Farewell.
I am leaving this place, with only one last letter to You....
If you are reading this, I want you to know that I am sorry.
I am sad for what happened and I know it would never be the same even if we remained friends.
Once cut bread can never be out together as it was before.
Did I get over it or not, it does not matter, what does is that I am glad that there was something to have cry about and miss.
Thank you for the wonderful 15 years of friendship you gave me. Thank you for always covering my back, whether i deserved it or not. Thank you for never letting me down. Thank you for all the gifts, your company, for the laughter, for all the silly moments and games. Thank you for the endless roleplays we had. Thank you for dealing with my bullshit all the time. Thank you for being there for me when I needed your support. Thank you for helping me out with money. Thank you for making possible for me to cosplay. Thank you for making possible that I visit Budapest and meet the man of my life. Thank you for being with me when noone else wanted to.
I am sorry I let you down. Sorry that I played you. Sorry for being strict and foulmouthed with you. I am sorry for all the last letters I have sent to you when I was at the bottom. I am sorry I have driven you to do this. I am sorry I hurt you.
Most of all, I feel sorry that I did not appreciated you and our friendship more.
And now we both lost it.
More than a year passed from it and it still pains, but I know we both must go on. Life has it’s own way, and we both have our own lives we must live.
I always felt I had so much more to tell, but whatever I was tempted to do I knew it would only reopen new wounds and hurt even more... Now I firmly wish to leave it behind and open a new page, without bitter feelings. I doubt I will ever find a person who would be on the same level of friendship as what we had. That moment I knew I have lost something very precious, and I had to face the consequences.
I want to remember you as a good person, as a best friend I had. And you will always remain the person I was so fond of. It saddens me that I have lost not only one, but all the others as well, as groups functions. I shall hold no more grudges and I shall tread more carefully in life. You all went on, and now it is time for me to move forward as well. I have turned a new page.
I wish you all the best in your life, and I wish you live a happy one with success. I hope all your goals and wishes come true. I wish the whole group to live happy lives.
Now this place is nothing but a void for me and I shall leave it as it brings nothing good to me.
Farewell.



















