Hi!!! I hope all is well :) Iâve been literally obsessed with your writing for yearss it feels like and I genuinely froth at the mouth every time you post lmaooođ I have always wondered what is your favorite type of story to write about/ what dynamic do you love showing between john and indy? I personally love your approach to writing because it feels so natural and I especially love your angst pieces, esp the fics focused on arguments between the two. I love how you make each piece seem so realistic and raw, and you donât gloss over these problems. idk i have always wondered what you yourself love to write about because each of your fics seem so unique from each other. iâve been wanting to reach out to you but I was so nervous to lollll but i wish you the absolute best in everything you are so amazing ily!!!â¤ď¸â¤ď¸đ
Heyyyy my love âĽď¸
Thank you for reading my work and being so supportive!
My favorite things to write is probably family comedy with some angst mixed in.
I usually start writing off one single idea or even just a joke. Like I started a whole fic because I thought it would be funny if 4 year old Lily doesnât know Indyâs actual name. Sheâs knows her dad is John but thinks Indyâs name is darling because thatâs what John calls Indy all the time đ
That just one tiny joke that snowballed into a fic about something else completely.
Idk why I just thought of this but I can so see John and Indy sitting in bed or on the couch reading while mindlessly passing a lollipop back and forth. Indy decided she wanted it and John took it and gave it back after a taste. Now they just keep passing it back and forth never truly acknowledging it đ
I know smut can be different for readers versus how Iâve started writing in 3rd person pov. I do find writing in 3rd person a lot easier and more fun but Iâm willing to keep any smut pieces as John x reader if thatâs what the majority would like.
The pool party drifted into the evening as people continued to drink and more guests arrived. The house felt packed, and outside a decent crowd was still swimming, eating, and drinking. Most surprisingly, everyone seemed to genuinely commit to the âMexicoâ theme, or at least bring what they thought counted as Mexican.
John and Indy had been polite but were pointedly ignoring each other. After Indy stormed off, John sat in their room and cooled off. Heâd fully intended to find her and smooth things over. Instead, he came back outside to find her sitting with Liam and a few blokes he didnât know particularly well. His own stubbornness reared its ugly head, and he gave her the cold shoulder for the rest of the afternoon.
When Indy first came back outside, sheâd sat with Stuart, Sam, and Ant. They immediately started teasing her for looking irritated, asking if John was too drunk to get it up. It was a painful reminder that her romantic little surprise had gone spectacularly wrong, so sheâd quietly moved to an empty table across the pool to be by herself.
She hated that Liam chose to sit beside her. It felt like cosmic punishment for calling John names and storming off like a little kid. When Liamâs friends joined them, she faded into the background, hoping no one would notice how little she spoke.
Originally Liam had sat right beside her, leaning against her armrest whenever he got the chance. She wanted to evaporate. He clearly thought she was a lot dimmer than she actually was, and she didnât have the emotional energy to mention she had a doctorate and did have an in depth understanding of the law. Instead she quietly listened to him ramble about his job as a bailiff while staring across the pool, silently hoping John would look over and rescue her from the conversation.
When Liamâs mates arrived, she politely gave one of them her chair and scooted two seats farther away. At least now she didnât have to endure his cigarette breath or endless work stories. John noticed from across the pool and felt a twinge of guilt. His normally confident girlfriend looked smaller somehow, walled off from everyone around her. It was obvious she wasnât enjoying herself.
At the very least, Indy told herself she could sit there, sulk in peace, and wait for the evening to be over. She wanted nothing more than to crawl into bed and cry then go to sleep.
John walked past her table twice without so much as a glance. The first time, Liam asked whether Price was licking his wounds after whatever argument theyâd had. Indy shut that down immediately, insisting they hadnât fought. The second time, she actually called Johnâs name, but he kept walking as though he hadnât heard her. Liam only pushed harder, joking that Price needed to lighten up before he lost such a âpretty thing.â Indy rolled her eyes and told him to mind his own business.
She passed John once herself on the way to the bathroom. When she came back outside, every chair was taken except the one back at Liamâs table. She seriously considered going inside and lying down instead, but one of Liamâs friends called out that theyâd saved her seat. Seeing people perched on the retaining wall and even sitting on the ground, she felt too guilty to refuse it.
John felt a tap on his shoulder around the time the sun had almost set and glanced over to find Melissa. She leaned down and whispered in his ear, and he instinctively turned toward her. Whatever she had to say was clearly meant to stay between them.
âI think you should check on Indy. I swear I heard her crying in the bathroom.â Melissa whispered before pulling away.
