First of all don’t mind my grammar👏 second of all this has been going on in my mind for the longest time ever since the depart of a loved family member, they say people come into your life to teach you a lesson and after that they can either stay or leave. But what happend if they leave? What am i suppose to do? When a person who depart is the person that i rely so much on and the one that teach me on going lesson about everyday life, all that’s left is just pain, regret, anger, and questions ... lots and lots of quetions. It makes you question everything, your religion, your faith, your God (if you believe) and when everyone offered to help you just shut everyone out and as time went on you just kind of go numb. You don’t necessarily get better or worst you just stuck in this monotone of a cycle, you don’t realize that you have been living in a constant cycle until that person that you depend and love so much left and you feel like you have been strained and trapped inside of a box you’re trying to scream for help but your voice won’t come out and you just don’t know what to do! And you are afraid of what going to happend to you, will i be living the rest of my life like this? Will i ever be happy again? ... this is all questions i’m trying to answer, and still trying to cope with the situation even though it’s been a little over 8 months since my mom passed away. Theres not a single day pass where i don’t think about my mom💕 my love and my life💙
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