aren't you tired of fighting?

[tbmcs]

20s // ritual abuse & torture survivor // vent blog, nothing is tagged

[tbmcs]

if my mom was like actually abusive I wouldn't argue with her about her AI usage. on account of the fact that I am afraid of being abused by her. and the fact that you publicly berate her usage of it to the point of selling really ugly tacky t-shirts entirely as a fuck-you to her, your rich mother who lets you live in her multi million dollar house in a rich neighbourhood completely rent-free, and barely as a personal statement, really doesn't prove to me that you're actually being abused in any single way that is going to leave any kind of damage. you're just a spoiled child. sorry you refuse to listen to everyone who tells you this

[mindbranded]

[septic-child]

[cloudswamp]

sunspots, nine inch nails

[cloudswamp]

suck, nine inch nails

[etteraths]

. . .

[cloudswamp]

my violent heart, nine inch nails

[traumatizeddfox]

“i have a very childlike rage, and a very childlike loneliness” - Richey Edwards

[cloudswamp]

gave up, nine inch nails

[softytothecore]

[hel7l7]

It doesn’t work. I still feel afraid.

[tbmcs]

i kind of don't want to be alive right now i know im being dramatic and it's also past 9pm but im scared for my future and i feel like i have no hope i feel stuck i feel trapped i feel like ill never get out of here. im really scared for my life

[druddigoon]

the biggest waste of food

[tbmcs]

"i don't know how to explain to you the problem when it's right there" please just try to kill me instead next time i fucking hate this I hate that don't speak to me like that again just TELL ME IM FUCKING ATUPID AND NOT WORRH YOUR FUCKING TIME STOP BOTHERING STOP TRYING IM WORTHLESS GOOD FOR NOTHING INCAPABLE OF DOING FUCKING ANYTHING AT ALL

[tbmcs]

i feel fucking horrible i want to rip my eyes out im pathetic i cant do anything right i cant do anything im fucking useless i have no worth i cant do things as fast as they do whats the fucking point i should just die

[boydaisies-deactivated20170620]

Shoutout to the people who are traumatized by an event that didn’t bother them at first By something that they didn’t realize hurt them By something that happened when they were young and naive and didn’t know what to do so they forced the memory out of their head By something that only started affecting them recently You are valid and I love you