John didnât need to respond. He could see from the look on Melissaâs face she was only trying to help, not get in the middle of whatever had happened between them.
He simply nodded, not wanting to draw any attention to what sheâd just told him.
He knew Indy could be quick to tears sometimes.
He just never imagined ignoring her all afternoon would end with her crying alone in the bathroom wearing the bikini sheâd been so excited to show him. His head dropped as he pictured her sitting on the edge of the tub with her face in her hands, trying to pull herself together.
His stubbornness crumbled to dust in the blink of an eye.
Their arguments had a habit of stopping mattering the moment she started crying. Now all he wanted to do was find her and give her the hug she always asked for whenever she got like this.
It had John standing from his seat before he even realized his feet were taking him to her. Ignoring how his mates called after him to bring them more beer.
âTiny, you mind fetching me a drink?â Liam asked with what Indy took to be a genuine smile.
âSure. Anyone else want anything?â She barely looked at any of the men, grateful for an excuse to get up.
She couldnât say she had to use the bathroom again or theyâd think there was something wrong with her from how many times sheâd already used that excuse. Even though she had no desire to get anyone but John a drink this was a fine enough excuse to escape.
âSee, thatâs whatâs missing these days. Birds who actually look after their man.â Liam slapped his mate on the chest and got a chorus of laughter.
âYouâre not my man. And donât let John catch you saying that.â Indy spoke before her brain had fully dissected what Liam was saying.
âAny man would be lucky, tiny. Iâm only taking the piss.â Shooting Indy a wink she quirked an eyebrow, crossed her arms over her chest, and popped her hip out to the side.
âOkay, so youâre not getting a drink. And whatâs with the name tiny?â Indy asked a little annoyed, though she was genuinely asking.
Liam shrugged and his friends snickered. Little did she know theyâd coined the nickname the week before because of her âtiny red bikini.â Indy wasnât about to stick around while they laughed at a joke she clearly wasnât in on.
So she turned to go grab the drinks. What she didnât notice was John had walked over to collect her, and when she turned she walked face first into his rock hard chest.
Instinctively Johnâs hands darted to her hips. His mind knew she was about to fall before the thought had even fully formed.
And she almost did.
Her right foot slipped out from under her while both hands flew to the back of Johnâs neck to catch herself. She wouldâve fallen backwards and cracked her head on the metal table if he hadnât caught her. Instead he lifted her by the hips as though she weighed nothing and set her back on her feet.
âCareful now.â John purred, eyes now soft and hooded like he wanted to take her right then and there.
Her face lit up in a furious blush followed by flustered stammering. Her hands flew off his neck and behind her back as though touching him had suddenly become taboo.
Sheâd assumed he was still angry.
Now here he was using the voice he normally reserved for the bedroom and looking down at her with those adoring blue eyes she loved.
âYour eyes are so blue. I, uh⌠I mean, you want something to drink?â she blurted, realizing a half second too late she was about to touch his bicep.
Instead she took a small step back toward the door and pretended to adjust the halter strap of her bikini, giving her hands something else to do.
âWhiskey.â John winked, which only deepened the blush spreading across her cheeks.
She was off again before another word could leave his mouth, immediately running into Sam. In her haste to apologize, she swatted his drink clean onto the floor.
She cursed herself for being such a klutz, apologized profusely, and was asking what drink he wanted so she could bring him a new one. Sam couldnât reply because he was in absolute stitches and waved her to run along.
Liam noticed how flustered simply being touched by her boyfriend made her. Part of him wondered if she just wasnât used to Johnâs touch, but his gut told him something else.
She wasnât used to John flirting with her so openly. That boring sod barely smiled let alone flirted in all the years Liam knew him.
Liamâs flirting with Indy earned eye rolls and scoffs.
Johnâs reduced her to a stuttering mess.
âClumsy thing.â Liam chuckled to John.
âDonât talk like you know her.â John said pointedly. Turning from where his eyes had been trained on Indy mopping up the mess with some napkins, he was now staring at Liam.
âAnd you do? Watching you blank her all afternoon, Iâd have thought she was just another bird at the party. Funny way of treating your missus.â Liam only shrugged, that smug little smile never leaving his face.
Johnâs eyes narrowed. His nostrils flared once.
âWatch your fucking mouth.â John spoke so evenly it barely matched the threat, which only made Liamâs eyes light up.
Heâd finally found something that stung. Something that looked an awful lot like a weak point for John, or maybe even their relationship.
Naturally, he wanted to see if he could find another.
âWhile youâve been off doing fuck all sheâs been fetching me drinks.â Liam gestured vaguely toward where Indy had disappeared, then idly shook his empty beer glass. The last few drops rattled against the sides.
