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someone pls just fcking murder me to death

sharksdancing

You could give me 67 years to do homework and I wouldn’t do it until the night before

thefuckingfuckisgoingon

it's called grad school

#lolsob #my life

is it possible to walk away from a human interaction without feeling like shit

#i try #i try to be nice #i try to be friendly #but i still hate myself #and i feel like everyone hates me #yoooo #depression #I Hate Myself #I don't understand humans #i can't do human interaction

i've only cut once in 2014 so far

#cutting #self-harm #recovery #depression #yay me #i've wanted to cut like 400 times #but i only did it once

truscum: PEOPLE WHO QUESTION OUR DEFINITION OF TRANSSEXUALISM ARE TRANSPHOBES!

genderspecials: PEOPLE WHO QUESTION OUR UNDERSTANDING OF GENDER ARE TRANSPHOBES!

me: ...

#y'all need a hobby #and maybe jesus #have you considered going outside?#i hear it's nice this time of year #also whatever meds y'all are on #can i have some #because mine do not prepare me to live my life like this #goodnight and god bless

thefuckingfuckisgoingon

idk i don’t hate truscum but i feel like if you’re going to be consistent with the viewpoint that transsexualism is a medical condition, then why would you change your name or care what pronouns people use for you? names and pronouns are not medical treatment

idk

tomboyfriends

idk maybe because those names and pronouns have been assigned to them based on their birthed sex which caused their medical condition in the first place

thefuckingfuckisgoingon

yeah, but so are haircuts and clothing and gender roles? and most truscum i’ve seen are like “have whatever haircut or clothes or gender role you want, that doesn’t affect your maleness or femaleness,” so why are names and pronouns different?

#truscum #transsexual #bigender-defender #i really think this is an inconsistency in truscum thought #idgi

idk i don't hate truscum but i feel like if you're going to be consistent with the viewpoint that transsexualism is a medical condition, then why would you change your name or care what pronouns people use for you? names and pronouns are not medical treatment

idk

#truscum #ftm #transsexual #idk #the other side is also inconsistent and reductionist #truscum are not the monsters you make them out to be #but they are reductionist and inconsistent #like once you change your name and pronouns you are admitting that gender and by extension transsexualism has a social component #and contra anti-truscum that is not the whole story #but it's a part of it

jensen ackles' FACE

#daaaaaaaaaaaaamn #jensen ackles #dean winchester

what did humans do before secret browser windows

#but actually #asking the real questions

terfs make 0 goddamn sense

like, even imagining we lived in a world where trans women really were stooges of the patriarchy, what the FUCK would the patriarchy stand to gain from this????? horrifyingly high murder rates???

and then there's the sheila jeffreys school of "femininity isn't my personal preference therefore it's terrible"

like, wow lady, most of us outgrew that shit by the age of 17

honestly if terfs hadn't been so influential in public policy and shit, i'd just feel sorry for them

being a bunch of self-proclaimed feminists who don't even realize how misogynistic they are

it's just sad

#terf #trans women #sheila jeffreys #transmisogyny #misogyny #janice raymond #fuck em all

one time i went to a party at my friend's house

and my friend and i snuck away from the party and hid out in his room

and we brought up the lyrics to commentary the musical from dr. horrible

and we sang along to the whole thing

and when we went back to the party, i said to my friend,

"can we tell everyone we were having sex instead? that will be much less embarrassing"

#dr. horrible #commentary the musical #nerds #party #soy un perdidor #i don't need to look at the lyrics anymore

if you're feeling bad about yourself

you should sing this song to a jaunty tune:

"i am not completely useless! i am not the worst person alive! i am not worse than hitler! i have never genocided anyone!"

it will make you feel better i guarantee* i am a scientist

*guarantee not applicable to people who have genocided anyone

#depression #self-esteem #i am the worst

do you think that when the queen of england goes to the bathroom

she pulls the chain and says,

"royal flush!"

#i know i would #queen of england #royal flush #toilet humor #night blogging

one time i was in the changing room

and i happened to glance over at a cis friend of mine while he was in his underwear

and my first thought was "i can see his packer"

#ftm problems #my cis friend #other people's junk #true story #underwear

i remember when i first joined tumblr

and i was like MUST FOLLOWBACK EVERYONE

now i give 0 shits, follow nobody new, and unfollow anyone who posts/reblogs something that annoys me even a little

#fucking tumblr #over it #talkin bout my main blog #this is not it

i messaged the potato salad guy and invited him to contribute to my surgery fundraiser

will let you know if anything comes of this

#potato salad #kickstarter #ftm #surgery #HAHA KILL ME #fuck the internet #fuck my life

you know what i don't get?

gay men/women who are like "sry but i'm into penis/vagina so i could never date a trans man/woman"

and then other people are like "that's transphobic"

and the first people are like "now you're forcing me to have sex with someone i don't want to have sex with!!11"

like, (a) sometimes people get surgery

and (b) if you really hate the idea of dating a trans person? keep it to yourself, i do not understand why you think everyone needs to know this about you

#trans people #transphobia #dating preferences #cis gays #no one cares

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