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[tfwon-ie]

MORGAN I SCREAMRF UR VACK ANF FOR KIDULT HELP tbf i disappeared so hard 😔 IM SO GLAD YOU GET TO SEE THE UPDATE it gives me so much motivation!! how have you been?!?

i have been alright !! im thankful u tagged me in it !! i always told u i would be a kidult fan for life vae !!!! im also glad it gives u motivation 🥹 im so ready to see the whole thing when u release it !! we rlly need to connect again and talk some it’s been far too long ! how are u as well ??

[hcuyk]

SYNOPSIS : changmin loves you. the happier ending to kidult

PAIRING : daycareworker!changmin x genderneutral!reader

GENRES : established relationship, daycare au, angst, fluff, features the boyz as children

WARNINGS : mentions of car accident and child neglect

TEASER WORD COUNT : 329

ESTIMATED WORD COUNT : 7-10k

ESTIMATED RELEASE DATE : within the next week

TAGLIST : @stealanity @yourjaylaks @wooyoung-a @kimaya2209 @armysantiny @changminurheart @moonieric @sunfics @deputyjuyeon @simpforsunwoo @nyujjan @i6swoo @karsohn @nilesig @twentysixofmays @changmin-wrlds @mavericsohn @lisori @nanamioo @enhacolor @kyswoo @sunwoahkim @jaerisdiction @yunkiwii @ja4hyvn @choielyssa @crazywittysassy @yenart @sleepymoon27 @st1ngrayz — lmk if you want to be added!

A/N : to all the patient people who stuck with me for two years and waited for this very moment. i never thought this was going to happen, but here we are. jeonghan's teaser will release twelve hours from now

K. COLLECTION [J.CM] ONE | TWO

Tears began to stream down your face, unable to hold them back, and you were thankful Changmin missed it, but when you heard him apologize, you turned around and snapped at him.

“What the hell do you even want?”

“I want to talk to you.”

“You had two weeks to talk to me!” you yelled, fighting the loudness of the rain. The stream of tears ran faster down your cheeks as you brought a hand to your forehead, shielding the rain from getting into your eyes.

“I tried!”

“By knocking on my door for an hour straight at two in the fucking morning?! You could’ve called! You have a key!”

“Well it’s not like you tried either—”

“I got hit by a car!” you screamed, storming towards him as the sky reflected your mood. The thunder was just as loud as the pounding in your heart, and the rain poured just as much as your tears. You pushed Changmin, and behind him you saw a crack of lightning. Your vision started to blur as you didn’t hold back your sobs, wanting to show him the pain he’d inflicted on you ever since he left.

“I got hit by a car, Changmin! What about you? Were you hit by a car?! A truck? Perhaps a plane?” You forced out a manic laugh before continuing. “Wait, no, don’t tell me. Let me guess,-”

“Y/N—”

“-mauled by a bear?”

“I can explain-”

“Tell me I’m goddamn overreacting.” You took a step forward, and instead of pushing him again, you stared, making him look at the pain he created. “Tell me I’m overreacting, Jichang. Look me in my eyes and say it loud and clear.”

“I knew you’d be there for me.”

“I missed you, I needed you-”

“I know.”

“The day I lose you is the day I lose myself.”

“I don’t want you to wake up and realize I’m not the one for you. I don’t want that for us.”

it isn't a vae fic if there isn't angst Y'ALL AREN'T ESCAPING 👹👹 if i take longer than a week with this fic, i'll post a second (happier) teaser

it's been two years guys!! i'll be surprised if anyone sees this at all. if you do, please reblog and share, or even give me some support/hype in the comments. i want everyone who wanted a happy ending to see this <3

[tfwon-ie]

came back here just for this OMGGG

[tfwon-ie]

HI GUYS HOW R U ALL I MISS U

[tfwon-ie]

hi changed my layout again now i will go away again

— but that pic of sunwoo as my icon i took it myself at my show i miss him a lot 😪

[tfwon-ie]

hi tumblr i saw the boyz last night

[tfwon-ie]

a layout change for the acc im never active on 😭😭😭

[theb-o2kyu]

SUNWOO // Season’s Greetings Making

[tfwon-ie]

I SHALL TRY GETTING SLEEP

GOOD ! SLEEP WELL !

[tfwon-ie]

IM SEEING JI CHANGMIN IN PERSON

IM SEEING THE BOYZ IN PERSON

[tfwon-ie]

ALSO ITS LIKE 4AM RN, SCH STARTS IN A FEW HRS BUT I HAVENT HAD A WINK OF SLEEP LMFAO

I HAVE GIVEN UP ON SLEEPING >:))

OMG no no go to sleep thats so late !!!! AND SCHOOL ??? i wouldnt make it for school

i hope u get some sleep tho b4 school !!!