John was ready to walk away. This wasnât worth his time or effort. Not when he had far more important things to attend to. Liam hardly knew him, but he didnât know the first thing about Indy.
But Liam kept talking.
âYouâre one of those jealous blokes, arenât you? Canât stand your bird talking to another man. So you blank her all afternoon, thinking itâll prove a point, when really youâre just pushing her into someone elseâs company. Looks like sheâs enjoying it too.â Liam let out a small chuckle.
It wasnât followed by the snickers heâd expected from his mates. Instead it felt like an eerie silence settled over them.
âStand up and say that again.â John spoke with such evenness it didnât match the sentiment at all.
There were a few awkward laughs from Liamâs table, but they died almost as quickly as they started. No one had said a word until now. The easy chatter around them seemed to falter, replaced by that uncomfortable silence that settled in whenever people realized a joke had stopped being a joke.
John hadnât moved an inch. He stood tall and perfectly still, shoulders square, hairy chest rising and falling in a relaxed rhythm, hands hanging loose at his sides. He didnât look angry. He looked certain.
Certain of what? Well that was what left a pit in Liamâs stomach.
Liamâs half smirk lingered, but only just. He stayed seated, his broad tattooed chest no longer puffed out quite so proudly. Instead, he leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees as he searched Johnâs face, trying to work out whether he was actually prepared to swing over a few words.
His eyes flicked toward one of his mates. The man gave the smallest shake of his head while another muttered something about needing another beer and left. Even if Liam stood up, he was standing alone.
âIâm her friend.â Charlesâ voice cut through the tension.
Heâd been standing nearby, had clearly overheard the exchange, and now gave Johnâs shoulder a light push to steer him away. He knew Indy well enough to know sheâd go ballistic if there was a fistfight over her, so he wanted to nip that in the bud.
âYouâre hardly a man.â Liam quipped, earning a decent amount of laughter from the blokes at his table. It was that awkward kind of laughter that begged the tension to disappear.
âThat sounds like projection.â Charles smiled, then gave John a small nod, the silent sort that meant leave it.
âYouâre riding a fine line. Iâd be careful if I was you.â There wasnât a hint of irritation in Johnâs voice. He stated it as though it were simple fact.
To him, it was.
âGot me quaking in my boots.â Liam said sarcastically, though his eyebrow twitched when he realized John was already walking away, clearly not waiting around for a reply.
As John stalked off, he heard a metal chair scrape across the patio.
Just from the sound of whoever had stood, he knew they were built about the same size as him.
Liam.
John didnât look over his shoulder. He wasnât about to give Liam the satisfaction of thinking he needed to check behind him. Charles started to glance back as they headed toward the back door.
âDonât fucking look back. That cuntâll think youâre a pussy.â John barely spoke above a whisper. His eyes stayed forward, peering through the glass sliding door to see Indy eating a cracker.
He had one thing on his mind.
Getting to Indy first.
âYou shouldnât be threatening to fight people.â Charles replied quietly, keeping his own eyes forward.
âIt wasnât a threat. It was an invitation.â A charming smile flickered across Johnâs face for barely a second. The crease between his brows gave away just how fake it was.
So John continued on, walked through the sliding glass door after Charles and then finally glanced over his shoulder when it was reasonable. Liam was a few steps behind him so John shut the door, thought about it for a second, then locked it when Liam reached for the handle.
The dickhead could wait outside.
Just shutting the door in Liamâs face settled John a fraction. Locking it made him smirk. Hearing the handle rattle against the lock was even better.
It was a small enough dig, but obvious enough that Liam now knew John absolutely didnât want him hanging around.
John was onto him. He had been since the last pool party when he overheard Liam comment on not understanding how âPrice pulled such a sexy bird.â
John also had known Liam for years. Theyâd go drinking as a friend group and John ignored him all together. The type of banter Liam had was beneath John and frankly John was an extremely private man. Discussing his sex life wasnât something he ever wanted to do and he absolutely didnât want to hear other peopleâs.
John had seen how Liam maneuvered women. Acted like it was all in good fun. Until he raised the steaks enough the flirting seemed like the natural next step.
And Liamâs little playbook for seducing women wasnât going to fly.
Charles chuckled but didnât comment. He wandered over to Indy at the counter, where she immediately shoved a shot into his hand and insisted they take it together.
In the space of about ten seconds she rapid fired through how sheâd been arguing with John all afternoon, how he was suddenly acting weird, and how she had no clue why. Every time Charles tried to answer, she was taking another shot, muttering something about liquid courage, and telling him to shush.
