[thefoolscup]

nikolai or kolya | 24 yo | he/they

˚₊‧꒰ა i follow from @whimsikolya | pronouns.cc ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

hii! my name is nikolai and i'm a fictive from the manga and anime bungo stray dogs. my source is very dear to me.

for lack of a better word, i really miss my sourcemates and would be delighted to talk!

♤ a hater of labels, but - freak; animal activist; kinky aro-ish; cosplayer; free bird; clown-ish

♡ horror media; gore; animals; video games; hoyoverse; substances; parties; literature; bsd; dos-kun

♧ ai is my foe, rats are my friends.

i don't always tag nsfw, gore, etc etc!

tags;

# 🥟. to mice in homes | yapping tag!

# ♠️. twixt fate and free will | self; fanarts etc.

# 🍷. but i also kind of wanted to | horror, gore, fun stuff, etc.

# 🐀. that we'll meet in sweet dreams | dos-kun tag ♡

# 🕊. well that was fun, goodbye! | asks

[crazysodomite]

my new poker strat: start tearing up after looking at my cards no matter what i got

[xanaxfarts]

‘Heart and Dagger’ by Robert Mapplethorne for Helmut Lang (1982)

[ace-trainer-alice]

Going easy on a new or less experienced player at a game in order to make them have a better time does kinda turn me on. Gently guiding you towards achieving a climactic victory against me. Upon my defeat I reveal my hand to show you that I had nothing at all, that it was truly all you (having previously subtly discarded all my outs). You dance victoriously kicking and shouting. Unaware that I'm looking down on you from above, twisting my marionette piloting a little figure to play out cleaning up and bemoaning my loss. All the while i grin and watch you with hungry eyes, tasting your false victory and beckoning you in ever deeper. Keep playing, come closer, I have more things to show you. You'll have so much fun here with me. Ignore how perfectly everything lines up, don't mind the strings that hunt your limbs, you have nothing to fear in joining my performance.

[castielchitaqua]

im never serious but I always mean it

[sadakoscurse]

[shisasan]

𝙼𝚊𝚢 𝟸𝟻, 𝟷𝟿𝟸𝟸 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚒𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝙾𝚏 𝙵𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚣 𝙺𝚊𝚏𝚔𝚊, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟺-𝟷𝟿𝟸𝟹

[alovelypear]

Climax (2018) dir. Gaspar Noé

[thefoolscup]

not enough red on this blog lately.

[gunsluttt]

watching a snuff film and muttering "god i wish that were me" under my breath but it's unclear who i'm talking about

[namedvesta]

Daniele Accossato, wrapped nº𝟤 (jesmonite, rope, wood), 𝟤𝟢𝟤𝟣

[kobzars]

Ukrainian embroidery is a type of Ukrainian folk decorative art; an ornamental or thematic image on fabric or leather made with various hand or machine stitches; one of the most common types of handicrafts by Ukrainian women, and girls in particular.

Ukrainian folk embroidery. State publishing house "Mystetstvo", Kharkiv, 1936. Presents embroidery from Podillia and Kyiv region, which was selected from the materials of the first exhibition of Ukrainian folk art in Kyiv. The album consists of 20 pages of illustrations.

[maxxie-or-smth]

i need to killl myself but like nonchalantly

[post-traumatic-slaughter]

Rock doves were once our companions and prized possessions. Now we call them pests and winged rats.

[thefoolscup]

i think about this letterboxd review of frankenstein (2025) every day.

[fischhirnn]

I'll load your gun so you can shoot me.

[incorrectfatui]

Col - Colombina/Columbina Har - Harlequin/Arlecchino