got you swervin lane to lane

kel's indie multimuse ⤕21 + ⤕ some NSFW/triggering themes (tagged) ⤕ find muses in 𝙣𝙖𝙫𝙞𝙜𝙖𝙩𝙚

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𝗵𝗲𝘆, it’s kel here! i’m 24 years old and use she/they pronouns.

↠ 𝗰𝗮𝗻𝗼𝗻 and 𝗼𝗰 muses (𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘥)

↠ i can be a little selective with who i roleplay with, just because i don’t want to be become too overwhelmed, but still feel free to approach if you want to plot! 

↠ 𝗱𝗶𝘀𝗰𝗹𝗮𝗶𝗺𝗲𝗿 — i work a full time job and so may not always be around, but will do my best to be active at least once a day!

↠ triggering/nsfw themes may be present, but will always be tagged!

↠ visit muses

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                    psa — if we’re mutuals, this gives you unsaid permission to attack my inbox whenever you want, as much as you want, with whatever you want.  want to spam me with memes?  break your ask limit.  want to send me random messages?  break your ask limit.  want to leave me love?  break your ask limit.  anything.  everything.  it doesn’t matter what time of day or night, even if i’m not around, you are always welcome.  you always have permission.  i mean it.

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i know i should be sleeping because i'm up at 4am tomorrow, but y'all are too entertaining

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𝙛𝙖𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙡𝙚𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙚 added to muses!

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@herheartbeat requested a starter.

❛ How did you get so 𝙩𝙖𝙡𝙡? ❜ He had a look of horror on his face as he looked from Sofia to the 𝙝𝙪𝙜𝙚 𝙧𝙞𝙙𝙚𝙨, and back to Sofia again. He remembered when he could take his daughter to a theme park and only have to ride the baby rides — he used the excuse that she was so little to hide the fact he 𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙙 rollercoasters. He'd only agreed to take her to a place like this because he was 𝙨𝙪𝙧𝙚 she'd still be too miniscule. But now, looking around, there were kids nearly half her size (maybe an exaggeration) waiting in queues to ride the super quick ride Mark was sure he'd feel queasy after riding.

❛ You sure you don't want to go to the zoo? ❜

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𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐍

❛ 𝙎𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙤𝙪𝙨𝙡𝙮. You're not just a 𝙡𝙞𝙩𝙩𝙡𝙚 skeptical about this? ❜

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@herheartbeat requested a starter.

She was nervous. She'd spend a thousand minutes with her daughter but, whenever she went away and came back, Arizona was nervous to see her again. She worried if Sofia would be happy to be home, or if she'd rather be living it large in the 𝙘𝙞𝙩𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙣𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙨𝙡𝙚𝙚𝙥𝙨 — and now she was worrying whether or not Sofia would be angry that she had sent Meredith to collect her from the airport. She didn't 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 to have to do that.

She'd cleaned Sofia's room from top to toe. New toys slept on the bed and ornaments had new homes on her daughter's shiny, new shelves. Now she waited for the doorbell to ring, anxiously twiddling her thumbs and chewing her bottom lip.

Arizona's home wasn't picture perfect, but it 𝙬𝙖𝙨 home.

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mcevilspawn:

Andrew allowed himself to calm down as best as he could, but he regretted his decision to come to the hospital. She would find him here, and although he knew there were people here who had been through trauma, others would look down on him. How could he ever expect authority from residents if they saw him like this.

As Jo entered the room and spoke, the male had just been about to sit down behind the bed so that upon entering the room no one would see him. At the comment, he gave an obvious fake laugh before averting his eyes to avoid eye contact. “Yeah, feel like it… those stairs are hard work.” he tried to put the blame on the stairs rather than the fact his sweat was due to the fact he was out of the confides of his safe space.

How was he ever going to help another person when at this moment he was unable to help himself.

        She could feel his laugh was fake  — 𝙖𝙣𝙮𝙤𝙣𝙚 could, but she didn’t draw attention to it. She instead made a light comment and flashed that same warm smile; ❛ Maybe use the lift next time, hot shot. ❜

She tentatively walked closer to Andrew, careful not to make any sudden movements. She could tell by the tense shoulders and darting eyes that he was a man on the edge, and she wasn’t about to do anything to trigger him. Or 𝙖𝙩 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙩 𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙜𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙧𝙮.

As she began placing gloves on, Jo tried to fish.  ❛ You need to talk about anything? ❜ She spoke lightly, as if they were having a conversation about what they were going to have for dinner tonight  — her tone of voice calm and friendly. She avoided eye contact as best she could, trying not to act too intense and only flashing minimal amounts to subtly make sure Andrew was still mentally in the room and not anywhere else.

