Freeing Myself @freeingeileen-blog - Tumblr Blog

Hello, My name is Eileen, and this is my suicide note. This is my 5th suicide attempt (if I’ve counted correctly) and hopefully my last. I just got out of the hospital for an attempt that I survived...

Dear followers (please read)

I've decided to stop this blog. This decision comes for a number of reasons, but the chief thing is that it no longer brings me joy or serves me. In fact, it’s been a source of stress for me for several months.

I’m going to keep the blog up as a resource and an archive. It chronicles 5 years of my life, my recovery process, and your recovery processes as well. However, I am leaving it permanently. Because my other blogs (recoveryaffirmations, bfrbawareness, lukewarmandprickly) are linked to this account, those will become inactive as well.

I won’t say goodbye to Tumblr completely. I’m starting a new account under the username actualgrandma, and this new blog will be strictly personal, memes, etc. If you’d like to keep in contact you can reach me there, but I won’t be giving mental health advice for the sake of my own health.

I love you all and I want to thank you for being a part of my recovery journey for the last 5 years. You’ve helped me through so much and this blog has been incredibly important to me. Thanks for everything.

Take care of yourselves. You are not alone.

Love, Eileen