Ouroboros

Hi! A few facts about me: 25 y.o., Scorpio, ♀, resident doctor / future cardiologist, pianist, postcards addict. Interested in way too many things and have nearly no time for them. Free time consists of k-pop, k-dramas, books, TV series, movies, Harry Potter and, of course, postcards. On this blog you'll find things that make me smile, laugh, sad, cry and maybe some personal posts. Just remember.. "Happiness can be found even in the darkest of times, when one only remembers to turn on the light".

[theallisone]

Imaginary friends

You know, there are times when you feel hurt af. When there are people that you considered to be your friends and they start to meet without you. Or you just start to notice that you're the only one writing a message ar sending a meme for them to talk together, to laugh together. And then it hits you. The feeling that you're unwanted in their life. That you're an outkast, a burden, you're just.. nothing. And it hurts like hell, especially when you thought that that friendship could last for a long time. I thought that I wouldn't make this mistake again. Oh, I was so wrong.. The good thing is that pain goes away eventually. It goes away by itself or with a help of a few bottles of wine..

[theallisone]

As always, EXO is perfect for Christmas 💕

Soothes the heart and soul. I really wish for happier holidays next year 🎄

[crossgrid]

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[fyjjong]

blue night radio - 150830 jonghyun: i think it’s okay to feel lost in your life. i think it’s okay not to reach that final goal (in your life). you may earn things while being lost or could make something out of it through the emotions you feel. i think it should be your judgement. you don’t have to make someone else judge the satisfaction of your life. i hope that you don’t feel too anxious about feeling lost in your life. (source: thatcoolcatmeow)

[ashawol-deactivated20240605]

[tohodrinky]

Good bye, kiddo. I’m so sorry we couldn’t save you. Rest in peace.

[morrie]

[cutespoonie]

it’s so heartbreaking when you’re in so much pain or feel extremely fatigued and you tell someone close to you, but they don’t believe you or think you’re exaggerating

[g4r-b4ge]

Let’s all appreciate every moment we have with our idols. Let’s reminisce about past memories. Let’s look forward to new ones. No matter what group you’re a fan of, we never know when these moments might come to a stop.

[t3hyan3s3]

This needs to be said and I’m tagging everyone on this because its more than Jonghyun

According to a Dispatch interview with a close friend of Jonghyun, he died feeling like a failure and that he couldn’t live up to expectations. Can we please stop putting these idols on pedestals so high that the moment they don’t do as well, they feel like they will plummet into nothing? I would rather have my favorite groups announce they were never going release music again if it meant that they could focus on themselves and live happy lives. At the end of the day, I don’t need a new album. I don’t need a world tour. But what I do need is for my faves to get physical and mental rest. And to know that sales and views dont matter. What does matter, at least to me, is their happiness, them knowing their worth, and that they are enough. Jonghyun didn’t deserve to feel like he wasn’t enough, and no other idol should.

[fyjjong]

she is showcase (3pm) ♡ 160523

[shineesque]

“Our charm is harmony of 5 members with different personalities” - lee jinki

[colorsofshiningstars]

jjongd’s last broadcast - two hours full of emotions and treasured memories ;; ♡

[hoshees]

to you, who was always there, believing and protecting me i will tell you of this song filled with gratitude

> to every person that has reached out with words of love and encouragement to me and to other shawols, thank you. your kindness means the world to us. we will always be grateful. 

[honey10love]

“at the end of December[2017] i’m just going to rest..” - Jonghyun

- Its hard to believe that this is the end, there will be no more 2018 and so on. Thank You for all these years. You are now in a good place but left many broken hearts behind with good memories. You will never be forgotten. We/Shawol misses you a lot and love you eternity, unconditionally. 

[yooneroos]

whichever way the path may lead, shawols will always stand by you forever. you worked hard. you did a good job. thank you. #shinee3500day

[fyeahjinki]

(171223) @dlstmxkakwldrl

당신이 누구이든 무얼하든 상관없습니다 다만 이 한가지만 기억해주십시오 그 누군가는 당신을 당신보다 사랑합니다 저도 응원하겠습니다 사랑합니다

It doesn’t matter who you are and what you do but please remember this one thing. Someone loves you more than you love yourself I will cheer you on, I love you.

trans cr : omggminho

[hirai3i-blog]

You’ll realize, with time, that your life is actually pretty alright. I promise you. In fact, I’ll write you a guarantee! The most beautiful thing in all the world is right now. This moment. You. Don’t ever forget that.

Kim Jonghyun (1990-2017)