hello...

this is me. i like a whole lot of random stuff and i like to write a bit. 

[thatmayrachick]

ppd/ppa

life update: I recently gave birth to a beautiful baby girl but I've been struggling hard with ppd/ppa and apparently postpartum rage which is not something people told me existed.

[femaleidols]

the kitten interview by Jennie ♥

[sarah-taylor-taylor]

[thatmayrachick]

why you gotta leave a hate comment that’s like 5 pages long? like nobody is gonna read that my guy 🙂

[898-deactivated20210515]

[byrneing]

friend: how are you me: 

[consecuences]

[sunmiyah]

Blackpink - Pink Venom dance practice 

[thatmayrachick]

aimless

im currently going through a weird period in my life where I have no direction. or well it feels like I have no direction. ive reached a point where I no longer feel passionate about what im doing with my life.

I spent so much of my life working towards something that now that ive reached those goals im kind of feeling lost. 

a part of me feels too old to be going through this but I guess its all relative.

[thatmayrachick]

capitalism...

sucks. why is everything for sale. even tumblr. you got to pay to get exposure on any platform otherwise its incredibly hard to build a following. especially when timelines are being bombarded by paid content and ads. not that im actively trying to build a following here or anywhere, its just annoying. change is inevitable but there are certain parts i miss from the early stages of social media, especially tumblr. 

idk, i probably need to eat something.

[itscolossal]

NASA’s Webb Space Telescope Reveals Astounding, Unprecedented Views of the Universe

[dolcesostenuto]

ready to shine | by sae.film

[d-amours-deactivated20231002]

[euphorictruths]

Goblin Cluster- David A. Hardy; 1989

[thatmayrachick]

🖤💗

[remanence-of-love]

[thatmayrachick]

I feel like we are losing our ability to just exist. to be.

everything needs to have purpose. there needs to be a reason, usually monetary. if you’re not capitalizing you’re wasting your time. if you’re not giving a hot take, an opinion dressed as facts, then why are you even consuming media.

everything must be dissected. scrutinized to its very last drop. analyzed from every possible direction and then some.

it’s exhausting.

im tired.