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injury reveal + sentence starters

“ how bad is it? “ “ it’s bad. “

“ let me have a look… “

“ how long have you gone like this? “

“ i need to show you something. “

“ don’t freak out. “

“ are you okay? “

“ is that blood? “

“ holy shit... how long have you gone like this? “

“ who did this to you? “ [silence] “ hey, look at me. look at me. who did this to you?

“ tell me who did this to you. “

“ i'm not sure what happened. i woke up and it was there. someone must have gotten to me while i was sleeping. maybe an animal, or something. “ “ really? that's the excuse you're going for? “

“ let me look at you… “

“ i'm sorry that i didn't tell you. “

“ someone needs to take a look at this. “

“ this doesn't look good. “

“ does that hurt? “

“ are you okay with me touching you? “

“ oh my god… are you hurt? “

“ does that hurt? can you feel your fingers? “

“ let me know if there’s anything i can do. “

“ looks pretty rough to me. “ “ i’ll manage. “

“ it's nothing. hurts like hell but -- i've dealt with worse. “

“ do you need any help? i'll bandage that up for you. “

“ let me clean that for you... “

“ i've got a survival kit in my car. let me go grab it. “

“ i can't believe you kept this a secret for so long... how come nobody noticed? “

“ hey, let me take a look... “

“ are you equipped to deal with this? “ “ absolutely not. “

“ it's more or less healed up. “ “ are you sure? it looks infected to me... “

“ you need to see a doctor. “

“ it doesn't hurt. i don't know if that's a good thing. i might be numb from the pain. “

“ i'll take care of you, all right? i've got some bandages in my car. “

“ don't touch it! “

“ how did this happen? “

“ be prepared. this'll sting like a motherfucker... “

“ i injured myself. it's completely my fault. “

“ you don't need to do this, seriously. it's just a scratch. i'll be fine. “ “ yeah, but out here, you get that thing infected, you're dead before next week. “

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&. 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩𝐬. 

(  a  mix  of  fluff  and  angst  for  all  your  shipping  needs.  )