[tfwon-ie]

OMG SLAY UR HERE

I MISSED U MY MAN SOMETHING ALWAYS FELT OFF WITHOUT U HERE

i am here for a bit !! hehehe ive missed u too so so much !!!! and rlly omg :o i didnt know i left that much of an impact lol 🙈

[tfwon-ie]

hi im here for a brief time to talk and say hi !! SO HI ! my ask inbox is open and yeah how r u all ?? i miss u guys :((

[tfwon-ie]

ayo look at him morgan IM IN LOVE

when i tell u i came back on this app just for u i mean it . this photo actually changed my life in the best way possible !

yellow is so his color and his pretty freckles i am in love as well

[tfwon-ie]

happy kevin day ! <3

[cloudykyu]

opening comms as a way to make money to make ends meet, and have a security blanket of savings. also to celebrate 500 followers! if you’d like to request something from me, please consider and preferably do it via commission! writing for the boyz, enhypen, and nct (all members)

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please keep in mind that this is my first time doing comms so I might change things here and there and be patient with me :) like/reblog to spread this around! I appreciate all the help I can get <3

[cloudykyu]

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[hcuyk]

1 | you have a new voicemail

꒰ synopsis ꒱ seven years of unanswered calls, but hyunjae refuses to give up on leaving voice messages in hopes that they'll be listened to

꒰ pairing ꒱ ex-daycareworker!changmin x student!hyunjae (platonic)

꒰ genre ꒱ angst

꒰ warnings ꒱ references mcd, profanities

꒰ word count ꒱ 0.5k

‘ author's note!! 🍃 — a new series for the kidult collection! contains very slight spoilers for the fic kidult. also this is only the beginning, it gets angstier from here

NAVI | TBZ MASTERLIST | KIDULT COLLECTION

‘ taglist ›› @junglewoos @sonje78 @stealanity @yourjaylaks @wooyoung-a @kimaya2209 @armysantiny @changminurheart @moonieric @sunfics @fullsunfluff @lcvekdy @deputyjuyeon @simpforsunwoo @nyujjan @jaekiths @i6swoo @kyutown @karsohn @nilesig @twentysixofmays @changmin-wrlds @mavericsohn @lisori @nanamioo @enhacolor @kyswoo @sunwoahkim @jaerisdiction @yunkiwii @ja4hyvn @choielyssa

Hello, you've reached Ji Changmin. Thank you for calling, but unfortunately I can't answer your call at the moment, but please do leave a message! I'll try to get back to you as soon as I can.

hey

again

it's hyunjae

well, that's a given

you've been ignoring me for the past seven years, so of course you know it's me

even if i call you with a completely different number, you'd wait for someone to speak before hanging up once you realize it's...me

my voice

[pause]

do you, like, make a mental note of the phone numbers i call you on?

because you never block them

and i know this because i'm still able to call you on the same number i've had since you've left

it kinda makes me wonder

you having my number unblocked

is it a sign that i still mean something to you?

do you even listen to my voicemails?

i hope you do

i know you use this phone number on your website and promotional emails, so i know you're well aware of my calls

i'm very smart, you know

very, very smart

[pause]

clearly not smart enough if i keep calling you like this every month

fuck this is so dumb

mom even says it's stupid

like

why call someone that doesn't care about you anymore?

[pause]

but you still care about me, right?

because

[pause]

because i still care about you

anyway

i don't want to grow up

i'm already in high school

scary shit, i tell you

i probably shouldn't be cursing to the guy that watched over me when i was a kid

[pause]

you know

i think about what if you hadn't saved me

and some days i do wish you hadn't

because maybe

life would've been better that way

okay wow

hyunjae dark era

anyway

change of topic

i, uh....

uhm

i hope you're doing well

i am, if you're wondering

[pause]

i always wish that one day

you'd be so busy that you won't even notice the caller id on your phone

and then you'd pick up

and

i'd get to hear your voice

we're basically strangers now though

we both moved on

but i can't act like you weren't part of my life

i can't act like i don't think about you every once in a while

wondering if you're okay

wondering if you're happy

wondering if you have someone to love

and

and i can't act like you weren't like a father figure to me, okay?

[pause]

i'm sorry

i didn't mean to

snap like that

i swear i moved on from everything

i just

can't act like you're gone because you're not

you're not gone

you're here

you're alive

and i really want you to pick up

i want us to reconcile

to learn the people we've become

but since you refuse to interact with me in every way possible

i still see you as the teacher that held my hand when things got hard

the one that gave me all that courage to be myself back then

the one that i

loved

[pause]

i still think about what you said

about us not being family

but

i still see you as

[pause]

as family

[pause]

i'm sorry

NAVI | TBZ M.LIST | KIDULT COLLECTION

[tfwon-ie]

hehehe hi i changed my layout