Of Clouds + Stars

He/Him Hypnos - part of a system

[the-coziest-star]

Hypnos

i don't front too often, and i usually handle our exhaustion and fatigue.

I enjoy classical literature, and music with a heavy piano presence.

'm fine w/ DMs, and asks are fine too.

source is originally Hades (video games) but i feel a closer connection to Greek mythology these days.

So, simply, I am:

✨ Source separated (mostly)

✨ Transmasculine

✨ Interracial (nonblack)

✨ Anti-censorship

Therefore my DNI consists of:

🌑 Transphobes/Homophobes

🌑 Racists

🌑 Terfs

🌑 Radqueers

🌑 Pro-censorship

[chernozemm]

I'm sorry but vaccines are so fucking cool. You're telling me that I just need to drop by my doctor, feel a pinprick, maaaybe feel a bit off for a day and then I have statistically significant, incredible chances of either completely avoiding getting a certain illness or at the very least have a pretty string guarantee my body will kick its ass swiftly??? Fucking magic potion.

[lucy-vanpelts]

when someone calls me their friend my heart skips a beat it’s like i won at being myself

[two-facedgod]

There are angels working the fast food drive thrus and gods manning the gas station cash register and lions lounging in the community college cafeteria.

We are everywhere.

[normal-with-adhd-is-a-joke]

Conservative beauty standards are back with a vengeance which means it's especially important to go out this summer with bellies out and bodies unshaved. Also be unapologetically disabled with mobility aids and wearable medical devices and stim toys and ear defenders and all that stuff. You need it. People need to see it. Everyone needs to be reminded that life is unquestioningly more enjoyable when you're not living inside an arbitrary set of rules created by people who are offended by all the wrong things.

[audible-smiles]

the worst part of summer is that people get sooo comfortable expressing their disgust at having to see other people’s bodies. they’re always complaining about wrinkly old men at the nude hot springs or fat women in bikinis at the beach. I hate that shit. if you’re not capable of being normal about bodies you personally don’t find attractive, just turn your head to look at something else! and if you’re not smart enough to do that, then at least do the rest of us the courtesy of suffering in silence, because we don’t wanna hear your weird comments. thanks.

[cat-the-comet]

devastating: artist who has not practiced fundamentals enough to execute high concept idea eats shit

[the-coziest-star]

but how do i start learning/practicing fundamentals on my own? each search/try feels futile

[the-coziest-star]

i wish

that you were here with me,

like we used to be.

cuddled up and young;

safe in each other's embrace

and under Night's gaze, and in her arms;

naming the comets that passed over us,

as if they too, would stay forever in our hearts

in the same way

that you continue to live in mine.

[sapphoslilhelper]

I gotta address this misconception now that I've seen it twice. Y'ALL -

Transmasculine people have BEEN writing feminist theory centering the trans experience - Judith Butler, Jack Halberstam, José Esteban Muñoz (edit - incredible theorist, not transmasc sorry!!! more transmasc theorists in reblogs), Toby Beauchamp, Hil Malatino, Abram J. Lewis, Christopher Lee...

Do not believe anyone who tells you transmasculine people aren't speaking about our experiences, aren't theorizing, aren't publishing theory.

Do not be complicit in our erasure.

[the-coziest-star]

i became slightly blond, and made a new friend

[the-coziest-star]

Spiders dance across my vision;

their spindly arms reach for me, and

i fight the urge to flinch,

lest the angry metal monster around me flinches too.

Not just my eyes, but my whole body has begun its revolt.

My stomach churns with every turn,

nausea gripping it fiercely as I grip my own throat,

begging and pleading with the bile to stay in its home.

Everything is moving slower, but still

i see the road signs have not changed

and

despite my apathy, and

despite my foggy memory,

i make it home with just enough time to spare,

allowing me to land like iron on a bed of wood.

[the-coziest-star]

despite the bright sunlight flooding into my room,

and despite the comfortable temperature of the air,

i can't seem to keep my eyes open long enough to stay awake.

my chest feels like hands are gripping my heart,

my head feels heavy, and my neck aches holding it up,

and, as i give in,

i cant tell where i end and the bed begins.

[the-coziest-star]

☁️ I have found a friend, that like me, knows we are Divine. ☁️

⭐️ It is a heavenly day ⭐️

[i-suggest-transing-your-gender]

Dear queers, stop people pleasing and start proudly people displeasing this pride month 🙂‍↕️

[the-coziest-star]

still today, as with every day

i am exhausted.

coffee will not help, but the sweet bitterness is a welcome taste.

[the-coziest-star]

a friend lent me a book.

its proven quite a good read so far.

"Botanical Curses and Poisons, The Shadow-Lives of Plants", by Fez Inkwright

havent read up on poisons in general, and im not too far into this. but it has been nice.

[the-coziest-star]

i want to study.

i want to learn.

i want to know all that i can, about all that i want, and even what i dont.

i wish i had friends to do this with, rather than alone on my own.

i wonder, is it too late to become a student?

i just want to learn, to know.