the hellsite sustains me

Phoenix / 30s / critter / bunny dad / married / d&d / yeehan / queer / trans / he/they pronouns. i like rabbits. on T since 10-10-13

[mapleejay]

does anyone else think about how brave all their friends are and get really emotional about it

[mapleejay]

I'm glad everyone is alive rn

[pidgefudge]

hello 👋 i am the worlds smallest bug 🐛 and ☝️ i too would like to “fag it up” if i may

[cypric-rat-hyperfixation]

[krasnoarmeyets]

i bet it feels good as fuck to intend to do something and then actually do it

[testosterlonely]

cruel day work was exhausting and ptsd is being Bad and i ordered dinner and it tasted bad

[wingkink]

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

[imjunebitch]

"can mutuals dm" "can mutuals ask for your discord" girl, mutuals have an implied invitation to my wedding

[littlecozydoodles]

be weird who cares 🐌 ✨

prints

[andreweatspussy111]

Here’s your 1,000mg prescription of reassurance

[kiramartinauthor]

WHY YOU SHOULD WRITE HORRIBLY:

1. You’ll never write anything if you don’t

[gjdraws]

[testosterlonely]

another June 1st survived

and it feels wrong to call it a survival because the reason it’s such a battle is because she didn’t survive it

the grief doesn’t go away it just grows and shrinks and changes and every day I live in a world without so many people who I have loved

every time I ask a client about suicide I think about her and I hope for just a moment that they do not end up someone that has to be grieved

[sacred-portal]

[azaablue]

the best fanfiction you've ever read was written by a woman in her 40s before she made dinner for her kids. it was written by a teenager after school when they should've been studying for a history test. and a barista came up with the idea while they cleaned the espresso machine and busser fact-checked it on their break and the post-doc edited between writing grant proposals and the nurse apologized for typos in the notes after a long shift and behind every drabble and one-shot and multi-chapter fic there is a person with a wonderful and interesting and chaotic life and it is such a privilege that we get to be apart of it because they decided to do this thing we all share, for fun.

[sobcat]

June will save us because we believe #ourdetermination

[testosterlonely]

how is it already 9 years since Eileen died

it feels so close and so far and that explains why the focus and flashbacks and dissociation have been so bad lately but

I can’t believe it’s been so long

[midnightportals]

[testosterlonely]

stressing out about money again l o l

july is a 3 check month and god do i need it

[testosterlonely]

panic moderately calmed

I get paid on the 3rd and phone payment comes out on the 4th I thought it was sooner