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28. she/her. future librarian. i am built upon the small things i do everyday

[throughtimeandstarlight]

[illuminated-pages]

1.19.26

[persianmom-deactivated20260602]

I Will Get The Light Back In My Eyes in 2026

[peaceoftina]

beautiful things happen when you are consistent and when you are devoted to yourself

[girlwhoisgoingtobeokay]

I HAVE TO DO THE WORK SO THAT MY LIFE CAN BE DIFFERENT AND I CAN REAP THE BENEFITS

[mindflamer]

there is still time. there is still time. until your bones are in the fucking ground there is still time.

[whatgoeswrong]

being shy as an adult really does make you feel like him

[whatgoeswrong]

yes thats my life

[m-arkive]

One of the reasons im studying to be a librarian is the rule to always be quiet so, relatable Mr. Quiet

[m-arkive]

As if i didnt have enough things to study (i have to start my senior thesis asap, and i have two mayor exams, my uni one and my ministry one in the first trimestre of next year) i decided to enrol in driving school.......... why do i do this to myself

[helenvaughans]

the thing is that everyone does actually want the skill set that comes with a humanities degree but a) they refuse to acknowledge that actual WORK goes into acquiring those skills and b) they want to do it all without actually reading a book

[m-arkive]

Day 100/100, 10-12/12/2025

Soooooo, i've forgotten to finish the challenge (im sick as hell with what looks like the beginning of a bronchitis, so its no fun at all). These last few days i've been studying as much as i can while coughing and blowing my nose like crazy. Hopefully this flu wont end as bronchitis and next week will be more productive, but we'll see.

I've learned that productivity does not look the same everyday, and its fine. If some days i cant study as much as others its okay. I wanted to take a little break after the challenge ended, but with my exams in a few months it wont be possible. I'll be updating at least once a week (probably) on how those are going, and try and take more pics to post here.

[feluka]

imagine if i did my work. if i sat down and Did it. and it was Done. can you even imagine such a thing

[m-arkive]

Day 99/100, 09/12/2025

Spent the day studying. Went out for a bit to the pharmacy and to see a friend

[liones-s]

one of the most boring lessons I’ve learned is that when a task feels overwhelming, you just have to start doing it. Even if you’re not sure how to do 90% of it, look for one small component that seems close and start there. Sometimes it’s reading one article on the topic, or searching one related term, or literally just googling how to do the task. Do anything other than thinking about it. The process of working on a thing inherently makes it less scary.

[m-arkive]

Days 97 & 98, 06/12/2025 & 07/12/2025

Yesterday was supposed to be great and it was kind of shitty. I went to a town on the beach where my friends had rented a house for the long weekend. I dont want to elaborate but i wish i didnt go.

Today i woke up at a nice hour, studied for a long time and cleaned my room. Now im gonna have dinner, dry my hair and plan next week before i go to bed.

[m-arkive]

Day 96/100, 5/12/2025

Productive day in other terms! I did not stufy but i did socialise a lot. I went to Seville with my parents, saw lots of things, a fashion exhibition that i really wanted to go to and had a really great day. Later i hung out with some friends that i hadnt seen in a while and now im home, just about to get ready to go to bed.

[m-arkive]

Days 94&95, 03-04/12/2025

I forgot to post yesterday, but it wasnt a productive or nice day tbh, all i did was study and loose time on my phone.

Today was a hectic day. I went to the academy to find out that i have a date for my uni exam (21st of February which is not that far away) so our priorities shifted. Later i went out with my mum, had a nap and now im waiting a bit before i go to bed.

[lustcannibalism]

they should invent a way for me to do tasks without the mind torture