A moment later John wandered over.
He caught Indyâs eye, gave her a cheeky wink, and was crowding her space before sheâd quite processed heâd come looking for her.
âHi.â Indy squeaked, suddenly finding her once fuming boyfriend beside her again, his arm wrapped around her waist, his broad hand splayed over part of her bottom with one finger curled protectively around her hip. His thumb moved gently over her supple skin, finding its way to the strap of her bottoms and mindlessly playing with it.
âHello, darling.â John was using every ounce of charm he had, hoping to win her over without needing to disappear somewhere private for a proper conversation.
Indy looked up at him, still carrying that uncertain look in her eyes. So he did exactly what she wouldâve done if the roles had been reversed.
He kissed her.
And she melted like butter on a hot skillet.
It wasnât a kiss that wouldâve turned heads. It was more than a peck, but perfectly ordinary for any other couple. It just happened that John almost never kissed Indy in front of other people, so she was completely caught off guard in the best way.
He loved how her hands instinctively settled against his chest, mindlessly playing with the wiry tuft of hair.
What he didnât know was Liam was quietly fuming.
His jaw tightened watching John pull away, only for Indy to rise onto her toes and steal one more kiss, her eyes hooded as though Price was the most captivating man sheâd ever laid eyes on.
As much as the kiss reassured her, it settled something inside John too. A huge chunk of his anger and frustration seemed to fall away in an instant. Even when they were angry, it didnât mean all her affection was gone.
He just had to keep reaching for it.
There was also a smaller part of him, the part he knew Indy didnât like, starting to creep to the surface.
This wasnât protectiveness anymore.
It was possessiveness.
He masked it well enough that no one noticed.
Not even Indy.
Charles absentmindedly munched on plain tortilla chips, his attention lingering on Johnâs hand resting against Indyâs hip. Heâd never seen John stand quite this close to her before.
He ignored the kiss. That simply seemed like two people settling down after an argument.
John had decided to take the treacherous road of doing what he knew best when words failed him.
Reaching for Indy.
So he stayed tucked against her side, his arm around her waist, trying to act as naturally as possible while forcing himself to be a little more social. He held her like this at home all the time but he couldnât help how he was slightly stiffer in a room full of people while he stood there shirtless and she was in her little bikini.
He hoped sheâd drift back into his orbit.
That sheâd lean into him, laugh with him, and slowly forget they were even mad with each other in the first place.
Physical affection had always been their language.
It came far easier to both of them than apologies ever did.
If theyâd shared that intimate little moment Indy had planned, John knew sheâd already be tucked beneath his arm without a second thought.
So instead he quietly tried to rebuild that closeness one small touch, one teasing remark, and one smile at a time.
âYou drunk?â Charles asked.
John answered with a warning look that clearly told him to bugger off.
âWhereâd you and Melissa run off to?â John asked instead, smirking when Charles almost visibly squirmed.
âThey had sex.â Indy smiled up at John.
Charles immediately began sputtering, shaking his head so hard it was almost impressive.
âWe did not.â He shot Indy a thoroughly betrayed look.
âBit of snogging?â John decided, for once, to join in on the teasing.
âIâm not answering that. Itâs rude to even ask.â Charles said firmly.
âWe shagged.â Melissa breezed past, gave a now bright red Charles a wink, took his hand, and led him toward the kitchen table.
âWhyâd youââ Charles was cut off when Melissa pressed a finger to his lips.
âA gentleman never tells. So I thought Iâd share for you.â The flirtation only made Charlesâ ears turn an even deeper shade of red.
âGo Charles!â Indy threw both hands into the air as she cheered him on. She nearly smacked John in the process, making him snort with laughter. He took her hand, kissed the back of it and set it on the counter.
âDarling.â John whispered, making Indy look up into his much softer blue eyes.
âYeah?â Her voice was breathy.
âWere you crying in the loo?â The concern on Johnâs face caught her off guard. She couldnât quite place whether it was worry or hurt she saw in his eyes.
Indyâs eyes widened, telling him sheâd been caught without saying a word.
âI, uh⌠no. Of course not.â She lied, embarrassment creeping up her spine.
John lightly frowned which she knew meant someone had absolutely overheard her and told him.
âNo matter how mad I am, just send me a text or call. Iâll come love you. Itâs part of my job.â John pulled her into his arms, resting his chin lightly on the top of her head. He felt the tension slowly leave her body with nothing more than an embrace.
âThanks. I needed that. But itâs not your job.â She smiled softly.
