Sammy's World

just your typical alternative mermaid who is confused about her emotions and life decisions. welcome to some of the thoughts in my head. 

[hollywood-noir]

[dryyoureyes-startbelieving]

[forgottenfeeelings]

[michaeldaaboul]

It’s okay to be broken. It’s okay to surrender. Plant new seeds, water the grass, this place is yours, it will be beautiful once again.

Michael Daaboul (via michaeldaaboul)

[the-martyr-muse]

[samisoffthewall]

[im-just-an-echo]

[dollpoetry]

I want to be known as carefree and gentle, kind and loving, warm and vibrant, soft and strong, quiet yet firm, graceful and elegant, adventurous and intriguing. But instead I am careful and sensitive, too kind yet too inconsiderate, cold and dull, soft yet weak, too quiet and too loud, gawky and clumsy, afraid and panic stricken. I am constantly at war with this person I am, trying to rip away my shell and build something new. But in the process, I am only damaging my soul, creating cracks in the person I am. And it scares me, how I do not know how someone so damaged, so incomplete, could ever be close to something great.

What am I? (via dollpoetry)

[scntrx-deactivated20191108]

[thealternativemermaid]

me: (thinks something mean)

me: dont be fucking rude

[readandburn]

I wish I could be more.

(Six Word Story)

[fuckyeahsterekfeels]

[drinkt0forget-deactivated202303]

This mental illness is very odd. One day, waves are crashing against my skull sending it shaking, and the next, the sun is shining and everything is clear and calm.

I don’t know how to handle these high and lows. (via drinkt0forget)

[famousest-deactivated20210114]

its hard to be attractive when youre not

[god-html-deactivated20180905]

I've got my suicide date set for tonight and I'm going to do it but I'm really scared and I'm worrying about my family, my girlfriend and what's going to happen when I hit the floor. How can I prepare for it?

okay first of all dont. theres probably no way to stop you but how about this? for every reblog this gets you push your suicide date back 1 day? maybe then you’ll see how many people actually care about you…

suicide isnt beautiful or poetic. when you hit the floor thats it. youre dead. you cant go back. nothing is going to happen once youre dead. trust me. 

[thealternativemermaid]

Everyone forgets about me... Even my own boyfriend * us on the phone * Him: * starts talking to the people who he is hanging out for a while * Me: * waits patiently * Him: * after awhile. * "oh, babe?!" Me: yeah? Him: "I'm sorry. I forgot you were there" Oh.

[greelin]

you could take me on a date anywhere and i’d be happy. like it could be the movie theater. or watching a movie at your house. fuck you could take me outside and we could look at clouds or climb trees i do not care as long as we hold hands or something at some point