New Year is so hard. It's committing to another year of trying not to kill myself. What is the point? Why not just do it now? Instead we cut and drink to make the pain go away.
#happyfuckingnewyear
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New Year is so hard. It's committing to another year of trying not to kill myself. What is the point? Why not just do it now? Instead we cut and drink to make the pain go away.
#happyfuckingnewyear
Great method to self harm without people noticing: to hit myself in the head.
Just punch the same spot over and over and over. Till i can't even think anymore.
I read a phanfic a looong time ago. It was when Dan was self-harming, and he was also going to art school. Phil was the hot model that Dan and his class were trying to draw. I remember a scene where Dan drew on Phil's back one time and posted it online??? Sorry if this is vague i just really need to find it. Thank Youuu!!
does anyone know this fic?
- Eliza
“It is sometimes satisfying to cut yourself and bleed. On those gray days where eight in the morning looks no different from noon and nothing has happened and nothing is going to happen and you are washing a glass in the sink and it breaks-accidentally-and punctures your skin. And then there is this shocking red, the brightest thing in the day, so vibrant it buzzes, this blood of yours. That is okay sometimes because at least you know you’re alive.” ― Augusten Burroughs, Running with Scissors