Things has gotten better for me for the past year compared to the last few years. After 9 years I finally graduated uni and got a degree. I also started getting regular treatment for my ADHD which is great. This is the longest time I have continuously getting treatment. Sure it took a lot of mental breakdown and self-destruction but I’m finally getting help. Life does get better if you stick long enough. Now my main problem is, I have the wrong degree. You see, I currently work as a site inspector for a construction company despite the fact that I have a degree in BS Psychology. My main problem now is that I don’t earn enough money to live independently. I only earn about $247 a month. I’ve been trying to land online jobs part-time but there hasn’t been any luck. The only job I can actually do is ESL teaching, but I don’t have the equipment for it. And then another problem happened, my doctor doesn’t want me to stay up any time longer than 10 pm. So now I have a bed time and my parents are telling me to stop finding an extra job. So now I’m just lost. I have so much free time and I can do so much more but... now I just feel powerless. Because I know that the right thing to do is to listen to my doctor and just focus on myself. But then again, I am so delayed in life that I have to work 10x harder just to be on the same level as my peers.
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