Sorry, I'm venting

This is just my blog to let it all out.

[the-memories-remain]

Just making this to pin.

I’m Aaron, he/him mem/memory gli/glitch (etc i have a lot, but this is a vent blog zo i’m not putting all of them here).

Self dx: asd, adhd, bpd

All the edits posted here with #editz r made by me and I’d like it if no one reposted them onto other sites, but all r okay to reblog unless stated otherwise!

Also, seeing as how this is a vent blog, there will b a lot of possibly triggering stuff (child abuse n suicidal messages being the main ones prob) This is a tw for my whole blog; however, I will try my best to tw what I rb if I can (I might miss it sometimes or forget when i’m feeling Bad so feel free to shoot me an ask reminding me to tw smth if u want).

[probablyboderline]

why do you have to fucking do that why why why it hurts and that sounds so fucking selfish but god it fucking does.

[pink-yandere]

People only notice me when I’m suffering

People only care when I have a breakdown

People only pay attention when I’m sobbing

People only listen when I want to die

People only want me to suffer

Because if they wanted me to feel better they would pay attention to me on my good days

[ojibwa]

[the-memories-remain]

Stop hanging out with your other friends

Stop being busy with school

Stop caring about that shit

Just care about me, pay attention to me, stop leaving me.

[the-memories-remain]

Sometimes suicide is the right option

[the-memories-remain]

I might have osdd 1b.

[the-memories-remain]

I’m so scared and worried i  know how to feel. I might be wrong, Idk. I think I might have vague alters, but I keep shutting them out idk if they really exist. I’m so sorry if they are bc i’m being a fucking asshole. I link up a lot of the other symptoms but maybe it’s just my bpd n c-ptsd??? I’m not diagnosed w anything bc i cant see a psychiatrist but bpd and c-ptsd I’m pretty sure i have (along w adhd, autism, n dpd) and all have many symptoms that overlap w osdd, ik bpd and c-ptsd r usually comorbid w osdd/did tho so…….

[the-memories-remain]

I might have osdd 1b.

[manicfawnlet-deactivated2026060]

when i die, nobody will have anything positive to remember me by… why am i so hard to love?

[yangire-demon]

Let me keep you safe, angel. I’ll cook for you, I’ll clean for you, I’ll work for you, I’ll do everything for you. All you need to do is stay here with me and keep your eyes only on me. You’re my most prized possession and I’ll take care of you better than anyone ever could.

[doeyedangel]

[the-memories-remain]

Everyone is moving on without me

[the-memories-remain]

What’s the point in living if not to always be with you?

[bpd-bbyg]

[notmentallyright]

don’t repost pls

[the-memories-remain]

I hate school, she’s too busy and is making new friends and paying more attention to them than me, we haven’t held an actual full conversation in weeks. I want to kill myself, I just want her to pay attention to me again.

[the-memories-remain]

I wish my art was better, my line art looks like shit bc I can’t do varying line weight v well… I push down hard and it’s hard to lighten it bc it feels so unnatural.