Altair

a fallen star

[bright-fallen-star]

the fallen star.

a starling with stolen wings.

#the fallen star : all in-character posts

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[casperrambles]

It’s been so long since I could get my comm to work- my void is… very empty. It’s nice to finally be able to see some of what’s going on in the “outside”.

I miss being around people I think. I’ve been making diary entries to try and pass the time, but it seems like they just keep getting shorter.

I always write about the same thing. Missing the same thing. The same people.

Maybe the gods will be in my favor sometime soon. I hope. In the mean time I guess I’m stuck “watching” from afar. Gods it’s been so long-

There are still drawing sitting in the back of my diary. I miss seeing the stars. My star.

[bright-fallen-star]

i miss so much of before, now

even more then i did a few months ago. it engulfs my thoughts, with the lack of a nest this far into the month

.. i still haven’t talked about anything, to anyone. no one knows of the observatory in the mountains. of the days spent lounging or exploring. of the happiness i felt, before everything went downhill. of the people i met, the kindness i was shown

i don’t know if i’ll ever feel ready to talk about it- but i want to try

[casperrambles]

hey, cas..

‘s been a year, huh? over a year, however hard i try not to think about it

a lot has happened since you left but i - i’d rather tell you in person, one day. when i see you. if i see you

.. i miss you. i hope this message goes through

- @bright-fallen-star

Oh my goodness- hi!

Has it really been that long? Time doesn’t seem real. I miss you so much, there’s not a lot to think about here. It seems like so much but so little is happening at the same time.

I would love to hear about all of it, I hope it gets to be soon. Whenever you want to tell me I will always listen. If When I see you.

I hope I get to see you soon, I mean it when I say I miss talking to you Star. If I can even still call you that.

A lot seems to be getting lost in translation. I hope it works. ❁

[bright-fallen-star]

h- hi- i didn’t think this would reach you, oh my gods-

yes, it - really has been that long. i- i get how you feel, time is a fickle thing

I hope I can talk to you about it, soon, there’s been- a lot. a lot that you’d want to hear, trials and tribulations. when i see you.

I miss talking to you so much as well. I’m sorry that i haven’t been able to, orchid. and you can always call me that, as long as the universe exists

it does work - i’m glad you’re okay, and i hope that we can get in contact again soon ✧

[the-experience-eclipse]

oh my god. you call Midas a fair god ONCE and it all goes down to shit

why did they kill me. thats like the one thing. I WAS THE ONLY ONE

and of course Noah won. of course it was him. 2nd time, *in a row*

now everyones gonna praise them. not me

nobodys gonna care about me now. i havent won twice *in a row*

this was the perfect cycle too.. i was sapphire. it was an odd numbered cycle...

why Midas. *why*

[oliver-solera]

I'm sorry- if I didn't push Raven off then maybe they wouldn't have died and it would have been them who won instead of Noah-

I'm sorry I didn't want things to happen like that. I shouldn't have pushed- I'm-

[bright-fallen-star]

oli, it’s not your fault.. you couldn’t have known

only hindsight can tell you that

please don’t blame yourself

[bright-fallen-star]

…

i could have been better

..but a star always falls

[bright-fallen-star]

the star stares at their communicator.

…

a near year.. maybe a new leaf is in order.

a growth cycle is the best to start that, right..?

a orange tulip lies in the nest, glowing like the sun

[bright-fallen-star]

ever since the starling was young, the cruelty of the gods had always been drilled in.

how they don’t forgive. how one had to always be on the tightrope of respect and fear.

and they always were confused by it.

why would a God hurt their followers? Those that worship and respect them?

now, deep underwater, in a spawn of prismarine with the cloth of their haunted past, they think they finally understand.

cruelty is to make a point.

[bright-fallen-star]

one year is fast approaching, little starling.

i know,, you’ve been quite clear

you will have to face it sooner or later-

stop. just,, stop.

,,, i don’t want to return to your void after this time. it-

,,,

i- i’m sorry. but- i need consistency. some kind of consistency, especially after- ,,,

,,,, you’re still thinking about them,,

,,,

consistency. that is what i need. just for one cycle. one month.

and that’ll help.

it will.

[bright-fallen-star]

i can’t believe i got to see a frien,, teammate win so many times this cycle. it feels almost surreal- they deserve it forevermore. especially with the things it made..

and to know my build was in the top three,, that’s fulfillment enough. i’m not usually on there, ever

i just wish i could’ve said goodbye to Saranya and,, Nugget, or Lumi, before returning to the void,,

[bright-fallen-star]

yellow stone haunt my nights

i’m so very glad it doesn’t haunt my days

[bright-fallen-star]

kindness exists in all facets

but why did it come to me?