âI love you, and as your future husband it is. I canât wait to be married to you so I can officially say it is.â Johnâs whispered confession had a smile spreading across her face, her nod starting slow before becoming more certain.
âI love you too. I love you so much I wish we could just tell everyone already so I can wear my engagement ring.â After she spoke, Johnâs eyes drifted to her left hand. Ever since heâd slipped that ring onto her finger, she hadnât gone a day without wearing it, she even showered and slept with it on.
Until today.
âIt does look gorgeous on you. Would tie your whole outfit together.â John circled a finger, motioning to her bikini.
âYeah? Mrs. Price. Your cute wife who bought this outfit just for you.â She teased, nose scrunching as she gave John that cheeky smile he adored.
âCute. Sexy. Clever. Funny.â He smiled that effortless, charming smile she adored. âDid I mention sexy?â John sealed his standby with a wink and squeeze to her bottom.
âYou know just what to say.â She giggled.
John leaned closer until his lips were beside her ear, speaking in that same gravelly tone he usually reserved for the quiet conversations they shared in the dark.
The hairs on the back of Indyâs neck stood on end. A breath slowly leaving her chest as she waited for whatever lovely thing he was about to confess to her.
âI know I said we should wait to tell everyone. But maybe you could goââ
âSo you werenât joking about not getting me that drink.â Liam had made it to the kitchen island after coming in through the back door that had been shut in his face.
Heâd had to knock on the glass while multiple people walked by and ignored him. It took a good minute or two for someone to unlock it, which John pretended not to see, although it had him feeling quite pleased with himself.
Johnâs face fell, settling into a flat expression. Even after making it clear John didnât want Liam hanging around Indy, he came back.
Of course he came back.
Indy blinked a few times at Liam, having to process what he said for a second. She was a little tipsy and feeling emotional whiplash from her fiancĂŠ, and here was another twist.
Looking at the counter, she saw some random drink she hadnât made. Liam took it and sipped it before she could correct him, so Indy rolled with it.
âUh, no I wasnât.â She teased, then winced as Johnâs grip unconsciously tightened on her hip.
âOwââ she muttered, peeling his hand away.
She then slid him the whiskey sheâd poured when she first came in, peering into her own cup to see little left.
Liamâs eyes flickered down to Indyâs chest in that memorizing push up top as she tilted her head back and drank the last little bit of her wine. Johnâs hand instinctively came up and rested on her shoulder, but this time with a feather light touch, as he had no intention of accidentally pinching her again.
The men made eye contact right after Liamâs obvious stare. Liam smirked right in Johnâs face, almost asking him what he was going to do about it.
If Indy wasnât in his arms, John wouldâve decked Liam. But there was a strict âno fightingâ policy when Indy was around. She had lectured him enough at this point. How fighting was barbaric and he was smart enough to not act like a Neanderthal. And John wasnât about to ruin things when they were so close to reconciling.
âCheers. Knew you didnât hate me.â Liam leaned his cup forward in a gesture to toast. John ignored it, but Indy took her plastic cup, now filled with more wine and cracked it into his.
Liam was taken aback for a moment, not expecting her to smack her cup into his. Heâd been expecting a raised cup like a normal person, so he let out a loud laugh at how unexpected it was.
âYou tryinâ to break my fingers?â Liam asked since the cup hit his hand more than the actual plastic.
âI can, if you need.â John spoke with a stony expression, ignoring Indyâs barefoot trying to squish his much larger one.
âYou said cheers.â Indy giggled, knowing this wasnât how British people toasted but loving to do it for the pure shock value.
âThat an American thing?â
âYes, sir.â Indy said with a bit of a Southern drawl. John knew that phrase by now. It was just a cute way of her saying yes, nothing more.
âSir, I like that.â There was the infuriating smirk on Liamâs face again.
âOi, enough.â John finally snapped at Liam, whose eyebrows rose and a smirk tugged wider.
âJohn.â Indy spoke quietly, but it was clear she wasnât okay with the sudden outburst.
Johnâs hand slid from her shoulder and found its way to the small of her back as he looked at her, then shook his head and rolled his eyes.
He loved her dearly, but it only wound him up more how she insisted on being polite today. John was use to the spitfire of a woman who called someone out for cutting the queue. The woman he had to physically usher out of Tesco because Margaret the clerk asked if she had an off switch. But today, because she was new to the group she absolutely didnât want a scene in any form or way.
âThink Iâve wound him up. Iâm only taking the piss, mate.â Liam put his hands up in mock defensiveness.
âYeah, maybe quit it with the cheeky comments.â Indy shrugged with a crooked grin.
