|TW| DaintyDarling

~ if you can, please recover ! you deserve better than fighting this disorder ~ I just want to be skinny ~pronouns: she/her~ CW: 134 lbs GW1- 125 GW2- 115 GW3- 99 lbs UGW-92lbs 17 years old ~ 5’4

[iswearimnotchaotic-deactivated2]

What's that?

You'll 'start tomorrow'

'Tomorrow's a new day'

'One snack/meal/binge doesn't make that much of a difference'

I've got some news for you, love. You are being delusional if you think putting it off and making excuses will get you anywhere. Guess who says they will 'start tomorrow'? Like every person on my 600lb life.

Have fun, you will be the laughing stock of the nation when that bite causes you to blow up, causes you to gain and lose control. Go ahead and be a pig

Or, my dear,

you can be good. Set that fork down, say you aren't hungry. Toss the food down the toilet or in the trash. Be a good little one. And you can achieve control and perfection.

[ivy-sugarplum]

That's the philosophy I want

[honeypleasejustkillme]

sorry i ghosted you, i was going to kill myself

[chronicallyonlinesworld]

Me every 4 days

[swanyneptune-deactivated2023032]

[anasydsblog]

The Ana urge to cut off everyone and just focus on loosing weight.

[binkrls]

[mscherrycola]

the feminine urge to completely destroy your health for beauty standards

[thebootydiaries]

every night after 10pm my feelings start crawling out, starved, as i beat them with a moderately large stick vigorously hissing “stay back” until i inevitably fall asleep

[1m-s0-tired]

tw:ed/body image

is anybody else obsessed with chest ribs like the ribs u see below ur collar bone. i am obsessed

[1m-s0-tired]

tw: thinspo

I LOVE THESE

[coquette-cutie]

she’s perfect <3

[mina-waz-here]

I want someone to throw a sandwich with a disgusting amount of calories at me and call me an anorexic bitch.

[funnytwittertweets]

[bxbyanqel-deactivated20230227]

[1m-totally-fine]

any day now my parents are going to realize i’m not eating enough (purposefully) and cutting. i dread the day it happens.

[1m-totally-fine]

i’m not doing bad enough to deserve or need help because i’m happy sometimes and i can usually function “normally”.

but i have cuts covering my arm and i’m eating badly.

but i shouldn’t be doing those things because i should be able to cope and i’m not doing that badly.

but i clearly can’t cope if i’m resulting to these negative coping mechanisms.

but i’m not like going to kms or anything.

but i wouldn’t be complaining if i didn’t wake up tomorrow.

[1m-totally-fine]

it’s not deep enough until i think “shit what have i done?”

[morgana-at-night-deactivated202]

Tw: meanp0? Sort of, it's only what goes on in my head.

why did you eat?

It was good.

Was it as good as skinny feels?

No.

Exactly. What do you feel now?

I feel fat.

Why "feel"? You are. The image in your mirror is not "distorted" because you're one of the poor little victims of society, oh, spare me. It's exactly what you see in it. Some lazy fat fuck.

So what am I gonna do now?

Starve, obviously.

You're right

I damn am. Do you think you deserved that?

..no?

Yes. You deserved that, you deserved to eat. Because food is just pathetic fuel for pathetic people, and you're as sad as what you stuff your stomach with. You deserve to feel like shit about yourself, therefore you deserve food.

Guess you're right.

Pretty bodies don't need food. Pretty bodies get full with half of what you eat everyday. Thank god school starts tomorrow so you'll do something else instead of baking and filling that stupid void you fill with that disgusting "fuel".

Look at yourself now. The thing you ate it's gone, and all that is left is guilt. You know how to fill that void with, right?

Water, tea and black coffee. Ice and gum, if you please.

Good girl. See? You're already one step ahead on the way to "prettiness" (if we don't count the 10 steps back you took because you ate..)

Now skip the fucking dinner, skip the fucking breakfast and make up for what you did today. And remember that today's choices are tomorrow's consequences.

Okay.