Just trying to let it out

I made this blog to vent and occasionally share my art and writing. content may be triggering. Message me at any time if you want to talk.

[fdsfjdsfjkf93723679267-deactiva]

being mentally ill + suicidal at a young age (before 18) is. strange, because you grow up with this idea that one day you’ll finally snap, turn off, be brave enough to kill yourself, so you don’t really plan for the future. adulthood- further life, it isn’t for you, nor do you feel included within the future of it. it isn’t.. it isn’t part of your life plan.

and then before you know it you’re 18 and you’re an adult but you never thought you’d get this far and sure it’s great that you’re still alive you guess but also. you feel so alone + lost in a world you never expected or planned to be a part of.

[infinnitte]

[shareaquote]

I think too much. I feel too much. I hold on to the things that destroy me, and I can’t move on.

juansendizon (via smallyetbeautiful)

[written-on-polaroids]

I hope we run into each other again in 10 years from now. I hope I will finally be able to look at you again without feeling like having my heart ripped out of my chest.

10 years from now. (via written-on-polaroids)

[serorokiscloset]

@inkskinned

based off of this post by R.I.D.

[ffspunk]

you’ll get sick again because sick is what you know

[holaitsliza]

How do you go back to being strangers with someone who has seen your soul?

L.R. (via

holaitsliza

)

x

(via schreaming)

[quotemadness]

Always leave people better than you found them. Hug the hurts. Kiss the broken. Befriend the lost. Love the lonely.

Unknown (via dezemberluuft)

[deeplifequotes]

I will not beg you for your time or try to convince you to choose me, the world is too big and I have too much to offer.

Unknown (via deeplifequotes)

[infpisme]

The more you love, the more you suffer.

Vincent Van Gogh (via infpisme)

[blatantwritings]

I guess what I’m trying to say is, If I never see you again, I hope you at least think of me from time to time When that song comes on in the car, Or the sun breaks through the windows a certain way I hope it makes you smile, And somewhere, I hope you are grateful too

“Untitled” by Meredith Grace

@blatantwritings

(via

blatantwritings

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Please miss me too

(via written-on-polaroids)

[leavingittothemoon-deactivated2]

Okay, I get it. You didn't give a shit about me and it's enough to kill the last hope I was holding on.

[inthefuture1]

in the future i will stop searching for remnants of you in other people

[wnq-music]

Don’t say you miss me when it’s your fault I’m gone.

Drake, “Miss Me” (via wordsnquotes)

[toyourlover]

NO FUCK YOU BECAUSE I WAS GOOD ENOUGH AND YOU RUINED ME

[hateuandfeelin]

and here you are living, despite it all.

rupi kaur “milk and honey” (via shes-different)

[rosespell]