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Blue//They/He//demonic entity and art enthusiast//

[the-blue-pigeon]

The FEI world championships are starting tomorrow and I’m fully prepared to make it EVERYONE‘S PROBLEM!!!!!!!!!!

[the-blue-pigeon]

Highlight so far: that one horse that was apparently purchased for only 20USD because „no one else could train him“ which was also the only horse/rider team I had at least SOME positiv things to say about

[the-blue-pigeon]

Physical therapy is great not because it’s in any way helping with my pain but because I suffer from constant imposter syndrome and it’s very validating to have my physical therapist regularly tell me that my range of motion is in fact making her very uncomfortable lmao

[the-blue-pigeon]

Me: „idk I’ve never been able to do a split so maybe I’m faking it all???“

My poor physical therapist, watching me lean on my fucked up elbows: „ I… I don’t think that’s how that works…“

[the-blue-pigeon]

Physical therapy is great not because it’s in any way helping with my pain but because I suffer from constant imposter syndrome and it’s very validating to have my physical therapist regularly tell me that my range of motion is in fact making her very uncomfortable lmao

[the-blue-pigeon]

The FEI world championships are starting tomorrow and I’m fully prepared to make it EVERYONE‘S PROBLEM!!!!!!!!!!

[orteil42]

unconvinced i'll ever find "the vitamin" that makes me all better so i can get real work done but i do expect they'll elucidate whatever my deal was post-mortem, after which what i did manage to accomplish with my life will be regarded on the level of Beethoven composing despite being deaf or Gordon Ramsay cooking despite being british

[the-blue-pigeon]

I honestly think that „the Rhine river is drying up“ is the most terrifying combination of words I have ever read in my entire life…

[tatwaffel]

once this scheiss hitzewelle stops and i am not on the brink of a kreislaufkollaps schon um neun uhr früh it'll be over for you bitches

[the-blue-pigeon]

I watched „the night beyond the tricornered window“ , fell in love and immediately spent all my money on acquiring all the mangas. Unfortunately I could not get anything past the first volume in English (at least not the physical version) and I don’t know anywhere close to enough Japanese yet to read something this complex. So I had to get it in German. The translation is expectedly awkward but then I unexpectedly came across the funniest panel ever!!

In general the dialogue sometimes doesn’t sound as suggestive as what I was expecting based on the English subtitles from the anime. But this line in particular? In the anime it’s something about kousuke’s soul being „stretched out“ and it sounds so incredibly horny but „sperrangelweit offen“ is a Term specifically used for like open doors or windows. It just makes it sound like Keita is mad Rihito left the window open because it’s the middle of winter and he’s getting cold.

[myfairynuffstuff]

Erika Toliusis (b.1969) - Pacific Angel. 2022. Oil with palette knife on canvas.

[sunshinetheinspiration]

@teaboot

[teaboot]

Painted with a FUCKING PALETTE KNIFE?

[the-blue-pigeon]

The funniest thing my dog does is find things he knows he’s not supposed to have, grab it and then run back to wherever I am just to fucking brag about his criminal activities slsjskdb

[the-blue-pigeon]

Yeah sex is great but have you ever run yourself a bath and then sat in the hot water while having a good cry about how objectively awful your life is because you’re going to be disabled for the rest of your life making all the big dreams you had when you were 10 years old impossible to reach and every attempt to get help fails and every time you get told that you’re essentially beyond help you’re expected to just pretend nothing’s wrong and you can’t even cry anymore without being in pain after a minute and you’re supposed to go to scary and overwhelming doctors appointments all by yourself when you can’t even feed yourself on a regular basis because „you’re an adult who needs to be independent“ and also there is no one in your life who truly loves you and the last two people you considered friends are slowly drifting away from you and you can not remember the last time someone just held you and comforted while you cried and told you it would be ok, you’re not even sure that has ever happened at any point in your life and it has been a very long time since someone has invited you to hang out because you’re objectively difficult to have a good time with and you’re too disabled to make or maintain any friendships and it doesn’t really matter anyway because you’re too burned out from dealing with all of this to enjoy anything and even your hobbies have turned into chores that have to get done and you know your pets aren’t gonna live forever and you’re wasting your limited time you have with them being stressed out about having to care for them because it’s just all too much and you just want someone to fix it all but instead you’re expected to just get up again tomorrow morning and suffer through this horrible existence but also you shouldn’t think of it as horrible because „being disabled isn’t a tragedy“ and it’s not but you just can’t do it anymore and you will die alone while everyone else gets their happy end… and then you go and eat the rest of yesterday’s leftovers and think about making yourself a huge bowl of popcorn and watch your favourite show because life goes on…

[the-blue-pigeon]

✨MRI-core✨

[the-blue-pigeon]

✨emergency-trip-to-the-piercer-core✨

[the-blue-pigeon]

✨MRI-core✨

[vampira-carmilla]

Vampire dress by Christian Dior spring 1998.

[cyberpunkpavlichenko]

The moral of Death Note is that cops raise evil children

[moosopp-art]

[OC] 💙🌼

Daybreak returns on JULY 28 on webtoon!

[defeateddetectives]

it do be like that sometimes