[tearsoflight]

 𝓅hira ˒ 𝓁umi ⋆˚࿔ she ／ it ₊ ݃  2OO9 11 23 ‿𓈒ִ ᩧ jirai

   chinese  cupioromantic  dpdr && cptsd

1.0﹕ i will post about my mental health + triggering topics so block if you don't want to see that. i am a jirai. i do not wish to recover. you are better off blocking me than reporting.

2.0﹕ i block freely. if you interact with me i will interact with you, it is your responsibility to ensure your dni is enforced.

3.0﹕ i am relatively impassive and blunt in my speech. i try to be friendly but often i come across as rude and impolite. i apologise; it is something i am working on.

4.0﹕ this blog is completely separate from my other one as i do not wish for my irls to find this. mutuals i am close with may dm for discord, but i have no other socials to share. i also have a freaky sideblog. dm for that.

5.0﹕ i made my banner and removed the bg from my icon. this took me a while to figure out. please do not steal these.

𐅛૮⳿ྀི. ̫ . ̥ᐢꛒ𓂂݂♡ ˒  nso. crk. pjsk. genshin. alnst. sfawtde. project hail mary. heathers. omori. mlp. komi can't communicate. ddlc. evangelion. danganronpa. co09. fantastic mr fox.

𑙕 .⁠ ᩙ .⁠ 𓈒 ꛒ♫ ˒  inabakumori. heavenly. the smiths. nakiso. syudou. dazey and the scouts. alex g. tame impala. nastyona. mitski.

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oh my god i think i accidentally clicker trained myself

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god my addiction sucks so bad but i rely on it to live

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i really would like to sleep. forever maybe

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you asked me how i've been, but how could i begin to tell you i should've chased you? i should be who you're engaged to

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i am quite exhausted and very burnt out

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your blog lwk fire ngl

hello thank you that's very kind of you!

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hello phira i just woke up how are you!!!,,

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i am seeing this slightly late but i also just woke up

i am good, how about you? i think i'm going to stay inside today because my hair is a mess and i can't be bothered to go outside

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Hello how are you today? I hope your day was extremely wonderful and beautiful!

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hello another anon?? i'm so happy wtf

i am okay - i think today i am going to try and emulate tomodachi life, and then i'm going to study for a bit because i have exams coming up. my day has been very nice so far, i stayed up until 4 and the birds sounded pretty and then i went back to sleep and i've just woken up again

how about you, how are you doing?

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this too isn't passing

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okokok ty sorry for asking so many questions i hope its ok

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in the kindest manner possible, you need to stop apologising so much..

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what's happened all of a sudden my other blog for that side of tumblr isn't getting notes

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i'm good i'm good i just was kindof bored scrolling thru jiraiblr and i came across your blog and it looks very nice + you were asking for anons so,,

how about you!! can i call you phira :')

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that's good to hear, i'm glad you think my blog looks nice. i must say i'm very lucky you ran into me when you did, because i posted that post wanting anons about five minutes ago.

it is quite literally in my intro so yes, please call me phira!

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hi can i be an anon T-T you seem very cool i would love to get to know you!!

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wow that was quick... yes of course you can be an anon! i'm not going to say no </3

how are you?

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i would really like a very sweet anon. in my mind i would give them little gifts and trinkets, if only we were not separated by a screen..

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i think about how i came so close to dying and i begged god to live and now that i'm alive i just want to die again

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there's this weird black substance on my wrist tf it's not sticky and it won't come off