse makes an appearance dramatically, but has a sneaky way of acting. They hide themselves and peer into the corner of your dreams. They do not interfere, and allow the flow. They like testing, watching, not knowing how to approach. They might act aloof while hiding behind a cloak of feelings unaware how to process it.
𓍯 Why They Visit You 𓂃
When your spouse comes to pay you a visit, it's in the moments where you least expect. However, the five is about change, freedom, and curiosity, but it’s also about restlessness, inconsistency, and excess. They don’t come to fix your problems, but they come in to redirect you even if it means hiding behind a veil and pulling strings in silence.
♥ Extra Confirmation: life path/birthday/date: 14, 12, 2, 5, 7, 3 · initials/letters D, E, N, A, Y, P, H, J = from self-made oracle & intuitive nudge, mountain & cool breeze channeled from meditation, saw 1:11, 10:10 while channeling reading
PICK A CARD: What Will Your FS Admire Most About You?
⚤ “I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep your eyes close.” - Pablo Neruda
Disclaimer: This is a general reading, take what resonates. This is a gender-neutral reading, disregard any pronouns that do not apply to you.
p1 → p2 ↙︎ p3 → p4
✠ Pile One ✠ (King of Cups,Page of Cups,The World,7)
✧ Cards went wiillldddd. You stir up so much emotion in this person, it’s crazy. Your heart chakra is front and center here. You are picture-perfect harmony and universal love to your spouse. Your love can’t be contained, you love them, your friends, your favorite mug, worms out in the rain, strangers, the moon, and all the stars in the sky.
✧ All I see is a wide-ass smile, the biggest, wateriest eyes, and full cheeks. Your spouse thinks you’re sunshine-incarnated.
✧ This will sound corny, but your heart and love for the world and all its diversity make you appear angelic; God’s gift to humanity. The emotional depth you have is nothing shy of divine. Your ability to understand and reconnect your person with their inner dreamer makes you irreplaceable in their eyes.
✧ I feel like your future spouse had to navigate around a lot of emotionally stunted people who left scars that prevented them from forming healthy relationships. Your empathy and desire to make space for peace and unity in this world give them hope that true love is alive and they are the lucky son of a bitch who gets to call an angel, theirs.
✧ I smell salt and hear waves. (I bet you’re tired of the cheesy poetry but HEY, me and your boo are OBSESSED with your energy) You truly are as beautiful and powerful as the seven seas.
✧ You know the Ouroboros, and how it's sometimes depicted as a snake wrapped around the oceans, holding onto its tail to keep the world together? Yea, that. To your future partner, you hold the key to their world. You add so much color and vibrancy. You turn over their inner ocean and awaken so much repressed child-like wonder within them.
✧ Wow. Your spouse loves the depths of you.
✧ Check for water placements, signs, and houses, in your natal chart. Some of you have insane intuition and have clairsenses. Clairaudience to be specific.
✧ Some of you are active in charities or aspire to make a difference in society. Maybe you’re into esoteric practices or anything else metaphysical.
✧ I even have a few philosophers here. Okay, KANT! (somebody please get this joke)
She Excites the Seven Seas
✠ Pile Two ✠ (Ace of Pentacles,8oW,The Emperor rev., “I Want”)
I love the kind of woman that will actually just kill me
✧ Of course, you don’t have to be a woman but that TikTok sound SCREAMED at me. Your future spouse is lowkey intimidated by you and they love it.
✧ You have big dreams. Big plans. But most importantly, a million and one ways to get you where you need to be. Your ability to say “I want this,” and then actually go out and GET it?? Your spouse is like the meme that goes “I’m a little scared, but I’m turned on.”
✧ I also see that you’re unconventional. If people have been doing whatever you want to do a certain way for years, you'll find ways to do it differently, just cause. You’re a true trailblazer. Your self-conviction is so damn alluring. Even for the people who struggle with insecurity sometimes, once you get over that hump and decide that you desire something, you fucking get it. Your partner sees you like magic. They are impressed by just how quickly your desires are set in motion for you. They feel that you are powerful and bring a great deal of power to them from just being in your proximity.
