First off, anyone under 18 is *not* welcome here. Sorry, but you'll have plenty of time to be a perv once you're older š
Hey all, this is a new blog for my darker, more controversial kinks:
- Orientation play/dykebreaking - I'm bi/mostly lesbian, but I get off on being broken/brainwashed to be straight for Men
- Misogyny kink - I'm a feminist in vanilla space, but the idea of being turned into a gender traitor to serve the Patriarchy and worship Men is š„š„š„
- Detrans kink - I use she/they pronouns irl, but I'd love to find someone to force me to go back to just she/her and amp up my femininity.
Thoughts on āDykebreakingā -- Your sexuality is Servant.
So there are so many posts out there about fucking a lesbian straight.Ā So called "dykebreaking". This isnāt one of them.
Oh don't get me wrong the idea making a lesbian my sex slave is hot as Hades, but I don't want to "fuck her straight". No, not at all. And if we are being intellectually honest it;s not going to happen. But it doesn't matter.
Because I donāt want to turn her straight.Ā I donāt want her to lust after or crave men, or cock.Ā Not at all. But I do want to break her so she will serve me. Training her so she can perform better than a high-end escort, to do things that would make most porn starlets blush, to know exactly how to use her hands and her mouth to please a man..Ā To be the best cocksucker imaginable, worshiping my cock and balls.Ā Teaching her how I expect her to ride my cock to make it feel amazing for me, to clench her cunt around my cock as she rocks on it. Ā To know how to make it last so I donāt cum to fast, to draw out the pleasure I take in her body.Ā Making her take my cock in her ass, to suffer through it for me. She may not like sex with men, but she will become very very good at it.
I want to break her down, and train her to be the best fuck doll any girl could be.Ā But all the while she craves the touch, the scent of a woman. Ā I want sex Ā for her to be an act of service, a duty she performs, and a stellar performance.Ā But not something she wants or enjoys.Ā
Maybe, just maybe, if she's good enough, I'll let her fuck another woman, but only while I watch, and only with the understanding that the two of them are putting on a show for me, the even then it's for my enjoyment
I want to make her sexuality āservantāĀ and I want her to be very, very good at itĀ Better than any het girl
Are you an object born in a human body? It's more likely than you think. You should just stop pretending to be a human, discard stupid things like "opinions" and "identity" and only derive joy from being used by real people.
Feeling absolutely fucking insane right now, I need to ride a cock so bad. My body is begging me to get pregnant and I can't take it any longer, I want to give someone a baby.
suddenly incredibly breedy. fuck. need to be held down by my wrists and fucking used. doesn't matter if i beg you to stop, all that matters is that i get filled with cum and take it nice and deep. don't let me avoid my purpose. i need to be knocked up.
I am less than a week away from the 7 month anniversary of my last real orgasm. I'm not sure if this is the longest stretch I've ever gone without cumming, but it most certainly is the longest stretch of active denial. The longest I've ever gone while being routinely edged and purposefully kept horny and desperate.
The past few days have been a struggle. My desperation has been in overdrive. It has been so hard to think about anything other than being used, played with, shown off... I have been acting extremely slutty, even for me, and have been taking basically any opportunity to tease and provoke Calli into playing with me more.
Last night it earned me a bit of a correction š
Immediately after work Calli had me dress in something cute and revealing. As soon as I came downstairs she removed my top and fitted me with the e-stim and the not-so-gentle nipple clamps, the chain of which was threaded through my collar juuuust short enough to tug painfully if I threw my head back or pushed out my tits too far. Afterwards we cuddled on the couch for about two hours as she fed me vape hit after vape hit and roughly played with my nipples.
Everything after is a bit hazy...
I remember her pushing me onto my hands and knees. Face down; ass up. The weight of my tits hanging made the nipple clamps feel even more intense and the power level on the e-stim was steadily ticking up, every ~15-20 seconds.
I remember her lubing me up as she started to roughly finger my ass. At one point she barely teased her fingers at the opening of my dripping cunt and I had to beg her to stop, knowing that I would have cum almost immediately if she continued. During the following brief interlude I tearfully begged her not to make me cum, and I was met with a stern "I don't know why you think that's my responsibility, Kitten" before she almost immediately started again.
I could tell from her demeanor that keeping myself from going over the edge was likely not going to be an option, but I still did everything in my extremely limited power to prevent it. I did not last long. My clit and pussy went untouched, but it was still only another minute or two of rough ass pounding coupled with the intense pain in my tits before I felt myself tipping over the edge into one of the most earth shattering orgasms of my life...
And then all of the stimulation was gone. My pussy desperately clenched around nothing as all of the build-up and the release my body so desperately craved rapidly escaped me. The floor was yanked out from under me and I was forced to endure the most devastating ruin of my life. It broke me almost immediately. I began uncontrollably sobbing, unable to do anything but apologize over and over for going over the edge without permission.
In response Calli flipped me over, straddled my hips, and began brutally slapping my tits. Well past the point that the clamps came off from the impact. Repeatedly beating them until I was able to sufficiently convince her of my gratitude, and properly thank her for preserving all of the hard work she has put in, even after I so greedily tried to ruin it.
I truly am the luckiest girl in the world š„°š„°š„°
Slapping the clamps off your tits was a real treat. Watching them loosen a millimeter at a time, masking the typical pain of removal behind the increasingly blinding pain of impact, knowing the circulation returning is only making my lesson clearer.
I don't mind you being desperate -- I wouldn't keep you denied indefinitely if I did. You just have to accept that you don't get to choose what kinds of stimulation you receive when you're reduced to begging.
I want to use this post to highlight something important.
The story that I wrote is a true accounting of events. But it is not a perfectly accurate accounting of events. There are a lot of lies of omission. I did not include the water breaks, or Calli checking in on me to make sure I'm okay, or the cats interrupting by being obnoxious, or tripping over each other's limbs, or the fumbling with lube bottles, or any number of other tiny things that actually happen in real life.
They don't fit the tone of a story that is written just to be hot, and thus they get left out. Everything you see on the internet is curated. Even if something is not edited, it has still been hand selected by someone to be posted and shared. I just want to remind everyone that the hot pictures and stories you see online are not aspirational. No one in real life has sex that looks as good and polished as what you see and read.
Take inspiration, make things your own, experiment freely, but always keep in mind that this should be fun! If you try to use porn as a guideline for good sex you will always be disappointed.
There's a hotspot on Mars called Tharsis. I am a hypnotized slave. It's so big that it's bigger that it contains more mass than the dwarf planet Ceres. I am a hypnotized slave. It's so big it's changed the way Mars spins. I am a hypnotized slave.
Condition me into thinking your orgasms are mine. I don't actually get to come but if you keep me denied for so long and mess with my brain enough it will break and the only thing I'll crave is making you come because I forgot what real orgasms feel like ā”
Take a moment to think about your female anatomy. Each part is designed to encourage and allow for breeding. Your shiny pink clit brings pleasure so youāll let your pussy be touched and played with. Your vagina starts to loosen and drip when you get turned on, to allow a penis to easily penetrate it. Its walls are designed to stroke a manās penis and make him cum inside you. When you orgasm, your vaginal walls tighten and your cervix lowers, to milk out a manās sperm and allow it the best chance for implantation. Past your cervix is your womb, designed over millennia to nurture and protect a fetus. You have eggs inside your ovaries right now, which are just waiting for the hormonal signal that itās time for them to travel down your fallopian tubes and wait for fertilization. All of this happens whether you like it or not. It is your evolutionary purpose. You were made for this. Look at you, getting wet just thinking about it right now. Who are you to reject biology?