◇ طالبة العلم ◇

she/her • 19 • teacher by day, student by night. muslimah.

[tasneem-writes]

[tasneem-writes]

Lately, I haven’t been able to give much time to my general studies like Bangla, English, and Mathematics. Most of my days are now spent teaching, memorising the Qur’an, and managing my father’s madrasa’s social media platforms. I’m deeply grateful to Allah for granting me the tawfiq to work in the path of His Deen and to share it with others.

At present, the madrasa we have opened is a local one, and Alhamdulillah, girls from our city have begun enrolling. Alongside this, we’ve also started online classes for sisters who live far away but wish to learn Deen, Qur’an, Hadith, and other essential Islamic studies.

In sha’ Allah, my vision goes beyond this. I aspire to establish an English-language online academy for Bangla speakers living abroad, as well as learners from around the world. This goal has been occupying my thoughts recently, and I feel genuinely excited about what lies ahead.

May Allah accept our efforts and grant us sincerity and success. آمين

[aysufs]

Ibrāhīm bin Adham rahimahullah said:

"Excessive looking at falsehood

removes knowledge

and awareness of the truth from the heart."

Hilyatul-Awliyā: 2/8

[tasneem-writes]

may Allah swt save us from all kind of sins! ameen!

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may Allah swt make us among the people of Quran. ameen!

[tasneem-writes]

friday 12/rajab/1447

today was mostly a day off. i'm listening to a lecture laying under my comforter, and writing this. i'm feeling very comfy alhamdulillah.

i want to change my life in a way that will bring me closer to my Allah. this is the month of rajab, next is sha'ban, and then...ramadan! so near. i can't believe how fast the year went.

this month my goal is to make a habit of istigfar 100x and salawat 100x daily. may Allah grant me the tawfiq. ameen!

[tasneem-writes]

Making dua before studying

Before opening my books, I pause. I ask Allah to give me clarity, barakah in my time, and knowledge that benefits me.

I say,

رب زدني علما

Oh my Rabb, increase me in knowledge.

اللهم انفعني بما علمتني وعلمني بما ينفعني.

Oh Allah! Make useful for me what you have taught me and teach me knowledge that will be useful to me.

اللَّهُمَّ لا سَهْلاً إِلّاَ مَا جَعَلّتَهٌ سَهْلاً

Oh Allah! Nothing is easy except what You have made easy.

رَبِّ اشْرَحْ لِي صَدْرِي وَيَسِّرْ لِي أَمْرِي

My Rabb! Open my heart, and make my task easy for me.

I remember seeking knowledge is an ibadah too, when I remember who knowledge truly comes from.

قال الإمام الشافعي:

شكوت إلى وكيع سوء حفظي

فاوصاني إلى ترك المعاصي

فإن العلم نور

ونور الله لا يعطى لعاصي

Imam al-Shāfiʿī said:

I complained to Wakīʿ about my poor memory,

and he advised me to abandon sins.

For knowledge is a light,

and the light of Allah is not granted to a sinner.

[tasneem-writes]

Subjects I'm taking in 2025-26:

♡ Quran Tafsir & translation

♡ Hadith

♡ 'Aqaid & Fiqh

♡ Arabic Language & literature

♡ Arabic grammar (Nahw & Sarf)

♡ Islamic History & Seerah

♡ Bangla Literature

♡ Bangla Grammar

♡ English Language

♡ English Grammar

♡ Mathematics

♡ ICT

Books I'm studying on my own:

♡ أصول الشاشي

♡ نفحة العرب

♡ مختصر القدوري

♡ هداية النحو

♡ علم الصيغة

♡ دروس البلاغة

♡ الطريق إلى الإنشاء

[pisces-core]

[nonporous]

[m-arkive]

As if i didnt have enough things to study (i have to start my senior thesis asap, and i have two mayor exams, my uni one and my ministry one in the first trimestre of next year) i decided to enrol in driving school.......... why do i do this to myself

[tasneem-writes]

Good luck on your journey. May everything go smoothly for you!

[merysaada]

Go back to Allah, even if you've sinned a thousand times.

[se-a09]

[her-written-thoughts]

heal me, oh Allāh in the places no one knows I’m hurting.

[prole-log]

In a stark example of tech silencing Palestinian voices, Meta has permanently deleted the Instagram account of slain journalist Saleh Aljafarawi, hours after he was shot by members of an Israeli-linked gang in Gaza City.

The 28-year-old had spent two years documenting Israel’s war crimes for his 4.5 million followers.

[akaratna]

Truth forever on the scaffold

Wrong forever on the throne

Yet that scaffold sways the future

And behind the dim unknown

Standeth God within the shadows

Keeping watch above his own.

~ James Russel Lowell

You can erase a cloud but you cannot erase memory.

Everyone knows what Israel has done. Is doing. The sins of the wicked are engraved in the books of their lives. The net of heaven is vast and loose but it DOES NOT LEAK. Karma shall come for the unrepentant. All empires fall, and so shall the ones that oppress us today. It is written. By their own hand, in every sin they commit.

[tasneem-writes]

I look again from my window,

the bricks stand dull and gray,

a world of cement, colourless.

The sky feels distant,

as if it has forgotten me,

lately, everything feels smaller.

I'm breathing,

but not really living–

caught between these walls.

Yet somewhere beyond this frame,

there is hope,

there is healing,

and a world waiting for me.

[tasneem-writes]

Oct. 18th, 2025

Let's start over.

[tasneem-writes]

Sometimes things don't work out. And that's okay.