✧ You are also the “I don’t take shit from nobody” type. Not from strangers, not from your friends, your family, not even from your partner. In their eyes, you know your worth and have a strong self-foundation that nobody can tear down. There is genuine admiration and respect here. I even get the “I want to be like you when I grow up” mentality.
✧ There is a speediness to you they find very attractive. Either the way you behave, speak, or just stress about time, your pacing holds a special place in their heart. (or maybe, despite all of your responsibilities, you manage to find stillness in the chaos and slow down when necessary)
✧ The way you speak drives this person wild. It's like your voice narrates their thoughts and is the source of all of their arousal. Do with that information what you will...(don't be cruel, you make this person so nervous).
✧ I shuffled through a playlist and E-GIRLS ARE RUINING MY LIFE!! by Corpse came on and one of the lyrics goes,
She just look into my soul with them Shinigami eye Coke in my nose and a blade on her thigh. Man, I think this girl is really trying to plan my demise
✧ Yea, you put the fear of God into this person, but in a good way! Your presence can be chilling sometimes. Fire energy for sure. There are definitely people here from pile 2 of my first pac, “What are your most alluring qualities?”, check that out if you want to.
✧ Okay, this energy has me needing to take a LAP, bye.
"Man, I Think This Girl Tryna Plan My Demise"
✠ Pile Three ✠ (10oW, 9oW)(no other cards wanted to come out, real stubborn)
✧ Okay so, this feels specific?... and maybe even a lil off topic but I feel called to say this
✧ I sense that you and your person are psychically connected and share the mutual feeling that the two of you are meant to cross paths. The both of you have gotten your fair share of fuckery in this lifetime and this union feels like divine justice.
✧ This sounds a little fucked up, but you guys flourish amid trauma. Dark energy alchmaziers. You best wield your potential while you’re going THROUGH it.
✧ You had to “die” and bury yourself a dozen times to get where you are today.
✧ You are a very evolved individual. Throughout your life, traumatic events and relationships have forced you to bear a lot of weight on your back and it’s like the pressure has forged you into a diamond. With each curveball life threw at you, you stood tall and pushed to make something of yourself, proving your worth after a lifetime of strife and instability.
✧ Scorpio/Capricorn and 8th house/10th house placements. (check midpoints).
✧ A lot of you have tense shoulders, upper back, shoulder, and neck pain from the unease and anxiety your body carries. You have insomnia and may even struggle with nightmares.
✧ This person you’re coming into union with is so healing.
✧ This is something the both of you broke down and prayed for on your darkest days. This is a true partner, the soul that kept yours warm when the world was so cold. You had to put your dreamier side on the back burner to survive. This person will make you feel safe to dream again.
✧ I don’t have anything specific to say because you and your person feel so secretive You two recognize each other’s pain and are the only people you guys trust. Like not even lil ol’ me can really get through to y'all. Y’all ride AND die for each other, in this life and the next.
✧ If you’re into astrology and already have a feel for who this person is, check your guys’ composite chart. Strong Scorpio energy here.
✧ Coming into union with this person will feel like a wish fulfillment.
✧ (short pile, it felt like a quick message for those of you who feel this connection telepathically. This is probably a secondary choice.)
"I Want To Caress The Piece of Me Within You"
✠ Pile Four ✠ (Queen of Wands, 9oP rev., 7oP, 4oP rev., the high priestess, queen of cups, “I will”)
✧ You’re a bad bitch, truly. Your fs isn’t calling you a bitch, buuuttttt she a baddie, she know she a ten! She a baddie with her baddie…. wait a minute…
✧ You may not have a lot of friends? You keep your circle tight-knit because you have been deeply hurt in the past and you guard your peace fiercely. For some of you, your home life was quite tumultuous and you struggle with financial security and inner happiness. It seemed like the world did not want you to feel good about yourself or succeed.
