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What do you do when the man you were planning a life with suddenly changed his mind. You were his everything and then he just leaves you. My heart is in pieces and I feel like hell. I need someone to come scoop me up on the floor.

#help #alone #heartbroken #fuckyou

malamente1992

https://www.instagram.com/p/BPb7oaTlCJ0/

the-real-meagan

send a little help my way

I wouldn’t normally ask this. But me and my kitty are stuck in a city where we know no one but my exes friends and family. gofundme.com/yqzkf-help-me-get-home

the-real-meagan

One minute we were talking marriage and babies. How we want only boys. Kissing me saying you'll see me at the house. 4 hours later you're dumping me in your parents house. I've never been so humiliated as when you followed me around their house "making sure you don't have a mental breakdown here" you sir were a fucking gentleman weren't you. Moved me away from my entire life. And dumped me in a city where I have no car. Where the only people I know are your family and your friends. Then you shed the false pretenses that made up your personality. You showed your true colors and it was disgusting. My other baby Hades died while you were pet sitting for me while I was in Germany. And you were never going to tell me. You threw Junos 3 day old kittens over the fence in your backyard, instead of burying the babies like I fucking asked you to. You Brandon are a sociopath. You are void of the human spectrum of emotions. Go to hell.

#send help #god bless #forever alone #why did this happen #he's an asshole #heartbroken #devastated

lovely-beautiful-life

You could be clean from cutting for 10 years and you’ll still fucking miss it

bitchycode

little-vvitch

this is the 2016 apology post. reblog in 45 seconds and 2016 will apologize to you in the form of money.

stephenraygarza

not risking it.

autumntipsy

Not even scrolling past it

thoteisha

I deserve an apology smh

mylittlesanity

i was gonna scroll past once i saw 2016 but then i read it lol

send a little help my way

I wouldn't normally ask this. But me and my kitty are stuck in a city where we know no one but my exes friends and family. gofundme.com/yqzkf-help-me-get-home

Today You Should Be 1 💔

Sometimes I can feel you, just a whisper in my ear You come to me in dreams so sweet Now to see you dreaming, wouldn't that be neat You were too little to be kept so I knew you would be lost I would have loved to meet you but what would that have cost I would have given my own life to see you for one day That perfect little baby girl too beautiful to stay Sometimes my heart still breaks all over the floor I'll never forget that fateful day, after they shut the ER door There was no baby to be seen and no heartbeat to be found They shut the door so quietly as we melted to the ground The lights stayed off, so peaceful in that dark room But wait my sweet baby, you left me way too soon And then we were alone to mourn Our baby, that never would be born -M.D

#angelbaby #miscarriage #angelsbirthday #imdeadtoday

ginmother

Run from him:

•if he disrespects his mom •if he disrespects blue collar workers •if he doesn’t tip or leaves loose pennies •if he is mean to animals •if he doesn’t touch you in public •if he won’t tell his friends about you •if he says “I’ve never been with a ____ girl before.” •if he won’t address his female friends by name instead just calls them “a friend” •if all his exes “are psycho” •if he’s never worked a day in his life •if he chooses a drug over spending time with you •if he disagrees with feminism •if he’s white and he throws around the N word •if he isn’t proud of what you do •if he makes rape jokes •if you tell him you haven’t shaved down there and he quickly changes his mind about giving you oral •if he chooses the music or movies without asking what you think •if he voluntarily shows up late to pick you up •if you catch yourself googling “what is an abusive relationship?”

raindropirwin

some girls need to hear this

the-real-meagan

I should have listened to this. A year later and I finally left and I'm more broken than ever. My anxiety had gotten to the point where I had panic attacks in my sleep and I wanted to take an acid bath when he touched me.

sighpolar-blog

was voldemort a virgin

r23b

#did you see him in 5th year? #he wasnt a virgin

letmusicsetyoufreee-deactivated

Imagine being the chick to do the frick frack with the Dark Lord Voldy.

capslockapocalypse

TUMBLR DOT COM: WHERE WE CAN DISCUSS HAVING SEX WITH VOLDEMORT BUT WE CAN’T ACTUALLY SAY THE WORD SEX

itseasytoremember

doing the do with you know who

namakte

I’ve been drawing in my recovery journal again! :)

Positive Meal Time Affirmations:

Life is more than a number.

Food is not the enemy.

I deserve to nurture myself.

I trust my body to feed me in such a way that I remain at a natural, comfortable weight.

Strength and control come from exercising my personal power in the world not from refusing to eat.

I trust my body to make appropriate food choices and to know when it is satisfied with food.

I deserve to respect my body and to treat it with care and love.

My happiness depends on who I am and what I do, not my weight or size.

Food will not make me gain unnecessary weight.

My feelings have nothing to do with whether or not I should eat.

Food will be absorbed by my body, and used for energy and healing.

Fats are necessary: lipids do not fatten us, but nourish us.

This feeling too shall pass.

freeingeileen-blog

I fucking love your recovery journal honestly.

the-real-meagan

I need to start one of these

crybabydyke-deactivated20180227

you've heard of recovery, now get ready for

the long term effects of trauma

the-real-meagan

You’ve been in everything lately. Every touch every taste. You’re here. Haunting me. Ruining me still. Long after you left me crying on the bathroom floor. Clawing at my chest. Trying to stop the pain.

the-real-meagan

Not anymore. Now I've found a man that makes my heart sing and my nerves fly.