Blue

Pan/ace - She/They - 🤍⌛🖤 🤠 👁 a place for my thoughts, for relatability, for randomness, for healing, to vent. 👁 tw

[teaonsoup]

Oh to crave affection while simultaneously being scared of it

[catchymemes]

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

some people are not meant to be in your life forever, no matter how much you care about them. some people are meant to be a moment or a lesson or a story. they all play parts in our life, no matter how long they’re in it.

[ryan-sometimes]

One of my favorite things about moving into my own apartment has been just autism/adhd proofing the fuck out of the place. I can accommodate my needs as much as I want to and it’s a type of freedom every neurodivergent person should experience

[sylvermoths]

"it's been five years since unus annus ended" hey what the fuck do you mean. I was watching the final livestream yesterday I swear it was yesterday

[teaonsoup]

I just crave connection. True and pure human connection. I want the laughter and recklessness of youth. I want to adventure and feel friendship. I want to feel that in which I have not had for too many years.

I yearn to have people to talk to, to connect.

[teaonsoup]

All the conversations missed in the late depths of the night...the moon high in the sky, eyes wide open but yours are sealed shut.

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

i think it’s amazing that despite everything life has thrown at you, you’re still here

[teaonsoup]

I was new, not known, not accustomed to conversations taken place here.

I was new, I was hopeful, I'd get to laugh, talk, share here.

Til I was here and they were there, an already molded group I said to myself.

But then they were new, not known, not accustomed to conversations taken place here.

They were new, they were hopeful, they got to laugh, talk, share here.

They were there and I was still just here.

[teaonsoup]

Coming from a dysfunctional family into a secure family is wild business, honestly.

[teaonsoup]

To be loved in one's own eternity is something so eternal and profound.

[hiddenhearthwitch]

🌾 You are allowed to unlearn parts of you that do not align with who you are now 🌾

💌 You are allowed to re-evaluate your beliefs

🍃 You are allowed to change your mind

🦋 You are allowed to redefine your identity

☀️ You are allowed to let go of behaviors and habits that hinder your growth

[teaonsoup]

Ldr literally feel like heartbreak everytime you have to leave

[teaonsoup]

Some family are looking for the cat in my brothers room but the cats just in my room hiding like 😗✌️ and honestly same

[traumatizeddfox]

*wakes up* hmm i wonder which repressed memory i’ll remember today

[teaonsoup]

I was the youngest trying to carry everyone else, being the rock, the cord keeping everyone together and now here I am with the aftermath, the damage and I only have me to collect myself.

[teaonsoup]

I'm well to familiar with the hands of neglect.