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New Year is so hard. It's committing to another year of trying not to kill myself. What is the point? Why not just do it now? Instead we cut and drink to make the pain go away.

#happyfuckingnewyear

#actually borderline #happy new year #bpd shit #seflharm

the-queen-of-azkaban

yep..

notsofriendlyfriendlyreminder

Young Ciri: Ohmygod Vesemir is so boriiinngg Geralt: He is teaching you important things, when you get older you will realise how wise he is- Lambert walking in: Ohmyfuckingod Vesemir is so boriiing

elainiisms

I just can’t anymore. I’m numb and angry and broken and unreal and lost. I want to die or sleep or fall - anything but this. I want to bleed, feel pain. This is too much.

dreamingoffthepain

i want to sleep forever.

That moment when your school are so nice and supportive but it makes you feel even worse because if they were horrible you’d feel justified in feeling as bad as you do. Eurgh.

#bpd mood

Work understands me.

#bpd mood

Being alive is so much effort. Would much prefer to just be gone.

#borderline life #actually borderline #bpd shit #bpdteacher #bpd feels #su1c1d4l

str4wberricake-deactivated20240

when people think having bpd is aesthetic when in reality you get suicidal 5 times a day, feeling like you’ll never be happy again, just to feel okay again 30 minutes later and then again 30 minutes later bursting out in anger and hurting someone you love the most for no reason at all, i promise it’s not cute

cannibalchicken

thatbpdteacher

I want to be a frog.

magical-girl-menhera

Ever want to kill yourself out of spite? To get back at the people who told you were fine when really you were not? To stick it to them? Or really just to drastically change the course of their lives like they did to you?

Just me?

thatbpdteacher

Every day.

40% want to die.

50% want to live.

20% need a nap.

100% shite at maths.

#actually borderline #bpd shit #bpd things #bpd suicide