Starving Artist

Derrick White | 27 | Tattoo Artist | Verse | Recovering Drug Addict

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I'm 100% turning Derrick's blog into a derrick & zeke blog. Cause why not have the evil twin?

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jstafeeling:

Dominick pouted slightly as he looked at the other. “I’m great at debate… c’mon, what are you saying.” He shook his head and took a sip of his beer. “But you never told me if you agree or not.”

Derrick rolled his eyes at the other, sitting back and crossed his legs. “Hm... Fine. I suppose I agree.” He gave the other a crooked smile and shrugged. “That is assuming I actually get what you’re saying.”

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jstafeeling:

        “I’m only technically speaking… it’s not literal.” Dominick stated as he held a beer in his hand. He was obviously slightly intoxicated. “But seriously.. how do you not agree with me on this one man?”

       “Honestly you’re not making it too hard to disagree. Has anyone told you that you’re terrible at debate when you’re sober?” He chuckled softly and beamed brightly at the other and laughed brightly.

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liamjeppsxn:

“It’s the compliment that counts.” He wiggled his eyebrows at the other before setting the drone down after flying it around some. “I’m always happy for those I’ve helped train see success in themselves and feel good too.” 

Derrick smiled at the other and nodded his head. “Well thanks... It means a lot. When I was coming to you I was... not great.” He paused and shrugged. “I had just gotten clean from my addiction.” He didn’t tell many people, but he trusted Liam.

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jordan-jx:

“You’re incredibly hot,” he said softly. Jordan nodded when Derrick asked him to go easy on him. He kissed him softly, taking his time to explore his smooth, inked skin. Jordan’s big blue eyes peered up at him occasionally, and then his hand finally found Derrick’s shaft. He began to stroke him slowly, bringing his lips back to Derrick’s neck.

“Hm. Do you like this?” he murmured into the other’s lips. Jordan smiled into their kiss for a moment, then deepened it again.

Derrick smiled easily and gasped as he felt himself being stroked. He bucked his hips, licking over his lips and moaning easily. He nodded his head, smiling softly against Jordan’s lips. “I think you know damn well that I do.” He gave a small thrust of his hips as if to use his hard cock as his proof. Honestly what better proof was there?

Pulling out of the kiss, Derrick licked over his lips slowly. “Can I suck you off?” Derrick honestly really enjoyed tasting the men he was with, a small smile on his lips. “Before you fuck me I mean...”

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“Hey, I’ll be with you in a second.” Derrick’s head was beneath the counter as he rummaged through some papers. He was looking for one of the bills he had to pay, knowing that it was about to become overdue. Still, Derrick had to help whoever had entered his shop so he got up, sitting back on his stool “Hey. What can I do for ya?” He finally looked up at who had entered, smiling brightly.

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jordan-jx:

Jordan wanted to make love to him. It had been days since he’d taken anyone in his bed, and Derrick was perfect. He was cute, tall, a little shy, and smiled like he meant it. That was a big turn-on for Jordan. It helped that he was also covered in tattoos and looked a bit rebellious, even if he was a total lamb– which made him even more attractive.

“Good, cause I want you, too,” he said, kissing him again. He turned him over gently on the bed and straddled him. “I want you to use me, too,” he murmured. He wanted to take his time with Derrick, cupping his face gently and kissing from his lips down along his jaw and to his neck. His hands smoothed down gently to the other’s shoulders, trailing over the myriad of his tattoos and down his chest slowly.

Derrick blushed softly when the other said that he wanted him. He looked up at Jordan and grinned easily at the other. “I will... promise.” Feeling Jordan’s hands brushing down his body felt too good to put into words. Jordan’s hands were large and felt so good on his body.

“It’s been awhile... Go easy on me...?” His voice was a soft whine as the other’s lips teased his body. Sure, he had slept with Ben a few times recently. But besides him there had been no one. And Derrick still wasn’t totally comfortable in his body quite yet.”

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lccksharp:

Ashael never been a shallow kind of guy – but he didn’t feel like himself from these days. After his long shift at the tattoo studio he decided to go out to the nearest gay club and tried to find a guy who might catch his attention. Instant physical attraction wasn’t something he usually was looked for, but tonight was a special night. Dressed in black from head to toes, he made his way accross the bar and let his hazel eyes wander.

Derrick noticed Ash from across the bar, heading over towards him and smiling easily. “Hey there, stranger. How are ya?” He tilted his head slightly and began drinking his beer easily. He had been getting more comfortable with going out and just letting go. Especially now that he started having more free time on his hands.

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getyourfix-logan:

Logan sniffled softly “I know you’re not…But…You’re not with me.” He mumbled  before looking away “No one else wants me…So I’ll wait.” he muttered “I’ll wait till I die…I’ll change everything about myself so we’ll work..I’ll do all the work.” he squeaked out. “W-Without you I have no one..” 

