struggling to comprehend the emotional complexity of having romantic feelings for a close friend because like, I held you while you cried today, listened to you talk about everything you're struggling with with my ear against the side of your neck so I could feel your voice. How am i meant to reconcile the fact that I could feel the breath in your ribs while you shook apart with then being perfectly platonic and surface level conversation and physical distance not half an hour later. do i know you too well to tell you i love you?