✧ Do you know that viral display of a deer’s ribcage with a spear through it, and how even though an attempt was made on the deer’s life, he managed to survive and lived for years after that event; all while still growing bone marrow with a giant fucking spear through its ribcage?
✧ “A close encounter with a hunter left the deer with several broken ribs and part of an arrow embedded in its body. Remarkably, the animal survived, and bone grew around the shaft and arrowhead lodged in the creature's side."
✧ "The deer lived with the arrow inside its body until years later, when another hunter killed the animal, cut the deer open, and discovered its amazing secret…As the tough tissue formed over the arrow, it acted as a splint for the damaged rib cage, strengthening the deer's injured body.”
✧ I highlighted some words that needed emphasizing. That’s how your partner sees you. They are in complete awe of the resilience and sheer tenacity you hold. They look at you and can’t believe the person before their eyes. The troubling history you usually try to hide from your romantic partners is exactly what allures this person.
✧ You won’t ever lay on your belly and cry about life passing you by. You aren’t the type to victimize yourself and “woe is me” your way out of self-improvement.
✧ You are quite ambitious and aim to push forward, even if the odds are stacked against you.
✧ I get the message that some people in this pile have struggled with self-harm over the years. Your partner wants to kneel down and kiss your scars like a white knight, and vow to protect you emotionally and physically for as long as you’ll have them.
✧ The spear-deer imagery is so interesting. The deer represents virality. It is a symbol of piety, gentleness, devotion, and fertility. Especially with the queen of wands, the high priestess, AND the queen of cups, you provide profound love, passion, and insight to this person. However, even as a deer, you are quite badass???
✧ You are as gentle as a strand of hair but as strong as wool. Dainty but unbreakable.
✧ They have no desire to infantilize you because they know you are already your own greatest warrior. But they don’t want you to feel that you have to fight alone. Whatever burdens are on your plate, they take away as much as possible because they want to be a piece of the paradise you fight for.
✧ This is meant to be a short pac, a Tumblr post won’t do the unbelievable strength in your character much justice. Just know that your fs is so fucking in love with you and wants to spend their life by your side because of just how awe-struck they are by you.
✧ I mean c’mon… will YOU ever forget the story of the coolest fucking deer in existence??
🌙✨ Hello loves! I am cherwi & welcome to my very first tarot pick-a-card post. Today, we’re diving deep into the vibes of your future wedding. 💍🤍
I’m here to grow and share, so respectful feedback is super welcome! Let’s keep it kind and supportive—criticism, yes; disrespect, no. 💕 🙏
જ⁀➴ masterlist. ✶⋆.˚
**Note: This is a collective reading, take what resonates & leave what doesn’t. Take a deep breath & close your eyes. Try to pick one pile or two that you are the most drawn to…**
Pile I > Pile II. > Pile III.
౨ৎ PILE I.
🎧 Songs: Ordinary —Alex Warren (wedding version) & Love Story —Taylor Swift
✧ Cards Pulled:
Seven of Swords, Six of Pentacles (rx)
Four of Swords (rx)
Two of Wands (rx), Eight of Pentacles, Ace of Swords (rx)
The Sun, The Hanged Man, Knight of Swords (rx)
Ten of Wands (rx)
Queen of Pentacles
The Devil (rx)
…
I got so emotional during this pile. So you, your spouse, or people at your wedding are going to be really emotional; this is such a happy and loving moment. When I was shuffling for this group the cards came out so smooth, smoother than any other pile. There might be someone saying “FINALLY.”
Because this wedding has been long awaited. Your wedding is a merge of two families, both families could have offered their support with wedding preparations or might have been so happy to witness your guys union. Your marriage, your love was rooted for, shipped even, maybe cried over.
I am envisioning a beautiful Catholic Church or chapel, cottage core greenery, lace, a white dress with a very long train, classy bun with pearls. This wedding is not a chill event. This is a wedding people have fought and prepared for. People have been praying, manifesting, crying in group chats about this love and preparing until midnight for. There may have been delays, but now it’s go-time. Everyone is buzzing with excitement.