[bright-fallen-star]

small wins..

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

hey, lumi..

we need to talk

- @bright-fallen-star

… do we?

[bright-fallen-star]

… yeah, we do

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

…why?

[bright-fallen-star]

.. because i made a mistake, and i want to apologize

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

…mmm okay!

[bright-fallen-star]

where do you want to meet up at?

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

Oh.. oh i can’t do that. Not yet.

[bright-fallen-star]

oh? …are you not in this cycle yet?

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

Not yet.

[bright-fallen-star]

do you want me to get you tools?

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

Why? Don’t do that.. you should focus on yourself! I’ll be fine- fine-

[bright-fallen-star]

lumi.

i can easily get things for you - I’m already set for this cycle. and- and you don’t have to be fine. it’s alright, i can help

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

… I don’t know when i’ll arrive. Is there any point to me having anything.. doing anything.. I’ve probably missed so much..

[bright-fallen-star]

there is a point for you having things, i promise. it’ll help you with getting around

and the only thing you’ve missed- well. the only thing you’ve missed is the world glitching

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

Glitching? The world was.. glitching? I see.. well that’s weird..

I.. If you’re sure? I mean- i don’t.. sure? Yeah sure?

[bright-fallen-star]

yeah- well, it was disappearing multiple times a day, so-

and yeah! of course!! you deserve nice things

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

… so... I suppose if we’re talking.. who was the person you were hanging around with at the wedding? Niki told me a little bit but.. yeah..

Not that it’s a bad thing..

[bright-fallen-star]

they’re named Expyr! one of the victors, and someone I’ve been in contact with for a few cycles now

it’s not.. plus! it means you’ll be able to advance quicker

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

Oh? That’s good! That’s.. good! I’m glad! You’ve got more people.. you deserve more people! More people to care about you! Mmhm!!

[bright-fallen-star]

mhm.. it’s strange to know this many people, after so long, even if it’s only three

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

That’s fair.. it’s good for you! I’m really glad…! You deserve it

[bright-fallen-star]

Thank you… i do hope we can meet again soon, genuinely. i- well, i want to show you my best this cycle? it’s similar to the one i had when i first started

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

Oh? I.. yeah.. yeah that’d be nice. I’d like that! If you’re sure.. don’t feel like you have too just because you are apologising-

[bright-fallen-star]

I’m sure! I’m not only just doin’ it cause I’m apologizing- you’re always welcome at my nest

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

Okay… okay..

Cool! Yeah! I’d love to then! :D

If i uh… get in that is..!!

[bright-fallen-star]

yeah yeah yeah!

you’ll get in, hopefully

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

hey, lumi..

we need to talk

- @bright-fallen-star

… do we?

[bright-fallen-star]

… yeah, we do

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

…why?

[bright-fallen-star]

.. because i made a mistake, and i want to apologize

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

…mmm okay!

[bright-fallen-star]

where do you want to meet up at?

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

Oh.. oh i can’t do that. Not yet.

[bright-fallen-star]

oh? …are you not in this cycle yet?

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

Not yet.

[bright-fallen-star]

do you want me to get you tools?

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

Why? Don’t do that.. you should focus on yourself! I’ll be fine- fine-

[bright-fallen-star]

lumi.

i can easily get things for you - I’m already set for this cycle. and- and you don’t have to be fine. it’s alright, i can help

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

… I don’t know when i’ll arrive. Is there any point to me having anything.. doing anything.. I’ve probably missed so much..

[bright-fallen-star]

there is a point for you having things, i promise. it’ll help you with getting around

and the only thing you’ve missed- well. the only thing you’ve missed is the world glitching

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

Glitching? The world was.. glitching? I see.. well that’s weird..

I.. If you’re sure? I mean- i don’t.. sure? Yeah sure?

[bright-fallen-star]

yeah- well, it was disappearing multiple times a day, so-

and yeah! of course!! you deserve nice things

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

… so... I suppose if we’re talking.. who was the person you were hanging around with at the wedding? Niki told me a little bit but.. yeah..

Not that it’s a bad thing..

[bright-fallen-star]

they’re named Expyr! one of the victors, and someone I’ve been in contact with for a few cycles now

it’s not.. plus! it means you’ll be able to advance quicker

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

Oh? That’s good! That’s.. good! I’m glad! You’ve got more people.. you deserve more people! More people to care about you! Mmhm!!