She didnât like Johnâs behavior, but she wasnât going to stand there and not take his side when he was clearly trying to set his own boundary. Plus, Liam kind of was an asshole. Any other day sheâd tell him exactly where to shove those comments.
âAlright, whatever you say, love.â Liam nodded kindly.
It was sudden and subtle, and John didnât even realize he was doing it when Liamâs eyes flickered down to Indyâs breasts again. Johnâs left hand curled around her rib cage, high enough that he wasnât groping her, but his index finger just happened to slide under the edge of her top ever so slightly. Then his other hand settled on her hip, leading her away toward the spare room just off the kitchen.
Thatâs when it clicked in Indyâs head what John was doing. He wasnât the type to grab at her in front of anyone. This was the closest it got, and she knew he only did it when he was wound so tight and felt completely powerless in a situation involving a manâs unwanted advances.
Indy didnât push back on being led into the room theyâd be sharing for the night. Whipping around once the door was closed, she expected a fight.
Anger.
Flying insults.
But instead she felt a feather light touch on both of her shoulders as Johnâs features softened and a frown formed on his face. He lightly took hold of her, blue eyes scanning her face, searching for a scrap of empathy. And she faltered, allowing him to close the distance and hug her.
He just wanted a hug.
So Indy gave him that. It was quiet as they stood there in each otherâs arms. His hand was stroking her back lovingly, his face buried in the crook of her neck, his breathing finally settling into its normal, calm rhythm.
âIâm sorry,â John whispered, and Indy nodded, squeezing him a little tighter.
âHeâs gotten under my skin.â John spoke as he pulled away to look her in the eyes.
âI can tell.â Indy ran her hand over his facial hair, her eyes scanning his face to find defeat instead of anger.
âJust please stay by me? I wonât be cross if you say no. But⌠itâll make me feel better knowing heâs not getting the wrong idea. And⌠well, Iâve missed you.â Johnâs eyes fell to the floor as he said the last part, shame riddling his voice.
Indy hated this. Seeing John regretful, even though she was hurt, it never felt good. Sitting in the aftermath of it all hurt them both.
âOkay. Okay.â Indy whispered and placed a kiss on the corner of his mouth. Johnâs eyes found hers, the frown drifting away when she kissed his lips this time. Then came the tiniest smile when she kissed him again, and he finally kissed back.
âThank you.â It was small, but sincere in such an intimate way. They were both putting down their shields, the fight finally coming to an end.
âBut can I at least be annoying about it?â There she was. Even in these vulnerable moments she found a way to make him break into a chuckle as she slipped back into her normal antics.
John opened his mouth, closed it, then opened it again.
âI donât think I want to know. But sure.â He conceded.
âGood.â Indy smiled and gave him a kiss that lasted a second longer than John was expecting.
âIâm sorry I shouted at you and called you a jerk.â Indy spoke gently.
âI was being a prick. Wound you up on purpose because I was frustrated.â John tried to shrug it off, but Indy was already shaking her head. It felt oddly satisfying that she wasnât accepting his apology, but John couldnât place why.
âIt wasnât for no reason. You were looking out for me. I donât have to agree with you, but I can at least see you were coming from a place of care.â
There it was. That was why the rejected apology felt so odd and now settled into satisfaction. She finally saw his intentions underneath the behavior he wasnât proud of.
âI love you. Can we spend the rest of the night together? Not waste any more time?â John asked, wanting nothing more than Indy by his side.
A devilish grin spread across Indyâs face as she slowly nodded. The way she bit her lip had Johnâs heart skipping a beat. Whatever was about to come out of her mouth was either going to be charmingly annoying or the sweetest thing heâd ever heard.
âWe couldâ?â Indy became bashful rather quickly, her eyes flickering toward the bed, which told him everything he needed to know.
âRight now?â Johnâs eyebrows shot up as she bit her lip and nodded.
âUh huh.â She whispered, placing a kiss to his neck and tugging at the waistband of his swim trunks.
âWhy now?â John was already leading her back toward the bed, unable to hide the excitement in his voice.
âI want to feel close to you.â She whispered, her hand dipping into his trunks.
âCome here. Let me love you.â John lifted her off her pretty painted toes as she wrapped herself around him.
And he did just that. It was quick but intensely intimate as they both desperately found what they needed in each otherâs arms. It was the connection theyâd been lacking, reigniting them and reminding John just how deeply committed Indy was to him, while reminding her how much he cherished her.
By the time they were catching their breath and sharing little giggles and dumb jokes, fifteen minutes had passed. They both knew they needed to get back to the party before anyone suspected anything and theyâd be making those eyes that no one but them knew. A silent, naughty secret they could keep from everyone else.
