half a person

[25436445767787687676786-deactiv]

“I could not stop wasting time. It was crazy. I wanted to do something with my life, but instead I went to sleep, or sung in the shower, or sat and stared at the wall. I couldn’t even tell you about anything that I saw. I didn’t talk to anybody. The cicadas kept dying outside, and as I dreamed, my mouth grew thick and venomous with silence.”

— Yiwei Chai, The Jacaranda Years (via crowsummer)

[firstfullmoon]

when susan sontag wrote “I must change my life so that I can live it, not wait for it”

[thefuckinqvoid]

I'm reading all my old personal posts and OH MY GOD I was SO dramatic lmaoooo

[100493503004422]

puts my baggu laptop case and my baggu reusable bag and my baggu purse inside my baggu tote bag and picks up my baggu travel bag wearing my baggu socks. but that's my business

[100493503004422]

friendship breakup is one thing but now I have to live with the fact that narratives about me are being told to other people & that those people are deciding bad things about me based on those narratives and mutual friends are going to block me on instagram and there's nothing I can do about it. bc I can't control what other people do or say or believe & I have to just be ok with that... apparently

[matchagirl]

[thefuckinqvoid]

most days i cannot wait to be six feet under

[thefuckinqvoid]

%10000000 sure i'm cursed in the love department. it just simply isn't for me.

[disturbedlolita]

[euphorictruths]

[caesarsaladinn]

every morning i wake up and make the worst possible time management decisions anyone has ever made

[plsingly-deactivated20251210]

[100493503004422]

the constant urge to quit my job to do nothing

[thefuckinqvoid]

I think we went to school together, was your high school mascot a mustang?

why would you think that? i've never posted a pic of me on here

[sleeplesslacker]

[solassitudes]

networking this, emails that, linkedin this. maybe I don’t want to.

[turntogreen]