New Year is so hard. It's committing to another year of trying not to kill myself. What is the point? Why not just do it now? Instead we cut and drink to make the pain go away.
#happyfuckingnewyear
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@thatbpdteacher
New Year is so hard. It's committing to another year of trying not to kill myself. What is the point? Why not just do it now? Instead we cut and drink to make the pain go away.
#happyfuckingnewyear
yep..
Young Ciri: Ohmygod Vesemir is so boriiinngg Geralt: He is teaching you important things, when you get older you will realise how wise he is- Lambert walking in: Ohmyfuckingod Vesemir is so boriiing
I just can’t anymore. I’m numb and angry and broken and unreal and lost. I want to die or sleep or fall - anything but this. I want to bleed, feel pain. This is too much.
i want to sleep forever.
That moment when your school are so nice and supportive but it makes you feel even worse because if they were horrible you’d feel justified in feeling as bad as you do. Eurgh.
Work understands me.
Being alive is so much effort. Would much prefer to just be gone.
when people think having bpd is aesthetic when in reality you get suicidal 5 times a day, feeling like you’ll never be happy again, just to feel okay again 30 minutes later and then again 30 minutes later bursting out in anger and hurting someone you love the most for no reason at all, i promise it’s not cute
I want to be a frog.
Ever want to kill yourself out of spite? To get back at the people who told you were fine when really you were not? To stick it to them? Or really just to drastically change the course of their lives like they did to you?
Just me?
Every day.
40% want to die.
50% want to live.
20% need a nap.
100% shite at maths.
i hate how i go from 0 to 100 back down to 0 within minutes. bpd tingz ig
i hate being clean for a little bit and then cvtting again cause i can’t cvt as deep are as much anymore cause i lost the pain tolerance :((
i’ll get it back tho :)
Too old to be doing this shit. #s3lfh4rm
how do I go from so happy to wanting to die again so quick lollll