Your spouse is absolutely floored by your beauty and appearance. The Sun shows they are glowing—maybe crying, laughing, and stunned by you. They had to surrender to loves timing and maybe there were doubts along the way but this wedding is reaffirmation of everything. They are not rushing this moment. From the moment you walk down the aisle, they want to slow time down; they want to memorize everything about this moment. Your genuine smile. Your dress. The way your eyes beam with happiness and tears.
You in this moment are finally putting the weight of planning, the pressure, the “will this happen?” fears. You feel relieved, open, and ready to receive the work you’ve done. At your wedding, you are enjoying, loving, and living in the moment. Your wedding venue is classy, timeless, luxurious in a grounded natural way. You’re near a garden estate, vineyard, or old chapel. The energy is mature, abundant, and feminine. Think lace, florals, hand tied bouquets, and maybe a family heirloom is involved.
A standout moment in your wedding could be the both of you releasing fears, insecurities, control, or karmic patterns. You guys are choosing love over fear. This wedding didn’t plan itself. There were decisions, sacrifices, late night tears. Maybe detours or years of distance. But, the Eight of Pentacles says you kept working and kept hoping. Now, you guys aren’t just speaking truth and wishing for love, your living the hell out of it. This is the kind of wedding where people will sob before the ceremony even starts. The connection is so obviously real, the love is so pure and undeniable that it softens even the most cynical guest. There’s classical music playing while petals float in the breeze, your person looking at you like your the miracle and star they wished for. This pile is for the lovers who almost gave up love, but didn’t.
౨ৎ PILE II.
🎧 Songs: Love Story —Indila, If You Love Me for Me —Barbie, We Can’t Be Friends (Orchestral)—Ariana Grande
✧ Cards Pulled:
Death, Two of Cups (rx), Three of Pentacles
Five of Wands, Nine of Swords (rx), Eight of Pentacles (rx), The Devil
The Chariot (rx), The Fool
Knight of Cups (rx), Three of Wands, Knight of Swords (rx), Judgement (sideways)
King of Pentacles, Five of Swords
Queen of Wands (rx), The Lovers
…
OKAY. This wedding is giving luxury & glam. This is the type of wedding that is going to be extravagant and beautiful. I’m envisioning destination wedding, diamonds, fireworks, candle lights and soft ocean breeze. It’s romantic and cinematic quality. It could be a instagram worthy wedding so I wouldn’t be surprised by the guests hoarding the bathroom taking mirror selfies. This could be a coastal or international destination— someplace where the wind is cool and warm and the sunset like liquid gold as you hold hands with your spouse while walking the beach.
The family might have had opinions on the relationship or some drama, but it ends in awe of your wedding. You could have a huge diamond ring or unique ring. Perhaps the style of the wedding and venue is extra. I’m seeing a lot of diamonds and lace embroidery with pearls on the dress. There could be a lot of people at the wedding—you or the groom or both could have big families or could invite a lot of people. This wedding is quite cinematic—it’s like the K-drama finale or Bollywood wedding extravaganza—there could be a bit of drama behind the scenes regarding you guys or the wedding itself. It’s like tension and passion wrapped in bow. You guys are the type of couple who has worked hard on their relationship or on the future/legacy you want to build together. It’s giving power couple that have fought through some chaos, generational patterns, have rebuilt themselves for this union. For you guys, the wedding is a new chapter that is leaving the past behind. This isn’t some love story, it was earned by both.
Your spouse could have been through some rough patches in their life or even in the relationship or could have had internal battles. They could have wanted to rush healing, but they learned that real love is takes time and is built upon not burned through.
You on the other hand are taking a leap of faith. You may have hesitated at times unsure of where this relationship was going, but you chose to surrender and trust the process or path. You’ve learned to let go of needing control and just trust your intuition or the risk that followed to get into this union.
