raaaa >:(

[thatoneguywhowho]

just realize ive never introduced myself if that even matters!

hello, im damien (specifically cowboy) and this is a vent / obsessive thoughts blog! im not gonna TW anything so if you’re uncomfortable with that, please just leave!

we are a system, the whole shebang shaboom! if you got any questions, we’re open! the main names you will see posting on this blog are

Cowboy (damien3)

Twoey (damien2)

and Eric!

have a good day or something augh

[thatoneguywhowho]

i cant do this

[thatoneguywhowho]

i think i might relapse today

[thatoneguywhowho]

the sudden urge to kill myself is INSAAAANE

[thatoneguywhowho]

i casnt stop cryingg i cant

[thatoneguywhowho]

i wish

[thatoneguywhowho]

keep looking for things to try and hurt myself with

[thatoneguywhowho]

what if i just blow my brains out. then you wouldnt have to leave

[thatoneguywhowho]

youse sick in the head.

[thatoneguywhowho]

pure, unbridled agony

[kyriaejiraiblog]

i <3 cutting

[sharksandventing]

[nyx-is-me]

Just finished my first day of this diet, I feel great I haven’t felt hunger all day. Let’s hope this works and I’ll probably do a few days of maintenance after. If it does work I’ll probably keep repeating it along with maintenance. Wish me luck!

[thatoneguywhowho]

cant even cut myself.

[thatoneguywhowho]

im so tired im really so tired i think about hurting myself eveey fucking day and the intrusive thoughts and clinginess ans self hatred wont go away. i keep feeling like im notning and that im too much and its so exhausting because im scared

[thatoneguywhowho]

its all so nuch its so much the thoughts wont stop and theyre fucking constant and im so tired im really really really tired. i only feel anxious and sad and i cant be normal and i just wanna be hapoy because im so tired of being a fat fucking burden to everybody and everything.

[thatoneguywhowho]

im too much