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23 y/o

[thats-yucky]

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(MDNI, 18+. put your age in your damn profile)

23 year old aspiring puppy sub with social anxiety, afab genderfluid girlboy thing

they/them

WARNING i like edgeplay and diapers and icky bathroom stuff so feel free to block me if i gross you out

🥴

hi! you can call me j and i'm embarassed to be here but it's cool! 😬

sorry if this post is really long and wordy, i'm really bad at stringing together words.

i made this account (at first) to privately reblog my favorite videos so i didn't have to search for them, but now i'm on here almost every day because my kinks have become much more of a comforting escape for me recently 😳

i have really bad social anxiety that affects both irl and online communication, but i'd love to meet people maybe? my irl tag is #mystuff if you want to see what i look like 🐇

(i'm pre-t, and i want to/am going to start a low dose of t at some point, but i'm waiting until i have a partner because i think i'll go insane if i do it alone)

ok since this is a kink blog i should probably write out my kinks. this is actually horrendously embarrassing and difficult for me to write out (please be nice to me 😭) but here goes nothing

- diapers (including omo and messing/mild scat) (and abdl i guess to a much lesser extent, i just kind of regress naturally a lot)

- puppy play

- medical play (which is really really broad, but i just really like the idea of someone hurting me or making me sick on purpose and then taking care of me 🥺)

- masochism (if that wasn't obvious from the last bullet point)

- intox/drugging/just fuck my shit up bro (just try to be nice about it maybe? if you want)

- just generally the concept of being cared for and loved despite my flaws (which is also a terrifying concept to me and that's probably why it's a kink)

- and more!

limits: other than the obvious ones like "no kids, no beastiality, no animal cruelty," etc., i have very few limits. i think i'd really be willing to try anything to see if i like it! but i will say that i don't like touching/cleaning up poop, so as a result i've only ever messed myself once and it was in the shower 😭

speaking of which, the eventual dream is to have a caretaker/owner/mommy, but i'm really scared of and bad at meeting people so that may or may not ever happen lol 🫠 but if you're a dom and queer in some way then i'd love to talk! or anyone else really

also if i don't respond to you, it's genuinely nothing personal, i just get really nervous sometimes and get a freeze response and then the adhd kicks in and i forget about it. so if you message me and i don't respond, again, it's nothing against you. i'm just weird and inconvenient to be friends with 💀

anyway @thats-even-yuckier is a growing collection of some of my favorite messing vids 🫣

[sleptthrudday]

“aww poor thing” yes yes yes im a pathetic little thing care for me make me feel better make me feel small nnnggghgggghghh

[phase2-moved-deactivated2021073]

Me, bleeding out: Aaaaaaah lol… [still thinking about love] ooohhooomg

[hysteric-boy]

“Biiiig stretch” and it’s owner pushing into their puppy’s parts

[gyrovagi]

[l0ves1ckbunny]

Two girls pissing together call that yurination

[ace-trainer-alice]

I do actually kinda like the vague medicalization that the term 'oral fixation' implies. Yeah, no, it's a condition you have. It's not going to to away so you're just going to have to stick things in your mouth to suck on. In fact you should totally get anxious about it and spend a lot of time thinking about the feeling of having or not having things in your mouth. And at some point inevitably you're going to have to let "needs something in your mouth at all times" to just become part of your identity, that's what accepting yourself means for you, ok? Also don't worry drooling is perfectly normal. Also this is vaguely related to agere somehow? Unfortunately, a guy came up with the whole idea so my patience for it is limited.

[illmasc]

there’s just something about a partner recognizing when you’re desperately horny and needy and taking pity on you. something about them saying “awww, sweet boy. does it hurt here?” and rubbing between your legs or putting their hand on your lower belly. something about them promising to “make you feel better” but taking their time. agonizingly slow so that you either let out a whine or try to grind against them, unable to take it anymore. there’s something about them going, “shhh, it’s alright, let me take care of you.” and biting back a grin because they know full well that they’re going to fuck you until you cry. until it really hurts.

[effemimaniac]

transactional thinking is the death of eroticism

[effemimaniac]

taking what you want is already giving more than giving what you think is desired. two people could have entirely unenjoyable sex because they both think they're doing what the other person wants, hoping they'll get back what they want in exchange. on the other hand two people could act entirely selfishly and both get exactly what they want when there's compatibility between desires. good sex is found in the overlap of desire not in a turn-based game of what-do-you-want. stop giving head because you want to be given head or vice versa. what are you, a heterosexual?

[halondrus]

pornhub.com/search/redemption

pornhub.com/search/forgiveness

[randy-bbb]

im blinking my big doe eyes at you to let you know that you can hit me with your car

[dearcervus]

Stitches are so intimate… especially without any anesthetic. Being trusted by someone, even though they know it’s probably going to hurt… it’s just so lovely. Getting to hear their cute noises of pain and comfort them through it… seeing them try so hard not to move or flinch.. holding back tears… it’s adorable 🖤

[dvmbmvttz]

mdni

hear me out. dom who puts diuretics in their subs drinks.

it starts out with small dosages. just enough to make the sub have to use the bathroom a bit more often. it’s not even that noticeable, at first, and in fact, they’re happy that they seem to be very hydrated! however, as weeks pass by, it starts to become a problem. when they have to pee, they have to go. they end up rushing to the toilet, clutching their crotch, barely making it each time. unfortunately, at some point, they don’t make it.

all of this time, their dom had been carefully curating this situation. if this goes on, soon enough, their poor sub will be forced into pull-ups, which undeniably leads to diapers… and you know where it goes from there.

[neko-ikari-deactivated20251213]

i wanna beat the shit out of someone so i can dress their injuries after. it's genuinely so exciting to think about. staring a bit too long at their bruising and cuts. trying not to blush at their crooked fingers. feeling very normal about my bootprint that's been imprinted into their skin. telling them how happy i am they let me do this. sure stomping on them and making them bleed is exciting, but the trembling after? the slight flinch as i press an ice pack 2 their skin? the hiss of pain as I wrap their hand or ankle... people just look cuter post beating.

[squishy-growls]

i want a subby puppy boyfriend who’s cute and sweet and cuddly and will let me stuff him silly full of food then sit on my lap and whimper as i make him try to hold in his poop

he wiggles and squirms in my arms, letting out hot, gassy farts against my lap, keening as the cramping and pressure inside him grows worse

and he just whimpers and whines against my neck as he loses control, noisily filling his shorts and underwear as his full belly can no longer hold in the massive load that’s built up, and i pet his hair and coo softly in his ear, telling him he’s a good boy for holding it for so long

[squishy-growls]

i am still dreaming of this

someday, maybe………. i will find a lil puppy.

[circusheart]

Let's sexualize our failures

[4nd-th3-g0d-w4s-wh1n1ng]

lemmie be a little pillow prince… fuck me into the mattress like i’m just a little pathetic toy.