âYouâre blushing.â Indy cooed at her handsome man, who was still lying flat on the bed, eyes fixed on the ceiling fan, a dumb look plastered across his blissed out face.
âSorry, that was quicker than I meant to be.â John said, almost shyly, as though he were embarrassed.
âIâm flattered.â She giggled, never wanting John to feel self conscious for losing himself in an intimate moment as quickly as he sometimes did.
âYou staying in thatââ John pointed to her bathing suit that heâd insisted she keep on.
His mind wandered to how sheâd blushed and sucked in a harsh breath when heâd told her heâd simply pull her bottoms to the side. After everything that had happened, and after not complimenting her the way he ought to have, John wanted to make her feel beautiful in the bikini sheâd picked out for him.
âOh, is it the bathing suit? Or the fact I kept telling you I love you?â The cheeky smile she wore had Johnâs eyes flickering away.
He was caught. He knew it, Indy knew it, and John had to admit to himself that the fact she found it so endearing, that heâd lasted far less than he intended simply because she showered him with love, wasnât exactly something to be embarrassed about.
âShut it.â He mumbled, trying to hide his smile as he swatted her ass while she stripped out of her bathing suit and slipped into a pair of regular baby blue panties and a black sports bra.
âYou can make it up to me later.â Her pretty laugh floated through the air, which only worsened the blush on Johnâs cheeks but had him smirking like a fool.
Tossing a pair of clean boxers at John, she started rummaging through the backpack they were sharing.
âRound two before bed. And none of that whispering you love me in my ear this time.â He playfully wagged a finger at her and watched a devilish grin take over her pretty face.
âMake me.â She giggled.
John just rolled his eyes. No response he could come up with would deter her now, so ignoring it was the only suitable next step, although that smirk on his face sparked even more ideas in her head.
Indy kissed his cheek, pinched his bum playfully, and then moved to her dressed. She watched Johnâs shoulders physically relax as she slipped into loose cotton shorts and a fitted crop top. She handed him his T-shirt, which hugged his chest, and his shorts from the floor, and they both headed back out to the party hand in hand.
I just saw your post about possibly using ai, and girl, please don't!
Firstly your writing is amazing! A huge part of that is down to you taking the time to write it yourself, so I can see you not wanting to replace that process with AI so why is that different for making a picture?
As someone who writes and draws, I've seen both communities destroyed by AI. Alongside the witch hunts, AI is only able to 'make' what it does by learning from existing material. Unfortunately this material isnt given willingly, but collected by it scraping across the entire internet. Every social media post etc etc. It steals from people who actually create.Â
Another problem is how it massively, negatively impacts our planet. These centres used to run AI take so many resources, including water, a lot of it. They are also another reason why all electronics are skyrocketing in price.Â
While its mainly these centres and the bigger companies using ai doing the most damage, if everyone can use as little AI as possible it will all help.Â
There are so many other reasons too that I don't have time to go through, but I would say to do your own research, its important!
If you're willing to spend money, there are amazing artists out there who do commissions who will be so grateful for your support.
There are also free character creator mini-games online like in Picrew. They tend to be more basic but can help narrow down key details that make a character them.Â
If you're up for playing games, I think the sims 4 is now free? and I know Dragon's Dogma 2 did a free demo of their character creator which I've used a bit. There's a ton of tutorials online too. Other Life sim games are good too like Paralives.Â
I'm just saying that there are way better options out there, that may take a little longer to get a result from, but are all made by humans just like your writing.Â
I'm sorry if this came out a bit harsh, but I've seen so many people who don't know much about ai because it isn't their immediate concerns but it does still affect them or others in the same community.
Not harsh at all this is exactly why I asked! âĽď¸
Iâm not educated on the topic at all because it just has never crossed into my life. Last night was the first time Iâve ever even thought about it for more than 5 minutes. And it turned into a little brain worm.
Iâm sooooo happy I asked. I had no clue about the environmental effects, for example. I had an idea on it ruining things for people creatively but hearing you say it so plain to me is helpful. Iâd much rather pay for a commission than contribute to the problem.
This is absolutely enough for me to not even download the apps or give it a try. I appreciate you taking the time to help educate me.
Iâm going to take some time this weekend to do some actual research.
nobody should be using ai, it actively destroys the planet and effects people in lower income neighborhoods. and when it comes to the image generation aspect, it steals from creatives at large and does active damage to artists, photographers, painters, etc. you shouldnât use it
Thank you so much for this information âĽď¸
I really appreciate it and need to get more educated on the topic.
