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the rest of the planetary system is like fuck you

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I learned in a Latin Studies class (with a chill white dude professor) that when the Europeans first saw Aztec cities they were stunned by the grid. The Aztecs had city planning and that there was no rational lay out to European cities at the time. No organization.

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When the Spanish first arrived in Tenochtitlan (now downtown mexico city) they thought they were dreaming. They had arrived from incredibly unsanitary medieval Europe to a city five times the size of that century’s london with a working sewage system, artificial “floating gardens” (chinampas), a grid system, and aqueducts providing fresh water. Which wasn’t even for drinking! Water from the aqueducts was used for washing and bathing- they preferred using nearby mountain springs for drinking. Hygiene was a huge part if their culture, most people bathed twice a day while the king bathed at least four times a day. Located on an island in the middle of a lake, they used advanced causeways to allow access to the mainland that could be cut off to let canoes through or to defend the city. The Spanish saw their buildings and towers and thought they were rising out of the water. The city was one of the most advanced societies at the time.

Anyone who thinks that Native Americans were the savages instead of the filthy, disease ridden colonizers who appeared on their land is a damn fool.

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They’ve also recently discovered a lost Native American city in Kansas called Etzanoa It rivals the size of Cahokia, which was very large as well.

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90s anime aesthetic

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It calls me.

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The story of my life

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It's been a while

Hello friends! It's been a while since I've been on here. I've been busy melting in the summer and exploring the outdoors when we actually have good weather. Its re-contracting season and it's time to weight the pros and the cons. I've being saying that I'm gonna go home. I miss my life back home because that's the only thing that I felt truly comfortable with. I love it here. Don't get me wrong but I've noticed that I've changed in ways I didn't know before. Some of these are pointed out by my friends back home or sometimes even myself. Before I came here I was a very friendly person. I cared about others and what they said. But I never read into things or over over analyzed things (sometimes I did but it was within reason) I wasn't petty or two faced. But now I've noticed I've developed some degree of anxiety of what people think and it's not healthy. It's an easy negative spiral that allows me to go down the slide of self hate. I feel like I should tell others that this is something you will encounter. Some deal with it by drinking, others by crying, others by immersing themselves into whatever they like and it being the only thing that matters. I've dealt with it by crying. And on occasion just being irrationally angry or jealous. By screaming and kicking and crying. When the sun is out and I'm having a shit day. All I want to do is find a quiet spot and cry. Sometimes it helps sometimes it doesn't really do anything. But I feel like it's out of my body and now I can try to focus again. Today I talked to one of my close friends from back home and she said something that really struck me as surprising she said. You've really become the queen of over analyzing things now. I was taken a back. And I thought. Hot damn that's right. I have been. I over analyze everything but I can't help it. It's been a year where I have been at war with myself trying to ensure that I'm mentally okay. Trying to find that fine balance between caring about what people think, trying not to be a royal fuck up, and giving zero flying fucks about what they think. Sometimes I hit the jackpot. Other times I miss horrifically. Anyway that's it for today. I have a ton of cleaning I have to do and no motivation.

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Japanese Language Printables Giveaway!

In order to promote our new Etsy shop my BF and I have decided to give away one copy of each of our products over the coming weeks. We’re starting this business and promoting it in order to raise money to get married and get a new place together, so we are very grateful for any support at all you can give us.

This week’s prize is a copy of our Intermediate Japanese Journal Writing Pack. There are 31 fun, easy-to-understand prompts written by a professional language teacher in collaboration with a native Japanese speaker: one for every day of the month! The prompts have been specifically designed to allow you to apply intermediate grammar and vocabulary, whilst using the kind of Japanese that is used in real communication.

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I try to imagine that world, somewhere in the future, with no Games, no Capitol. A place like the meadow in the song I sang to Rue as she died. Where Peeta’s child could be safe.

When you have the perfect date with a guy and then you wake up and it was all a dream