Thank you. I´m fine.

Poetry.

[thanksyouimfine]

A friend once told me

That pain is pain

And if you feel lonely

That's okay

And tomorrow still comes

Either way

He said I will be there

No matter what

If you feel down

I'll pick you up

And life's to short

To get stuck

He took my hand

And led the way

And I'll admit

I am okay...

[thanksyouimfine]

So today might be the last

With you by my side

Why do things always happen fast

The moment people die?

I wandered for hours

But still could not find

A place to grow a slow dying flower

In winter time

It is crazy I forgot

How fast time will run

I thought about it much

But never thought it'd ever come

Don't forget to tell your loved ones how much they mean to you!!! I know this is far from perfect and a little fragmented, but I needed to get this out today.

[thanksyouimfine]

I found a piece of daylight

In the middle of my dark night

Found a piece of mind

On the search for warning signs

I found a place in my heart

Looking for a fresh start

Where blood still runs fast

I found out that we were art

[thanksyouimfine]

Be her again...

I know you saw me

Saw more than just a

Pretty face

I wish I could go back

Feel you see me

One more time

Wish I could have someone like you

Seeing my insecurities without

Me having to let you know

I miss how you looked at me

As if I was the most beautiful creature

On earth

I wish I could

Go back in time

And remember how you saw me

One last time

And be her again...

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When I look at myself I get scared sometimes

That I might become the girl in mirror

You can't see

That weakness and sadness overtake

My body, my heart, my soul

The way they used to

All these years ago...

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Darkness itself has no substance

No particles

So why does it touch me so often

While the light in the air

Never gets to my soul?

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I have seen pain. But I don't know what yours feels like. I wish I did. I wish I could say I'm sorry. And take some of it off your shoulders. But I can't. I wish I could stop you from hurting. But I can't.

I can

Sit next to you

Take your hand

And let you know

That I am never

Gonna leave...

And maybe it will make you feel okay somehow.

[thanksyouimfine]

"I want to tell you that I'm sorry but that's not for me to say" - No Angel, Birdy

[thanksyouimfine]

Bin ich nicht ein Widerspruch

Wenn ich mir wieder widerspreche?

Wo ist noch die echte Welt

Wenn ich leugne, dass sie echt ist?

[thanksyouimfine]

Thank you for today

And all my possible tomorrows

Thank you for the past

And the future

That is yet to come

All the impossibles

We've done

And all the voices

Proven wrong

Thank you for this life

Even though it's hard sometimes

Because if it wasn't

I'd still think

That I have to go through this

Alone

-MS

[thanksyouimfine]

I've been the lonely

The scared

Been the opposition

Been the sadness

The anger

The fear

But still been the light

And summer rain

And whispers in the darkness

And hope

And autumn air

Been conflicted

And conflicting

Been the truth

And the lie

I've been all of that

And more

And less

And always gonna be

-MS

[thanksyouimfine]

River

I thought about a river today

And all the tears that filled it

It made its way straight to the ocean

And all the sorrow was gone

I've heard a bird sing about tomorrow

And all the tears left to cry

But it didn't scare me all that much

Knowing where they would end up

-MS

[thanksyouimfine]

Morgengedanken

Das ist nur das Leben

Momentaufnahmen

In denen

Diese Stimmen sagen:

Du bist noch nicht gut genug

Noch nicht am Ende

Aber schon immer gefangen

In deiner Enge

Deinem Kopf

-MS

[thanksyouimfine]

White Light

You are white light for my soul

You are water for my body

Cleaning me from my sins

Washing away my anger

As you passed by so quickly

So quietly, so softly

Healing my wounds with your whispers

Accepting my anxiety as part of me

You are white light for my soul

For the darkness will pass

But I will stay...

-MS

[thanksyouimfine]

Freiheit

Ich steh am Wegrand und warte

Auf die beste Zeit

Auf eine Stimme, die flüstert:

Du bist jetzt so weit

Streck die Flügel aus! Sei frei!

Aber ich habe vergessen

Was Freiheit heißt

-MS

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Treibsand

Wir stehen auf Treibsand

Deshalb wackelt der Boden

Schau dich ein letztes Mal an

Dann ergreift mich der Sog

Ich hab die Wahrheit geschrieben

Mit jedem Tropfen Blut neue Zeilen

Ich will mich nur mal kurz ausruhn

Wir müssen uns nicht beeilen

Lass mich nur mal kurz treiben

Sag mir: Wo ist die Zeit hin?

Sag: Kannst du mich halten?

Ich schwimm im Gegenstrom 

Und es ist grad so kalt

Ich hab diese Welt mal geliebt

Aber immer schwarz-weiß

Auf ihr gemalt...

-MS