So I donât pay attention to any of the AI stuff cuz it just doesnât affect me or my life. Iâve seen some posts in passing of writers on tumblr actually getting AI to write them a story to post (which is hella weird and corny) and people were upset for obvious reason.
So anyway to my point, my husband uses AI for his job. The company actually pays for the AI subscription for the employees. And last night I was on Pinterest trying to find an image to make my profile picture in a game I play. I described it to him and he had his little AI app make me one and it was hella cute.
But now I have this worm in my brain. And I want to see if I could get it to generate what Indy looks like so Iâm not just picturing her in my head. But I know thereâs a ton of controversy around it that Iâm just not informed enough about.
Is that bad? Would that be a weird way of using AI?
are we ever getting that @nal fic? No rush just curious đ..
(p.s. loved sunscreen and Indyâs character sheet)
I have it half way done! I have to make a really choice about how Iâm going to release smut pieces. I think for those I will keep it John x reader. And then for everything else Iâll go back to John x Indy.
I loved this character sheet! It makes imaging her established appearance better!
I was wondering though, why doesnât she like her name? I feel like it fits her and I love when girls have gender neutral names?
Also I read the pool party fic and I loved it! I canât wait for the next part but Iâm thinking back to the fic of her as a little girl constantly going to the library and you really are so good at writing realistic characters with realistic flaws because Indyâs dad is obvious doing the best he can and heâs a very supportive father but the amount of independence she has is crazy like her taking the bus or just being somewhere alone at a young age is worrying even though sheâs fictional lmao. Like theoretically that kind of makes him a bad father even though it really doesnât feel like it and I know heâs not purposely trying to endanger his kid.
So Indy doesnât like her name because of one specific reason. Her names Carter Elizabeth Jones. And she got hung up on the fact they gave her a girly middle name and a âboyâ first name. As a little girl she just canât wrap her head around the logic no matter how many times Mae told her she just loves the name.
Now on to Billy and the insane independence:
I think the reason I am able to hit a more realistic note is I take experiences from real life. So I grew up in Boston itâs why I know the city so well and am able to write about it the way I do. I wasnât allowed to do the shit Indy did. But Indy and I arenât from the same generation. Iâve made her a kid born in the 80âs. Completely different time and insane the freedom kids had. Hearing my dad and his siblings talk about the shit they did always floors me.
So I took that idea and applied it to what a new widower who works 7 days a week would do. They donât have family, they donât have money for someone to watch her, but she canât be stuck inside all summer. So 3 days a week he lets her go to the library. Itâs insane! But itâs also so Billy.
I wanted reader to be shocked at why this child is being left alone for a whole day at a public library. Why her dad is teaching her how to take the bus when he clearly doesnât completely trust she wonât try and make her way to the aquarium. Even Bob is floored when he asks is sheâs taking the bus by herself.
And the real answer that in between all those lines. Itâs because Maeâs not there to tell Billy how insane that is. I know reader never meets Mae but she was a spitfire of a woman who kept their lives running, helped run the bar, was the primary parent, set limits for Indy, and most importantly she kept her husband in line. Without Mae, Billyâs figuring out his own rules now because he doesnât have his wife there who told him what needs to get done or letting their 8 year old take the bus is just asking for her to get kidnapped.
Indy is so carefree, free spirited, and almost oblivious to danger because of how Billy raised her. If you re-read old fics youâll see comments that John makes that Indyâs lucky to have survived childhood or how she was constantly unsupervised.
And Billyâs a mess of a man. Not a bad person, but a mess, he lost his wife a year ago. Heâs got no clue what heâs doing most of the time. He just knows his kids smart and thatâs the easiest thing to support. Youâll learn later but Billyâs also a felon who went to prison but I donât wanna spoil anything more than that.
So yeah Billyâs kind of a bad dad in some ways. His sense of whatâs safe is skewed or whatâs age appropriate doesnât exist. But heâs not a completely bad dad. Heâs trying his best. He lost his wife and doesnât get to outwardly grieve because their child is held together with library books, light up shoes, and Reeseâs cups. So he says yes when he shouldnât, he shouts sometimes when Indy throws tantrums, pretends library fees donât apply to them, and feeds her candy before bed so sheâll brush her teeth. But he loves Indy more than anything, I think thatâs clear.
QUEEEN, the fic was so good đŽâđ¨ when do we get the 2nd part? (  ̄â˝ďżŁ)
Iâm editing the second part now actually! I wrote the whole 3 part fic in 1 go. It was so long I decided to break it up and itâs making the editing go faster.