To her, the one I lost
I hold my pen to say goodbye You are fond of letters, so here I am Shaping words and finding the courage The calligraphy of my heart has the outline of your features I have lost you And I send you one last supplication trough your beloved ink May this ink engrave my voice on your skin I want to tattoo over you my adoration I have lost you My eyes are a breeze on your collarbone A silent caress on your cheek My story was foretold a million times My story is old as dust Books, poems, songs They all warned me Yet, I have lost you Like the sand fleeting between my fingers You pass me by I cherish your foaming memory Who will sing my lullaby? Your voice is neither pretty nor soft Yet, your voice is the only one I want to hear Let the rain pour and drown me I will float above the blue sky As long as you sing by my side I must be colour blind The flames burnt the pot and the tea is brown The foams dances Ethereal forms Ephemeral bodies I hallucinate your perfume Agony If God existed, I would pray to him If the angels watched over us I would beg and implore If my plea was to be heard I would be laughed at I deserve every laugh, Every blame Every punishment I had you As fiercely as you can have another being on this plane Yet, I have lost you You loved me once The words never slipped your warm lips but I knew You said it with your gentle touch, your laugh and your wicked sarcasm Every sting, every insult was your way You enquired about my family and I told you the stories You asked about my turmoil and I shared all of it You never ventured and asked about my feelings Still, I poured on you the gem of my heart I tormented you I spent my days professing my love for my sulphide The creature that mesmerized me You listened You helped You predicted the future  My sweet Cassandra I shrugged to your bleak vision One day, one normal plain day You wished me luck and happiness You sealed my faith with a kiss and went away You were right As dreary as they might be, Cassandraâs vision are always truthful My chimera didnât run for long Only to circle back into my hands What is wrong in being the second choice when you are in love? And I was I am She is magnificent and alluring She haunted my dreams and burned my chest She is my sun An eerie ghost of lost desires She is the sun Yet, I miss you Juliette is lying between my arms Yet, I miss you My Milly, My Tatianna, My Roxanne I have lost you Juliette is iridescent between my tights Yet, I miss you You are gone I am obscured with your memory I am in love with the sirenâs song I have lost you Call me Onegin For my true name is put to shame.Â
















