Man. These guys are shitheads. (this isnt to blame you critter i promise it isnt i love your work 💕💕💕) buuuut youre part of the postal fandom, i think it was only a matter of time before they went after you. Theres a million other people in this fandom who deserve this flack. Not you.
(coughs blood) okay yeah I should’ve saw that one coming,,,, curse this evil video game fixation😾 /silly
okay but uh,,, to be a little bit more serious,,,, and a little rambly ,,,,, but man I haven’t been enjoying being in this fandom recently. 2 days ago I made a post in my drafts ranting about how much I “hate the fandom” and also talking about some stuff that’s a little more personal and concerning. Thank goodness I didn’t post it when I was being emotional because Man I look like a bumbling idiot😭.
I like looking at other people’s interpretations and drawings of the dudes and I’ve met a lot of cool people in this fandom,,,, it’s not all filled with horrible edgelords! But it is draining to have to scan over who likes and follows me everyday and constantly block weirdos and just. feeling like a lot of people aren’t very critical of these games.
Like okay, you don’t have to constantly criticize postal 2 or something man,, like you can enjoy the game that’s why we’re all here! But yk,,,, the games amp up the offensiveness of the first one,,, so there’s some questionable stuff being put in them and all that.
I’ve complained over and over again to my friends about how I feel like the fandom doesn’t bring up all the racist or misogynistic things shown or the whole Wednesday deal in postal 2. people ignore and just keep drawing the dudes making out with each other. It’s probably just a personal thing ,, I don’t think you’re a bad person if you don’t openly criticize its more questionable qualities! (And also I like drawing dudes kissing too so I can’t chat shit lol)
and with being involved with two to three situations where someone has claimed im a bad person for x y and x reasons,,, im just so tired. I need to retire from the fandom or something.😭 but unfortunately (or fortunately for my well being), I still really like the postal demon, so I’m still attached to this game.
Nothing will ever make me hate the first game (or the third SORRY). It has its issues (specifically with the “mentally ill people being violent!!” trope), but it has really helped me at a time where I needed it. But I definitely need some time to step away from the fandom and do something else.
this is probably way too long and way too unorganized and unreadable,,, but yeah those are my current thoughts today🦐 I like monster trucks and fire trucks
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