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I was about to do some replies, but I’ve got to log off and talk to a friend for a bit. I’ll get to hopefully all of my) replies tonight.

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chxosxndhell:

“Good because I’m not going to,” Freya replied watching as he turned away. Folding her arms over her chest she frowned as she looked at him. “Stop acting like a child who didn’t get a cookie.” 

He stopped walking, looked back at her over his shoulder, but refused to turn around. “I’m not being a bratty child. I have every right to be upset that you’re lying to me about something important.”

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blujexns:

“Wouldn’t mind hearing a tip or two on how you do it since it’s been proving more difficult than I imagined with Charlie” he said rubbing his eyes, feeling a wave of exhaustion hit him. He had been up all night trying to calm Charlie down as he had another crying fit. Although they were getting less and less frequent, he still had nightmares and woke up in the middle of the night crying for his mother which was both physically and emotionally depleting for Theo to say the least. He shook the hand held out to him and introduced himself “Theo…and what did you say your sister’s name was?” with a grimace, trying to remember if she had actually told him her name.

“Of Course. I’m not perfect or anything, but I’ll help if I can.” Lena offered, her bright smile an obvious contrast to the tired man before her. She didn’t think she was an authority on parenting, but she’d gotten a lot of advice -that with a little tailoring- made her life with Sara so much easier. She opened her mouth to answer to his question when she realized what he’d just said. Her mouth closed for a moment and she shook her head, chuckling. “Sara’s actually my daughter.” She explained before pressing her lips to the top of the girl’s head. “Charlie? He’s your brother then?” Lena hadn’t meant to assume anything, but she had, thinking that Theo had been the boy’s father, a young parent like her.

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Breaking Down || Sydney & Judith

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universalheaux:

“Don’t give me sob story about how hard it is to be alone because my heart was broken too. You gotta’ fucking grow up at some point though. ” Sydney’s pleas began to fall on deaf ears. Jackson had been a sore in their relationship since day one. He was always too friendly for an ex in Jude’s not so humble opinion. Judith couldn’t bring herself to look at the other, in fear of shedding her own tears. She wanted to not hate her girlfriend in this moment or at all for that matter. The only thing Judith knew how to do was to provide and protect those who she loved. Never once did she think she’d need someone to return the favor until now she was close to breaking down the bravado that got her through the toughest moments in life. To be fair Judith needed to take some responsibility here. She had pushed & pushed Sydney so far out of her life at that time, her running back to Jackson was bound to happen. Hell she would have chosen to never hear about what happened during their split if she had the option too, but with a baby on the way Jude was forced to make right of their wrongs. Her nails burned patterns into her scalp as she raked through her blonde hair. Judith avoided Syd’s initial question in favor for a less harsh truth “I’m not mad at you” just mad in general she thought silently. “Just give me a sec’ to process, alright?” Her feet carried her further away from Sydney, finally she settled and plopped down on the couch. Only minutes ago things were so simple, her only issue was not being able to progress in a damn video game. “Did you just find this out?” her eyes were a bit wild as she referenced the pregnancy. 

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None of this was Jude’s fault and she didn’t want it to sound like she was blaming anyone except herself. Their break had been something they’d both agreed to, heated as that conversation had been and Sydney decisions with Jackson had been all her own, she knew that. So Sydney stood silently, back up the few inches required for her spine to press against the door frame behind her. She willed herself to look up, nodding at Jude’s request for more time, even if she couldn’t see the gesture. Still trying to hold herself together, Sydney’s arm’s didn’t move from her waist as she slid down the door frame. She wanted to run across the room, and wrap her arms around Jude instead, but she wasn’t willing to risk the rejection. Surely that would kill her. “I uh, just took a test.” She nodded towards the bathroom, where the little white test still sat on the edge of the sink, a bright pink plus sign on it’s small screen looking much too happy for the occasion. That wasn’t a lie, she’d just taken the test, just gotten confirmation, but it wasn’t the whole truth either and Syd wasn’t going to try to keep anything else from Jude, not ever again. “I got sick a couple weeks ago, then again a few days later, and at first I thought I was just being crazy me and jumping to the worst case scenario. I think-” she sniffled as tears started rolling down her cheeks, “I think I’ve known that whole time, but I was scared and I didn’t want it to be true.  I was scared that you would hate me.” That’s what she felt -hated- as silent tears continued falling, moving down her chin and dipping into her lap.