Derrick sighed softly. He wasn’t sure if there was anything that he could say to make Logan happy right now so instead he just remained silent, hugging Logan close. “I know that’s not true. I Thought that was true when I was just starting to get clean. But I know you have people out there who love and care for you.”

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liamjeppsxn:

Taking a closer look when Derrick lifted his shirt, Liam nodded. Derrick was good looking before, but this healthy side of him, and him just doing good for himself was a turn on. Liam liked to see progress in those he helped or is currently helping. “That’s amazing and you look great no matter what.” He spoke. “I’m proud of you.” 

Derrick smiled at the other and shook his head. “Oh please. I know I don’t always look too amazing.” He chuckled softly and shrugged. “But thank you.” He nudged the other and rolled his eyes. “It’s nice to hear you say your proud.” He smiled and shrugged.

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jordan-jx:

Jordan slowly undressed the lithe tattoo artist and gave a low whistle playfully. “Look at you,” he murmured, taking his hands and pulling him onto the bed with him. There was something about his shy nature that Jordan found very attractive. He had big, lovely eyes, and a beautiful smile. But at the same time, the tattoos on his arms and neck made him appear to be edgy and dangerous. Jordan knew he was a total lamb, but it was a hot look.

The skater smiled as he pulled Derrick down onto his bed, wanting to close the distance between their lips. He leaned up to meet him and kissed him softly. His arms wrapped around the other in a warm embrace.

Derrick blushed as the other whistled at him, biting down on his bottom lip as he looked up at the other. Jordan looked like he was about to devour him. He licked over his lips lips slowly and let himself be tugged down on the other. He kissed Jordan slowly and deeply, his arms going around the other’s waist, pulling the man closer. 

“I want you so badly tonight... I want you to take me and use me however you want.” He needed to feel wanted. He believed that Jordan wanted him. It seemed like a perfect match to  him.

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[andys-stolen-omen]

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To: @ben-blythe From: Derrick Note: They’re just some songs that make me think of you

Sober - P¡nk This was really how I felt when I met you. I really was at a low just feeling like... I was becoming an absolute shell of myself.

When it's good, then it's good, it's so good 'till it goes bad 'Till you're trying to find the you that you once had I have heard myself cry, never again Broken down in agony just trying to find a friend

She’s so High - Tal Bachman I really do did feel this way about you. Like you’re some... far away mythical being who I could never have a real chance with.

First class and fancy-free, she's high society She's got the best of everything What could a guy like me ever really offer? She's perfect as she can be, why should I even bother?

Young Folks - Peter Bjorn and John Letting you find out about my past was really hard. I don’t really tell anyone shit about my life. I just wanted to say thank you for accepting me.

If I told you things I did before Told you how I used to be Would you go along with someone like me? If you knew my story word for word Had all of my history Would you go along with someone like me?

Kiss Me - Sixpence None the Richer This song really speaks for itself...

Oh, kiss me, beneath the milky twilight Lead me out on the moonlit floor Lift your open hand Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance

What I Like About You - The Romantics You asked me what I liked about you and... well I’m always happy to tell you. There’s so much that I like.

What I like about you You keep me warm at night Never wanna let you go Know you make me feel alright, yeah

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dentphotography:

“I would probably be one of these psychotic stalker kind of people. I am passionate, so if I would do stalking I would probably go to infinity and beyond.” Jamison shrugged his shoulders some. He had his head tilted attention on the handsome stranger while he was looking at his photo, and he was glad he was allowed to keep it. “Well thank you. I really do like it. I will do some editing and if you want I can send you a copy of it?” Jamison took back the camera and then held out his hand instead. “I’m Jamison, how’s your name?”

Derrick smiled brightly at the other and laughed easily. “That doesn’t sound like the best thing to brag about. But I suppose it is good to be honest.” He chuckled easily and shrugged. “I’m Derrick. Nice to meet another artist around town.” He gave a wide smile at the other, shrugging easily.

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getyourfix-logan:

Logan bit his lip and looked away as his cheek was stroked “that is who I wanted to be…I wanted to be the man that was good enough for you” he whispered “y-you’re the first person who ever made me think about a future, my future….our future” he squeaked out as tears began to form in his eyes “s-sure we were a mess when we were together, b-but once I heard you sobered up…I wanted to try it too..” he whispered “I tried..and tried before I went out looking for you again..” he mumbled before sniffling softly “I just…I want you to want me” he muttered as his body began to quiver softly, tears now streaming down his cheeks.

Derrick sighed softly. “I’m not dating anyone right now, Logan. Ever since I turned eighteen and arrived here in New York I’ve always been dating someone and... Right now I’m just trying to figure out who I am when I’m alone. I’m so sorry that...” He paused, trying to come up with the words. “I get that you’ve spent a lot of time wanting me, but you shouldn’t wait for me, Log. Who knows when and if I’ll be ready to date again and who knows if we’ll even still work together.” He reached out, gently squeezing the other’s arm. “I don’t want you to waste your time waiting for mw when I can’t even promise I’ll ever be ready.”

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