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to paula in late spring by W.S. Merwin

it sucks so bad to be turning 26 and still living with abusive parents because the economy sucks and i cant afford to move out. i wish i got to be like all those gay and trans people who moved away to college and got to actually live life. to say to other depressed young gay and trans people it gets better.

im 25 right now and in few weeks ill be 26. out of those 25 years i only got to live how i wanted to for a week. i keep seeing those posts saying it gets better and i just keep getting older. i feel so underdeveloped and left behind. those 25 soon to be 26 year olds got to go to college, make friends (or didn't), go to drink and party, have friends, live and actually breathe. make decisions without coercion. ive wasted 25 years.

i see people my age and younger and older who got to live!!!! to actually have life. who are talking about being almost 30 and they actually did stuff.

i don't think im ever going to make it out of here. my only plan is that im killing myself at 30. because i know I won't make it out of here. ive wasted my life and there is no hope. even if i do make it out. all those years are gone.

#tw abuse mention #tw suicide #tw sui ideation #abuse #birthday blues #gay #trans #transgender #suicide #mid 20s #26 years old #trauma #grief

sylvanitchi

someone requested i draw goldie months ago, i forgot who, but this is for u

yuumei-art

Celestial Oak I painted this over a month ago and totally forgot to post it lol

I love the idea of each acorn containing it's very own universe 🌌 I've also been designing some acorn lanterns, photos coming soon!

danandphilupdates

phil tweet

11/6/26

a-blue-goblin

big day for pikuniku fans

#YIPPEE

i really don't like that politicians say the Q slur and talk about it for everyone. i don't like it that its mainstream and that public figures say it all the time. it makes me deeply uncomfortable. i miss when everyone said lgbt+ :(

#q slur #vent