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Breaking Down || Sydney & Judith

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universalheaux:

Jude’s hold on the younger girl ended far sooner then she’d like. It was weird not being able to comfort Sydney by her own will and a small piece of Jude was irritated by that. With eagerness she furrowed her brows as Syd’s words ran after each other in a mess that probably only Judith could cipher through. “I get it. I was a major dick” she breathed out waiting for all of this to make some sort of sense. As she listened further her previous suspicions settled into what could only be some twisted version of reality. Judith was not prepared to hear what Sydney was implying. “Okay. Yeah, we can stop this all right now. I don’t want to hear this shit.” Mentally she tried to block out the visions of her Sydney laying in bed with someone other than herself. “Everyone says shit the don’t mean when they’re pissed, but I didn’t go out and sleep with someone out of spite.” Now caught up in the heat of the moment Jude seemed fixated on the act of what she considered betrayal rather then the consequences. Some would call Judith simple minded or even childish for not being more understanding, but Jude was never one to care what others said about her. 

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She closed her eyes for a moment, just focusing on fighting back tears until she was sure she could open her eyes without opening the floodgates. “I didn’t sleep with with him to spite you. I didn’t even call him to spite you.” The words came out quietly as she stared at the ground, but he didn’t think she could speak louder or look at her angry girlfriend without melting into a puddle of her own tears. “I was alone and scared. No one answered my calls until Jackson. He brought me my favorite ice cream and he held me all night while I cried.” Remembering that night and how their breakup finally felt real to her after that phone call -or perhaps just due to the new hormones running through her body- Sydney suddenly felt sick. She tightened her arms around her waist, like that could physically hold her together for the rest of their discussion. “I just really need you to listen, alright?” Then without giving Jude much of a chance to respond, she continued. “I didn’t even kiss him, not until the third night he came over that week. I didn’t want to keep calling him, but he was familiar and warm and I needed anything that would fill the void. And when he kissed me back it was almost like I wasn’t alone. And I didn’t want to tell you about it because we had just gotten back together and we were so happy and I know you hate him, but I had to tell you because I’m pregnant and scared and I really really need you to tell me that you don’t hate me.”

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chxosxndhell:

Freya snorted as he said he couldn’t convince him otherwise. It wouldn’t be hard for her to actually convince him otherwise if she really tried to. “I’m not explaining anything and I’m not going to stop.” She shook her head as she looked at him.

Brian shook his head, turning away from the girl. If she wasn’t going to tell him what happened then he’d figure it out for himself. “Fine, don’t tell me, Freya. That’s fine.”

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unforgettablc:

 if he had been anyone else, her excuse would have been believable. honestly, it made sense. he had plenty of exes in his life that didn’t want him to move on, but something about this sat wrong with him. “right.” he uttered, placing the phone down. there was enough in this situation that made him upset. her still texting her ex ( && quite freely, he may add ), mentioning his wealth, && her justifying it all. “i’m sure this set of texts is just a jealous ex.” he pointed out. the words on her screen seemed like they were part of an actual conversation, not a one-sided attempt to get her to stop dating him. “your ex, how does she know who i am ???” he asked, his voice dripping of calmness. it was almost eerie. his stomach churned, knowing that this relationship would probably end. he wouldn’t be so willing to put up with this charade, one that only hurt him in the long run –––beyond money. he had been honest && genuine with her, && this response, well it hurt.

kara bit her lip. he didn’t sound convinced and she was too caught off guard to come up with a solid lie. “you’ve been on my instagram and snapchat and twitter, it’s not like i’m hiding you. a lot of people know we’re dating.” she explained, deciding telling as much of the truth as she could was her best course of action. “she messaged me when she saw me wearing that dress you got me last week. she knows designers and knew it was out of my price range. i guess she put two and two together, but that’s not important, because she’s wrong.” she took a step closer, thinking that closing the gap between them would help her cause. “you have to realize that you’re more than just money to me.” it might not have started out that way, but he was more to her now. she didn’t know how much of their conversation he’d read, but if it wasn’t too far back, she figured she just might be able to save this. and she really really wanted to save this.

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chxosxndhell:

“You’re talking crazy do you even hear yourself as you talk?” She asked eyebrows raising as she looked at him. “Sounds pretty crazy to me.” 

“Stop that. Don’t talk to me like that. I know what I saw. I know what you did. And the fact that you’re trying to make me feel insane only proves that I’m right. You can’t convince me otherwise, but if you start explaining you might convince me to keep my mouth shut.”

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suckersfxrpain:

“I think it’s very possible. But if you really think that you can’t figure it out we need to work out a new concept possibly.” Eden smiled softly with a nod. “Yes, we can take a ten minute break but then we have to get back to work okay?”

“Right, ten minutes.” He nodded and let out a long sigh. Brian wasn’t about to argue with her, not after all she was doing to help him, even with his busy schedule. “I just need to do something else for a bit. before deciphering my own nonsense drives me insane.”

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suckersfxrpain:

“Oh she may just decide to kill me if I help you out with this and all.” Stephen chuckled softly. “Fingers crossed about that.”

Tara grinned, trying not to get to excited about the possibility of a movie night with the other. “That doesn’t sound like a no. So when are you free to have a cinnamon filled night of pre-autunm?”