❛ you look happier. ❜

❛ they’re teaching me to kill, but who’s teaching me to love? ❜

❛ it’s hard to sit here and be close to you and not kiss you. ❜

❛ you left like i was never a reason to stay. ❜

❛ i never craved attention until i tasted yours. ❜

❛ if i kissed you, i don’t think i’d be able to stop. ❜

❛ you had my heart before i could say no. ❜

❛ but friends don’t look at each other like we do. ❜

❛ i like you. a lot. like a lot, a lot. ❜

❛ you’d look cuter holding my hand, but whatever. ❜

❛ they say you’re dangerous, but you’re my safe. ❜

❛ you are the peace i crave in this chaotic world. ❜

❛ i need you, you idiot. ❜

❛ i’d be yours, if you asked. ❜

❛ what’s meant to be will always find a way. ❜

❛ i never planned to have you on my mind this often. ❜

❛ you still live in the silences between my thoughts. ❜

❛ we’re not perfect, but we’re perfect for each other. ❜

❛ with a heart like that, you deserve the world. ❜

❛ i will look for you in every lifetime until we finally stay. ❜

❛ it’ll always be you. ❜

❛ i am yours. no refunds. ❜

❛ meet me in my dreams and stay for a while. ❜

❛ please don’t let me forget your voice. ❜

❛ i am in love with a moment we never had. ❜

❛ you steady me and stir me all at once. ❜

❛ i never want to stop making memories with you. ❜

❛ what i have with you, i don’t want with anyone else. ❜

❛ you smile a lot more since we’ve met. ❜

❛ do you think the universe fights for souls to be together? ❜

❛ i may not be your first, but i want to be your last. ❜

❛ i have passed by many eyes, but i only got lost in yours. ❜

❛ i’m pretty sure i didn’t meet you for nothing. ❜

❛ for you, i’ll risk it all. ❜

❛ i’m happiest when i’m with you. ❜

❛ i wonder what i look like in your eyes. ❜

❛ you’re important to me, you piece of shit. ❜

❛ and now you’re a stranger with all my secrets. ❜

❛ it terrifies me what i would do for you. ❜

❛ anywhere with you is everywhere i want to be. ❜

❛ my soul just wants to be closer to yours. ❜

❛ you’re still my person, even if i’m no longer yours. ❜

❛ you didn’t just break promises, you broke me. ❜

❛ some people search their whole lives for what i found in you. ❜

❛ you return like autumn and i fall every time. ❜

❛ i think about kissing you all the time. ❜

❛ maybe i’ll see you in another life if this one wasn’t enough. ❜

❛ the most beautiful part is, i wasn’t even looking when i found you. ❜

❛ your eyes hold everything my heart thirsts for. ❜

❛ you are enough. a thousand times enough. ❜

❛ a sky full of stars, and i’d still watch you. ❜

❛ i broke my rules for you. ❜

❛ you give me fireflies. ❜

❛ in your eyes, i found gravity. ❜

❛ you have no idea how much i like you. ❜

❛ my heart is so full of you i can hardly call it my own. ❜

❛ so do right people with wrong timing get a second chance? ❜

❛ i pushed everyone away because they weren’t you. ❜

❛ you were worth the wait. ❜

❛ c’mon, we’d look cute together. ❜

❛ if you take care of everyone, who takes care of you? ❜

❛ i think i might be in some kind of love with you. ❜

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wow i am 𝙩𝙞𝙧𝙚𝙙

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signing off the the night! replies and everything tomorrow!

[mcevilspawn]

Andrew had only been able to leave the confides of his own home after his near death experience. He had to go to the hospital for a check up and although he was considering calling and having it at home, he needed to go, to try and escape these four walls and his own mind. 

He kept his hood up and head down as he reached the hospital before dropping into the stairwell and heading up the stairs as fast as his body could cope. He was healing, but his body was still fragile - his mind even more so. The constant medication for his Bipolar disorder, and his anxiety. He was manic on times and with the thought of seeing the woman who almost killed him on ever corner. 

As he found an empty consultation room, he dived into it and shut the door behind him pressing against it and panting heavily . He’d made it. Now he just needed to wait for whoever was examining him. 

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          Jo had specifically requested to be the doctor who was going to be examining Andrew today. Sure, it was probably the job of a resident, but she didn’t care. She understood not wanting to be seen by 𝙖𝙣𝙮𝙗𝙤𝙙𝙮 after the kind of trauma Andrew had been through  — and she trusted herself to know she wouldn’t make any innappropriate comments. She didn’t trust 𝙖𝙣𝙮 of the residents to not do that. 

She’d seen him frantically enter the room as she walked the hall. She inwardly decided she was going to give him a moment and, once she’d decided he’d had enough time to catch his breath, she made for the room. 

She knocked first. When she didn’t hear an invitation, she opened the door slowly. 

❛ You need some water? ❜ she joked, a kind smile playing on her lips.  ❛ You look like you’ve just ran a marathon. ❜

Another reason she’d chosen to do this  — she wouldn’t be all dark and gloomy like any other doctor may have been. Andrew didn’t need that. 

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@mcevilspawn​

                    She needed answers. She just 𝙣𝙚𝙚𝙙𝙚𝙙 them. She’d waited long enough for Alex to walk through the door and tell her he’d lost his phone, or any other fantasy Jo had made up in her head. She wasn’t even sure that Alex was going to be here, on a remote farm in the middle of nowhere  — there was just a horrible, nagging feeling in her heart that told her he 𝙬𝙖𝙨 here.

Meredith had found the address for her, or rather had tricked Izzie into giving it to her. Jo owed her a thousand gifts. 

Jo knocked on the door of the farmhouse, anxiety coursing through her body. Now all she had to do was wait. 𝙒𝙖𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙛𝙖𝙩𝙚.

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𝙤𝙥𝙚𝙣 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙧

                    𝙏𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙙𝙖𝙮. 

She doesn’t mean to take it out on everyone. She 𝙣𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 does. That’s just not her. Today it was like she’d woken up and her alarm clock had screamed at her to be unreasonably rude. 

She’d taken herself to a rarely used room in the hospital after losing her cool with a nurse she’d have to apologise to later. 

Eyes closed, she exhales intensely. Then a door opens, and she’s taken out of her trance. 

                    ❛ 𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭? ❜ immediate regret at her harsh tone.