[bright-fallen-star]

mhm.. it’s strange to know this many people, after so long, even if it’s only three

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

That’s fair.. it’s good for you! I’m really glad…! You deserve it

[bright-fallen-star]

Thank you… i do hope we can meet again soon, genuinely. i- well, i want to show you my best this cycle? it’s similar to the one i had when i first started

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

Oh? I.. yeah.. yeah that’d be nice. I’d like that! If you’re sure.. don’t feel like you have too just because you are apologising-

[bright-fallen-star]

I’m sure! I’m not only just doin’ it cause I’m apologizing- you’re always welcome at my nest

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

hey, lumi..

we need to talk

- @bright-fallen-star

… do we?

[bright-fallen-star]

… yeah, we do

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

…why?

[bright-fallen-star]

.. because i made a mistake, and i want to apologize

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

…mmm okay!

[bright-fallen-star]

where do you want to meet up at?

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

Oh.. oh i can’t do that. Not yet.

[bright-fallen-star]

oh? …are you not in this cycle yet?

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

Not yet.

[bright-fallen-star]

do you want me to get you tools?

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

Why? Don’t do that.. you should focus on yourself! I’ll be fine- fine-

[bright-fallen-star]

lumi.

i can easily get things for you - I’m already set for this cycle. and- and you don’t have to be fine. it’s alright, i can help

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

… I don’t know when i’ll arrive. Is there any point to me having anything.. doing anything.. I’ve probably missed so much..

[bright-fallen-star]

there is a point for you having things, i promise. it’ll help you with getting around

and the only thing you’ve missed- well. the only thing you’ve missed is the world glitching

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

Glitching? The world was.. glitching? I see.. well that’s weird..

I.. If you’re sure? I mean- i don’t.. sure? Yeah sure?

[bright-fallen-star]

yeah- well, it was disappearing multiple times a day, so-

and yeah! of course!! you deserve nice things

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

… so... I suppose if we’re talking.. who was the person you were hanging around with at the wedding? Niki told me a little bit but.. yeah..

Not that it’s a bad thing..

[bright-fallen-star]

they’re named Expyr! one of the victors, and someone I’ve been in contact with for a few cycles now

it’s not.. plus! it means you’ll be able to advance quicker

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

Oh? That’s good! That’s.. good! I’m glad! You’ve got more people.. you deserve more people! More people to care about you! Mmhm!!

[bright-fallen-star]

mhm.. it’s strange to know this many people, after so long, even if it’s only three

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

That’s fair.. it’s good for you! I’m really glad…! You deserve it

[bright-fallen-star]

Thank you… i do hope we can meet again soon, genuinely. i- well, i want to show you my best this cycle? it’s similar to the one i had when i first started

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

hey, lumi..

we need to talk

- @bright-fallen-star

… do we?

[bright-fallen-star]

… yeah, we do

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

…why?

[bright-fallen-star]

.. because i made a mistake, and i want to apologize

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

…mmm okay!

[bright-fallen-star]

where do you want to meet up at?

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

Oh.. oh i can’t do that. Not yet.

[bright-fallen-star]

oh? …are you not in this cycle yet?

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

Not yet.

[bright-fallen-star]

do you want me to get you tools?

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

Why? Don’t do that.. you should focus on yourself! I’ll be fine- fine-

[bright-fallen-star]

lumi.

i can easily get things for you - I’m already set for this cycle. and- and you don’t have to be fine. it’s alright, i can help

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

… I don’t know when i’ll arrive. Is there any point to me having anything.. doing anything.. I’ve probably missed so much..

[bright-fallen-star]

there is a point for you having things, i promise. it’ll help you with getting around

and the only thing you’ve missed- well. the only thing you’ve missed is the world glitching

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

Glitching? The world was.. glitching? I see.. well that’s weird..

I.. If you’re sure? I mean- i don’t.. sure? Yeah sure?

[bright-fallen-star]

yeah- well, it was disappearing multiple times a day, so-

and yeah! of course!! you deserve nice things

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

… so... I suppose if we’re talking.. who was the person you were hanging around with at the wedding? Niki told me a little bit but.. yeah..

Not that it’s a bad thing..

[bright-fallen-star]

they’re named Expyr! one of the victors, and someone I’ve been in contact with for a few cycles now

it’s not.. plus! it means you’ll be able to advance quicker

[jewel-within-a-burning-fire]

Oh? That’s good! That’s.. good! I’m glad! You’ve got more people.. you deserve more people! More people to care about you! Mmhm!!

[bright-fallen-star]

mhm.. it’s strange to know this many people, after so long, even if it’s only three