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daneisms:

Dane smirked against her heat knowing it was a cheap way to get what he wanted but it was also the easiest. He kept his tongue moving against her clit rapidly. She always tasted so good, Dane couldn’t get enough of her. His lips wrapped around her swollen bean as he sucked on it, tongue brushing against her as he did so.

She didn’t know why she wouldn’t just let herself give in, perhaps because it felt like letting him win too easily. So she set her book down and focused her energy on not crying out or squirming, knowing that the way her body tensed up probably gave her away and she wouldn’t last much longer anyway. "Fuck.” she moaned, arching her back off the bed when finally the pleasure was too much. “Dane, please...” Her plea -for nothing in particular- came out slow and breathy as she tangled her hands in his short hair.

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blujexns:

As soon as the brunette finished her last sentence, Charlie started running away from them and hid behind a tree far away, leaving Theo to deal with the situation…as usual. “yup…off he goes again” Theo commented, watching his brother as he ran towards the tree, his frustration evident in his voice. He took one last puff from his cigarette and turned to face the brunette again as he was sure she wasn’t going to leave before hearing an apology from someone. He threw his cigarette on the ground and began his apology speech as he idly stomped on it. “How about I apologize on his behalf and assure you that I’ll talk to him about what he did?”, then crouching down to the little girl’s level he added “does Miss Sara accept my apology? “ extending his hand out to the girl.

Lena and her daughter watched as the boy sped off, neither all that happy about it. Setting the little girl on the ground so she could stand before the crouching man, Lena stayed low and gave her an encouraging nod. “It’s okay.” She assured the tike, rubbing her back as Sara turned to face the man and shook his hand. With a quick nod of her head, the girl released his hand, turned around and started clawing at her mother’s clothes, wanting to be picked up. Lena stood, picked Sara up and smiled at the man before her. “Thank you for that. We’re working on manners and learning to accept apologies is a big part of that. I’m Lena, by the way.” She held out her hand and Sara waved, face half hidden in Lena’s shoulder.

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unforgettablc:

BASED OFF OF THIS

he had reached over to the coffee table to get his phone when he saw the other’s phone light up with notifications. a string of texts showed up on their phone, and while navid was never the one to look through one’s phone, these were about him. about how the other was only with him for his wealth. it caught him off guard, to say the least. after all, he knew many in his life who were in that boat, he just figured the other was different. “what’s this ???”

it hadn’t taken kara long to realize that navid had real feelings for her. at first she used that to her advantage, getting him to buy her extravagant gifts and subtly getting him to help her with her bills and debt. however lately she’d felt more and more guilty that she’d started their relationship using him for money, because she was starting to see just how wonderful of a person he could be. if it weren’t for her ex finding out what she’d been doing, texting her about it, and the look in her boyfriend’s eyes as he held her phone everything could have been perfect. “my ex. she’s just jealous.” the redhead tried to explain, “i told her to leave me alone, but... she’s obsessed with the idea that i couldn’t actually feel anything for someone who isn’t her. you can’t listen to a thing she says.”

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daneisms:

“Alright then.” Dane shrugged playfully before getting under the covers and in between his girlfriend’s legs, tongue swiping through her folds so she could really pay attention to him.

She watched as her crawled under her covers, but still it shocked her a bit when she felt his tongue. She just barely managed to contain a gasp and keep a hold on her book. “That’s one way to get what you want.” She mumbled after a moment, trying to keep herself calm and relaxed.

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boysxwillbe:

Jake smiled as his hands worked on getting Danny’s pants down. When he first proposed the idea to Danny, he wasn’t even entirely sure the man would take him seriously. To Jake’s delight, he did. He pulled Danny’s pants and boxers down past his knees, letting his hands wander back up the man’s thighs as he licked a stripe from base to tip up Danny’s cock, taking the head into his mouth, slowly taking in more and more.

It wasn’t like Danny hadn’t learned restraint over the years, but this situation had him rock hard and uncertain of his own self-control. Watching Jake was hot enough, but feeling Jake’s tongue on his own length made his knees weak. Was it embarrassing to be nearly thirty and have never had a blow job before? Maybe, but as a low groan escaped his lips, Danny couldn’t think of anything other than the feeling of Jake’s mouth around his cock.

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“That’s where you’re wrong. I don’t hate you. I don’t hate anyone. I’m disappointed that I trusted you and sure I’m upset that you leaked pictures of me to the press, but I should have known better.” Sabrina explained in a calm, practiced tone she usually saved for strangers and press. “Now, I’d really like for you to leave.”

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“Retta? Retta?” Paul called out, walking along the mostly empty sidewalk as the rain poured down, umbrella in hand. “Excuse me.” He approached a kind enough looking stranger standing under a store awning, probably waiting for the rain to die down. “Have you seen a small white dog wandering around? She doesn’t like strangers, might have growled at you?”