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​𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 this for a starter from any of my muses! specify who you’d like a starter from and to below, or i’ll do one at random!

my muses added so far, for reference ⬎

[promptfairy]

❥    𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐎𝐌  𝐋𝐘𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐒  𝐈    [   𝚂𝙴𝙽𝚃𝙴𝙽𝙲𝙴 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙴𝚁𝚂    ]   .

sentence starters inspired by various lyrics from random songs on my own personal playlist !!   some lyrics have been slightly modified to be more usable .  change gendered language   &   add context to your needs .  happy roleplaying !!♡

“   i  wish  i  never  met  her  .   ” “   i  don’t  really  care  if  you  cry  .   ” “   they  don’t  wanna  chase  this  rainbow  .   ” “   you  were  my  everything  .   ” “   one  headline  ,   why  believe  it  ?   ” “   who  knew  evil  girls  have  the  prettiest  faces  ?   ” “   they  say  it’s  my  fault  .   ” “   you’ve  got  nothing  left  to  give  .   ” “   i  could  have  any  type  of  boy  that  i  feel  .   ” “   don’t  you  pay  them  any  mind  .   ” “   there’s  no  turning  back  .   ” “   this  is  life   &   we  only  get  one  chance  .   ” “   i  know  you’re  sad   &   tired  .   ” “   you  should’ve  never  lied  .   ” “   will  i  ever  be  free  ?   ” “   i  pray  for  my  enemies  .   ” “   it’s  no  better  to  be  safe  than  sorry  .   ” “   i  pray  for  all  my  rivals  .   ” “   the  world’s  gonna  know  your  name  .   ” “   i  want  to  fly  to  a  place  where  it’s  just  you   &   me  .   ” “   let  them  keep  on  talking  .   ” “   have  i  crossed  the  line  ?   ” “   we  only  get  one  shot  at  this  .   ” “   you  burn  with  the  brightest  flame  .   ” “   welcome  to  your  life  .   ” “   i  won’t  let  you  forget  me  .   ” “   easier  said  than  done  .   ” “   i  cannot  die  ,   because  this  is  my  universe  .   ” “   i’m  just  living  for  me  ,   but  a  little  more  vicious  .   ” “   i  swear  that  you’ll  get  over  it  .   ” “   i  can’t  take  back  the  love  that  i  gave  you  .   ” “   now  ,   i’m  just  better  off  dead  .   ” “   so  glad  we’ve  almost  made  it  .   ” “   i’ll  be  right  behind  you  .   ” “   don’t  come  crawling  to  me  .   ” “   everybody  wants  to  rule  the  world  .   ” “   you  gave  me  a  heart  that  was  full  of  mistakes  .   ” “   i  feel  totally  lost  .   ” “   there’s  a  room  where  the  light  won’t  find  you  .   ” “   i  can’t  stand  this  indecision  .   ” “   i  still  see  your  shadows  in  my  room  .   ” “   i  just  want  you  to  feel  safe  .   ” “   i  know  it  hurts  sometimes  ,   but  ,   you’ll  get  over  it  .   ” “   i  just  want  to  make  you  glow  how  you  glowed  when  we  were  young  .   ” “   yes  ,   i’ve  lost  my  mind  .   ” “   you  could  walk  straight  through  hell  with  a  smile  .   ” “   i  keep  closing  my  eyes  ,   but  i  can’t  block  you  out  .   ” “   nothing  ever  lasts  forever  .   ” “   i  might  need  help  to  see  the  good  things  .   ” “   i  am  who  i  am  .   ” “   i’m  in  serious  shit  .   ” “   you’re  the  worst  .   ” “   i  should  have  listened  to  my  friends  .   ” “   all  my  friends  are  dead  .   ” “   all  you  wanna  do  is  party   &   bullshit  .   ” “   i  know  that  you  want  me  dead  .   ” “   i  know  it’s  all  in  my  head  .   ” “   you  know  this  happens  every  time  .   ” “   being  with  you  has  opened  my  eyes  .   ” “   i’m  feeling  for  her  what  she’s  feeling  for  me  .   ” “   i  spend  my  money  on  the  regular  miracles  .   ” “   you  were  made  out  of  plastic  ;   fake  .   ” “   this  isn’t  what  i  wanted  .   ” “   this  is  not  enough  .   ” “   this  is  something  i  should  have  told  you  long  ago  .   ” “   but  i  want  her  so  much  .   ” “   when  they  stop   &   stare  ,   it  doesn’t  worry  me  .   ” “   god  is  the  only  one  above  me  .   ” “   shake  me  out  of  my  misery  .   ” “   now  you  see  how  it  feels  .   ” “   now  you’re  all  alone  .   ” “   you  should’ve  seen  the  way  she  looked  into  my  eyes  .   ” “   i  thought  you  were  the  one  .   ”

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comment your preference on charas! if not, i’ll pick at random