Someone (maybe your spouse) could have had this big moment during the wedding perhaps a speech, an action that shows you are their person, their only person. There might have been a little family tension that was bubbling under or maybe some guests that were raising their eyebrows, but the King of Wheels shows security. Your spouse chose you publicly and proudly. You might have dimmed your light in the past, felt unchosen, or told your “too much.” But this union mirrors back to you, this union was meant to happen even if some things didn’t go to plan. You and your spouse could mirror each other in many ways. While I was channeling for this reading clumps of cards were coming out. That told me there are A LOT of layers to this wedding/union maybe its expectation, secrets, karma, family, or love. But, this wedding is the wedding of the century, you guys are the couple that chose each other against odds and other people’s nosy expectations and opinions.
౨ৎ PILE III.
🎧 Songs: Video Games—Lana Del Rey & My Love Mine All Mine—Mitsuki
✧ Cards Pulled:
Seven of Swords, Six of Pentacles (rx)
The Hermit, Eight of Pentacles
Three of Cups
Six of Wands (rx), The Devil (rx), Eight of Swords (rx), Three of Pentacles, Death (rx)
Ace of Wands, Five of Swords (rx), Six of Cups (rx)
Ten of Wands, King of Swords (rx), King of Pentacles, Two of Swords (rx), Strength (rx)
Page of Pentacles, Knight of Pentacles (rx)
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Before I started this reading I had the belief that this was a super traditional pile, but there’s something interesting going on here. I was sensing traditional, but now there’s something more. It giving Hollywood classic, who eloped you know? Right off the bat, I thinking this is wedding happened in someone’s garden or someone’s house. If not that, it’s a small intimate place, like local church or chapel. The wedding reminds me of a ceremony under string lights and ivy green fences behind a family house. Or even a courthouse with matching rings and then a road trip at sunset, lol.
When it came time to shuffle for this group, the cards took forever to come out and when they did it was direct and intentional messages coming through. You guys communicate in a very mature and straightforward way, every word exchanged is intentional and honest. You guys are the type of couple that don’t say much, but your silences shared are charged—it’s telepathic. You guys are able to give each other one look across the room and the other just understands.
The wedding itself is very intentional not performative. You guys are inwardly focused nothing and no one causes you guys stress. You guys are not trying to impress anyone, it’s about the vows, the soul agreement, and your love.
Your spouse during the wedding is overtaken with joy, they are soft and glowing with the way they look at you. Their gaze at you is warm and cozy; you guys have finally found home in one another. At the wedding, there may be a small group of friends/family and they’re watching your spouse be more at peace than they’ve ever been. They have that beaming smile, starry eyes, glass of champagne, and a hand never leaving your waist.
You on the other hand feel freedom. Maybe you never felt truly seen before, but you feel happy. You likely have broken free of toxic cycles, relationships, or even self-doubt. But, now you have chosen to be with someone who wants to build something real with you. Death Rx. shows that you are still learning to let the old pain go, but this union helps hold you.
The wedding is at a unexpected location, or private. You guys chosen passion over the tradition so you guys could have eloped. Or the place could be tied to your childhood or some nostalgia. There’s something imperfect with the venue, like no one cares about looks. The wedding is real and raw. Think someone’s hair is out of place or soft rain sprinkling at unexpected times.
A stand out moment at your guys wedding could be someone breaking down emotionally, spiritually. Maybe one of you guys was unsure at first or when you guys first got together. Maybe there was fear of committing, but in that moment—maybe the vows or just a look —a wall breaks and you or they chooses the union. There might be divine masculine healing going on. One of you guys lets go of pride and the other silence. This union was a seed planted slowly with love. The journey might have not been flashy or fast, but it’s eternal and it’s been eternal. You are a couple that have been soulmates for many lifetimes, your relationship is karmic, but it’s comforting and healing. This could’ve been a relationship where one might’ve carried more baggage than the other or maybe one put more effort than the other, but in the end, you both help each other and carry the load together. Twin flame or soulmate vibes. You guys could have been arranged marriage in the past life, lol. This is a wedding that people who have gotten the chance to witness will talk about years later. It’s love that grows root not just vines—its steady, private, and eternal. It’s bittersweet and romantic in a way that most will not understand, but they don't have to because you do.
