You realize you make my head bigger by all the sweet things you say to me. I was taught to be gracious by the best women out there. I always seem to understand what you are saying and itās never a rambling mess. I know Iām a winner with you. Are you sure? I do worry about that. Thatās good to hear. You make me the happiest as well. I am trying to see the bright side, but Iām also thinking about the rational side which has me really worried. I guess thatās true. It will be different and I havenāt always done the best with change. Itās going to be a major adjustment. Thatās very sweet of you to do. Yeah. Thatās actually a good idea and might help with some of my fears. Yeah it does. You have a point. Really? It makes me really happy to hear that. Iām glad she approves of me. Thatās good enough for now. Mom is one of the best people I know in that sense. I would hope so, but Iāve kind of been preoccupied lately. I just hope you are right. Thatās true. I think Ohio feels like home to here as well especially since my grandparents and aunt are here too. I donāt know. I mean I guess it can be annoying with being focused on family when you are right there with me. Thanks, Ry. Youāre sweet to include me. I guess you have a point, but Iām still worried. I mean they could just not want to hurt my feelings or maybe they like them, but Iām not what the record labels are looking for. Yeah those other publishers are probably kicking themselves. You will always believe in me wonāt you? I will try not to give up, but it is just hard after getting rejected. I really hope you are right? What if I donāt though? What if I end up teaching music somewhere? What happens then? Nope. Just being honest. You are the best. Eh. Iām not sure. I think youāre being biased again. I think Hawaii would be fun. My aunt is a wise woman. Maybe we should give it a shot. I guess weāll have to wait and see. I guess Iāll let it slide for now. I would appreciate that. I donāt want to melting, but I like saying it to you. Okay, but only if youāre sure.
Nah, I donāt realize it, you head still looks the same. Same hair, same brain... That means I can keep going as much as I want. Phew, itās a relief that you always understand what I mean, this way even if Iām rambling, youāll beable to understand the real meaning of my words. Winning teams are special, you know it, you make this team spectacular. Now you should adjust to the idea that weāre graduates and that we gotta decide what to do with our lives, but also take some time to relax and throw away some of that anxiety that has been bugging you all this time. Hey, I think you reacted pretty well to being in Ohio, moving to a place far from your mom and everything that happened later. Donāt second guess yourself like this, you have what you need to be great. Trust me. I hope that itāll help, maybe focusing on things, finding a place to stay, will make it more real and thatāll help you distracting you from this fear of the unknown. A house is a very material and real thing, after all. Of course she does, not only you make me the happiest, but itās so evident that youāre a great person. Itād be impossible not to admire you. Okay, I promise I will try harder until youāll feel better. Your mom is awesome, and I think that if she didnāt want to stay in Ohio anymore, you would know it. Maybe sheād even move closer to you, if she wanted to. I mean, she follows her heart, just like her daughter, so Iām sure sheād do the right thing and your aunt wouldnāt allow her to be unhappy anywhere in the world. Itās normal becauseĀ Iāll be right there with you. You canāt miss what you have right under your nose, am I right? Your family, on the other hand... I include you, of course I do. We canāt know if theyāll be careless of other peopleās feelings, but that wonāt stop us from looking into other ways to make it. I told you weāre a team and that means Iāll be there through think and thin. A rejection wonāt be a problem, it just means weāll have to find the right person. Meh, I still doubt that. Hawaii it is, now that weāre free we can finally think about fun stuff to do, at least for a bit. Thank you so much for letting it slide. Yes, yes, Iām sure. No need to worry really.